Chapter 9 Chapter nine

Because of you, from that day on, I also fell in love with art, classical music and Chopin. I often go to the library to borrow these books. Even if I don't understand it, I still read it again and again, intoxicated by it, and want to be the woman you like. I, who only listened to pop music, fell headfirst into classical music.I bought my first Chopin piano piece with my pocket money. The day we met, you were playing his. I envy you so much, but you envy Xia Xia. You and her get on very quickly. I've often longed for her to take me on a date with you, so I could see you. However, every time I see you flirting, I really hate myself for being there.

One night I put on my best dress to meet you. It was the inauguration of a hotel you had designed, and the opening party was held in the French restaurant on the top floor of the hotel. I heard Xia Xia mention it long before two stars, and I begged her to take me to see it. In order to get her to agree, I even did everything possible to please her. Finally, she agreed to take me there. I never knew if it was your idea or hers.That day, we were not three, but four. Durin also came. Are you worried that he will be alone and push me to him? How dare you waste my love for you like this?

Du Lin is a kind person, an old classmate who was good with you.But he is so different from you, he is dressed poorly and looks downcast. Seriously, though, he was a perfect match for me that day. That night, when I showed up, Xia Xia couldn't help laughing out loud when she saw my outfit: "Why are you dressed like this? I knew I would lend you a skirt! Why didn't you ask me?" That day, she was dressed up really beautifully, like a princess, but I kept my eyes on her like a poor schoolgirl who had never seen the world. You never laughed at me like she did. You love women all over the world, so you are always gentle and tolerant towards women.

But you didn't dance with me either. I watched you and Xia Xia dance one dance after another on the circular dance floor of the restaurant, saw your bodies entangled, and saw her whispering to you from time to time, I hated myself so much. Why should I come? I bit my lips tightly to keep myself from crying, but my eyes were already wet with tears. Fortunately, the light in the dining room was very dim, so you didn't see my tears. However, Du Lin sitting next to me, this lonely man, can see it more clearly than you, he seems to feel it. He tried to tease me, as if he knew I was sad.

Perhaps, he has seen too many girls sad for you. But how can I care about him? I casually fudged him a few words, then put him aside, he who was neglected by me, finally had nothing to say, and drank one glass after another. When you and Xia Xia finished dancing, he was also drunk. Later, you drove us home and dropped him off first. The car was speeding in the dark, and Xia Xia kept talking to you. She had a great time that day and felt that she was getting the limelight at the party. I didn't want to talk to her, so I had to pretend to be tired, leaning against the car window, silent, but my eyes kept peeking at your profile.

I can look at this complex face for a lifetime without getting bored. Drunk, Du Lin slumped on the other side of the car door. I have been thinking, what is the relationship between him and you? You said he was a classmate of your university, so he also studied architecture, right?Why are you so different?You seem very close. At that time, I may not understand the thing of chance, but I can see the thing of emotion.This is my talent. The car stopped opposite a dilapidated apartment building. It was a world of difference to your Beludao apartment here. You got out of the car and said to Xia Xia and me:

"I'll be right back!" Then, you opened the rear door and helped the drunk Doolin out. "Do you want me to help?" I asked, helping you push him out.He is heavy. You smiled at me and shook your head, and said back: "No." How gentle is that smile. After struggling to pull him out, you put his arm around your shoulders and gently close the car door. My eyes have been following your back. At this time, Xia Xia said unhappily: "I hate drunks the most!" "I'm going out to get some hair." I said and got out of the car. I stood by the car, looking at you quietly.

It was a time I had to myself. You helped Du Lin across the street, and the two of them were jolting, with shoulders on each other, singing happily and loudly. I saw another side of you again.For a moment, I couldn't help laughing, I was neglected by you all night, the pain of the whole night, at this moment, I seem to have got some compensation. You and he finally reached the steps of his residence. At this moment, I watched you take out your wallet, pull out a few banknotes, and slip them into his pocket quietly. Your actions are so inadvertent and conceived that he doesn't even seem to know.

He won't find money in his pocket until he wakes up with a hangover tomorrow. I found out later that you have always supported your down-and-out old classmate like this. Xinsheng, you still love men more than you love women. When you turned and walked back, I hurried into the carriage. You hummed to yourself easily, crossed the road, walked towards us, opened the car door, and said coolly: "Let's go!" If you go down that road, Xia Xia should be sent home first.But every time the three of us go out, no matter which way we go, you always send me back first. How I long for the day that I will be by your side till the end.

Just one night is enough. I would hope that the road home never ends.