Chapter 55 3. I am afraid that love is a road of no return

Sit in Zhang Yu's car and let him drive me forward. "Where are we going?" I asked. "Send you home." He gave me a reserved smile, showing a row of neat teeth, which is very beautiful.Zhang Yu has been treating me with a tolerant heart, but I don't know how to be grateful and return. Along the way, I was thinking about the words Xiao Yuan asked, "Are you happy?" If I go down this road, I think I am happy, right? "What are you thinking about?" Zhang Yu was very worried about me, afraid that I would be overwhelmed by Xiao Yuan's matter. "Zhang Yu, I like you very much, can you stop embarrassing me in the future?"

It is estimated that he was a little surprised to hear me say that, and the steering wheel was all off.Then he swore and called back. "Zhang Yu, I'm hungry, shall we have something to eat before going back?" I suggested. The atmosphere of the restaurant is nice and the background music is to my liking.While tasting red wine and listening to music, I was slightly tipsy. Zhang Yu looked at me with a smile and said, "You can cry when you listen to some music, I'm convinced!" As soon as he said that, I just touched my face with my fingers, and it was really wet.I chuckled myself, "Really, I made you laugh at me!"

"No, I just feel uncomfortable seeing you crying." He said, patting his chest. "I'm just happy!" Really, it seems that Zhang Yu really cares about me, and I'm moved because of him. When he came back, he sent him downstairs, "Do you want to go in and have a cup of tea!" I asked. "Forget it, if you turn around and do something that annoys you and have a cold war with me, that won't be good." He smiled, then turned and left. One day when I was cleaning the house, I found that the key to Zhang Yu's house was still in my drawer.I called him, but it was transferred to the automatic voice box. I said to the voice message system: "I suddenly found your house key in a drawer. If you have time, come and get it, or I can send it to you."

At night, I had already forgotten about it. I heard someone ring the doorbell, and when I opened the door, I saw Zhang Yu standing outside. I took the key and handed it to him. When my hand touched his hand, I felt a little hot, so I quickly retracted it. "goodbye." When I was about to close the door, he opened the door and broke in, locked the door, pressed me against the door tightly, and said, "I won't leave!" Through the thin fabric, I could feel the warmth of Zhang Yu's body.He has me in his arms, and there is nowhere for me to escape. His lips kissed mine, and in an instant, all my will was wiped out, and I let him take it.

He is not going to let me go.After escaping for so long, I am also tired, and I don't want to continue playing the game of retreating and advancing with him. Let him do everything. This man is too strong, and I will never be able to escape. Xiao Yuan has never kissed me so passionately.Facing Zhang Yu's deep demands, I didn't know how to respond, so I could only look at him stupidly, and forgot to breathe. Tears slipped down unintentionally, dripping on his tongue and turning into delicate and tender. Zhang Yu stopped and asked cautiously: "You don't like it?" I held my chest that was about to suffocate and exhaled, "I'm almost suffocating!"

"You really know how to hit me!" Zhang Yu didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and wiped my tears with his sleeve. "Leave me alone." "You stupid woman, what are you afraid of?" His patience seemed to be running out. Can't he see it?Maybe he's dumber than me. "Zhang Yu, I'm afraid I'll fall in love with you!" In that way, there will be another point of no return in the end. Zhang Yu smiled and laughed, "It turns out that it's been for this all the time. I'm not a jackal, can't you fall in love with me?" Zhang Yu carelessly pulled me to sit down, "How to say, I'm also handsome Great young man!"

When I got off work the next day, I saw Zhang Yu came to my work unit with a bunch of fiery red birds of paradise. I said, "You don't have ulterior motives, do you?" He was honest, "Of course, otherwise it would be uncomfortable enough for someone to be so courteous!" I pressed a kiss on his forehead, "Thank you!" "Perfunctory!" He kissed me back. "Let's see it." I pushed him away. "I can't wait!" Sending me home, Zhang Yu dawdled and didn't want to leave.After coaxing me several times, I was so sleepy that I could hardly keep my eyes open, and he was still exhausting me.

I said, "Lock the door for me when you leave, I'm going to bed first." "I'll sleep with you." I glared at him, this man has a thick skin. He stood there like a pissed off daughter-in-law, and said, "I'm such a big man, why am I always pissed off by you?" "When did you get angry? It seems that I am your door." "It's so late, and you still push me out. I'm a normal man, and you don't mind if I do something cheating. " "Have you done less? Don't think I don't know!" He looked at me, "Do you mind?"

Nonsense, of course I mind.It's just that I have no position to interfere. "Coke, do you love me a little bit?" He asked, his tone so cautious. I didn't know how to answer, I was silent for a long time. Zhang Yu suddenly laughed, "Don't force it, it's not too late to tell me tomorrow!" Zhang Yu occupied my sofa and leaned on it to watch the football game, "This TV is too small, I'll change it to a bigger one someday!" "Stop, don't! If you want to watch the big one, go back to your own house and watch it!" His TV can cover half of my house, but I don't usually see him watching it at home.

"Then you go back with me!" "No, I like it here, this is my home!" While chatting with Zhang Yu, the eldest aunt called and said, "Ke Ke, what was the name of the person your uncle's colleague introduced to you last time? Yes, yes, Sun Zhuo, how is your relationship going? He is a Doctor, you are so young, you must take good care of it!" It's really a pot that can't be opened!Zhang Yu listened intently, stood up from the sofa, and yelled: "Tian Kele, you dare to go on a blind date behind my back?! Or with Sun Zhuo!" I blocked my ears and whispered, "Didn't it fail?"

"You still dare to speak!" I said: "Zhang Yu, don't worry about me, what's wrong with my blind date? I'm not someone like you, can you control me?" Zhang Yu held the remote control of the TV in his hand, and threw it on the bathroom mirror, and heard the glass click, and it was smashed to pieces. I said: "Zhang Yu, why are you crazy! This is my home, and it's not your turn to smash things!" "I'm crazy to talk to you idiot!" He turned around and walked out, closing the door hard. I fell to the ground in despair, why did I say such unfeeling words to Zhang Yu?Doesn't he treat me well these days because of his eyesight? Perhaps, in my subconscious mind, I just want to drive him away, and prevent myself from falling in love with him... Why don't you want to fall in love with such an excellent man?Is it because his conditions are too superior, making me feel inferior?Is it because he is romantic by nature that I can't grasp it?Is it a huge family difference that I can't cling to?Is it because the trauma of loving Xiao Yuan last time has not healed?Or are you afraid that after falling in love with him, you will sink and never stand up? I can't tell.I knew I was afraid, and carefully protected that scarred heart. However, they didn't know that that heart had already fallen into the trap of Zhang Yu's tenderness. Clean up the broken glass of the mirror, and there is a woman with red eyes in every shard.I thought it wasn't me, how could I cry?Wouldn't it be cleaner to drive Zhang Yu away? There is a photo of my mother in the middle of the room, she is looking at me with a smile.I forced a smile and said to her, "Mom, don't worry, I won't cry!" I don't know if Zhang Yu is angry with me because of Sun Zhuo's affairs, or if he is really busy recently and hasn't contacted me for several days. It happened to be me, and I felt a faint yearning in my heart.Life would be a lot duller without him. A few days later, he was going on a business trip, and he called me before leaving, "Take care of yourself!" There was no other words. I held the microphone in a daze, even though I had a thousand words in my heart, I just turned it into one sentence, "Take care too!" I secretly went to the hospital to see Xiao Yuan once. He had a severe nerve injury in his leg and was recovering. Seeing Xiao Yuan trying to stand up from the wheelchair again and again, I believe his legs will recover.With Wu Yue by his side, his heart will also, right? When I am free at work, I often think of Zhang Yu.I haven't heard from you for several days. How is he? After tidying up the notes on the desk, I found the two messages with octopuses on them. I counted the tentacles of each octopus, and giggled to myself, "It turns out that octopuses are not ugly." There are still a lot of things from Zhang Yu at home, and seeing each of them reminds me of his kindness to me. Occasionally, I also go to Zhang Yu's house to help him tidy up the room and feed the fish.I wonder why there are solo photos of me last time I went to Mount Fuji to see the cherry blossoms in Zhang Yu's bedroom. Cheng Tianlang didn't show me these at the time! Could it be that Zhang Yu took it away in advance?So why not take his own too? The more I think about it, the more confused I get, Zhang Yu is not something a stupid woman like me can understand.