Chapter 54 2. We shall all be happy

I don't remember how Zhang Yu took me out of the hospital, but I only remember Zhang Yu's warm palms stroking my face and saying, "Take a rest, you are too tired!" I slept for a day and a night, and when I woke up, I was still repeating Xiao Yuan's nightmare of crashing a car. I couldn't help but exclaimed Xiao Yuan's name, breaking out in a cold sweat. Zhang Yu was sitting next to me smoking, and when he saw me wake up, he told me in a hoarse voice: "The hospital just got the news that Xiao Yuan is out of danger." I breathed a sigh of relief, only to find that the surrounding fog was surrounded by thick smoke, and I didn't feel choked, but rather kind.

Seeing Zhang Yu's anxious expression and haggard face, his heart was filled with emotion. All the things that happened between Zhang Yu and me appeared in my mind one after another, all of them were Zhang Yu's figure. I suddenly feel that he is so important in my life. I am willing to put aside all worries and love him sincerely, even if the result is still shattered like I love Xiao Yuan, I am willing, even if I can't figure out how sincerely he loves me, I am willing to try to give wholeheartedly. Seeing me choked up, Zhang Yu put out the cigarette and stood up, "What's wrong, what's wrong?"

"Zhang Yu, don't be so nice to me, or I feel I owe you again." He was silent for a while, and then said after a while: "You have to eat something before going to sleep." Zhang Yu's culinary skills are so bad, after tasting it once, he still has lingering fears.Today, unfortunately, I have to eat it for the second time. "I only cooked this porridge with preserved egg and lean meat." He put the porridge in a small white porcelain bowl, and passed it to me after it cooled for a while. I just smelled it, frowning and dare not try it. Zhang Yuju picked up a spoon and fed me, "Take a few bites, I've tried it all, and it tastes pretty good."

Bewitched by him, I opened my mouth and took a few bites.It's really a pity that he only cooked this porridge. If I make a few more, I will definitely ruin my stomach. "Zhang Yu, don't you ever know that the food you make yourself is delicious?" I asked earnestly. He nodded shyly, "I know, but this bowl of porridge is the result of many times of practice." "Before you met me, you never knew how to cook, did you?" "Ok." "Then you never do your own laundry, do you?" "Ok." "Will you clean up the house?" "No." He answered honestly, his voice getting smaller and smaller.

"Then you don't know how to do any housework?" "more or less!" After hitting him for a long time, I made a perfect closing statement, "Working people despise you!" "The contempt is over, shall we continue the cold war?" Zhang Yu shrugged and asked. "Of course not! Have you ever seen a cold war talk so much?" Zhang Yu has been taking care of me, I told him I'm fine and asked him to go back to rest, but he refused. I slowly regained my energy and lay down at home, thinking about Xiao Yuan in my heart, always feeling uneasy. If he didn't know me, Xiao Yuan would definitely have a good life in this life.

He is such an optimistic and cheerful person. He has a wealthy family, a wife who loves him, and will have lovely children in the future. How perfect, how many people envy him. I always wanted to see Xiao Yuan, but I never had the courage. The terrible scene on the day of the car accident always reappeared in my memory, fearing that what I saw at the end might not be the same as what I heard. Keep going to work and fill yourself with busy days. Zhang Yu came to see me occasionally, and brought some food, things to play with, things to use. One day, when he came out of work after get off work, he found someone following him all the time. At first glance, it turned out to be Xiao Yuan's mother.

She took the initiative to say, "Xiao Yuan has been refusing to cooperate with the treatment. If this continues, his legs will be disabled." Without the domineering and dignified dignity of the past, she is just an ordinary mother. "Xiao Ke, I know I'm sorry, but please go and persuade him." Even if she doesn't come to beg me, I will go, after all, everything started because of me. Xiao Yuan is not as irritable as Zhang Yu, even if he loses his temper, he will not throw things, he just resists indifferently everything he does not want. The doctors and nurses kept their mouths open, but they still didn't convince Xiao Yuan to receive treatment.

I stood outside the door for a long time, feeling sorry for him. Sitting on the sofa in another suite, Wu Yue looked at me desperately, "Go and talk to him, I am willing to accept all conditions." "I don't have any conditions!" The despair on Wu Yue's face turned into joy, "You won't let me leave him? You don't want to go back to him?" "I never thought about going back to Xiao Yuan's side again." Ever since I saw him with Wu Yue for the first time, I withdrew. Although I was struggling and couldn't let go, I never thought about turning back.

Xiao Yuan was the only one left in the ward, lying alone on the bed. I went in, sat on the edge of the bed, put my face on his lap, "Xiao Yuan, you need to get better." Hearing my voice, Xiao Yuan turned over, eyes still closed, and said, "Am I dreaming again?" "No, just open your eyes and look at me, okay?" "But, you're here!" "Well, I'll come to see you." I tried my best to make my smile not so ugly. Xiao Yuan looked at me and said nothing. "Xiao Yuan, do you still remember my mother?" I said slowly. "Remember!"

"Do you like her? She is the best mother in the world. She loves me very selflessly." "yes!" "Do you know how sad I am when she leaves me? I wish I was the one who got sick, and I'm the one who died! You and my mother used to be the two people I loved the most in this world, so Xiao Yuan, don't worry about it. Don't leave me like my mother, it will make me very sad..." Xiao Yuan looked at me and said, "But, I won't make you sad!" I held Xiao Yuan's hand hard, a circle rolled in my hand, stayed there, and finally landed on Xiao Yuan's place, and it will stay there forever.

Xiao Yuan was stunned for a moment, and smiled wryly, "Is this the answer you gave me? This is the answer that I will love you even if I give up my life?!" "If some love is missed, it's over! Xiao Yuan, I don't want to say it..." "Don't say it, please don't say it." Xiao Yuan's smiling face was covered with tears. "Wu Yue loves you, cherish it, you will be happy." "Are you happy?" "Yeah!" I nodded.Happiness is a very slim thing, since you can't grasp it, you should look forward to it as much as possible. When I came out of the hospital, I was very tired.Stretching out his hand, he looked at the red ring in the palm of his hand.I smiled lightly, then clenched my hands tightly. The gentle wind blows, and once you let go, everything is calm and breezy. Xiao Yuan, no matter how much I love you, it will only hurt you, why don't we all give up and find a new start each. Zhang Yu was at the entrance of the hospital, and I felt relieved when I saw him, "What's wrong with you? Go see Xiao Yuan?" He shook his head, "I haven't seen you in several places, I miss you or come to see Xiao Yuan." "Yeah, I should have come to see him a long time ago..." "Is Xiao Yuan okay?" Zhang Yu asked. "No, he still has a long and difficult road to go, but I can't help him." Zhang Yu looked at me worriedly, "Did you agree to Xiao Yuan's request? Did he threaten you that he would only accept treatment if you came back to him?" I looked at Zhang Yu strangely, how could he understand Xiao Yuan's treatment so clearly? "Perhaps I care more about Xiao Yuan than you," Zhang Yu said lightly, "When I heard that he was in a car accident, I became afraid and prayed that he would not die. I heard that his life was not in danger, and I prayed that he would never die. Don't be handicapped..." "why?" "If that's the case, you won't be happy..." "Zhang Yu, are you afraid that if I die with Xiao Yuan too, you will lose someone to tease?" "Maybe, I'm afraid of losing you!" Zhang Yu said frankly.