Chapter 18 3. Don't bother my mother

Xiao Yuan's mother was sitting in the car. After I got in the car, she told the driver to go to the golf course. When we got to the court, she asked me if I could play. Golf is an entertainment for the rich, but it is rare for the poor. How can you play it? She said: "Look how far you are from us. Xiao Yuan's favorite sport is golf. You can't play it, but Wu Yue is very good at it!" I didn't want to listen to her gossip. My mother was still waiting for me at home. When I came out, I told her that I would go to the convenience store downstairs to buy something and I would be back right away, so I didn't plan to spend too long with her.

"Your purpose is to separate Xiao Yuan and me, isn't it?" I asked straight to the point. "You are very smart!" "You are the first person in this world to praise me for being smart." When I grew up, everyone who met me said I was stupid, and the only one who didn't say I was stupid still said I was stupid. Today someone praised me for being smart, how could I Not honored. She sneered, "It doesn't matter if you're smart or dull, in short, stay away from our family!" "Okay, when I see Xiao Yuan in the future, I will try to keep a distance of more than 100 meters from him! Do you think it is enough, or do you want to be farther away?"

"You..." She pointed at me and couldn't speak, her whole face was contorted badly. How about me, am I a bully? "Xiao Yuan and I are matters between us. Originally, you didn't need to intervene. I will settle the matter and satisfy you. "Xiao Yuan and I have known each other since we were in college. When he chose to go abroad, I thought we would not be together in the future. Even now, I never thought that we would be together. You only know how to do everything possible to hinder us We are together, but haven't you noticed that we don't look like a couple together, and this subtlety will turn into contradictions sooner or later.

"I can't say what happened between him and Wu Yue, but I can feel that the relationship between them must be unusual, and even the most stupid people can see that kind of affection. That time Xiao Yuan When I was sick, I went to visit, but was stopped by your assistant. I saw Wu Yue sitting next to him in the ward from a distance, and I was thinking, what a perfect couple they are. "Yes, I like Xiao Yuan. He is the cutest boy I have ever seen. He is kind, brave, strong, and assertive. To be precise, he is excellent. But I am an ordinary person who cannot be more ordinary. Girl, I don't think I'm good enough for Xiao Yuan. Because of this or that gap, I often examine the relationship between me and him, and I often tell myself that a man like Xiao Yuan is not mine, and I'm with him now It's just a temporary fate, God treats me especially favorably.

"Some time ago, my mother told me that many years ago, you and your family disagreed with us being together. In this case, I can't easily accept Xiao Yuan's feelings. I can't let him live in pain forever as a lover. Between him and his parents, like that, he will never be free for the rest of his life. I can't let him suffer like this, because I love him! "I am willing to fulfill him, I am willing to let him give up me to choose a happy family, a wife who can give him support, and a perfect love! "I'm ready for this! But you have aroused his rebellious heart, and you drove him away!"

After saying this, my heart beat faster and my emotions surged. I have never spoken so smoothly, nor have I ever spoken so sharply.I think I was too angry today, so I can talk nonsense regardless of the occasion and the person. Xiao Yuan's mother stared at me with wide eyes, "You, you... are you telling the truth?" I nodded, "I understand the painstaking efforts of parents for their children!" "Are you willing to leave Xiao Yuan?" "If I leave, he can live a better life, I am willing!" I said in a deep voice. Without my presence, Xiao Yuan would be happier, why would I not.True love is not possession, but blessing!I love Xiao Yuan, so I can't bear to let him choose between me and his parents, and I can't bear to let him suffer any grievances in the future.

I cried, for Xiao Yuan, for the fate of wanting to love him but not being able to! "I'm sorry, child, please be considerate of a mother's heart, we will make it up to you." Xiao Yuan's mother wiped my tears for me.When there is no conflict of interest, people change so quickly, and everyone looks very kind. "No, please reserve a little bit of dignity for me!" I raised my head and looked at the blue sky in the distance, which was pure and beautiful. "You can tell me what you want!" "I have only one request - don't bother my mother!"

At night, my mother could not sleep well, and sometimes she would lean on the sofa and look through old photos when she woke up in the middle of the night.An Pain in the medicine bottle settled down quickly, and she was racing against time against the pain. I didn't dare to disturb her, for fear that if she knew that I found out about her condition, she would feel even more sad, because she couldn't bear me to be sad, just like I couldn't see her sad. The two of us just hid our complicated emotions from each other and suffered alone. My mother took me to the mall, "Don't you want an emerald bracelet?"

"What do I want to do with that old thing, I just wanted to joke with you! Now I think the watch is good, it can tell the time and also be used as a decoration!" Didn't she always think about buying me a watch? "Okay, I'll buy you one!" In my mother's era, watches were essential accessories, so she liked watches. My mother focused on helping me choose a watch, and I was absent-mindedly watching the flow of people in the distance. A familiar figure came into sight, it was Xiao Yuan, who seemed to be choosing jewelry. Xiao Yuan also saw me, he was taken aback for a moment, then smiled, he came over and took my hand, and said, "I want to choose a ring, but I'm afraid it won't suit you, now you're here, just go and try it!"

It turned out that he wanted to buy me a ring. I held back my sadness and smiled faintly. I will never have the chance to wear his ring. I broke free from him and said, "Don't pull me, my mother is behind!" "Auntie is here?" At this time, my mother also came over, and I quickly grabbed my mother's arm, "Mom, he is Xiao Yuan!" I introduced to them. "Hello, Auntie!" Xiao Yuan bowed 90 degrees. My mother was overjoyed and said: "I often hear Keke mentioning you, so come and play at home when you have time!" Xiao Yuan's face blossomed with joy, "Thank you, Auntie, I will definitely go!"

I made a face at him and said, "I want to go shopping with my mother, you can go shopping by yourself!" Xiao Yuan was really obedient and came to my house the next day. I was cooking in the kitchen, and I heard him chatting with my mother in the big house. There was an aunt on the left, and an aunt on the right. That one was so sweet! I called him: "Xiao Yuan, come here!" "What's wrong?" "Don't keep calling me mom, you call an aunt and she promises one, how tired, what should I do if I'm exhausted?" "You can't call me aunt? How about I call you mom and see if she agrees?" "Be honest in our house, don't be poor!" I warned him. After dinner, my mother seemed a little tired, so I asked her to go to bed early, and I sent Xiao Yuan downstairs. There are rows of stone benches downstairs, Xiao Yuan and I sat down, the dim light of the street lamp hit Xiao Yuan's face, no matter how it looked, it was unreal. I said: "Xiao Yuan, don't be awkward with your family, you'd better go back!" He ignored me and lit a cigarette by himself. "They are doing this for your own good!" The earnest admonition sounded like preaching. "Did you take advantage of them? Why did you speak for them?" Xiao Yuan looked at me seriously. What good can I do?I can't bear to let Xiao Yuan go. "You can't escape the love of your parents. You can't be against them all your life, right? Maybe one day, you will find that you regret it, but it's too late!" I said calmly.Just like me, how I wish I could treat my mother better before, don't let her worry about me, don't make her angry, don't let her do so many chores, don't let her... "Back to that home, there is no hope for me and you! You still don't understand?" Xiao Yuan stood up and turned his back to me. "If you don't go back, we have no future..." I sighed. He looked at me with a terrified look, "What's wrong with you, but, are they threatening you?" "No one threatened me. I can't accept such a situation. I don't want to see you and your family break up. In that way, even if we are together, I will not feel happy!" Xiao Yuan pressed his forehead dejectedly, "Why does God always give me a dilemma?" Fate arranged for us destined encounters but forgot to arrange fate, you have to be forced to choose to give up, even if your heart is bleeding! A few days later, when I went to the grassroots to report, the leader arranged a relatively easy job for me, which just allowed me to have time to take care of my mother. It is also a good thing to work in a unit without real power. Xiao Liu from the project team took over my original job and kept complaining: "The deputy director is really embarrassing. With so much data, how can I fix it?" I quickly interrupted her, "If you want to hang out here, talk less and do more." It's also my only advice to her as a colleague.