Chapter 11 2. Why does it always appear when I am most embarrassed

When I came out of the supermarket, my tears couldn't stop the car, rushing. Carrying big bags and small bags across the overpass, seeing the heavy traffic under the feet, if you jump from here, will you die miserably?It must be a bloody look, right?Maybe brains can still be splashed on pedestrians. Thinking about it, already felt creepy. It is estimated that I am the first person who can be scared and screamed by my own thoughts throughout the ages. Don't bother to think about the relationship between Xiao Yuan and Wu Yue, hurry up and find a safe place to hide, the more concealed the better!

There is a Starbucks opposite the supermarket, with an elegant environment and first-class service.I ordered a cappuccino and dessert. The sweet food makes me feel better, and the soft background music makes me relax gradually. "Miss, do you need facial tissue?" The waiter stood beside him respectfully. "No, thank you!" I subconsciously wiped my face with my hand, it was full of tears.How can I cry? "Please don't sit there!" I wiped my eyes and warned the person opposite me not to sit with me. "You think I want to, it's just that you keep crying like this, which makes me feel very depressed!" said the person opposite.

"Zhang Yu, why do you always appear when I am most embarrassed?" I said to him listlessly. "But, I seem to be more embarrassed than you!" He shrugged, pointing to his ivory handmade suit, and I realized that I accidentally spilled the coffee just now, and the brown liquid dripped on him. "Fool, why don't you know how to avoid it?" "It's more important to see you cry, because it's rare!" He showed a mischievous smile, no matter how he looked like a child. "Let's go, I'll take you to a happy place!" Zhang Yu pulled me up and left.

"I'm not going, I still have something to do!" I wanted to break free from his grip. Thinking of Xiao Yuan and Wu Yue whom I met just now, thinking of their tacit understanding when they were together, thinking of Xiao Yuan's tenderness to her... everything else became dull. "What could be more important than being happy? It would be a pity not to do it." He looked at me with a smile, not allowing me to resist at all. Can I still be happy?Why do I feel like a stone has fallen in my heart?I tried to move it, but it wouldn't move. What Zhang Yu said was right, this is indeed a happy place, Twelve Music Square.

Unfortunately, my state of mind is out of tune here. "Why is it called such a name?" I asked sullenly. "There are twelve projects here, each of which will make people want to leave!" Zhang Yu explained. "Can it make people forget their troubles?" I was quite skeptical. "Yes! As long as you want!" Zhang Yu looked at me seriously, "You should be a happy person, even your name is Coke!" Can Coca-Cola make you happy?I smile wryly. He went up to the attic with Zhang Yu, and immediately a waiter greeted him, shouting "Mr. Zhang, Mr. Zhang" non-stop.Carrying the big and small bags I bought in the supermarket, I followed Zhang Yu like a follower.

Many people sat together and started chatting, just talking about their current situation. It seems that Zhang Yu is very familiar with them. I sat aside and couldn’t understand or listen to anything. I could only look at my big and small bags in a daze. I thought: God!How did I buy such a huge pile of hand cream? A group of people started drinking and punching. It was very lively, and I joined in without knowing it, just to force myself to forget many things that I shouldn't remember. I can't drink, but I am good at punching. After a few laps, everyone else was slightly drunk, but I remained sober.

Zhang Yu looked at me with a smile and said, "Let's play poker!" "I won't!" "If you don't play, you won't be able to meet people!" There was a woman leaning against Zhang Yu's arms, and I felt awkward when I saw it, maybe because I couldn't hug Xiao Yuan, and I couldn't see other people making out. "Come on, come on, come on, isn't it just playing poker, if you can't play well, you can't play badly?" There are enough six people and three decks of tractors. I divided a third of the cards and shuffled them back and forth. The woman leaning on Zhang Yu's arms kept staring at my hands, "Ah, Xiao Ke, your hands are so beautiful, so white and tender!"

Several other people also paid attention to my hands and asked me how I usually take care of them. I deliberately raised my little finger and said, "I usually use hand cream!" I showed them a lot of hand cream I bought in the supermarket, "This is the brand, it's very easy to use!" "Where did you buy it? I'll buy it too!" Someone echoed. "Don't go, I've sold out all the supermarkets nearby!" I was telling the truth. "Then why don't you sell me two of yours? How small!" Someone begged me with two hundred yuan bills.

I was thinking about how much money I should ask her. I have never been good at mathematics, and I have never done simple arithmetic correctly.Seeing my frown, she immediately handed over another two hundred, "Is it enough?" I'm a bit stupid, of course enough is enough, and there are too many, I can't figure it out, how can I change money? Seeing that I didn't respond, they took away most of the hand cream in my bag in a short while, and put a lot of money in the bag. "Do you still play poker?" Zhang Yu asked, but no one paid any attention to him, and they all went to wipe their hands with hand cream.

I raised my eyebrows and looked at him, "No one plays with you anymore, should you treat me to shark fin?" Zhang Yu didn't refuse, and said with a smile: "Okay, everyone, I invite you!" A large group of people are eating, and they keep ordering expensive ones, but not the right ones! I drank a delicious drink, but felt dizzy, "Why? I didn't drink any alcohol!" After careful sniffing, I realized that the drink I just drank was blended with foreign wine. Coming out of the restaurant, a group of people went their separate ways, as if a farce ended, leaving nothing but emptiness and loneliness.

"I'm going to stay for a while before going home, and I can't let my mother know that I've been drinking!" I leaned on Zhang Yu's body, stroking my dizzy head, and he supported my shoulder vigorously. "Good!" Why does he always smile at me? When I got to the door, I looked for the key in my bag, and opened the door. Zhang Yu laughed at me, "How do you use your key to open the door of my house?" "Will you?" I patted my head, "Use your key to try it out." Sure enough, he opened the door, and I followed him in, crying on the sofa, "Why can your key open my door, but why can't mine?" Zhang Yu sat on the carpet and looked at me without blinking, "Idiot, why are you crying, just for a key? I'll give you one tomorrow!" "It's not because of the key!" I was still crying, I don't know why, but the tears just couldn't stop. "Then why?" "Because of Xiao Yuan!" I cried. Zhang Yu didn't speak, lit a cigarette and held it in his mouth. Maybe I was tired from crying, so I yawned and gradually fell asleep. In the dream, Xiao Yuan was always standing on a high place, no matter how much I looked up, I couldn't see his eyes. When I woke up in the morning, my whole body was sore, I stretched my body, and yawned with my mouth wide open. Turning around, I saw a magnified face appearing in the mirror.Oh my god, it turns out that this is not my bedroom! "Are you awake?" Zhang Yu appeared in front of me with a clean body. He had just washed his face, and his hair was still stained with water. He looked younger, just like the big boy next door. Zhang Yu saw me in confusion and said, "You drank too much yesterday and didn't dare to go home, so you insisted on coming to my place!" God, am I crazy? "What time is it?" I asked Zhang Yu. "7:30!" he said, pointing to the clock on the wall. "7:30! Why didn't you call me earlier? I'm going to be late!" I grabbed my clothes and was about to run outside, but he stopped me, "I'll see you off!" Sitting in Zhang Yu's big car and calling my mother, my mother scolded me, "Do you still remember that I am your mother? Where did you go all night? Your phone always turns off when I call you!" "Didn't I call you?" "I've been calling you all night!" My mother's voice was a little choked up, "Do you know that you almost scared me to death? It's so chaotic outside, what will I do if something happens to you!" "Mom, I was wrong, I apologize to you!" I said honestly. My mother didn't speak for a long time, and after half a minute she said: "Go home early after get off work, don't run around outside!" "Yes, sir!" Hanging up the phone, I was so entangled in my heart. I looked at the time and said, "Excuse me, hurry up! We're going to be late!" He focused on the road and said, "You can't crash the car!" It was exactly eight o'clock when I arrived at the unit, and I hurried to the office. "Your bag!" Zhang Yu chased out and brought the bag to me, "Why is there still a saliva mark on my face?" He wiped it off with his fingers, and then handed me the bag. I was about to go in, but I saw Xiao Yuan standing at the gate. "I'm not late, if you don't believe me, take a look!" I took out my watch and showed it to Xiao Yuan. "Who was the one who sent you off just now?" He asked me with a cold face. The director of Ganqing is not here to check attendance, so he is not afraid of him, "It has nothing to do with you, right?" I ignored him and walked in ostentatiously. "Can……" I heard him call me, but didn't look back.It's working time now, don't talk about personal affairs!