Chapter 10 Chapter 3 How much love can start all over again

Xiao Yuan stood in front of me, smiled and said, "Tian Kele, I knew it was you, you didn't expect it to be me, did you?" I couldn't restrain the excitement in my heart, even my voice was trembling, "Xiao Yuan! Is it really you?" "If it's fake, it's really me!" He held my hand warmly, it really wasn't a dream! "How did you become the technical director?" I asked.He has only been abroad for more than four years, and he has just finished his doctoral program at the earliest. "This matter is quite complicated, I will tell you again when I have a chance!" Xiao Yuan looked at me with a smile and said nothing.

Sitting in Xiao Yuan's office, listening to soft music, sipping fragrant milk tea, and looking at him silently, I think it is the limit of happiness! All these years, all the waiting and all the thoughts have turned into affectionate gazes, flowing gently in the brows and under the eyes. Xiao Yuan looked at me and frowned, "But, are your eyes uncomfortable? Why such a strange look?" My God!Xiao Yuan, don't you know what eye-gaze is?Or did I interpret this action too poorly? "No, I'm just...just—didn't sleep well, and my eyes are a little bit dry." I faltered.

"Drink less tea and more fresh milk before going to bed at night." Xiao Yuan said to me with a gentle smile. God, I found that I couldn't take my eyes off his handsome face. God, is this a nympho? Once the technical director was in place, the deputy director also appeared, an out-and-out beauty!It is said that she is the director's niece, a returnee Kochi, who makes unmarried men want to move. The big beauty doesn't look at all the men in the group, except for Xiao Yuan.I was shocked when I saw it. I had no competitiveness in the first place, and now I am facing such a strong enemy. It seems that God is going to test me!

Although they are in the same group as Xiao Yuan, they don't have many chances to get along with each other.Sometimes when I pass by his office, I can't help but sneak a peek inside, and I see Xiao Yuan concentrating on studying the project drawings. Xiao Liu, who works in the same office as me, suddenly asked me one day: "Sister Tian, ​​are you interested in Director Xiao?" I was drinking tea, and all the tea spouted out, "Sorry, I choked on it!" I hurriedly took a rag to wipe the table. "What's so embarrassing about this? The six girls in our group are all secretly in love with Director Xiao!" Xiao Liu made a detailed analysis, "However, seeing the posture that Deputy Director Wu is bound to win, I think we are basically useless!"

I was confused when I heard it. Think about it, you used to be your official lover and private treasure, but now you want to share it with everyone, and you are judged that it will end up in another family. Can you feel comfortable? When I got off work, Xiao Yuan asked me to wait for him and have dinner together at night. I felt depressed, so I got on my bicycle and left first. I am not only uncompetitive, but also very unconfident. Halfway through, he regretted that it was not his fault that others coveted him. Poor Xiao Yuan, am I being too inconsiderate of him? So he rode back on the bike and went back the same way. He rode so fast that he almost hit the steps in front of the gate of the bureau.

Running into the gate, the old man in the reception room asked, "Why are you back again?" "I left something, very important thing!" I said, and went straight to Xiao Yuan's office. The door was ajar, and a woman's indistinct sobs could be heard from inside. Why is someone crying in Xiao Yuan's office?It was the voice of a young woman. I stopped, not knowing whether to go in or not. "Don't cry, I'll accompany you to eat something!" I heard Xiao Yuan's soft voice, that kind of voice can only be heard by people who like it, right?I have known Xiao Yuan for so long, and he has never coaxed me so softly.

Then, I heard the sound of him tidying things up and shrinking drawers. Accompany her to eat?Didn't Xiao Yuan ask me to have dinner together at night, why did he change his mind and go to accompany someone else? When I saw that there was no one else in his room, but Wu Yue, the deputy director of beauty, I felt a chill. I don't know why I hid behind the stairs, watching their backs walking away hand in hand.Just feel lost. When I went downstairs, the old man in the reception room was still there, "Did you find it?" He asked enthusiastically. "No!" Should I be counted as giving it away?Or should I say it ran away by itself?

When I went to work the next day, Xiao Yuan saw me and was still smiling, but I felt that this smile was very far away, like a cloud from another world. "I asked you to wait for me, but I left first!" He said nonchalantly. "Sorry, I forgot!" I couldn't laugh, I could only pretend to look away.He definitely didn't know that I had come back and saw a scene that he shouldn't have seen. "Who upset you?" Xiao Yuan looked at me with a cautious tone. It suddenly occurred to me that many years ago, I was so jealous that I saw her sitting with other girls in the class, so I ran out of the classroom. Later, he chased me, took my hand and said, "Idiot, I like you!"

Fool!I am such a fool, I always naively think that we have not changed after this long time and space! Facts are always cruel.We have changed, everything is no longer the same as before! The work in the group is very busy, even if Xiao Yuan and I meet, we don't have much to say. According to Xiao Liu's observation, "Director Xiao is not in a good mood these days!" "How much salary has the country paid you, and let you be in charge of the director's mood?" "Can't I gossip? You've been very angry these days! Be careful, don't enter menopause early!"

"It is said that people in menopause love to nag! Do I nag?" Shut up, Xiao Liu! The project planning and design seemed to have encountered difficulties. I saw Xiao Yuan sitting at his desk thinking hard several times, or staying in the smoking room for hours. Looking at Xiao Yuan's desolate expression of racking his brains, he felt very distressed, and hated that my ability was limited and I couldn't help anything. The project team invited the most authoritative expert—Professor Tian Weinian, who is said to be well-known internationally.Xiao Yuan and Wu Yue followed behind him, like two elementary school students.

The team leader asked me to summarize the data and materials in the office and take them directly to the VIP room. When I went in with a thick stack of materials, Professor Tian was discussing project revision with Xiao Yuan.Seeing me coming in, Xiao Yuan frowned, took the documents in my hand, and said, "Why are you carrying so many things by yourself? Let Xiao Liu help you in the future." I hummed lightly, nodding my head in response.What is this information? Usually it is not the weight that crushes a person, but the invisible burden. Xiao Yuan held my hand intimately, the old professor stared at us with wide eyes, I quickly withdrew my hand, with a fever on my face, and said to Xiao Yuan, "I'm going back to work." "I'll see you off after get off work!" Xiao Yuan showed a rare smile in the past few days. "No need!" It has become a habit to ride home by myself every day, and I have never been given a ride.Besides, I'm not that delicate, and I will be sent to the next shift. What's more, Xiao Yuan is very busy and tired, and I can't bear to ask him to make a big detour to see me off after get off work and go home late. Xiao Yuan sighed, "Don't avoid me on purpose!" At noon, I went to the lounge to turn on the water, and saw that Professor Tian Weinian was making tea, and there was half a cup of tea leaves in the transparent cup. I couldn't help being surprised, "Would the water be too strong with so many tea leaves?" "I'm used to it." He smiled very kindly, giving people a sense of familiarity. He didn't leave after making tea, but watched me turn on the water in the lounge, "Girl, do you like Xiao Yuan?" My hand holding the thermos bottle trembled, just in time to be splashed by boiling water, and there was a burning pain on the back of my hand. The old professor had sharp eyesight and quick hands, and immediately turned off the hot water, took my hand and put it on the cold water pipe to flush it, so as to reduce my pain. Tears rolled in my eyes, but I smiled secretly: It seems that gossip does not distinguish between ages. After filling the boiling water, Professor Tian helped me carry the thermos bottle back to the office. Xiao Liu saw it and said, "Oh my god, sister Tian, ​​why did you let him carry the thermos bottle? Do you know who he is?" "Professor Tian Weinian!" "If you know, let him carry the thermos bottle for you?" Xiao Liu was almost in a hurry with me, "Our chief personally invited a distinguished guest, a project expert, and a big name in the electronic science field." "Didn't I just let him carry the thermos bottle for me?" It was still his own choice, and it was his responsibility to say that my hand was burned. "What else do you want him to do? Help you sweep the floor?" Xiao Liu looked at me sadly, "It's okay to offend him!" I didn't want to offend him, and such an expert and professor with status would not have the same knowledge as a small office worker like me. Perhaps, as soon as he turned around, he didn't remember who I was at all. When I got off work, I passed by Carrefour to help my mother buy batteries.I didn't buy the battery, but I bought a lot of useless odds and ends. When I was walking out with a shopping basket, I saw Xiao Yuan.Just about to call him, he swallowed the words abruptly, because Wu Yue was with him. When did he start to accompany her to the supermarket?A look of caring for her.Look at their shopping carts, full of household items. My nose was sore, I picked up some random things, and hurried out. Wu Yue saw me, "Xiao Ke? Xiao Ke!" She called me, her voice was soft and clear, mellow and melodious, even in the noisy crowd, she could show her distinctive sound quality. "Xiao Ke, what are you buying?" Xiao Yuan looked at me in panic, with a guilty conscience. What are you feeling guilty about?I blinked, trying to see his expression clearly, but in vain. If I don't come, can I see you flirting with the beauty deputy director?When he got angry, he ignored him, and only said to Wu Yue: "What a coincidence, deputy director!" "Call me Wu Yue, it's off-duty time!" She held my hand very affectionately. I kept smiling politely, looking at her and Xiao Yuan. Xiao Yuan looked sad.