Chapter 10 Chapter 10 It's just that I can't let go

After the "October 1st" ended, Sun Wan packed up some necessities that were at home and went back to school.Before leaving, she hesitated again and again, and took away the pot of orchids that Zhuo Lincheng gave her.Anyway, the orchid is innocent, leaving it to someone like Li Meijing to raise it, what is the difference between letting it die and not saving it? After that day, Sun Wan learned to be a good boy. No matter what holidays, whether it was Christmas or New Year's Day, she would stick to school and would not go home even if she was beaten to death——out of sight is out of sight.If there is any need to go home, Sun Wan will try her best to find non-holidays to go back.Rao deliberately avoided it, every time she went back, she could easily find some clues about Zhuo Lincheng's past at home.

For example, a lamp in the dining room that had been broken for several years was repaired.Ever since the light tube broke, she and Li Meijing both thought about repairing it, but they couldn't find a day to go to the lamp city, so they delayed it. For another example, Li Meijing has learned how to shop online.Sun Wan could tell from the various courier boxes piled up at home, and Li Meijing's language habit of calling everyone "Dear". For another example, Li Meijing finally got rid of the habit of eating bad fruits.When Sun Wan discovered that Li Meijing took the initiative to throw a rotten piece of pear into the trash can, instead of cutting off the bad part and continuing to eat, she was shocked, because she had told Li Meijing no less than a hundred times over the years Don't eat bad fruit, but it never worked.

Seeing these details, Sun Wan was also a little moved, but besides being moved, she reminded herself to be more sober.Zhuo Lincheng did all this with an evil purpose, just like the song sang - to be good to you, to be good to you, so good that you have no way out.Therefore, she must not be moved by the details deliberately created by that villain. No matter whether he is digging his heart out or passionate, she must insist that Qingshan will not relax and will not let him succeed. Sun Wan calculated very clearly, no matter how great Zhuo Lincheng's chances of winning seemed, there was one thing she would never win against, that is - she was younger than him!She is only 21 years old, but he is 25 years old.She can delay thinking about falling in love until 4 years without any pressure, but is he good at Lincheng?Does his family allow him to be an older leftover man? TVB's rich drama is very clear, maybe he is still trying to "deal with" her, and his family has already selected a series of Bai Fumei for him, and they are waiting to force him to pick one to "spread". "Are.She didn't believe that he could spend it with her forever.

However, within a year, Sun Wan discovered that her wishful thinking was all wrong.What she can think of, is there any reason why Li Meijing can't think of it?Whether Zhuo Lincheng was forced to "spread branches and leaves", she couldn't be sure, but the chronicle of her blind date officially began on the day when she blew out the candles on her 22nd birthday. Sun Wan will never forget the scene on her 22nd birthday. Li Meijing watched her eat the last birthday noodle, and suddenly took out a bound resume collection for her, and said earnestly: "Sun Wan, 22 years old is a big girl. It stands to reason that a mother should give you a big gift, but you know how my financial situation is. I can't afford to give you expensive things, so I can only give you this kind of heart. You pick and choose to see if there is a guy you like, and I will make an appointment for you to meet."

Sun Wan glanced over, and it turned out to be a gorgeous blind date resume! Sun Wan choked in her throat, and scanned Li Meijing's facial expressions back and forth with her eyes wide open, until she was sure she was serious, and then whispered: "Are you kidding me? I'm still studying!" Li Meijing sat upright, frowned, and said calmly: "What's wrong with studying? Do you think you are still young? You are going to enter the age of late marriage soon, do you know?" Sun Wan stood up abruptly, her chest heaving violently, "Don't mess around with me, I'm already tired enough preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination!"

Li Meijing raised her eyebrows and said sharply: "Sit down! Rebel? Am I going to kill you or cut you? Why do you talk to me with this attitude? Did I force you to marry? You pick and choose first, look everywhere, what's wrong with you." After being asked by Li Meijing, Sun Wan gradually calmed down. Li Meijing took a long breath when she saw that the ultimate skill was working, and changed to the warm route, "Sun Wan, you are not too old anymore. Mom is thinking of you, I am afraid that you will delay your life's important events by being busy studying. This is the first thing to help you pay attention. It took me a year to pick out the more than one hundred boys in your hand from Ditan, Yuyuantan, and Zhongshan Park. I have met and talked to the parents of these children. However, I only printed it out when I thought it was reliable. Think about it for yourself, is it easy for me to do this.”

With tears in her eyes, Sun Wan sneered, even though she was dissatisfied in her heart, she had nothing to refute. Li Meijing got up and took her hand, and pressed her down, "Sit down. Maybe I should look up at you and talk." After forcing Sun Wan to sit down, Li Meijing said in a whisper: "I know that you new girls all want to fall in love and get married after the age of 25, but when you turn 25, there will really be someone of the right age and earning money." How many sensible boys are waiting for you with the house book? No problem! The better boys are snatched away as soon as they graduate from university. The kind of potential stocks, after one or two years of honing in the society, are also taken away by others. Those with discernment snatched it away. The ones left were either crooked or bad-tempered, or divorced and had children. Fortunately, there were such a handful of elites who didn’t have enough fun. They didn’t choose the rich and powerful in the end. The only thing to do is to choose a young girl who is about 20 years old and tender."

Sun Wan supported her forehead with one hand and said with a splitting headache, "Enough is enough, I don't want to hear it." "You said that if you don't marry well and live happily ever after, how can you have the face to see your father after I die?" Li Meijing began to cry as she spoke, "Sun Wan, counting mother and you Dead father, I beg you, first choose a few boys to meet." Sun Wan shook her head, not knowing whether to cry or laugh, and sighed, "Mom, I beg you too, don't give it to me..." "Sun Wan! Do you have to kneel down and beg you? If you kneel down, you will agree, and I will give up this old face today!"

Seeing that Li Meijing was really about to kneel down, Sun Wan quickly stepped forward and pressed her on the sofa, "Don't force me." "If you don't agree to me, my heart will be roasted on the fire day and night. You really have the heart to see that I can't live a stable life in my old age." "Stop! Stop!" Sun Wan sighed, "Let me see! I can't see it." After finishing speaking, she grabbed the blind date resume and flipped through it. Before this, Sun Wan never thought that there are so many strange-looking men in Greater China, "Who are these people? I walked on the street and didn't find that all men collectively look like this."

"Men don't have ugly faces, so whose ID photo looks good?" Li Meijing took out a pen and handed it to her, "Tick the one you like, and let me arrange the rest." Sun Wan finished flipping through in three minutes. Seeing that Li Meijing's face was ugly, she had no choice but to bite the bullet. She picked up the photos and checked them a few times. Seeing that Li Meijing's face was still ugly, she had no choice but to tell her that she was a civil servant, a doctor, a teacher, a senior. Those with an income of more than 300,000 ticked a few checks and returned them to Li Meijing.

Li Meijing happily picked it up, flipped through it, and nodded frequently.Seeing Sun Wan leaning on the sofa in a state of exhaustion, she cautiously added: "Sun Wan, don't wait. I know you have someone in your heart, but you can't wait for him to come back." Sun Wan's heart seemed to be pricked by a needle, and she sat up straight on the sofa, "Where did you know it? Who told you." "Who else can tell me? You are talking in your sleep, do you know?" Li Meijing nodded her with her finger, "People go to high places. How can people who have gone to the United States come back? Even if he comes back So what? A person who abandons you once for breaking things will definitely abandon you a second time for something else. Don't you understand that you are not precious in his heart!" Sun Wan remained silent for a long time, turned her face to take a deep breath, and then exhaled slowly.She seemed to hear the song: "The world is so beautiful, but I am so irritable, it's not good, it's not good..." Under Li Meijing's hard and soft tactics, in the second half of her junior year, Sun Wan had eleven kisses and met eleven best blind date men.The so-called best is the kind of special existence that can stand out from the crowd with just one sentence and leave a shadow in Sun Wan's mind forever: No. 1 blind date man: I have an ideal, which is to change the status quo in China! Blind Date Man No. 2: Did you know?If you like a certain song, just go to Baidu search, and you will find it in one search. Blind Date Man No. 3: Are you a virgin?I have a psychological shadow of that kind of woman. Blind Date Man No. 4: I don't think I can afford a woman who can eat a bowl of rice for dinner. Blind Date Man No. 5: Some people say that I look like Takeshi Kaneshiro, but I think I look more like Tony Leung. Blind Date Man No. 6: Do you think it is better to go to Home Inn or Hanting later?It's better to go to the seven-day chain, I have a membership card. Blind Date Man No. 7: After a while, each person will share eighteen yuan and seventy-five cents. I will pay eighteen and eighty cents. Blind Date Man No. 8: Our appointment today is seven o'clock, but in fact I came at four o'clock, waiting for you to show up.But you really don't have to apologize. Blind Date Man No. 9: Ms. Sun, I am very satisfied with you. I hope you will call me every day in the future. Blind Date Man No. 10: My ex-girlfriend is the greatest woman in the world. Can you imagine her cooking breakfast and washing underwear for me for seven years?If she had a Beijing hukou, I would marry her. Blind Date Man No. 11: High salary also has the trouble of high salary. Every time I see a woman chasing me, I feel that they are doing it for my money.Miss Sun, you are not that kind of person, are you? ... In the summer vacation of her junior year, Sun Wan, who was severely injured by eleven top men, almost felt world-weary. She used the excuse of preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination and threw herself into the sea of ​​questions without hesitation.Regardless of whether Li Meijing is throwing cups and bowls at home or screaming for land, Sun Wan will never go on a blind date until death. Li Meijing had no choice but to lower her stance and ask Sun Wan to meet the last one.She swore that if this didn't catch Sun Wan's eyes, she would never ask about it again. Seeing that she spoke sincerely, Sun Wan thought that it would be a good fortune to meet another top quality and gather together the "Twelve Monsters of Beijing", so she reluctantly agreed. At around 7 o'clock in the evening, Sun Wan showed up on time at the western restaurant where the blind date man was dating.The restaurant is located in the West Third Ring Road, with an elegant environment and soft lighting.This was Sun Wan's first blind date in such an emotional place, and she thought to herself that this time it would be a little more reliable.When I met the blind date man, everything became more plausible: Although the man was not handsome, he was capable and energetic. There is nothing out of date, on the contrary, it is quite stylish.Sun Wan could tell at a glance that the white shirt on his body was a certain brand that Zhuo Lincheng often wore. Because of that white shirt, Sun Wan was in a daze during the whole blind date. Whether she was drinking water or cutting steak, she couldn't help but glance at his clothes.The blind date man saw him, and took advantage of the opportunity to show Breguet on his wrist several times while drinking red wine. Seeing that Sun Wan was not in high spirits, he was also very proud. He cared about cutting the steak, drinking wine, and occasionally asked Sun Wan what plans he had for the future. Seeing him asking questions, Sun Wan stopped the knife and fork out of politeness, thought for a while, and talked about her life plan. When he heard that Sun Wan said that after graduating from graduate school, he planned to travel to Europe and the United States with a backpack for a year, he suddenly interrupted Sun Wan, "I'm sorry, Ms. Sun, please forgive me, in my opinion, your life plan is really too much. Romanticism, lack of necessary sense of responsibility - of course, this is a common problem of you born in the 80s and 90s. My purpose is to find a young girl with a sense of family responsibility to build a family. Obviously, although you have a Beijing hukou, you are studying in a prestigious school, and your appearance That's OK too, but you're not the one for me." He raised his wrist to look at the time, summoned the waiter, and quickly paid the bill, "I'm sorry, I have a business dinner tonight, and I need to leave early. Take your time." When he got up to take his coat, he paused, then turned his head to look at Sun Wan, "Maybe a few years earlier, I will chase you. Goodbye, I wish you happiness." It wasn't until his back completely disappeared that Sun Wan came back to his senses. It took less than eight minutes for that man to kill her instantly after eating.At this moment, Sun Wan realized that when choosing a marriage partner, most people are not as emotional as picking a shirt.As long as the conditions are right and like-minded, a marriage can be achieved in eight minutes. As for "love", what is that thing?On the movie screen, King Kong's death in the Empire State Building for his lover is tragic enough, but in the end it can only be reduced to a funny joke about "jerking off". Sun Wan suddenly felt that she was a little out of place.She thought, maybe Li Meijing was right, but she was wrong too much. The evening was uncharacteristically hot, with leaden gray stratus clouds enveloping the city in a black night.If you have the heart to look up, it is not difficult to find that behind the leaden gray, there seems to be something else brewing. But Sun Wan obviously didn't have a heart. She clutched her bag tightly and walked down the street in a daze. Countless cars stuck on the road due to the evening rush hour honked their horns one after another, and above the head, the cloud curtain that had turned dark purple was getting lower and lower.However, all these disturbing signs did not attract Sun Wan's attention at all. She just felt bored and panicked, and deep in her heart she was still trying to piece together the three views that were shattered by the blind date man. At this time, a light box in a bookstore caught Sun Wan's eyes, and she walked towards the bookstore habitually.As soon as he stepped into the bookstore, an earth-shattering thunder suddenly exploded. Sun Wan and all the customers in the bookstore trembled in fright. They subconsciously looked outside the door and saw dozens of lightning flashes like silver in the purple sky. Dancing wildly like a snake, rolling thunder rolled over.Before they could react, another thunderbolt whip was whipped towards the nearby buildings. "Look over there! The CCTV Tower!" A customer pointed to the distance and exclaimed. Everyone noticed that a flash of lightning as bright as a line of fire was suddenly connected to the spire of the CCTV Tower. A girl's sharp crying broke out suddenly, as if infected, and the other children also burst into tears as if they were dying. Sun Wan dodged behind a bookshelf, looking at the sky outside the store in shock, but in the blink of an eye, the pouring rain poured down. The bookstore clerk rolled up a microphone with a newspaper, stood on a high place and said loudly: "Everyone, don't answer the phone, it's best to turn off the phone!" Before she finished speaking, Sun Wan's cell phone rang.Sun Wan glanced at the calling number and hurriedly dialed it off. In order to prevent Li Meijing from worrying, she hesitated for a moment, and quickly pressed the text message: Ann.Dangerous, shut down immediately. She originally wanted to add a few words to modify it, but unexpectedly, a thunder rang out, and with a shaking of her hand, she sent the text message directly. After turning off the phone, Sun Wan leaned halfway on the bookshelf and came back to her senses. She picked up a book and flipped through it in a panic. The sky outside seemed to be leaking, the torrential rain, thunder and lightning seemed to destroy the world, and Sun Wan even felt the ground tremble.The customers in the bookstore couldn't care less about being reserved, and started talking in twos and threes—the young teased that "OnLine in the last days has started a public beta test", the older ones were worried about the traffic conditions, and the more petty ones simply worried about the quilts hanging outside.For a time, the whole world was so noisy that it made people restless. Sun Wan originally thought that the rainstorm would come and go quickly, but the violence of the rain that day completely surpassed her cognition.An hour later, the TV news continued to issue a yellow lightning warning signal. The people in the bookstore have recovered their silence from the previous excitement. In the huge bookstore, there are only the sound of TV and occasional coughing. As time went by, the accumulated water on the road overflowed the steps and flowed into the bookstore. "It's over, my car is probably flooded!" "Is the subway still running? How can I go back later?" "Look at you, you have to buy some Pleasant Goat album! We can't go home now!" The torrential rain continued, and a few bold male customers rushed out of the bookstore when they saw that the thunder had subsided.After weighing the pros and cons, most of the rest of the men also rushed into the rain curtain.Seeing this, the female customers with children turned on their mobile phones desperately, and sent text messages to ask their family members to drive to pick them up. People like Sun Wan have neither the courage to risk their lives nor have their family members come to pick them up, so they can only continue to wait. At around nine o'clock in the evening, the guests were picked up one after another, and only Sun Wan and a young couple were left in the bookstore.After another half an hour, the clerk of the bookstore had to come up to them and ask them to leave, "Sorry, we are already half an hour late for closing." The couple pleaded in panic, "You can't go in such heavy rain, so let us stay a little longer." "This... We guard the store at night, and the company stipulates that we must close at that time." "Excuse me, my girlfriend is not in good health and can't get in the rain." The young man continued to plead. "Then it will be half an hour late. Go and try to see if you can get a taxi." When he arrived at this field, the young man had no choice but to risk being "struck by lightning" and ran into the heavy rain to hail a taxi.But at this time, the road surface is almost covered with ocean, the visibility is almost zero under the pouring rain, where is there any taxi to take? The young man drenched in the rain for half an hour and returned without success.The two clerks sympathized with him, so they specially offered a glass of boiled water and said, "Let's try to ask the higher-ups for instructions. You can wait inside." I don't know if it was because of the heavy rain that broke his will, or because of something else, the young man put down his water glass, put his hands in his hair, squatted down in front of the girl and cried bitterly, "Xiao Jing, I'm really useless. Can't even afford it." The girl named Xiaojing pursed her lips and silently wiped away the tears on his face. Sun Wan was inexplicably touched and lowered her head.The heavy rain and the waiting broke her down, but the boy's cries broke her down even more.Because at this moment, she suddenly understood Xiao Xun's despair from him. She clenched her hands into fists, and dug her fingers deeply into her palms.Just when her eyes were blurred with tears and she could hardly hold back her emotions, the door of the bookstore was suddenly pushed open, and a gust of wind and rain swept into the store. "Sun Wan!" Sun Wan's shoulders trembled, and she looked towards the door in disbelief, only to see Zhuo Lincheng, who was drenched all over, standing firmly at the door, the rain on his hair flowed over his handsome face as if it had been sculpted, snaking around his lines. Gathering on the sharp lower jaw, falling like broken beads. "Zhuo Lincheng." Sun Wan muttered, two lines of hot tears came out of her eyes unexpectedly. Without saying a word, Zhuo Lincheng stepped forward to hold her, "Let's go." Sun Wan hesitated for a moment, then turned to look at the lovers, and begged, "Take them too." Fortunately, the lovers did not live very far away, but even this not very far distance took more than 30 minutes. After sending them back safely, Zhuo Lincheng got off the car and drove towards the East Fifth Ring Road. The water on the road was already very deep. If Zhuo Lincheng's Land Rover hadn't performed well enough, they might have been trapped to death in the "Northern Ocean" by the heavy rain. Seeing that the car drove away from the road with the worst flooding, Sun Wan asked in a muffled voice, "Why did you come here?" Zhuo Lincheng held the steering wheel tightly, stared intently at the road, and said in an indistinguishable voice: "Aunt Li is worried that you will be trapped outside, so let me pick you up." Sun Wan pursed her lips and said with difficulty, "Thank you." Probably because he was extremely tired, Zhuo Lincheng was silent for a long time before he said lightly: "Don't tell me this." Sun Wan is not brainless, from his drenched appearance, it is not difficult to imagine how he braved the heavy rain and searched for her like a needle in a haystack before he found her.In contrast, her evasive "thank you" seems too heartless. All the way without a word, Zhuo Lincheng brought Sun Wan home safely, it was almost early morning, and the heavy rain outside was still pouring down like a tsunami. Li Meijing had already prepared two bowls of ginger soup, and while she scolded Sun Wan, she told Zhuo Lincheng to take a hot shower quickly. Zhuo Lincheng thought it was inconvenient, so he prepared to leave after drinking the ginger soup. Li Meijing dug out a brand new white coral fleece bathrobe early, "You just drank ginger soup and got hot, and then you were exposed to the wind and rain when you went out, and your body couldn't bear the iron beat. Listen to Auntie, don't leave at night, and sleep with your grandson." Wan's room." Sun Wan, who was sipping ginger soup, was taken aback for a moment, and wanted to say something against it, but she couldn't say it after all. Li Meijing didn't allow Zhuo Lincheng to hesitate, and pushed him to the bathroom, "Throw out the wet clothes later, Auntie will wash and dry them for you, and you can wear them tomorrow." Seeing that the situation was indeed the case, Zhuo Lincheng couldn't resist Li Meijing's enthusiasm, and seeing that Sun Wan had no objection, he agreed. That night, Sun Wan had to give up her nest and went to Li Meijing's room to sleep with a pillow in her arms. I don't know if it's because the ginger soup is too dry, or Li Meijing's snoring is too disturbing, but Sun Wan can't fall asleep.She carefully tossed and turned for a long time, counting sheep, pressing her dantian, holding her breath, but no matter how hard she tossed, she just didn't feel sleepy. She sighed faintly, and simply lay flat, staring at the ceiling in a daze. The rain outside the window stopped at some point, and waves of suffocating hot flashes hit Sun Wan. After a while, she felt that her neck and back were completely soaked.Beside her, Li Meijing also groaned dissatisfied with the heat, even so, it seemed that there was still no sign of waking up. In such an unbearable late night, Sun Wan's senses became extraordinarily clear, as if she could smell the damp smell of wooden window lattices and walls, as well as the pickle smell from certain dead ends. After turning sideways a few times impatiently, she finally sat up abruptly: this time, she won't sleep anymore! She took a deep breath, got off the bed lightly, put on her slippers, and slowly moved towards the living room in the dark. After groping for a while, Sun Wan touched the gauze curtain at the door, gently opened the curtain, and walked into the living room.Because of the street lights and moonlight in the living room, it is not as invisible as in the house, so Sun Wan saw the tall figure standing by the window at a glance. Sun Wan's heart skipped a beat, and she forced a low breath into her throat. Zhuo Lincheng turned his head in the faint light, half of his face was hidden in the darkness of the house, and half of his face was quite clearly illuminated by the moonlight outside the window.From Sun Wan's point of view, the exposed half of his face looked very cold, while the hidden half of his face was speciously gloomy. Sun Wan suddenly thought that she suddenly broke into the scene of a certain literary film and disturbed a certain male lead who was originally out of reach.After being dazed for a while, Sun Wan slowly moved towards him, and when she got close enough, she lowered her voice and asked, "What are you doing?" "Appreciate the moon." Zhuo Lincheng also replied in a low voice. After hearing this, Sun Wan walked to the other end of the window, put her arms flat on the window sill, and leaned out slightly to look out.After looking around, she really saw a strange scene that she will never forget in her life. She saw a full moon after the rain hanging high on the black velvet night, deep water accumulated in the roads and lanes, and the bright water surface , the sparkling fish moved the broken moonlight, as if overnight, the old residential area she was in became a Wuzhen in the south of the Yangtze River on the water. "Wow..." Sun Wan couldn't help but let out a low cry, and quickly raised her hand to cover her mouth lightly. Zhuo Lincheng also imitated her, lying on the window sill side by side with her, touching each other's elbows lightly. Sun Wan was not in a hurry to draw a clear line, she just lowered her elbows indistinctly, and shrank back. The corners of Zhuo Lincheng's mouth slightly curled up, and a gentle smile appeared in his deep eyes full of bright moonlight. Even if she didn't have to look at him, Sun Wan could sense his smile, and she was inexplicably annoyed.She was about to get up and leave with a stern face when Zhuo Lincheng suddenly touched her elbow lightly, pointed to the western sky and said, "Look over there." Sun Wan turned her face to look in the direction he pointed, and saw several purple lightning bolts silently piercing the night above the western sky, flashing alternately like swimming dragons. Sun Wan quickly lowered her head and covered her ears lightly, subconsciously dodging behind him, "Go back to the room, it's scary." "fine." Sure enough, a low and muffled thunder rolled over, and the sky became quiet and clear again. Sun Wan took away the hand next to her ear, "Is it hot? I'll turn on the air conditioner." As she spoke, she walked slowly to the coffee table, squatted down, and fumbled for the remote control carefully.But the things on the coffee table were too messy, Sun Wan's hand either touched the cup or pressed the plastic bag, so she couldn't find the remote control. Seeing this, Zhuo Lincheng walked behind her and turned on the phone to illuminate her. Sun Wan took out the remote control from under the fruit plate by the light of the mobile phone, and stood up happily, "I found it." Before she finished speaking, the back of her head bumped against Zhuo Lincheng's jaw suddenly.Both of them were unprepared, Qi Qi fell back a few steps, and Sun Wan, who fell into Zhuo Lincheng's arms, let out a groan, and suddenly turned around and asked, "Are you okay..." Turning around, her lips happened to brush against his. In a panic, Sun Wan hurriedly tried to break free from his embrace, but Zhuo Lincheng gently raised his hand and held her shoulders.He didn't speak, and he didn't "violently" like last time, he just stared at her with his head down. Sun Wan held her breath, and looked back at him with vigilance and bewilderment.The moonlight outside the window was too bright, making his facial features particularly eye-catching.I haven't seen him in the past year, but he seems to have matured a bit, and the air of both good and evil in his bones has faded a lot. Under such a moonlight, he really has a warm and jade-like atmosphere.At this moment, in his deep eyes like ancient wells, there is no longer the usual playfulness, ambiguity, and speciousness, revealing a kind of seriousness that is very strange to Sun Wan. Sun Wan's heart was beating violently, and she bit her dry lips nervously.She stepped back a little, trying to distance themselves from each other - the breath he sprayed on her lips reminded her of things she shouldn't have thought about.At this moment, his hands on her shoulders moved gently to her cheeks, he held her face carefully, and gently pressed a kiss on her lips. It was such a light kiss that made Sun Wan suddenly believe that people actually have souls.Because at that moment, she so clearly felt the slight trembling from her soul. His lips touched hers lightly and whispered, "Marry me, Sun Wan." Sun Wan's brain hadn't made a judgment on right and wrong on this issue, when a blinding white light suddenly lit up in front of her eyes.Immediately afterwards, a voice she least wanted to hear sounded sharply, "What are you doing?" Sun Wan glanced back and saw Li Meijing, who was sweating and sleepy. She lowered her head red-faced, more embarrassing than a thief who was caught. Zhuo Lincheng also blushed from embarrassment, and fell silent. He held Sun Wan's hand tightly, and begged Li Meijing seriously: "Auntie, in fact, I have always liked Sun Wan. I want you to agree." We get married." "Get married?" Li Meijing was stunned for a while, and then woke up like a dream, "Get married! I think it is enough to buy a duplex house at No. 8 Xiaoyunli, and the wedding should not be too extravagant. good……" "Mom!" Sun Wan interrupted Li Meijing shyly, "Don't talk nonsense before you wake up." "Why didn't I wake up? I woke up very much!" Li Meijing glared at her, sat down on the living room sofa, and said with great energy: "Xiao Zhuo, come here and tell me what you want to do. " Sun Wan had nothing to do with Li Meijing, so she had to wink at Zhuo Lincheng to tell him not to talk.Zhuo Lincheng turned a blind eye to her wink, and sat down beside Li Meijing obediently, pretending to be meek as a son-in-law. Sun Wan gritted her teeth with hatred, hating how she had fallen into this traitor's trap again. Li Meijing took out a pen and paper, looked at Zhuo Lincheng with a smile, "Write down your birthday, and tomorrow I will ask the master to give you a combination of horoscopes. As for the date, it is better for your second elder to find someone to fix it." Sun Wan looked at the side and became more and more angry, but at this moment she really didn't have the face to express any opinions, so she could only temporarily suppress the flame in her heart, and coldly went back to her room to lie down.She listened to their conversation with pricked ears for a while, and saw that Li Meijing's words became more and more outrageous, and she felt like she was on pins and needles. She was afraid that she could not help but do something irrational, so she had to grab the two corners of the pillow and die. Cover your ears. Maybe it took too long to cover, Sun Wan finally fell into a deep sleep in the long-lost sleepiness. The next day, Sun Wan woke up at noon, and there was no sign of Li Meijing by her side.She sneaked to the door of her bedroom, stretched out a finger and opened the door curtain a little, and saw that the bed was already empty.She breathed a sigh of relief, walked in shuffling, and sat down on the bed that he had tidied extremely neatly, staring blankly in a daze. She really wanted to take everything that happened last night as a dream.In fact, she didn't want to believe what Zhuo Lincheng said at all.The moonlight last night was too deceptive. From ancient times to the present, how many men put on such moonlight vows to cheat the hearts of ignorant girls.She wasn't so confused yet. Thinking of this, she got up with relief and went to the bathroom to wash up.When she was ready to tidy up, she grabbed her phone habitually, ready to browse the news, and saw the short message prompt on the screen at a glance.After hesitating for a while, she still opened the text message, and a line of words jumped into her eyes unexpectedly: Since others say that a woman is happier marrying a man who loves her, it is good for you to believe so. Sun Wan pressed the reply button, and deleted and deleted the inputted words, only tormenting until her palms became hot and her phone became hot, but she still couldn't find a proper reply.She had no choice but to sigh from the bottom of her heart, throw the phone aside, and give up resentfully. In order to prevent Li Meijing from taking Zhuo Lincheng's marriage proposal seriously, Sun Wan quickly showed her: everything last night was just a misunderstanding, and she doesn't want to think about love for the time being, let alone marriage. At first, Li Meijing thought she was playing with her little daughter's shyness and making gestures in front of her, so she hummed and listened, then turned her head and continued to arrange Sun Wan's dowry in full swing. A week later, Li Meijing, who had a shaved head and hot hair, slowly tasted the taste from Sun Wan's overly indifferent eyes. After realizing that Sun Wan was here for real, she began to cry at home like a conditioned reflex. get married. In Li Meijing's eyes, it was an honor for Sun Wan to marry Zhuo Lincheng, so that the old Sun's family's ancestral grave was full of smoke. She wanted to fly into Zhongnanhai even though she didn't want such a glorious marriage? She knew very well that if she couldn't bend Sun Wan at this moment, when Sun Wan's wings hardened in the future, she would be even less able to make decisions for her.If Sun Wan's temperament is spent for a few years, no matter how much Zhuo Lincheng is devoted, his heart will be cold. At that time, where will Sun Wan go to catch such a handsome and rich man who knows the cold and the hot? son-in-law? After thinking about it, Li Meijing became so determined that she didn't even do business, and she just stayed at home and tried every means to deal with Sun Wan. After that, Sun Wan's nightmare began.As long as she is at home, Li Meijing will definitely not spare her, and force her to either accept Zhuo Lincheng or go on a blind date and find her a prospective son-in-law as soon as possible.If Sun Wan hides outside, Li Meijing will make a series of calls. If Sun Wan can't bear it and returns home, she will again look like she has killed her son-in-law, and starts to lecture miserably, asking when Sun Wan will be found. Boy friend. Seeing that it was impossible for Sun Wan to go on a blind date outside, Li Meijing turned passive into active and called every day to find different young men to come to her for a blind date.As long as it is a man, no matter if he is a peddler, a gangster, or a psychopath, she welcomes him with an open door. Some of these men were ignorant of current affairs. Seeing that Sun Wan was young and beautiful, and her mother-in-law-to-be looked like "you can pick it up, I am happy to see it succeed", they really dared to chase and block Sun Wan, and harassed Sun Wan in every possible way. Fortunately, the summer vacation is over soon, and after returning to school, Sun Wan finally has clean ears that she hasn't seen for a long time.Sun Wan was worried that Li Meijing would come up with something at home that would disturb her peace at school, but after waiting for several days, there was no movement from Li Meijing, and Sun Wan gradually relaxed her vigilance. However, one day two months later, Sun Wan suddenly received a call from an aunt - Li Meijing committed suicide and was being rescued in the hospital, asking her to go there quickly. Sun Wan was so frightened that she hurried to the hospital to see that Li Meijing's wrist was indeed covered with a thick layer of gauze. The moment she saw Sun Wan, Li Meijing, who was lying on the hospital bed, looked at her silently, the tears in her eye bags rolling down sadly, "Sun Wan, you want to save me..." From her intermittent narration, Sun Wan knew that she was in a bad mood during this period of time, she was careless, she ended a case at the gambling table, owed hundreds of thousands of usury, and was chased by the underworld to have her hands and feet chopped off .After thinking about it, she felt that she had no face to face Sun Wan, so she had no choice but to kill herself. Sun Wan's heart sank suddenly.Although she didn't believe in this bloody drama, she couldn't express those doubts to her mouth, so she could only ask wearily, "How do you want me to save you?" Li Meijing made a bitter face, hesitated and said: "To tell you the truth, the banquet money I went out with these years is less than 200,000 yuan. At this time, I can only hold a big happy event and get the money back." The corner of Sun Wan's mouth curled up, revealing a cold, sarcastic smile. "I beg you, no matter who it is, find someone to marry as soon as possible! Of course, it would be even better if that person is Xiao Zhuo. After all, just the gift money from his family can save mom's life. In this way , your marriage can be postponed for a while, so that it can be done calmly." Sun Wan felt cold all over her body, and stared at Li Meijing's face carefully, trying to get a little bit of the truth from it.但是这一次，连她都不能确定这事情有几分真假，黎美静太会演戏了。 及至陪黎美静回家，孙菀抬头看见家门口的墙壁上被泼了血红的油漆，不由又信了几分。入夜，黎美静连灯都不敢开，打着手电，当着孙菀的面从暗格里拿出几本存折和几根金条，“折子上的钱都取出来了，就剩下这几条本来打算给你陪嫁用的金条了。可是这点拿出去，又当什么。” 孙菀见她连最后的秘密都兜底了，心里顿时慌了起来——难不成竟是真的？ 她正惴惴不安时，门外就传来一大帮子人气势汹汹地砸门声、叫骂声。孙菀从未亲身体验过这种阵仗，登时有种此身临渊的晕眩感。 完了，这回真的是完了！ 她有一种预感，如果她不嫁给卓临城，就算熬过这一关，只怕接下来会有更加可怕的事情发生。She has had enough! 门外的人叫嚷了半个钟头，才骂骂咧咧地离去。孙菀僵僵地坐在床沿上，于黑沉沉的暗夜中，与黎美静对视。 良久，黎美静捉住她的手臂摇晃着：“孙菀，帮帮我！求你了！” 那一刻，孙菀真真觉得自己像一条在暴风骤雨中飘摇的孤舟。 又惊又怕、又累又怨的她，终于缴械。她木然地掰开黎美静扒在她手臂上的指头，淡淡地说：“好吧，就这样吧，你们安排。只要让我安心读完大四，一毕业我就嫁。” 她就这样将自己最重要的人生大事处置掉了。 卓临城曾对她说，人与人之间的感情是忽然之间的事。其实不只是感情，有时候，一个人的决定也就是那么忽然之间的事情。 然而黎美静哪里容她在自己眼皮子下玩这套缓兵之计，半点也不让步，叫她只管安心读书，婚礼当天出个人，走个过场，这婚事就算完了。 话已至此，除了同意，还能怎样？孙菀满腔的悲愤怨怒都冷成了死灰。她像一个失去最后一座城池，又向敌人举了白旗的君王，全线崩溃之余还输掉了最后的尊严。 回到房间后，她想了又想，向数日未见的卓临城发了条短信：你赢了。永远，真的没我想的那么远。 卓临城那边始终未能得知孙菀遭遇了什么。黎美静虽为一介妇人，但却是位生活上的军事家，她一边对孙菀的精神施加“满清十大酷刑”，一边却对卓临城谎报军情，伪造出孙菀慢慢接受婚约的事实。她的电话主题从最开始的“孙菀觉得你太优秀，顾虑太多”到“孙菀最近说，因为别人优秀就畏缩是自卑的表现”再到“你给孙菀种的百合开了，孙菀见了可感动了”……最后，电话主题逐渐升级为“孙菀说到时候想穿一个薇拉王设计的婚纱，我觉着有点贵了，你自己看着办吧”。 那段时间恰逢年底，正是万华业务最忙的时候，卓临城根本无暇关注孙菀的内心动向，便轻信了黎美静的话。等他接到孙菀那条认输的短信时，竟全然没有察觉她的怨气冲天，只当是自己的春风化雨逐渐打动了佳人心。 婚期很快定了下来，卓家重金请高人看了日子，定在那年正月初八。 婚事顺风顺水得让孙菀失望：没有港剧里豪门公婆挑剔媳妇门第的恶俗桥段，黎美静也没有在未来亲家面前失仪，在双方见面时，不卑不亢处理得当。 结婚前的几个月，卓临城和孙菀有过数次不咸不淡的约会。也许因为即将瓜熟蒂落，卓临城再面对她时，耐心了很多，姿态也越见优雅。 如非必须，他尽量不与她有亲密的肢体语言，连牵手也只在过马路时偶尔有；去外面就餐时，他会自然娴熟地让孙菀体会到他无微不至的绅士风度；若是彼此繁忙，无法见面，隔三岔五会有鲜花、礼物快递到孙菀寝室，连带她的室友们都有份；如果哪天卓总他实在得闲，也会换上休闲装，去A大陪孙菀吃食堂，泡自习室，或是在校园里看一场夜场电影。 孙菀对这一切，始终保持一个态度：不主动、不拒绝、不负责。她像是舞会上他臂弯里心不在焉的舞伴，他要她进她就进，要她退她就退，一切悉听尊便。 有次，卓临城带孙菀参加一个朋友圈的聚会，自然是那种衣香鬓影、语笑嫣然的上流派对。孙菀头一次以他未婚妻的身份出席这种活动，换来无数看“现代灰姑娘”的目光。孙菀原想淡定些，目光却还是被那些从头精致到脚趾的优雅女子吸引了去。 聚会散了后，孙菀吞吐了几次，还是忍不住问：“那些女孩都很漂亮。我之前一直以为女孩子美到娅娅那种地步，就算是登峰造极了，没想到山的那边还有那么多山。” 卓临城含笑问：“为什么说这个。” 孙菀幽幽地说：“你懂的。” 正在开车的卓临城缓缓将车泊了，右手从方向盘上移开，稳稳覆住她的手，“是很漂亮，我一度也以为自己会看花眼，可是后来发现我真欣赏不来太精明、太矫饰的美。” 顿了顿，他若有所思地说：“你这样的就很好，喜怒哀乐都是真的。和你在一起，让我觉得自己也是真实的。” 孙菀细细在心里品度他的话，良久，轻轻将手抽回，“你又看得出我的喜怒哀乐了？你这么神机妙算，不如去天桥摆个算命摊，造福众生。” 卓临城收起笑，俯到她耳边低声说：“我对众生不感兴趣，我只想造福你。” 孙菀当下沉了脸，转向窗外，“无聊。”