Chapter 2 Chapter Two

——I never thought that you would walk into my life in such a way. People have to look forward. If they want to live, they have to breathe, they have to eat, they have to work. So, after recovering a little bit, Ye Chenghuan sold his leave and went back to work in the company. Before graduating, she was working as a salesperson in a small or large foreign trade company. Although it is a foreign trade company, but because their company does not have its own factory, it only plays the role of a "trade intermediary". To put it simply, it is to take different customers to different suppliers to purchase goods according to their different needs, so as to earn the price difference.

Because the scale of the company is not very large, many divisions of labor are not clear.For example, Ye Chenghuan was originally a salesman, but she often acted as a purchaser, asking different suppliers for quotations.Even when the goods are loaded into the cabinets, they will go to the warehouse to supervise the loading.Ye Chenghuan chose this job because he was greedy for the complexity of the job.Yes, it's complicated enough, because it's complicated, so I'm exposed to all kinds of things. Sometimes, when there are too many customers, when many things come together, and if the spirit is not good, it is easy to make mistakes.

At this moment, Ye Chenghuan was standing in the manager's office with his head down, letting the manager scold her. "Ye Chenghuan, did you make a mistake and send the reserve price given by the supplier to the customer? So what profit does our company have? Are you responsible for the loss?" The manager smashed a stack of documents on the desk and sternly road. "Also, you actually made such a low-level mistake as sending the wrong email? Is this your first day at work?" Facing the manager's accusation, Ye Chenghuan could only say "sorry" repeatedly.Recently, she couldn't sleep almost every night. As soon as she closed her eyes, she would think of He Siyuan's betrayal of her. She often opened her eyes and looked at the ceiling, and fell asleep for a while when she was extremely tired.She couldn't concentrate at all, so she made low-level mistakes that she never made before.

"If there is a next time, you don't have to come back to work!" Ye Chenghuan silently wrote down the manager's words and left the manager's office. At noon, Ye Chenghuan rejected his colleague's suggestion to have dinner together, and Ye Chenghuan sat alone in a restaurant near the company. When Zhang Weiwei came, what he saw was Ye Chenghuan looking out the window, his eyes seemed out of focus. Zhang Weiwei sighed, went to sit opposite Ye Chenghuan, and called "Ye Xiaohuan". Ye Chenghuan came back to his senses, smiled at Zhang Weiwei, and said "You're here".

After ordering the meal, Zhang Weiwei said, "Why don't you rest at home for a few more days?" Ye Chenghuan shook his head, a faint smile appeared on his lips, and said, "I don't know what to do at home." The passage of time seems to have no meaning to her now, and the days are terrifyingly empty.There was a lot of noise in her mind, and she couldn't read the reports in the company at all. There were obviously many things waiting for her to deal with, but she couldn't concentrate and couldn't do anything. Zhang Weiwei couldn't help stretching out his hand, held Ye Chenghuan's hand, and said, "Chenghuan, you should find something to make yourself happy."

Have fun?Ye Chenghuan doubts whether the current self still has the ability to be happy. After all, her world has been completely turned upside down. The things she believed in before now seem to be just a joke. Originally, her life had a good plan, but she didn't know what she should do now that her pace had been disrupted. "You should find something to divert your attention, or you will collapse." After a moment of silence, Ye Chenghuan said, "I want to resign." "Resign?" Zhang Weiwei frowned, and said, "Didn't you say that the salary of this job is not bad, and you might continue to do it?"

Ye Chenghuan smiled wryly, and replied: "I can't do anything now, I want to resign and go home to visit my parents." "That's fine." Zhang Weiwei said, "It's fine to go home and relax." Immediately, as if she remembered something, she opened the bag, took out a pink invitation letter from it, and said, "I have an invitation letter for a dance here, I don't have time on Friday night, you go and play, Take it easy." Ye Chenghuan accepted the invitation letter in a daze, but he didn't intend to open it at all. "My friend is holding the ball. Promise me that you will go. If you don't go, we won't meet again!" Zhang Weiwei said threateningly.

Ye Chenghuan chuckled, knowing that his friend said this because he wanted her to get out of the current predicament, be happy, and stop worrying about things that have passed. Ye Chenghuan quickly proposed to the manager to resign, but the manager kept her at first, and even said that she could be given a long vacation so that she could come back after adjusting her mood.However, she shook her head and refused.She herself doesn't know how long it will take to get back to her original state, the long vacation is just a waste of each other's time.The manager saw that she was determined, so he didn't want to keep her anymore, and only asked her to hand over the work in hand before leaving.

On Friday night, looking at the invitation letter and the dress that Zhang Weiwei gave her on the dressing table, Ye Cheng laughed happily. Originally, she was not very interested in masquerade, but her friend kept persuading her, and even sent her a dress Well, if she doesn't go, maybe Zhang Weiwei will really get angry. She came to G City when she was studying, and it's been almost five years. During this time, she has experienced all the things that she should and shouldn't experience in life. Being mentally and physically exhausted is the most appropriate description for her current situation.

Tonight, I will happily go to the ball, as saying goodbye to this city!From now on, she will bury the past and never remember it again. Ye Chenghuan went out after putting on makeup to cover up his haggard face, and putting on the skirt Zhang Weiwei sent.After getting off the taxi, showing the invitation letter, and walking into the dance scene, Ye Chenghuan felt like Alice in a fairy tale, breaking into a world that didn't belong to her. She took a glass of cocktail from the waiter, stood in the corner, quietly watching this world that was completely different from her usual life... "So lovely."

Suddenly, a pleasant baritone voice sounded beside her, Ye Chenghuan followed the voice and looked over, and noticed a tall man standing beside her at some point. The man's face was wearing a mask like hers, but his uncovered eyes were staring at her with a smile at the moment. "What's so good?" When Ye Chenghuan realized it, he realized that he had answered the conversation unconsciously. "You!" The smile in the man's eyes seemed to grow stronger. Hearing the man's words, Ye Chenghuan said: "You didn't see my appearance clearly, but you said I was good-looking, don't you think you are a bit too arbitrary?" Perhaps it can be said that the man in front of him is very confident?Although I can't see his appearance clearly, he has a pair of charming eyes. If you don't pay attention, you will be addicted to it. The first thing Ye Chenghuan sees is the eyes, that's why, the moment he saw He Siyuan, he was attracted by his eyes. Realizing that his thoughts had drifted to He Siyuan again inadvertently, Ye Chenghuan sneered, wondering what the man who hurt her so deeply was doing? With his departure, her hatred has no basis to rely on. The man chuckled, took a step closer and replied, "I trust my feelings." Ye Chenghuan played with the wine glass in his hand, looked at the man in front of him with a half-smile, and said, "I thought that only women would believe in those illusory feelings." In fact, Ye Chenghuan has always believed in his own feelings.The first time she sees a person, if she likes it, she likes it, and if she doesn't like it, she doesn't like it. She often decides whether to make friends with this person based on her first impression. The man shook the red wine glass in his hand, chuckled and said, "You seem to be dismissive." Ye Chenghuan smiled, but did not answer. "Are you unhappy?" Although it was a question, the tone was quite firm. Ye Chenghuan raised his eyebrows and looked at the man in front of him, and asked without answering, "Is it feeling again?" The man nodded and said, "I was thinking, what troubled such a beautiful woman. I am very happy now, and I can share half with you." Ye Chenghuan had a look of disdain on the corner of his mouth, and said, "Have you always flirted with women like this?" She hates amorous men, that reminds her of her unbearable relationship.In her opinion, the most important reason for men's cheating is still attributed to them. If they are determined enough, no one can seduce them. As if he had seen through Ye Chenghuan's inner thoughts, the man said, "I'm not promiscuous." Look at her tone, it makes him sound like a playboy, he is very clean, okay?Not every woman would want to tease her. Ye Chenghuan answered, "It's just more sentimental." The man shrugged, as if he didn't take her disdainful attitude to heart, and said, "I follow my own feelings." Ye Chenghuan's brain seemed uncontrollable and said, "Did I make you feel something?" The man didn't seem to have expected her to ask such a question suddenly, but he nodded honestly, and his pair of eyes that seemed to be able to see through people's hearts locked on her tightly, as if they wanted to penetrate her heart. Ye Chenghuan suddenly had a crazy idea in his heart.Since He Siyuan was fooling around with other women when he was with her, why couldn't she fool around with other men after he left? There seemed to be a little devil in her heart advocating her, "Anyway, you are planning to leave this city that has buried too many of your feelings, why don't you do something that you have never done in your life tonight?" Her heart seemed to be bewitched, and she decided to obey the little devil in her heart, do a crazy thing, and bid farewell to her past self. She put the cocktail in her hand on the table and made the most daring move in her life. She put her hand on the shoulder of the man in front of her who made her look unclear, met his eyes, and whispered in his ear He exhaled and said, "Why don't we find a quiet place to have a good chat?" As soon as the words fell, she noticed his playful eyes, and she felt that the courage that she didn't know where it came from just now seemed to disappear all of a sudden. She took a step back slightly, a little panicked. But the man stretched out his hand, put his arms around her slender waist, and pulled her closer to him. His eyes were stained with lust, and he said with a wicked smile, "Why, want to run after lighting the fire? It's not that easy." With the fire in his eyes and the meaning in his words, Ye Chenghuan felt his heart beat faster, as if it was about to jump out of his throat in an instant. Catching the bewilderment in Ye Chenghuan's eyes, the man smiled and said, "There is no reason not to eat the delicious food delivered to your door." After finishing speaking, the man hugged her and left... To Ye Chenghuan, this night was undoubtedly strange and crazy.She never thought that her life would be so derailed. The man took her to the hotel room above the ball, and kissed her lips forcefully as soon as he entered the door. It's not like he had never kissed her before, but Ye Chenghuan had to admit that the man in front of him had extremely superb kissing skills, Just one kiss already made her so weak that she couldn't stand still. Realizing that his hands were groping on the wall, as if looking for a switch, Ye Chenghuan couldn't help but say in the gap between kisses, "Don't turn on the light." Only in the dark can she have courage, otherwise, she doesn't know if she will stop in the next second.Now that she has made a decision, she doesn't want to give herself any reason to stop. The man's voice was a little hoarse than before. He said "OK" and hugged her to the big bed in the middle of the room. During the walk, the bodies of the two of them never separated. Just as Ye Chenghuan's back was attached to the soft mattress, the man's body was attached to it. Ye Chenghuan felt that the blindfold on his face had been taken off by him, but because of the lack of light in the room, they couldn't see each other clearly. Maybe it was the darkness that gave her courage, or maybe it was because He Siyuan had brought her such a blow that she desperately wanted to indulge. She stretched out her hand and hugged the unknown man in front of her tightly. The man's kiss left her lips, but came to her fair neck.The warm palm walked over her body unscrupulously, and said with admiration: "It seems that I have good luck tonight." Ye Chenghuan didn't answer, but his body tensed up involuntarily. Realizing that the woman under him seemed to be very nervous, the man comforted him and said, "Relax, if you stop, I won't force you." After hearing what the man said, Ye Chenghuan gave a soft "hmm", but couldn't help feeling that he was a very gentlemanly man. I don't know if his words had an effect, or the atmosphere he created was too good, Ye Chenghuan's body gradually relaxed. "You are very nervous, isn't it the first time?" The man said jokingly. "I……" As soon as Ye Chenghuan made a sound, he realized that his slender fingers were on her lips, and said, "Shh - don't answer, I want to find out by myself." ... When Ye Chenghuan woke up, he was at a loss for a moment. The heavy curtains completely cut off the light from the window. Ye Chenghuan didn't know what time it was when he opened his eyes, but he felt in good spirits. After He Siyuan left, she never had a good night's sleep. She never thought that she would get a good night's sleep in the arms of a strange man. The scenes of last night were like a movie, slowly emerging from her eyes. She never thought that one day she would make such a crazy move. In my heart, I don't regret it at all. On the contrary, it seems that I have obtained some kind of relief. Let last night be a breaking point to say goodbye to the past! Although her back was aching, Ye Chenghuan still gritted her teeth, and lightly lifted the quilt on her body. The moment her feet hit the cold floor, she actually felt a little soft in her feet.The events of last night broke into her mind unexpectedly again, shaking her head, she threw all the beautiful scenes in her mind to the back of her mind. She supported the bed, carefully picked up the scattered clothes, and put them back on her body one by one, forcing herself not to look back at the man who had sex with her. It would be deceiving to say that he was not curious about his appearance. After all, he was the object of her crazy night, and she would also want to see his appearance clearly, but what's the use of seeing him?She should be like other chic girls in this bustling city. After One Night Stand, she said goodbye at dawn. "Come on, Ye Chenghuan, don't be curious." Ye Chenghuan said to himself softly. Whether the world is big or small, if some people turn around, they may never see each other again for the rest of their lives.However, some people always meet unexpectedly again and again. If you don't see his appearance clearly, even if you meet unfortunately one day in the future, it won't be embarrassing. Yes, unfortunately meet. Because, this unknown man appeared in the years she wanted to bury. Dragging her exhausted body back home, she took a shower, deliberately ignoring the marks left on her body by the unknown man last night, Ye Chenghuan packed all her luggage, and called the courier company to send it to her. After returning home, I called the landlord and asked Zhang Weiwei to handle the follow-up matters of checking out. She dragged a suitcase and left the place where she had lived for more than half a year. When they arrived at the station, they bought a ticket for the fastest train. Ye Chenghuan sat in the waiting room and waited for the bus, watching the TV in the waiting room with some boredom. The TV was reporting local news. It is said that the general manager of a well-known local company had a serious car accident this morning and was sent to the hospital. He is still in the emergency room for rescue, and his life and death are uncertain... Ye Chenghuan pulled his lips and smiled. At the beginning, He Siyuan was also killed in a serious car accident. I don't know if the general manager of that well-known company will be safe and sound. However, whether others are safe or not is none of her business. Looking at the ticket in his hand, Ye Cheng smiled happily. After today, the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys of this city have nothing to do with her... When I got home, it was already past nine o'clock in the evening. Dragging his luggage on the way home, he noticed that the house was brightly lit, and there were two figures looking up at the door of the house. After recognizing that they were his parents, Ye Chenghuan's heart immediately warmed up, his nose soured, and tears It just came out of my heart.However, in order to prevent her parents from worrying about her, she bit her lip and forcibly held back the tears that had overflowed. Approaching slowly, Ye Chenghuan tried his best to maintain a gentle tone, and called out: "Dad, Mom." Father Ye didn't speak, but just took the luggage from her hand, Mother Ye stepped forward, held her hand, and said with some distress: "It's good to be back, it's good to be back, you've lost weight." Ye Chenghuan pulled her lips and smiled, but did not speak, because she was afraid that if she opened her mouth, she would not be able to help crying. She might be able to pretend to be strong to outsiders, but in front of her parents, she was afraid that she would collapse. "Eat quickly, and go to bed early after eating." Ye Mu said. After Ye's father put away Ye Chenghuan's luggage, he came to the dining room with three pairs of bowls and chopsticks. "Dad, Mom, why haven't you eaten yet?" It's getting late! Mother Ye smiled and said, "We're not hungry yet, so we'll wait for you to eat." Ye Chenghuan smiled again, but didn't speak anymore, took the bowl and chopsticks handed over by his father, and ate in silence. Although these meals felt like home, she still had no appetite at all. After barely eating some, she put down the bowls and chopsticks and said: "Dad, Mom, I'm full, you take it easy" , and went back to his room. The Ye's and his wife looked at the two or three mouthfuls of rice in her bowl, and just sighed, instead of persuading her to eat more as before. After sitting in the car for several hours, it should be easy to fall asleep, but Ye Chenghuan didn't feel sleepy at all, and could only stare at the ceiling. The door was gently pushed open from the outside, and his mother walked in. Ye Chenghuan closed his eyes, but felt the soft mattress sag slightly. Mother Ye sighed and said, "I know you haven't slept yet." Ye Chenghuan didn't respond. Although she didn't get a response from her daughter, Ye's mother continued: "Your child is like this. Every time you have something unhappy, you keep it alone in your heart. You don't want to say it. If you don't want to say it, I won't force it." You." Mother Ye sighed, and continued: "Siyuan's child is not blessed, so don't be too sad, and take things lightly." Ye Chenghuan could only shed tears silently, her mother only knew that He Siyuan left her because of an accident, but she didn't know why He Siyuan had the accident. Ever since Xiang Wanqing appeared, she couldn't help but kept thinking, since He Siyuan let Xiang Wanqing conceive his child, and even planned to propose to Xiang Wanqing, why didn't he say goodbye when he faced her? How about a little guilty conscience? Is it because his acting skills are too good, or is she too stupid to notice that they are already different? Sure enough, she was too stupid to be kept in the dark, right? The mother just loves her now, if she tells the truth, the mother will be angry besides being distressed.He Siyuan is no longer around, and it's useless to put your anger on someone who isn't there, since that's the case, there's no need to say anything. Ye's mother continued to persuade: "People have to look forward, holding on to the past will only make things difficult for yourself. Just treat it as if you have no fate with him in this life, and don't keep thinking about it." After a long time, Ye Chenghuan gave a soft "hmm". She will work hard, try her best not to miss He Siyuan, not to think about everything in that city... The days at home were uneventful, and Ye Chenghuan felt a little dazed every day, as if time passed by in a daze. After returning home for more than a month, a cousin in the family was getting married. Ye Chenghuan didn't want to go to the wedding at first, but when her mother saw that she stayed at home, she insisted on taking her to the wedding. Because another cousin in the family is going to get married this year, everyone said that the same family cannot "marry once and marry again", which is not auspicious.Therefore, the cousin cannot get married at home, and must live in a hotel near the man's home. Ye Chenghuan sneered. Marriage is such an important thing, only once in a lifetime?Why can't you get married at home?You can't even set up a banquet at home. How many relatives and friends are you entertaining? The cousin's marriage was originally decided long ago, but because another cousin decided to divorce temporarily, the cousin could not get married at home. Why is it always women who are sacrificed? If she were that cousin, she would feel very wronged and unwilling, because it is the most important stage of life, and she would instinctively want to share her joy with everyone.However, because of those customs, I wronged myself. But what do you think about so much?She may not get married again in this life, she doesn't want to love anyone anymore, loving someone is so painful, she will never try it again in this life. Relatives and friends didn't know her recent situation, they only thought that she came home to attend her cousin's wedding, and relatives and friends who hadn't seen her for a long time stepped forward one after another. "Chenghuan, when will you get married? We are all waiting for your wedding banquet!" "Why didn't your boyfriend come back with you?" "I heard that you have already bought a house, so you must tell me when you get married!" ... Mother Ye who came back from the bathroom saw her daughter surrounded by relatives and friends, she hurried over, said "Chenghuan, your sister wants to tell you something" and pulled Ye Chenghuan out of the crowd. Knowing that his mother was worried about him, Ye Chenghuan smiled at his mother and said softly: "Mom, I'm fine." Relatives and friends will ask these questions, and she is already mentally prepared, so her mood has not been affected too much. Perhaps, it can be said that she does not know what can affect her mood now... There was some churning in his stomach, Ye Chenghuan covered his mouth, resisting the acidic feeling in his stomach so he didn't let himself spit it out. Noticing Ye Chenghuan's reaction, Ye's mother said worriedly: "You should go see a doctor! You don't eat all the time, you've got your stomach full." "Mom, I'm fine." Ye Chenghuan said the same thing as before. Seeing Ye Chenghuan's reaction, the cousin who was having a good time with relatives and friends pulled her aside and whispered something in her ear. Ye Chenghuan's brows slowly wrinkled, his face changed slightly...