—Even if I turn the whole world upside down, I still can't straighten your reflection. The weather in March is still a bit cloudy, the sky is gray, like a huge upside-down black pot, covering the whole world, occasionally there are a few rumbling spring thunders, and in a short while there is a patter of drizzle. cemetery. A group of people dressed in black stood mournfully in front of a cold tombstone, quietly staring at the vigorous man in the black and white photo above the tombstone. People who were once alive are lying in the cold cemetery at this moment, and all that remains is this three-foot tombstone.

Those who lie in the cemetery are at peace from now on, but those who survive have to face endless grief.It is impossible to meet again and hug again. Ye Chenghuan, who was standing at the front of the crowd, lost any color on her face, and her face was horribly pale in black clothes. Her long hair was tied up, and the big sunglasses on her face almost covered half of her face. The hand resting beside her was tightly clenched into a fist, and even the nails were deeply sunken into the palm of her hand. less than pain. It turned out that when the heartache was extreme, other pains would become insignificant.

"Chenghuan, Chenghuan, I really love you so much, we will get married when I earn enough money." "Chenghuan, Chenghuan, no matter what happens, I will stay by your side and never leave." "Chenghuan, Chenghuan, we will have two children in the future. A boy and a girl. The two children will grow up together. The elder brother will protect the younger sister. Tell me, is that good?" ... Once, the person who told her unreservedly love, said never leave her, and talked about the beautiful plan for the future, at this moment, is lying on the cold land in front of her, and will never, never open his eyes again. Open your eyes and look at her, never...

His throat seemed to be strangled desperately, and even breathing felt painful.She wanted to cry, but couldn't cry. It turned out that she really had the feeling of "wanting to cry but no tears", and she couldn't cry. Is it because her tears had been shed before? "Cheng Huan, Cheng Huan." The woman beside her with the same sad expression held her hand tightly. Ye Chenghuan stared at the woman in front of him through the sunglasses. The woman had the same beautiful eyes as the man in the black and white photo. "Siyuan, your eyes are so beautiful, they are so bright, like stars in the sky."

"Because my mother has the most beautiful eyes in the world." The old conversation seemed to be ringing in my ears again, but the pair of eyes that were gazing at her tenderly were no longer there. In fact, he was wrong, his eyes are more beautiful than his mother's. Everyone said that when a person or something is gone, you can remember it by looking at someone who looks similar or something similar, but why didn't anyone tell her that looking at those similar eyes, she knew more clearly about that pair of eyes? Would it be so uncomfortable to feel that people are no longer by their side?

Heart-piercing. She closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and suppressed the sadness in her heart, her eyes were burning hot, and she was terribly dry, even blinking, it hurt so badly.She said with a choked voice, "Auntie, don't be too sad." Mother He didn't say anything, but hugged Ye Chenghuan, and cried out loudly. The whining sound hit Ye Chenghuan's heart every sound.Mother He could cry loudly, but she couldn't, because she still had to comfort Mother He who had lost her beloved son. One night, Father He, who seemed to be ten years old, stood aside, looking at his crying wife who was almost dying, and wanted to comfort him, but he didn't know what to say, so he could only let the tears flow down.

In the distance, a young woman with the same mournful expression looked at her quietly. She didn't open an umbrella and let the drizzle fall on her body. It was a very beautiful woman with bright eyes and bright teeth, and even a black dress couldn't hide her radiance.She just stood there quietly, neither approaching nor leaving. Suddenly, a friend of He Siyuan's before his death came to Father He's side and said something to Father He in a low voice. Father He looked at the place where the woman was standing, frowned slightly, and walked over slowly. Ye Chenghuan noticed that Father He walked in front of the woman. Because of the angle, she didn't see the woman's face clearly, but she noticed that Father He held the woman's shoulder excitedly.

Time passed and the crowd gradually dispersed.Ye Chenghuan supported He's mother who was almost unable to stand, and He's father came over and took He's mother from her hand. "Uncle, Aunt, let's not be too sad." Ye Chenghuan suppressed the sadness in his heart, and said with a forced smile. Father He let out a "hmm", the sad look on his face seemed to be a little less than before, and he quickly turned his eyes away after meeting Ye Chenghuan. Mother He grabbed Ye Chenghuan's hand again, and said with a choked voice: "Chenghuan, don't be too sad, go back and have a good rest."

Ye Chenghuan responded softly. However, a piece of my heart was forcibly dug out, so how could I not be sad? It felt like, walking side by side with people in the most gorgeous scenery, suddenly the people around her disappeared, and the originally gorgeous scenery turned into a deserted wilderness, she was so at a loss that she didn't know where she was going. . She didn't know how to tell the He family about this feeling, because He Siyuan was their only child, and they were also their reliance for the rest of their lives.It is said that the most tragic thing in life is when a white-haired person gives a black-haired person, so she can only hide her insignificant sadness.

Ye Chenghuan slowly left the cemetery, the woman was still standing there, when Ye Chenghuan passed by, the woman's eyes that were originally staring at the cemetery moved to her. Ye Chenghuan was completely stunned by that resentful gaze. She was sure that she didn't know this woman, and she had nothing against her, but why did this woman look at her with such hatred? Not far behind, He's father said something in He's mother's ear, and the bloodshot eyes of He's mother, who was originally sad, seemed to light up immediately, and she looked into the distance in disbelief. The young woman then staggered towards the young woman with the support of Father He.

Because they were not too close, Ye Chenghuan didn't hear what they were saying clearly, but noticed that He Mu's expression was a little excited, and she even turned her head to look at Ye Chenghuan with a distressed expression. If it was the past, maybe Ye Chenghuan would go up and ask, but now she is exhausted physically and mentally, and has no energy to deal with extra people and extra things.After leaving the cemetery, hailed a taxi, and reported the address, she closed her eyes... After paying the fare, she entered the entrance of the community, and when she passed the security booth, the security guard who often greeted her saw her dressed in black with a solemn expression, and forcibly put back the greeting. After entering the elevator and pressing the "27" button, Ye Chenghuan leaned against the smooth mirror wall of the elevator. With a sound of "ding", the elevator door opened, Ye Chenghuan opened his eyes, walked out of the elevator instinctively, took out the key and opened the door, and turned on the light with a "snap". The newly renovated house still has a strong smell of decoration equipment.I don't know if it's because of the weather or because no one lives in this house, Ye Chenghuan always feels chilly all over his body, but the coolness in his body can't beat the coldness in his heart. Because there was no longer his parents by her side, she didn't need to pretend to be strong to comfort anyone, she no longer concealed the sadness in her heart, the flood of memories flooded into her mind as if there was no obstacle... "Cheng Huan, do you like this place? From now on, this will be our home. How about it? I said I would give you a home. Did I break my promise?" She still remembered the smug expression on his face when he told her these words, as well as his bright smile, so much so that, until now, she didn't want to believe that he had left. "Cheng Huan, we'll register when the house is finished, and then we'll serve wine after a while. I want the whole world to know that you're married to me." Closing her eyes, not allowing herself to indulge in the past that could never come back, two lines of hot tears just slid down her fair face. The window was not closed tightly, and the wind blew in, making the bed curtains rustle. The rustling sound was like a lover's whispering, and her ears seemed to hear what they had said again. "I like light green bed curtains, because light green looks so vibrant, and seeing green things makes me feel better." "Although I prefer the dark blue one, I don't mind buying the light green one if you'll give me a kiss." "cunning!" After she said this, she still obediently kissed him on the cheek, which made him laugh out loud. "Wow, this sofa is so big, it must be very comfortable to lie on and sleep on." "Stupid, the sofa is for sitting on!" He tapped her forehead lightly, but obediently took out his credit card and bought the big sofa she liked. Sitting on the sofa, her fingers gently groped the sofa, and then, leaning on the sofa, her body curled up into a ball like a newborn baby. "Woooo..." A voice like a wounded kitten escaped from her mouth, "Siyuan, why did you leave me...why did you leave me alone?" The mournful voice was heart-piercing. Lung cracking cry... He will never come back. He will never come back. The fact that I didn't want to accept at first, at this moment, I finally have to accept it... "Cheng Huan, I love you, we will always be together!" Ye Chenghuan, who was tired from crying and fell asleep on the sofa, suddenly sat up and called out "Siyuan—Siyuan—" She looked around anxiously, looking for him, the house was quiet Yes, the only thing she heard was her own voice echoing in the house... Realizing that he had really left, she smiled wryly and wiped away the tears from her eyes with her fingertips. They once agreed for a while to find a good day to move into this new home together, because the Chinese people are the most particular about joining a business.However, this wish, in this life, has come to nothing and can never be realized again. Covering his mouth tightly, Ye Chenghuan turned around and was about to rush out of this place that carried the two people's beautiful yearning for the future... As soon as his hand touched the doorknob, before he had time to open the door, he heard the conversation of congratulating his father and mother from outside the door.Ye Chenghuan was about to open the door, but their conversation stopped her opening the door abruptly. "Isn't it good that we did this? Here, after all, Cheng Huan and Si Yuan bought it together." This is Father He's distressed voice. "There's nothing wrong with this house. This house was written with Siyuan's name on it. The two of them haven't gotten married yet and haven't moved in. There's nothing wrong with us asking Cheng Huan to get the key back?" This is He's mother's confident voice. Ye Chenghuan inside the door smiled wryly. After graduating from university, she rented a small house to live by herself.Although it was only half a year after graduation, she had been working for more than a year.In the past year or so, apart from paying the rent and maintaining daily expenses, she saved the rest of the money she earned from working part-time when she was studying, and handed it all over to He Siyuan on the day He Siyuan paid the down payment. he. At that time, He Siyuan said that he would add her name to the house.However, his parents complained about it.In order not to cause disputes, she told He Siyuan that there is no need to write her name on the real estate certificate, they will always be together anyway, his is hers, there is no need to distinguish so clearly... There was boundless sadness in her heart. What made her sad was not that the Hes and his wife wanted to get back the keys to the house, but that He Siyuan was only buried today and his bones were still cold, yet his parents treated her like this. In the past, they also said that they believed that she was the daughter-in-law of the He family, but now... Ye Chenghuan didn't let himself think about it, but there was a cold smile on the corner of his mouth... Mother He's words seemed to shake Father He a little, and he said, "It's not wrong to say that, but my wife, is it really okay for us to do this?" "Why not? Wanqing already has a child, so we should give her some security. Besides, the one in Wanqing's stomach is the only flesh and blood of our He family!" When Ye Chenghuan inside the door heard these words, his heart suddenly turned cold. His already pale face suddenly turned pale, and even his originally bright red lips seemed to lose their color in an instant. The knuckles of her fingers holding the doorknob were already turning white, and she opened the door with a "swipe", looking at the He family and his wife who looked unnaturally outside the door, she said in a trembling voice: "What are you talking about?" what?" The He couple didn't seem to expect that their conversation would be overheard by Ye Chenghuan. They looked at each other and didn't answer Ye Chenghuan's question. "Who is Wan Qing? Whose child is she pregnant with? What is the only flesh and blood of the He family?" Ye Chenghuan has lived for more than 20 years, and has never been so...aggressive like now. "Cheng Huan, don't get excited." Father He quickly comforted Ye Cheng Huan. "Tell me, who is Wanqing? Whose child is she pregnant with?" Ye Chenghuan asked out of control as if he didn't hear what Father He said at all. Her eyes were full of disbelief, no, what she heard must not mean that, absolutely not!He Siyuan loves her so much, he will never do anything to hurt her. Absolutely not! She keeps hypnotizing herself, trying to tell herself that everything is just a nightmare, as long as she wakes up from the dream, He Siyuan is still by her side and has not left... "I'm pregnant with Siyuan's child!" A not-so-high-spirited female voice sounded from behind the Hes and his wife. The He family turned their heads at the same time, and after seeing Xiang Wanqing's who appeared behind them at some point, they immediately walked to Xiang Wanqing's side.Mother He carefully supported Xiang Wanqing, her tone became softer, and she said, "Wanqing, why are you here? Didn't you want you to have a good rest? You can't run around in the early stages of pregnancy, be careful if you move your fetus." .” Seeing Xiang Wanqing appear, Ye Chenghuan suddenly felt like a thunderbolt!It turned out to be her!The woman who appeared on the cemetery and looked at her with hatred in her eyes! This woman actually said that she was pregnant with He Siyuan's child? how is this possible! How could He Siyuan let another woman conceive his child?How could he do something to hurt her? Xiang Wanqing didn't seem to hear He Mu's words, she walked straight in front of Ye Chenghuan, looked at Ye Chenghuan who had obviously lost his mind, and said word by word: "I am pregnant with Siyuan's child." Ye Chenghuan came back to his senses and said, "Impossible! Impossible! He won't do anything to sorry me!" Xiang Wanqing sneered, "I can understand your feelings, but whether you accept it or not, it's the truth. If I didn't have his child in my stomach, I wouldn't jump out and say these words at this time. " Ye Chenghuan was stunned, a little speechless. Xiang Wanqing's words are not unreasonable, if Xiang Wanqing is not already pregnant with He Siyuan's child, she will not show up at this time, after all, He Siyuan is no longer around, Xiang Wanqing admits her identity at this time, It explained that she would raise the child by herself in the future. She originally wanted to loudly deny that He Siyuan would never do anything to hurt her, but now, those words are stuck in her throat, and she can't say anything. She looked at Xiang Wanqing in front of her, at the Hes and his wife, she suddenly laughed, couldn't help laughing out loud, laughing like a lunatic. But, why, she was obviously smiling, but she was so sad in her heart that she seemed to be dying?Originally, she was sure that He Siyuan loved her, and even decided to close the door of her heart for him, guarding the love between them, and live a peaceful life.The appearance of Xiang Wanqing let her know how, how stupid her thoughts were! He Siyuan actually let another woman run in front of her, saying that she was pregnant with his child! She used to think that the unswerving love until death, now it seems that it is a joke! Smiling and laughing, her eye sockets were a little moist, she bit her lip, and she forcibly held back the tears that were about to overflow her eyes, she would never cry in front of them. Seeing Ye Chenghuan, who was laughing out of control, the He family looked at each other, and finally, it was He's mother who spoke up, and she said: "Chenghuan, I know, today's things are hard for you to accept, but the facts are right in front of you." , we all have to face it and solve it.” Ye Chenghuan stopped laughing, looking at the few people in front of him, the warmth in his eyes gradually lost. After noticing that Ye Chenghuan had stopped laughing, Mother He said again: "I came to see you today because I want to discuss the house with you." Ye Chenghuan sneered and said, "You want me to give you the house, right?" Mother He nodded, but she didn't dare to meet Ye Chenghuan's eyes. She said, "You also know that the name of Siyuan is written on the house. Now that he is gone, the house should belong to us. Besides, Wan Qing now She is pregnant with the only blood of our He family." Ye Chenghuan clenched his hands tightly into fists, glanced at the three people in front of him, and said with a sneer: "Why do you want me to give up the house?" In this house, every single piece of furniture was picked and arranged by her own hands. For this house, she put in so much effort and even spent all her savings. After He Siyuan left, she never thought of occupying the house, but when they walked up to her and asked her to give up the house, she was full of unwillingness.It was also at this time that she realized how much she hated He Siyuan in her heart... Overnight, her world seemed to be turned upside down. "Cheng Huan, it's wrong for you to say that. Although you have paid for the down payment of the house, compared to our He family, your money is a drop in the bucket, insignificant." Mother He frowned slightly, her tone But there is no doubt. Before Ye Chenghuan could speak, Xiang Wanqing said coldly: "Ye Chenghuan, don't act like a victim! Do you know that the day Siyuan had an accident, he was going to find me and propose marriage to me? What? I have no husband now, and the child in my stomach has no father. What right do you have to occupy our house? If you have any conscience, get out!" "Propose to you? Your house?" Ye Chenghuan repeated Xiang Wanqing's words in a daze. On the day of He Siyuan's accident, he was going to propose to Xiang Wanqing?Then what is she? She took over their house?What kind of joke is this? Xiang Wanqing thinks that she is the most miserable person in the world, so why does she want to drag her into hell? Doesn't Xiang Wanqing know that Ye Chenghuan's heart has been cast into hell since the moment she appeared? And at that moment, a thought "at least Wan Qing has He Siyuan's child in her stomach, but she, she has nothing" flashed through her mind! Ye Chenghuan, you are really the stupidest idiot in the world! He Siyuan has treated you like this, yet you are so stupid to regret that you don't have his child! "Isn't it?" Xiang Wanqing sneered and said, "Everyone here is more qualified than you to own this house!" Ye Chenghuan looked at the people standing in front of her, she felt her heart was falling desperately, like falling from a ten-story building, she was so desperate that she could hardly breathe... Unwilling to face everything that made her heartache so painful that she was about to suffocate, she said, "If you want it, take it, I don't mind it at all." Then she turned and left the room that made it difficult for her to breathe... … Ye Chenghuan didn't know how long she walked before she returned to the small house she rented. The moment she fell to the ground, she felt that her legs didn't belong to her. The clothes on her body were soaked by the drizzle, but she didn't seem to feel the cold.Her eyes stared blankly at the front, and then she hugged herself with both hands, as if to keep herself warm, and the big teardrops just fell drop by drop, and the water splashed on the clean ground. Who told her that she would never leave, who said that she would give her a home? She has always been an ordinary person, she just wanted to study hard and find a good job after graduation, but he walked into her life and disturbed her heart.Now, pulling away and leaving gave her a fatal blow. He actually betrayed her and let another woman conceive his child! She originally thought that her heart would no longer hurt after what happened just now, but now her chest seemed to be stabbed fiercely with thousands of needles, making her feel the pain even when she breathed . "Why are you doing this to me?" She seemed to be muttering this sentence, and then fell on the cold floor... Ye Chenghuan smelled the smell of food and slowly woke up. The light-headed she opened her eyes for a moment in a daze. After realizing that she was lying on the bed and the clothes on her body had been changed, her eyes were filled with puzzled. The door creaked and was pushed open from the outside, and the people who walked in were obviously relieved to see that Ye Chenghuan had woken up. "Why are you here?" Ye Chenghuan said aloud, and as soon as he spoke, he realized that his voice was terribly hoarse, and his throat was burning with pain. The visitor walked quickly to the bed, handed her the cup of warm water on the bedside table, and said in a nonchalant tone, "If I didn't come, how would I know that you made yourself into such a ghost!" Ye Chenghuan took the water from his friend and took a sip, but he couldn't hide the tears that were about to overflow his eyes. Sitting by the bed, Zhang Weiwei said, "Ye Xiaohuan, do you know how scary it was to see you passed out on the floor with a high fever when I came yesterday? If I didn't have a strong heart, I would have been scared by you and sent to the hospital." Yes. You, take everything lightly, be mournful, and don’t torture yourself!" Listening to the unconcealable concern in his friend's tone, Ye Chenghuan's tears just kept falling. Zhang Weiwei took the tissue from the bedside table, wiped her tears in a hurry, and said, "If he knows like you, he must be uneasy about leaving. Don't you think it's hard for him..." "He won't be upset, he won't be sad!" Before Zhang Weiwei could finish speaking, Ye Chenghuan said through gritted teeth. The scene where Xiang Wanqing appeared was replaying in her mind like a movie. Every time she thought about Xiang Wanqing being pregnant with He Siyuan's child, her hatred for He Siyuan increased! At first, she thought that she had experienced a heart-wrenching pain before, but now that she thinks back, her heart will not hurt. In fact, otherwise, her heart still hurts, and she still breathes with tears. Zhang Weiwei was a little stunned by Ye Chenghuan's reaction, she had imagined Ye Chenghuan's reaction, all of them were hugging her and crying heartbroken, saying how much she missed He Siyuan, and even wished to go with He Siyuan, but it was a dream They never expected Ye Chenghuan to have such a reaction, as if he hated He Siyuan to the extreme. She asked cautiously, "What's wrong?" Ye Chenghuan turned his head away, bit his lower lip tightly, and did not speak. Ye Chenghuan's non-speaking but non-stop tears frightened Zhang Weiwei. Zhang Weiwei quickly stretched out his hand, hugged her, and said, "Ye Xiaohuan, the two of us, is there anything else we can't say?" Ye Chenghuan was silent, she didn't know how to speak, those things were unbelievable even to herself, how could she explain to her friends that her self-righteous love was just a joke? "Don't keep things in your heart, it will be easier to say it out, don't embarrass yourself." Zhang Weiwei persuaded, she knew that something must have happened, otherwise, Ye Chenghuan would not have made trouble like this. Perhaps it was because her friend's concerned eyes made her vulnerable, or maybe it was because she couldn't bear the anguish in her heart, and she desperately needed a channel to vent, so she said in a hoarse voice: "He Siyuan, he is outside There are other women..." The most difficult sentence has already been said, and there is nothing bad to say about the following ones... When Zhang Weiwei heard Ye Chenghuan tell the ins and outs of the matter, her eyes were filled with disbelief, and after she realized it, she said a little indignantly: "He seems to love you so much, yet he did such a thing Come!" If He Siyuan hadn't been buried in the ground, she really wanted to pull him out and beat him up. Damn it, how could he do such an abominable thing?His death had already caused Ye Chenghuan to die, but now he even let other women come to Ye Chenghuan and clamored that he was dead, and he didn't have to face this mess, but Ye Chenghuan had to face it. Everything about her Ling Chi! Ye Chenghuan's tears were still streaming down, she said in a hoarse voice as if she was muttering to herself: "Wei Wei, how much I think this is just a nightmare, as long as the nightmare wakes up, he will still be by my side, It's still He Siyuan who loves me, but...I can't deceive myself...Wei, I can't deceive myself. When I knew he was gone, I even thought about staying with his love for the rest of my life. Now that I think about it Only then did I realize how stupid I was." Zhang Weiwei just took out a tissue and kept wiping away Ye Chenghuan's tears. She knew that Ye Chenghuan was very sad, and only by letting her vent all her distress could she come out slowly. "You once told me to think more about yourself. I didn't take it seriously at the time, and I decided that I would definitely grow old with him, but now, I have nothing." Ye Chenghuan continued. Originally, she had always firmly believed that He Siyuan loved her, but now... love?Hmph, if He Siyuan really loved her, the pregnant Xiang Wanqing would not appear in front of her. Being alone, is she talking about her current situation? I thought I owned the whole world, but when I turned around, I had nothing left. Originally thought that He Siyuan's love for her would be forever, but... forever?Has anyone ever really seen "forever"?Love doesn't exist, it's just made up by the founder of Valentine's Day, just to sell chocolate and heart-shaped candies... But she foolishly believed it, and even put her heart and soul into that person. Thinking about it now, I was really stupid at that time. Although Zhang Weiwei wanted to scold He Siyuan very much, but now that he is gone, scolding is useless, so she had no choice but to comfort Ye Chenghuan and said: "It's okay if you see clearly, forget about him, don't be sad, everyone It’s about looking forward.” Ye Chenghuan smiled wryly, but did not speak. If envy can be easily let go with reason, how can there be so many emotional injuries in the world? She doesn't know if there will be a day when He Siyuan will heal the scar that He Siyuan has carved in her heart...