Chapter 39 What is constant in the world?

When get out of class was over, the classroom was in a mess. Yu Zhouzhou lowered his head to tidy up the pencil case and notebooks on the table, but he didn't notice that Lin Yang on the other side was rushing across thousands of mountains and rivers to the right rear of the classroom where she was standing. Squeeze over. "Zhou, Zhou Zhou!" Lin Yang's red scarf was tilted to the side, looking a little funny. Yu Zhouzhou raised his head and smiled at him, "What's the matter?" Seeing Yu Zhouzhou's smile, Lin Yang slammed on the brakes and stopped on the spot.

This smile again. Once, he told Yu Zhouzhou that if you are sad or angry, it is best to show it on your face. "The last time I went to an old Chinese doctor's house with my parents, he said that he was very happy and angry--that, that's what I said, am I right?" Lin Yang glanced at Yu Zhouzhou with a questioning look. . "Yes, happiness and anger are visible." Yu Zhouzhou nodded. "Yes," Lin Yang laughed and continued after receiving the affirmation, "He said that expressing emotion and anger is good for the body, you can't keep suppressing... suppressing... yes, suppressing emotions is not good for the body, um …can’t detoxify effectively.” Lin Yang couldn’t understand many of the words mentioned by the old Chinese doctor, so he could only pick the key points out of context and say them intermittently.

When Yu Zhouzhou heard the sound, a smile that Lin Yang couldn't understand appeared on her face again. She squinted her eyes and looked at Lin Yang, holding the discipline and hygiene score record of Class 7 in her arms, and said lightly, "Emotional and angry Yu Se needs capital." Lin Yang stared blankly at Yu Zhouzhou's back as she turned and left. Her ponytail was always swaying proudly, just like the unknown, condescending alienation when she said these words that she couldn't understand at all. . "Zhou Zhou, you have changed." In the noisy classroom, Lin Yang was full of explanations and apologies, but what he finally said was an inexplicable sentence—just like the kind Yu Zhouzhou often said.Yu Zhouzhou stopped laughing when he heard the sound, and put his head down to pack his schoolbag.

What is constant?After nearly five years of separation, the small stalls around the school were taken into simple sheds by the city appearance and municipal brigade. The food store changed its owner three times and finally opened into a furniture city. Even the provincial government kindergarten was moved, and the original site was relocated. , ready to be built into a civic leisure square... The original way home has long been unable to return home. What is the same, Lin Yang?Expressing joy and anger, refusing to change and never compromising, all of which require capital. Yu Zhouzhou picked up his schoolbag, waved to Lin Yang and walked out through the back door.

Unsurprisingly, I heard Ling Xiangqian's voice: "Lin Yang, why are you here? Jiang Chuan and I still want to ask you, will you come next time? This class is really boring, and the questions are so simple, but it's not easy. No wonder, you see, there are still people who can't do it at all..." "Are you annoying?" Lin Yang turned around and yelled at Ling Xiangqian, and rushed across the crowd towards the door where Yu Zhouzhou left. Ling Xiangqian's face turned red and turned white, and Jiang Chuan next to him sniffed his nose unchanged for a long time, and suddenly laughed.

"Don't blame anyone, you are more stupid than the other." Yu Zhouzhou avoided the crowded main staircase, took a detour and went downstairs from the side staircase.Faintly hearing footsteps crackling behind her, she guessed it was Lin Yang, but after several attempts, she couldn't get the corners of her lips together.The smile Lin Yang made when he called her just now was already at his limit. In fact, Yu Zhouzhou felt very embarrassed, so he didn't want to see Lin Yang at all.The embarrassment of being unable to solve math problems standing in front of the podium in full view is like engraving the word "stupid" on the forehead.She never blamed Lin Yang, because Lin Yang was right.

Yu Zhouzhou looked up at the red sky outside the window. It was already past seven o'clock. Although it was approaching summer and the sun was setting later and later, it was cloudy today, so it was already very dark outside. For the first time, she felt a strange heaviness.For the first time started thinking about something called "the future". Why doesn't she remember what her uncle taught brother Yu Qiao a lesson when she was a child? "If you can't get into a good junior high school, you can't get into a good high school. If you can't get into a good high school, you can't get into a university. If you can't get into a university, you just wait to go out and sweep the streets! With your virtue, you can't even sweep the streets clean, etc. Let's drink the northwest wind!"

Does the northwest wind taste better than the southeast wind?Yu Zhouzhou wanted to make himself laugh, but found that the joke was very boring. It was a kind of fingertip trembling, panic about the future. I even started to blame myself irrationally, thinking about why I didn't know the importance of Mathematical Olympiad earlier, why I didn't start studying mathematics seriously earlier, why... The past cannot be traced.Yu Zhouzhou stood remorsefully and helplessly in the empty stairwell, staring at the distant dark red sky in a daze. The footsteps were getting closer, and she almost blurted out, "Lin Yang, can you leave me alone for a while?"

Turning around, I saw a strange face. "Your mother can't marry, can she? Isn't she?" "What?" Yu Zhouzhou's mind went blank. "My mother told me to pretend not to know you in school because it would have a bad influence on my father. But the other day I heard from my mother that no one dared to marry your mother. Your mother talked with her for a long time, but she still brag I can't get married anymore!" Yu Zhouzhou's hands and feet were cold, she clutched the strap of her schoolbag tightly, bit her lip and said nothing. She remembered that her mother took her to meet an uncle a few years ago, and the three of them had dinner together. Although she was still very ignorant at that time, she vaguely guessed that the uncle was pursuing her mother.Zhou Zhou has always thought that his mother is the most beautiful woman in the world, much more beautiful than all the mothers in cartoons. Such a fairy-like mother should be married by a good person.

That uncle treated them well. But recently, it has rarely appeared. Yu Zhouzhou never asked about it.Whenever her mother asked her if she liked that uncle, Yu Zhouzhou would nod her head vigorously—she remembered hearing other adults chatting and talking about the remarriage of the parents, and the attitude of the children was often obstructive.Yu Zhouzhou was afraid that he would become that obstacle, so he always used every opportunity to comfort his mother, telling her that he didn't mind. "Who are you?" She looked up and asked. "Zhou Chenran!" Lin Yang's panting voice appeared at the stairs, and he roughly grabbed Zhou Chenran's collar—this action reminded Yu Zhouzhou that at the Communist Youth League meeting, she was spanked amidst everyone's laughter Then he ran away quickly, but it was this thin and dark boy who was grabbed by the collar by Lin Yang.

"Why are you dragging me again? What did I do to me?" Zhou Chenran's voice was sharp, and he didn't know if the voice change period had come earlier, like a little duck calling for help. "Why are you hanging around here if you don't come home from school? Are you bullying your female classmates again? Go away!" "Lin Yang, let me go. If you don't let go, I'll tell my mother. Your mother promised me that last time you hit me in front of so many people, your mother apologized to me. You still dare to drag me, do you want to be beaten?!" "What the hell is your mother, how old are you and you can't always say 'I tell my mother to go', are you fucking ashamed?!" Yu Zhouzhou heard Lin Yang swear for the first time, and the nerves that were shocked by that sentence just now finally slowly revived.Their conversation made Yu Zhouzhou no longer at a loss. This Zhou Chenran must be that person's son. They have stayed in the same school for so many years. If it weren't for the fear of "bad influence", her world would have been turned upside down by this boy and the people behind him. The cold sweat on Yu Zhouzhou's back had soaked through her white school uniform jacket. She leaned on the window sill, staring blankly at Lin Yang and Zhou Chenran yelling at each other. "Lin Yang, what's your business? Ha, I get it, you like Yu Zhouzhou, don't you?" Zhou Chenran shook his head with a playful smile, "You like Yu Zhouzhou, Yu Zhouzhou is a bastard!" The same appellation is passed down from one generation to the next, and contempt and viciousness are far easier to inherit than inheritance. Before he finished speaking, Lin Yang greeted him with his fist. "If she's a bastard, you're fucking redundant!" The only two swear words in Lin Yang's life were dedicated to Zhou Chenran.They huddled together and rolled all the way from the top of the stairs to Yu Zhouzhou's feet. Yu Zhouzhou just stood silently in the stairwell and looked at them without saying a word.She stared at the floor tiles coldly, without a trace of tears in her eyes. Lin Yang, kill him. ----------------------------------------- Yu Zhouzhou sat on the seat, blushing slightly, watching Lin Yang apologize to Zhou Chenran under his mother's reprimand.Zhou Chenran with a bruised nose and swollen face wanted to say something, but he couldn't open his mouth, only his small eyes were still glaring with anger.The art teacher on duty was smoothing things over, the scene was bustling, and she was the only one sitting on the small stool by the door watching them. Yu Zhouzhou felt very uncomfortable and flustered.The mixed emotions of anger and grievance just now made her uncontrollably want to shout for support when Lin Yang beat Zhou Chenran, but she just stood there numbly, but she didn't stop her.At this moment, she finally calmed down, looking up at the cold white light, and Lin Yang and Zhou Chenran who looked unreal under the light, she finally woke up. Get in trouble. Yu Zhouzhou couldn't say anything, he could only look at Lin Yang with his head down and his stubborn face with a guilty expression.Lin Yang's mother became very angry. While reprimanding Lin Yang, her eyes shot at Yu Zhouzhou like knives from time to time.Yu Zhouzhou lowered his head and stared at the lace of his snow blue leather shoe, and found a crack on the lace of his left foot, which was not obvious.She stared at the light crack, so nervous and focused that she saw the pain in the back of her head. "Yuqing, don't worry, I'll take Ranran to the hospital right now. I'm almost pissed off by our little ancestor. In the past two days, he has also quarreled with us and his grandparents. Let's just quarrel at home. He bullied Ranran in the math olympiad class last time. I think it’s because he got an award to show off. You see, I won’t beat him up when I get home!... Don’t get angry, I’ll drive him to the Second Provincial Hospital now Look, you go to the meeting first." Yu Zhouzhou lowered his head and listened to Lin Yang's mother's phone call, and easily deduced that Lin Yang's mother and that woman knew each other, maybe very acquainted. She couldn't find her heartbeat at this moment, but her brain was extremely clear. So Jiang Chuan knew it, so Ling Xiangqian knew it, so Lin Yang... definitely knew it too. So long ago, they said, my mother told me to stay away from you. The tears that were still rolling in Yu Zhouzhou's eye sockets just now dried up in an instant.She raised her head and felt that her heart was about to jump out of her chest, but she completely calmed down. The art teacher was tired of smoothing things over, so he spread the flames of war, "That little girl, it's Yu Zhouzhou, come here, come here, let's apologize together, if it wasn't for you, it wouldn't be so much trouble, Come here and finish the matter." Why should I apologize? !Yu Zhouzhou stood up and finally mustered up the courage to face everyone present. She remembered Lin Yang's mother's eyes - the first time she saw Lin Yang's mother, she used the tomatoes and eggs in the lunch box to hurt the other party's precious son. Lin Yang's mother was a well-educated but very protective parent, so the eyes His restraint and blame resist each other, and his eyes are extremely complicated. Today, her eyes were equally complicated, but this time, it was obviously blame and resentment that prevailed. Keep your head down and let things go, or refuse to admit your mistakes? Yu Zhouzhou felt very scared for the first time, but he had to straighten his back. "It's nothing to do with Zhou Zhou, it's all my fault!" Lin Yang raised his face and shouted, but he didn't expect that Lin Yang's mother slapped him hard on the back of the head. Lin Yang suddenly lost his voice and covered himself The back of his head lowered his head and bit his lip, as if trying to restrain himself from crying. Lin Yang's mother put down her hands and looked at her son full of remorse and pity, but still made an extremely serious and angry expression. Yu Zhouzhou leaned against the wall, and suddenly a sneer appeared from the corner of his mouth. Under the watchful eyes of the two adults, she walked up to Zhou Chenran. Sorry.Yu Zhouzhou bowed and said softly.