Chapter 31 what's wrong

Important people are late, such as leaders. Finally, at 10:30, all the leaders greeted each other with smiles and gave way to take their seats on the rostrum. The host announced the official start of the meeting. After several rounds of speeches by the leaders and representatives of the Communist Youth League Committee, Yu Zhouzhou, who was almost scratching the wall, finally waited for his moment to take the stage.Standing still, saluting the team, smirking, finished reading the speech written by herself, which was full of nasty lyrics and clichés, saluted the team again amidst applause, and stepped off the stage.

The four dedication actors in the backstage have already lined up, holding bouquets and preparing to go on stage.The drum team was ready to stand, and the bouquet team also finished adjusting outside the field. They waited for a while to command and order, and then rushed into the field with the bouquet held high amidst the music of the drum team. Yu Zhouzhou walked up to them and said to Shan Jiejie, "Come on." At the same time, Xu Yanyan suddenly whispered to Jiang Chuan, "What should I do? I'm suddenly nervous." It was the first time for Xu Yanyan to participate in such a large-scale event. Shan Jiejie couldn't help temporarily abandoning her prejudices and felt a little sympathetic to her.What's more, because of Zhang Shuotian's existence, she herself was also a little nervous, so for the first time in her life, she put down her airs and comforted her dryly, "What are you afraid of, there is nothing to be nervous about."

And at this moment, Zhang Shuotian and Lin Yang had already stepped onto the stage.The moment he brushed past the four actors, Zhang Shuotian winked at Shan Jiejie and said with a light smile, "I'll see how you behave." Xu Yanyan sneered, facing Shan Jiejie's consolation, she just replied softly, "Indeed, there is nothing to be afraid of, but who will make a fool of yourself on stage for a while." When she said this, Shan Jiejie happened to see Zhang Shuotian come on the stage, kicking with a straight back, and his white back was like a prince. Shan Jiejie suddenly forgot what the first word she should say was.She was sweating in a moment of panic, so she turned her head and looked at Yu Zhouzhou with wide eyes in horror.

He seemed to be saying desperately with his eyes, "Help me." Before Yu Zhouzhou could react to that expression, Jiang Chuan, who was at the outermost line, said softly, "Get ready, let's go together!" Shan Jiejie hurriedly followed Jiang Chuan to the stage. Fortunately, when the background music started, she instinctively uttered the first sentence. The mood calmed down a little, and the fake smile on his face relaxed a little.Memorizing words mechanically, eyes inadvertently drifted to a sea of ​​green drums and horns, and suddenly saw two boys in the trumpet phalanx whispering to each other without knowing what.

The hand pointed again and again in his direction. Is... is his friend judging him? Shan Jiejie was a little dazed. "Communist Youth League!" Xu Yanyan stepped forward. "Communist Youth League!" Shan Jiejie stepped forward. "You are an eternal tree!" The third boy stepped forward. "Eternal tree!" Jiang Chuan was the last one, and also took a step forward. "One!!!" "Big tree!!!" There was a second of silence. The other three shouted "One tree!" and saluted the team with their right hands. Shan Jiejie shouted "big tree" and saluted the team with her left hand.

To be precise, she shouted "big, big tree".When the word "big" burst out for the first time, she heard "one" from others, but she couldn't hold it back, she paused, and still stammered, Dashu. big tree. She heard the laughter from below, overwhelming. ---------------------------------------- Yu Zhouzhou looked at Shan Jiejie and continued to force a smile to end the second half of the dedication. Watching her step off the stage with a smile on her face. Then watched how the corners of Shan Jiejie's mouth collapsed little by little, and how tears fell drop by drop.

She took Shan Jiejie's hand, and held it tightly when the brigade counselor reprimanded her head and face. It doesn't matter, none of it matters.It doesn't matter how the students laugh and whisper. They could only feel each other's cold fingertips and sticky sweat in their palms. While shedding tears, Shan Jiejie pursed her lips tightly, still trying to put on a serious face like a cadre of the Women's Rescue Society.Yu Zhouzhou didn't say anything, and never let go, standing side by side with Shan Jiejie near the front door of the bus.The girl who was fluttering with the brakes on the road when she came here was sore and full at the moment, and she couldn't shake it no matter what.

The hustle and bustle of human voices is a terrifying background, with occasional harsh noises. For example, Xu Yanyan's clear but long-drawn-out sentence, "Everyone has worked so hard to rehearse for so long, it's a pity - ah -" Another example is Zhang Shuotian and a group of boys and girls standing near the back door laughing and screaming from time to time. Yu Zhouzhou turned her head, Xu Yanyan's tortoiseshell hairpin was illuminated by the sun, and small spots of light shone into her eyes, hurting her. "You're really annoying." Yu Zhouzhou said expressionlessly, but was submerged in a sea of ​​laughter like boiling water.

However, at that moment, Yu Zhouzhou, who was angry and upset, felt a little happy in his heart. Not shady schadenfreude.Yu Zhouzhou felt very disdainful for this little joy, but she couldn't erase her emotions.She felt that Shan Jiejie was finally equal to her. In other words, it was finally possible for Shan Jiejie to understand her. The frank and enthusiastic Shan Jiejie has always been Yu Zhouzhou's close partner, but intimacy does not mean inseparable.Shan Jiejie didn't know Yu Zhouzhou well, and she didn't know what she was thinking in a daze all day long.Her little show off, her natural superiority, and her outspokenness all require Yu Zhouzhou to be patient and tolerant.Shan Jiejie has never been isolated or hurt. Her world is full of justice and sunshine, and sometimes she candidly expresses her incomprehension and even a little bit of disdain for Yu Zhouzhou's tact and neutrality.

Yu Zhouzhou always just lowered his head and smiled without arguing. At this moment, she patted Shan Jiejie on the shoulder, wanting to ask her, now, do you understand? This world likes to gloat. In this world, big fish eat small fish. This world is very, very, not kind. ----------------------------------------- When they arrived at school, Shan Jiejie silently changed out of her performance costume amidst the murmurs of complaints from the team counselors, and handed it back to the teacher, and was dragged away by Yu Zhouzhou to remove her make-up. Yu Zhouzhou felt that she had too much to say to Shan Jiejie.Whether it's comforting or confiding—she finally encountered a breakthrough, a further breakthrough with this little friend.

However, just as she was about to speak at the school gate, Shan Jiejie suddenly burst into tears, rushed forward and threw herself into the arms of an aunt with short hair. Shame and grievance mixed together and flowed out of her eyes, Shan Jiejie couldn't speak a complete sentence intermittently.However, Jiejie's mother didn't ask anything, just hugged her like that.Yu Zhouzhou walked up to them and smelled the fragrance of fabric softener on Shan Jiejie's mother, which slowly wafted into his nose, which was very soothing. "Why are you crying, Dad called just now and said that tonight he will show off his skills in making black bean fish head. Be happy!" Yu Zhouzhou was disappointed, the small breakthrough that was discovered just now due to the dark psychology was instantly closed. She felt a sense of loss, but she was really happy for Shan Jiejie. It is different after all.She vainly imagined that the other party would become her own kind because of frustration and setbacks, but she forgot that the other party was not a poor wretch with nothing. Yu Zhouzhou finally smiled, sincerely. Her thoughts were very chaotic, but somehow she felt that the less of her own kind, the better. "What's wrong with you still crying, Miss, what's wrong with you?" Jiejie's mother kept patting her on the back. Yu Zhouzhou smiled gently at the side.Yes, there is nothing wrong with it. Shan Jiejie's mother later asked for leave and rested at home for three days to play around with her daughter, saying it was to relax.Shan Jiejie finally stopped crying. So the tears will pass. When Shan Jiejie returned to school, accompanied by Yu Zhouzhou, there were fewer and fewer pointing people and curious eyes. Then the ridicule will pass. Due to the low popularity of the gossip heroine, there are no more rumors about Zhang Shuotian liking Shan Jiejie in the school, and the booing of "Zhang Shuotian" and "Xu Jingying" can be heard at the school gate. Then the love will pass. Yu Zhouzhou also knew why Zhang Shuotian liked Shan Jiejie. During the lunch break, she was sitting in the second row gnawing ribs, and the girls behind her were chatting loudly about Zhang Shuotian's flirtatiousness—"At the beginning, he still liked Shan Jiejie, and he said he liked long-haired beauties with big eyes and pointed chins , I happened to see Shan Jiejie passing by, and said it was like that - pure nonsense, look at the Xu Jingying he likes now, hey, that square chin, that big face..." Yu Zhouzhou didn't tell Shan Jiejie.From then on, they never mentioned Zhang Shuotian's name again. However, one evening, a certain girl was cleaning in the same group as Yu Zhouzhou, and when she locked the door, she suddenly said, "Zhou Zhou, has Shan Jiejie still liked Zhang Shuotian?" Yu Zhouzhou raised his head, and a smile slowly appeared on Bingshan's face. "You are the one who likes Zhang Shuotian, your whole family likes Zhang Shuotian!" At that time, she didn't know that this phrase would be popular many years later. The pain and injury in youth are indeed not so easy to pass. However, they still have plenty of time.