Chapter 30 the life of that woman

In the end, Yu Zhouzhou closed the tin box with great melancholy. She browsed through the treasures she had when she was a child, as well as the little notes, greeting cards, and badges accumulated on the way to school, and felt warm in her heart, as if her chest was no longer empty—then she caught sight of the shriveled red balloon. Yu Zhouzhou, who has presided many times in various cultural performances, has a vague impression of the first title of story king he won, but as long as he thinks back to how flattered he was at that time, the corners of his mouth will still rise uncontrollably. up.

The memory bent to the maximum arc at the moment when Lin Yang handed out the red balloon, and then drooped down rapidly, a bit bitter. Yu Zhouzhou regained his composure, and quickly put the scattered mess back into the tin box little by little. After all, she still couldn't find it - in fact, what she was looking for was the same expression on the faces of Shan Jiejie and Xu Yanyan. That expression came from the heart, mysterious and unpredictable, and Yu Zhouzhou couldn't imitate it even with all his strength. She opened the door of the hut and planned to go to the living room to pour a glass of water. As soon as she entered the living room, she saw Yu Tingting bent down in a panic, covering something tightly in her arms and protecting it with her hands.

"You... what are you doing?" "Find the scissors." "did you find it?" "found it." "... how dangerous it is to hold scissors in your arms..." "I want you to care!" Yu Tingting bared her teeth. If she was a cat, the hair on her back would have stood up by now. Yu Zhou tilted his head on Monday, and caught a glimpse of the light blue wrapping paper covered with white stars and the dark blue ribbon on the coffee table. "Are you packing?" "I want you to manage!" "...can you say anything else?"

"I want you to manage!" Yu Zhouzhou shook his head helplessly, turned and left the living room.When I got back to my hut, I realized that I forgot to pour water. Forget it, bear with it. -------------------------------------------------- ---------- Five fifteen in the morning.Yu Zhouzhou was dragged out of the bed by her mother. Today is the day of the official performance.The "Provincial Communist Youth League Committee Establishment XX Anniversary Commemoration and Commendation Conference" was held at 10 a.m. in the city hall square, but they had to gather at the school at 6:30.Shan Jiejie and others were pulled into the brigade by the teacher to change into performance costumes and put on makeup, while the bouquet team and the drum team went to the warehouse to take out uniform flower bouquets and musical instruments. At 7:30, everyone crowded into the car. A bus full of elementary school students drove to the city hall square.

The situation of Yu Zhouzhou and Zhan Yanfei is much better. They can wear the clothes of their own choice, and they don't need to wear scary stage makeup.Shan Jiejie and the others are more miserable—Shan Jiejie has always refused to look in the mirror, because she knows that it doesn't matter whether she takes a picture or not, and the destructive effect cannot be changed. Shan Jiejie was combed into two high horn braids, each with a long section of red ribbon wrapped around it, wearing a bright yellow dress with light green sequins, and a pair of white stockings on her feet bright red doll shoes,.At this moment, she and Yu Zhouzhou are standing near the front door of the bus. Occasionally, when the car drives to a place with low light, she can vaguely see her bloody mouth and monkey butt-like blush through the glass, as well as the glue on her eyelashes. It was so sticky, she didn't dare to touch it.

The most important thing is that through the direction of the booing, she knew that Zhang Shuotian was in the same car as herself, just in the direction of the back door.Shan Jiejie didn't dare to look in that direction, but turned her head hard and turned her back to face the back door where he was - even though this posture made it difficult for her to hold on to the armrest, she could only dangle on the car, did she tighten the rest of her body? Zhou Zhou's sleeves. Yu Zhouzhou didn't know Shan Jiejie's complicated thoughts.She just thinks that Shan Jiejie is very talkative today. Although she usually has a lot to talk to herself, she is also very enthusiastic about those eight wives around her who she despises.Shan Jiejie kept making silly jokes, complaining every few words, "How could the counselor of the brigade draw people like this, they are simply female ghosts..."

Yu Zhouzhou was extremely confused.Was she nervous for the show? Just as nervous as they first met. Shan Jiejie was indeed nervous, but the reason was not what Yu Zhouzhou imagined. She has no money here and keeps explaining how ugly this makeup is, but she is afraid that others will spread the word to Zhang Shuotian, or comment, "Hey, Shan Jiejie is so ugly". It's that simple. It's so complicated again. The girl's mood fluctuated with starting and braking along the way. -------------------------------------------------- ------------------ The brigade counselor and a few young performers sat boredly behind the big stage in the square, while the other drum players piled their instruments aside and sat on the ground.Yu Zhouzhou saw that Xu Yanyan quietly pinned the brown hairpin next to the pigtail again—"This is a genuine tortoiseshell hairpin, it is a real tortoiseshell, really, it is precious"—Xu Yanyan has been repeating this week Repeat this sentence again and again.

Raising his eyes, he saw Zhang Shuotian and Lin Yang walking over.The snow-white uniform looks a bit like an officer from a distance. Lin Yang and Zhang Shuotian, the pair of conductors, would go to the lifter to direct the drum and horn team to play the prelude before the four dedication players came on stage, and then leave the stage to welcome the four of them to enter the stage, and then came to the stage to conduct again at the end of the dedication. So they were also called over by the brigade counselor, and they sat in the backstage and waited together. Shan Jiejie is no longer the little girl who was always nervous on the spot four years ago.In the past few years, like Yu Zhouzhou, he has participated in many events, large and small. Although he is not experienced in all battles, he is also experienced.She wasn't nervous at first, but now everything is different—what if she makes a fool of herself, what if she makes a fool of herself in front of him—her palms are cold, but she sweats, wipes her skirt, slippery , it didn't help at all, and my hands were still sticky.

More importantly, she dared not face him.It takes courage to look at people with this grimace. When she saw Xu Yanyan, she also tried to sit with her back to him. From the moment she chattered all the time to now she has transformed into a lady of the family—it was the first time Shan Jiejie knew that no matter How disgusted they are, women's minds are always connected. Shan Jiejie's uneasiness was all in Yu Zhouzhou's eyes. She suddenly felt a little worried about her little friend. Yu Zhouzhou sighed helplessly. When he turned his head, the first thing he saw was Zhang Shuotian of the drum team, who had also been drawn into a grimace by the brigade counselor.

Jiejie, you don't have to hide anymore, you are with each other. And Lin Yang was sitting on the seat with his head raised in embarrassment, his lips tightly closed.The brigade counselor pinched his chin viciously with his left hand, and traced the outline of his lips with a lip liner in his right hand. Yu Zhouzhou suddenly laughed. Lin Yang's powdered face instantly became paler.The moment the brigade counselor let him go, Lin Yang quickly lowered his head and said "I'm going to the toilet" before turning around and running out. Even though he knew that if he ran out, he would be stopped by those little buddies for an exhibition—but, for Lin Yang, being laughed at by a group of people was far better than being laughed at by a certain person.

Shan Jiejie and Xu Yanyan were very silent, and Zhan Yanfei went out with the brigade counselor again, leaving only Yu Zhouzhou and the other three boys staring at each other. She suddenly felt very irritable. For some reason, Yu Zhouzhou didn't like Zhang Shuotian.She thinks this boy is greasy - even though outwardly, he does look better than ordinary boys, he is not greasy. Inexplicable intuition. She turned around and asked Shan Jiejie, "Are you going to the bathroom?" Shan Jiejie shook her head, and Yu Zhouzhou stood up and went out by herself.When I walked to the open-air sink and turned on the tap to wash my hands, I suddenly heard the sound of chaotic footsteps behind me.It turned out that the field organizer was instructing the bouquet team members to adjust their positions, and everyone got up and moved towards Yu Zhouzhou.She turned her head and continued to rinse her arms with cool water—unconscious, just didn't know what to do. For some reason, my thoughts drifted to that kiss again. Yu Zhouzhou felt that the air around her was suddenly a little hot. She closed her eyes and told herself - I'll just... I'll be shameless just once. In my imagination, there was a face getting closer and closer to me, and it seemed that the warm and fragrant breath was sprayed on the face. It was Nephrite's face. Yu Zhouzhou has never told Yu Tingting that what she likes is not the man in the tuxedo mask who was dragged to the sky. What she likes is Nephrite in the Four Heavenly Kings of Darkness—His Highness of Darkness, who Shan Jiejie calls the kelp head, always coldly says to the black crystal, "The stars know everything." The only time Yu Zhouzhou cried watching "Sailor Moon" was when Nephrite died.He is a villain, but he is in love with Usagi's good friend Naru.Yu Zhouzhou thought, that must be love, even though he never said it, even though when his accomplice betrayed him and captured Nalu and threatened him, he just said awkwardly, "Whether that woman lives or dies, what does it matter to me?" relationship"—but he still went to save her, and lost his life. With tears in her eyes, Donna asked Nephrite, who was lying on the verge of death under a tree, "Does your dark organization... have any rest days? Let's go eat ice cream together?" Yu Zhouzhou's tears also flowed endlessly. Following Nalu's example, she asked softly in her mind, "Shall we go eat ice cream?" Suddenly a burst of laughter was heard. Yu Zhouzhou just turned around, and saw a boy from the bouquet team in a red costume running away from him. The wind brought by the running stirred up his clothes, and on the contrary, he could more clearly outline the thin and thin body under the clothes. As he ran, he kept looking back, as if he really wanted to see Yu Zhouzhou's reaction.The boys around were booing exaggeratedly while shaking the flowers, while the girls were blushing and chirping, and everyone couldn't hide their excitement. Later, when Yu Zhouzhou recalled all this, although everyone's faces were blurred, the impression of being slightly at a loss at that moment was still very clear. Suddenly a white figure appeared across the sky. Lin Yang grabbed the little man's collar with his hands, and the boy was strangled by his collar under the impact, so he bounced back shamelessly, bent down and coughed, with tears and snot running down his nose.Lin Yang didn't let go, everyone was watching in amazement, the scene was completely silent. Lin Yang's voice was lazy, which accentuated the taste of being cool. "Are you courting death?" The little boy was too frightened to make a sound, but kept coughing.After all, he is actually just a poor kid. At this time, the extras who only realized it began to rush up and pull the two of them away. The little man ran away, but Lin Yang smiled and said to everyone, follow the teacher's command and quickly take their positions, and move quickly! The voice was not loud, but there was a hint of majesty.Soon, the crowd dispersed. He even washed off the makeup himself. Yu Zhouzhou looked at him in surprise. Lin Yang looked away, blushed slightly, and said in a nonchalant voice, "My class, I'm sorry for him." Yu Zhouzhou tilted his head and smiled, "What did he do?" Lin Yang opened his mouth wide in surprise, and stared straight at her—"Are you kidding me!" "I really don't know, I turned around when everyone was laughing and I just saw him running outside." "But, he, he, just now, he hit you... once." Lin Yang's voice became smaller and smaller. "what?" "... fart... butt..." The voice was low and inaudible. "Oh?" Zhou Zhou touched the back of his head, "I don't know, I don't feel it." Lin Yang blushed, his eyes widened, he turned his face away again, and strode towards the door. "Lin Yang!" "what?" There was a hint of joy and shyness on the face of the boy who turned back. "Thank you." Yu Zhouzhou couldn't remember Nephrite's face clearly afterward, and he no longer remembered the phrase "What does that woman's life and death have anything to do with me", but that person tried hard to say the word "butt" in an elegant way Lin Yang, who was always there, was always standing in a corner of his heart. It was only then that Yu Zhouzhou realized that, in fact, there had never been a hole in her heart, so there was no way to fill it.