Chapter 3 Yu Zhouzhou's solo show 2

"No matter what, I will not give you the holy egg!" Athena was unyielding, holding her head high, letting her long hair flutter behind her. Yu Zhouzhou's version of Athena is now tightly hugging the "Holy Egg" in her arms - a white egg stolen from the kitchen. It took her a long time to pick out a white egg from a basket of red eggs. Although it was stained with chicken feces, she cleaned it carefully.White eggs are nobler than red eggs, she thought. In Yu Zhouzhou's dictionary, if you want to make something noble, you can just add a word "holy" in front of it, such as holy warrior, holy water, or... holy egg.

The handsome demon king in his mind showed a look of unbearable, "Athena, don't force me to hurt you..." On a summer night, the crickets in the grass outside the window were chirping happily, and her mother hadn't come back yet. Yu Zhouzhou was at home by herself, without turning on the lights, and acted out her own tragicomedy in the dim room. In the script written by Yu Zhouzhou at this time, the big devil is no longer a simple evil face.In the cartoon, the handsome demon king who fell in love with Athena but couldn't ask for it, and was finally forced to drown the goddess with water in the temple, made her blush and heartbeat unconsciously.

While blushing in front of the devil, he told himself firmly in his heart over and over again, no, I love Seiya. But those saint fighters, are they protecting me so desperately, isn't it because they love me? Yu Zhouzhou's version of Athena held her face, suddenly terrified by such an emotional dilemma. From an early age, she understood that love was scary and difficult—even if she didn't know what it was. Mom went to take care of grandma, leaving her alone in a bungalow on the outskirts of the city.The house was temporarily rented after the relocation of his family. It was very simple and had only one room. The kitchen was shared by several families, and the toilet was an outdoor public toilet. It was dirty, smelly and scary, and Yu Zhouzhou never dared to go there by himself.

She really wants to live in her grandmother's house, which is in a building in the city center and is the family area of ​​the university.She likes the hut of her grandmother's house, her small stage at that time, only on that small stage can she be full of inspiration and sway freely. But the family of the third uncle and the family of the younger uncle still lived in the grandma's house. There were four rooms and one living room, and there were 7 people living there. There was no room left for her and her mother. However, the excellent goddess Athena will not care about the harsh environment.The room was damp and moldy, horrible, and she didn't have to turn on the light—when it was pitch black, even the room had no boundaries.Sometimes it is a magnificent temple, sometimes it is a dark cell, sometimes it is a holy snow-capped mountain and a quiet plateau lake...

The stage is as big as the heart - when she understood this, China Central Television had not yet called itself CCTV. Yu Zhouzhou stood on the ground, motionless, but could hear the imaginary sound of water flowing—yes, the Demon King was letting the water flow into the hall non-stop, and now it was up to her ankles, and she couldn't move a step because she locked. Athena gently held the holy egg, anxiously thinking about those handsome saints. No matter how bad the scene is, there will be warriors coming, and there will be. Every girl is an Athena, as long as we don't give up. Just as I was thinking, I suddenly heard someone shouting outside the window, "Yu Zhouzhou!"

She was caught off guard, her hands trembled in fright, and the egg hit the corner of the table, and then she felt a cold and viscous liquid flowing through her left middle finger and index finger. I got into trouble, what should I do? The sound outside the window didn't stop at all. "Yu Zhouzhou, Yu Zhouzhou, are you at home? You're ignoring me again!" The immature and timid voice, one could tell it was Ben Ben. Although his voice was not very loud, he yelled endlessly. Yu Zhouzhou was panicking and thinking about how to deal with the broken "Holy Egg", but he didn't have time to answer, and was devastated for a while.

"Yu Zhouzhou, Yu—" "Stop shouting! I'm in trouble!" Many, many years later, when Yu Zhouzhou thinks of the dead white egg, he will be puzzled - it's just an egg, why he is so panicked, as if the sky is falling. She took out the key from the drawer and hung it around her neck, and then went out, holding the egg tremblingly in her hand, every time she took a step, a little bit of egg white would shake out, making her hands slippery. "What's wrong?" Benben leaned over curiously. "Holy... the egg is broken." "Then throw it away."

...That's right, just destroying the corpse and destroying the trace?She smiled shyly, but she didn't know what to do with the egg whites in her hands.At that time, there was almost no such thing as facial tissue, so she didn't dare to wipe it on her clothes, so she wiped it on her face in a hurry. Anyway, just wash your face for a while. It's a pity that looking at the small eggs, there are so many egg whites, she has wiped all over her little face, and there are quite a few on her middle finger and ring finger.Yu Zhouzhou stared at his hand in a daze for a few seconds, then decisively stretched out his hand - and wiped it on Ben Ben's face.

"What are you doing?!" "Borrow the place and use it." She seemed to be born wicked. Ben Ben blushed, moths lingered under the orange light bulb at the door, the light was so dim that even his face could not be seen clearly, Yu Zhouzhou naturally couldn't see his blushing but unwilling expression, but only a pair of eyes were particularly bright . Like the lone star in the west at dusk. "What did you come to see me for?" Yu Zhouzhou wiped his hands clean, and pulled him out of the window sill of his house, thinking that he would not only be able to talk to him, but also notice the noises in the house, and take care of the house by the way.

Yu Zhouzhou believed that she was very smart since she was a child - she was the saint Athena. "My dad drank too much again..." Yu Zhouzhou's question seemed to turn on the faucet in Benben's eyes. He didn't need to brew when he cried, but because the egg whites were tight after the face dried, he couldn't open his mouth. , I could only shed tears cracklingly, and the half of the words I spoke were also full of tears. Alas, not promising.Yu Zhouzhou said in his heart, but felt very anxious, he didn't know how to stop the beautiful child in front of him from crying.

Benben and his father are also relocated households who rent cheap houses in the suburbs of the city.Yu Zhouzhou didn't know what Ben Ben's name was. Everyone called him by his nickname. Even his father always said that his first name was a mouthful and difficult to write, so he might as well just change his nickname, Ben Ben, to his first name. ——Yu Zhouzhou was surprised when he heard about it. If the name was a mouthful, why didn't he give him a simpler name? Later, overhearing the gossip of those neighbors—and the gossip of the children who spread from adults to children—that Benben was not his father’s own son.Benben's adoptive parents were infertile, and the adoptive father was kind to his biological parents, so the biological parents adopted Benben's youngest son to them. So the neighbors said, look, it must be someone with a background who dared to give birth to several children without being under the jurisdiction of the Family Planning Commission.They all said that, that Benben's biological parents were rich, and they didn't live in the provincial capital, but in the rapidly developing port city to the east.Ben Ben's adoptive father would also beat him when he was drunk. In the quiet night, many people were awake, but they all just listened to Ben Ben's crying and howling, and no one tried to persuade him. Benben's adoptive father was so red-eyed, he would always yell, vaguely, but loudly. He said that Ben Ben is a mourner, and that Ben Ben's biological parents will avenge their kindness. He cut off two fingers for them, but they sent a mourner to kill his wife. This year, he lost his job and even moved. I was fooled by the demolition office when I demolished the house and calculated the area... You cry, you keep on crying, you fucking have the guts to find your parents, aren’t they rich! Many times, Yu Zhouzhou sat on the bed and stared at the dim light of the small bungalow in the distance, unable to fall asleep, hearing the crying of Ben Ben, the yelling of men, and the helpless sigh of the mother lying beside her. She never begged her mother to fight.Although she is still very young, she vaguely knows that her mother and she are both orphans and widowed mothers—even to put it harshly, she is an illegitimate child. Back then, her grandparents managed to find someone to get her a household registration with great difficulty. Otherwise, she is still a black household to this day, and maybe next year she won't even be able to go to elementary school. The gossip of neighbors and neighbors is actually the most gentle and proper way for children to grow up.No matter what Yu Zhouzhou heard, she would never turn pale like the people in the TV series, drop the bowl, vase, soda bottle, etc. she was holding on the ground, then turn around and run away crying... She doesn't, she just grabs the popsicle stick she picked up and draws on the loess, hiding in a place where others can't see, remembering everything they said, and chewing slowly. Even if there are many words she doesn't understand, it doesn't matter, as long as she remembers it first, after remembering, she can wait. waiting to grow up. Because my mother always said, when you grow up, you will understand. So she doesn't ask anything.The child's simple and keen intuition tells her that if many questions are asked, it will cause deep harm. The cool wind on a summer night stirred Yu Zhouzhou's bangs on his forehead.I don’t know how many times Benben told her how scary his father was, how scared he was, and how afraid he was to go home... Yu Zhouzhou gently scratched the spot on his left arm that was just bitten by a poisonous mosquito. Huge lump, said, "play with me." Ben Ben's crying stopped abruptly. "what?" "Play with me, don't cry," Yu Zhouzhou didn't know what he was talking about, "A boy, he can't stop crying..." Some neighbors who are very octogenarian once said very vulgarly but also very vividly that to Benben, Yu Zhouzhou's farting is an imperial decree. So the innocent Benben began to really blame himself for crying. "What are we playing? It's getting dark, I saw Yueyue and the others playing 'red lights, green lights, little white lights' on the fence, we..." "Just the two of us, don't go to them." "Oh?" "Let's play "Saint Seiya." Yu Zhouzhou made up his mind and said softly. At that time, Benben didn't understand that this kind of inexplicable theatrical performance was Yu Zhouzhou's precious and private personal world, and she invited him to join, which was actually a big concession. Years later, he still doesn't know. Yu Zhouzhou explained the basic rules of the game to him in embarrassment, Benben slapped his head, as if suddenly enlightened, and said, "So you are Athena?" He smiled, but Yu Zhouzhou shook his head, "No, I am Seiya, and you are Athena." "I am male!" "It has nothing to do with men and women." Yu Zhouzhou shook his head at him like an adult. Athena and Seiya have never been as simple as men and women. It was a relationship of protecting and being protected.She is Seiya, so she is the protector. Athena is Benben, she is also a mother, she is a sickly grandmother, and she is many, many.Seiya needs a person to carry it, so he keeps bursting into small universes. He may fall down temporarily, but he will never die. Of course, Yu Zhouzhou didn't think about this clearly.At that time, there was only an inexplicable heroism complex in her heart, and her righteousness was too thin, but even she herself couldn't see it clearly. So on that summer night, the children's play and the adults' shouts of playing cards seemed very far away.Benben was brought into Yu Zhouzhou's world ignorantly, seeing her eyes twinkle like jewels, and hearing her passionately say, "Your Highness, hurry up, I'm here!" From the beginning to the end, the Benben version of Athena only knew silence. Ren Yu Zhouzhou was holding a popsicle stick and fighting the surrounding weeds wildly, and the Tianma Meteor Fist was flying around. He really wanted to ask her, who is invisible? But when will the great devil king who is everywhere be defeated? The battle was too long, and he was already sleepy. Benben didn't know that fate was something that Tianma Meteor Fist could not solve.