Chapter 11 Chapter 10

The high school uniform of Jingcheng Middle School, boys are brown trousers, girls are narrow brown skirts, with the most common white tops and blue cloth schoolbags.The classification system uses a high-sounding jingle: "loyalty, filial piety, benevolence, love, faith, righteousness, peace, peace, and propriety." Excluding the classmates who went to Changhua Girls’ High School, we old friends who went straight from Jingcheng Middle School to the upper middle school felt that it was normal to continue to study in the same school, and we did not have the illusion of suddenly becoming adults.What's more, the instructor of our loyal class turned out to be Director Lai, and even the last bit of novelty was squeezed out.

Shen Jiayi, Huang Rujun, and Yang Zeyu chose the social group, and were put into the same class, the same class. Almost all the rest of the students chose the natural group and were assigned to two classes of loyalty and filial piety, but they were divided into two classes only separated by a wall, and the teachers were almost the same. Big difference. Ah He and I made persistent efforts to continue being in the same class, and started a three-year tragic love struggle. Ah He is great as a friend, but as a rival I am overwhelmed. If possible, I really don't want to hate Ah He. If you hate your rival, it means you can do nothing but hate him.This just proves that you are inferior to him in everything, and you have no choice but to be emotionally hostile.

So I have always maintained a very friendly relationship with Ah He and treated him sincerely.It's just that we have never let go of the key to love. Really, very hard work! Many years later, Ah He sat across from me at the tea shop next to the Changhua County Government, listening to me talk about this past. "Ke Teng, since you liked Jiayi very much at that time, why did you still like Xiaohua?" Ah He didn't think so, he was considered a love fundamentalist. "What kind of problem is this? What's so strange about liking two girls at once? Many girls often like Andy Lau and Jacky Cheung at the same time!" I answered honestly, with a nonchalant tone.

Emotional avoidance is the most abnormal thing. If a person cannot feel all the yearning of the soul deep in his heart, emotion will become incomplete. Real understanding of emotion --- one's own unique emotion, what will happen next, is the difference between "adult's mature sophistication" and "little devil's no hesitation".For me it is. "How can there be such a thing? Who is like you?" Ah He couldn't help but laugh. "What can I do about this kind of thing, if I like it, I like it." I looked at the bubbles on the germ milk tea.

Yeah, I like it and I like it... That is a stupid youth with a lot of physical strength, which is too much to use up. As soon as Jingcheng got out of school, I kicked Xu Bochun's bicycle and asked him to rush over the sinisterly sloped Zhonghua Land Bridge with me to the gate of Changhua Girls' High School to "watch the ceremony and leave school".Day after day, day after day. At the school gate, two bicycles. Two sweaty idiots who ignored the stare of Zhang's female instructor. "How many red lights did we just go through?" "Two? Or three?" "Hey, there will be a car accident one day. When are you going to give up on Li Xiaohua?" Xu Bochun panted, making his stutter worse.

"Never." I was out of breath, my calves were still trembling, "You just need to pay attention to your Li Xiaojing, I will see my Li Xiaohua." "I didn't want to do this. I'm so tired. I won't accompany you when you run like this in the future." Xu Bochun shook his head, his hands holding the bicycle were still shaking. "Love is a team battle, so there is passion. Believe me, passion love will become popular one day." I gave a thumbs up and watched Li Xiaohua walk out from the gate of Zhang Girls' School. Li Xiaohua glanced at me, but seemed to be looking at the air, without expression at all.

"..." I looked at Li Xiaohua who was walking further and further away. She always ignored my existence like this, just walked back with her head down like this, without even saying hello. Am I hated?Does she think my way of standing guard silently is childish and stupid?The thought of this possibility makes me sweat from the bottom of my heart. "Seriously consider giving up." Xu Bochun sighed and kicked my bicycle. "No. Once I work hard, even I will be afraid!" I gritted my teeth. Stepping on the lonely city sunset, we rode away on bicycles, chatting with each other.

"Ke Teng. I heard something from others. You'd better take a deep breath." Xu Bochun stopped suddenly. "Xiao Xia took a deep breath, and if you want to talk about it, talk about it quickly." I frowned. "I met Li Xiaojing a few days ago, and she told me that Li Xiaohua had changed her name." He looked at me. "Change your name!" I turned pale. "Changed to Li Ziyi. Beautiful Zi, Shen Jiayi's Yi. Take care, the name change is just the beginning!" Xu Bochun waved his hand and turned into the alley of his house. I rode home blankly, although I wasn't too surprised, but I still felt very uncomfortable.

The name Li Xiaohua made me laugh a few times. After all, it was so simple and clear that every reference book was filled with names such as "Xiaoming", "Xiaohua" and "Xiaomei", which made Li Xiaohua himself It was too disturbing, and I was seriously warned not to make fun of her name, so I had to put up with such jokes. Now Li Xiaohua finally wants to change his name, which is very reasonable.But there was just something wrong with me. "Start from changing my name, and then completely disappear from my life?" I kept yelling in the street and didn't come home until I was exhausted.

Later, I wrote a card, suppressing my expensive self-esteem, begging the group of "them" who cheated me in the name of friendship, who also attended Changhua Girls' High School, to help me pass it on to "Li Ziyi" who turned a blind eye to me. The result of the report the next day was that Li Ziyi read the card indifferently, then tore it off in front of them, and lost her temper. "She said, please don't write to her anymore!" they said. For several days in a row, I wandered around the school in a daze. What is this? Are the memories of the past all the illusion that I was captured by aliens and poured in by machines in a mess?How come it doesn't count all of a sudden?

I can no longer afford to stand guard at the gate of Zhangnv. After school, I just sit in the classroom and wait for the latest "Youth Express", or play with Xu Bochun's NBA player cards collected by my classmates.Xu Bochun was also affected by my negative energy, and gradually, he gave up chasing Li Xiaojing, who also wanted to show off her daughter. Sometimes after school, Xu Bochun and I would go to Xu Zhizhang's yard to play basketball.We both played badly, so we were always guarding each other (when one of us got the ball, the other didn't want to interfere with our terribly clumsy duels), and we went home when we were exhausted and couldn't think much of it. In short, I just can't get close to Changhua Girls' High School, where there is a barrier against self-made amorous fools. You ask me, is it so serious just to change the name? I can't avoid the discomfort in my heart.