Chapter 12 Chapter 11

There is a classic line in the movie "Jurassic" Park: "Life will find its own way." I can't be sure if it's true, but I believe --- there are no accidents in life. One day, I was fooling around in school until after six o'clock in the evening before I picked up my schoolbag and left. When I passed a classroom in a middle school on the first floor, I saw Shen Jiayi, who was supposed to take the school bus home, reading a book alone, with a Put a bowl of dry noodles half eaten. I was very surprised, did I miss the school bus?How could it appear in the middle school classroom?

"Shen Jiayi, did you miss the school bus?" I walked in bluntly and said hello. "...No." Shen Jiayi's face was a little shy. "Ah? Why are you blushing." I sat down abruptly and saw a math reference book on Shen Jiayi's desk. "I want to stay in school to study. The school is relatively quiet at night, and the efficiency of studying is high. After I finish studying, I will ask my mother to drive me home." Shen Jiayi was a little embarrassed. "Wow, working so hard." I was slightly surprised. Listening to Shen Jiayi's tone, it seems that she often stays at school to study at night.God, don't tell me that the stupid freshman has to live a busy senior year early.

"What about you? You just came back from Zhang Nu?" Shen Jiayi looked at me jokingly. "Don't mention it, I'm finished. Li Xiaohua changed his name, which made me want to hit the wall." I leaned against the wall and crossed my legs. "Forget it, it's too early to fall in love anyway." Shen Jiayi tapped the reference book with a pen, and said seriously, "Take care of your studies first, that's the most important thing to do now." "You haven't changed at all, stubborn Obasan. But why do you think of staying in school at night? Is it okay to randomly enter other people's classrooms like this?" I stretched myself.

"My sister and the others do this occasionally. It's just that once it's past six o'clock, the iron door of the upstairs classroom will be pulled down by the janitor, so I 'borrow' the downstairs classroom to study. It's not locked anyway. The janitor They didn't overtake me either." Shen Jiayi was confident. "Oh, so that's the case. What about your sister?" I spread my hands. "She and her friends are going to open other classrooms. Anyway, there are many classrooms that are not locked. I like to study alone." Shen Jiayi said.

Leaning against the wall, I looked at Shen Jiayi one meter away, and a very warm feeling came to my heart. We are in different classes now, and it is a rare opportunity to be in the same classroom and talk like this. "By the way, help me look at this question. I couldn't solve it for a long time, and I jumped too fast after reading the solution in the reference book." Shen Jiayi handed me the math reference book she was studying. I took it, it's the chapter on the log index. Oops, I'm afraid I'm going to embarrass myself. Wiping off my sweat, I picked up a pen and paper and began to count, while Shen Jiayi was eating noodles and waiting, while telling me the trivial things about their family, and what happened after her mother joined Tzu Chi as a volunteer.

After a long time, I finally pieced together the detailed calculation process and let out a sigh of relief. "So that's the meaning of the answer... The reference book saves too much process, no wonder I can't understand it." Shen Jiayi nodded, looked at me thoughtfully and said, "Do you think that high school mathematics is the same as middle school mathematics?" Mathematics suddenly becomes two completely different things?" "Well, from what you said, it seems so." I was ashamed, still in the stamina of panic. "Then you can help me take a look at the math I don't know in the future. I used to teach you, but now if my math gets worse, you have to take responsibility!" Shen Jiayi looked at me with an expression that was too much. Seriously, or aggressively?

"...It won't frighten me." I said, making a faint decision in my heart. Saying goodbye to Shen Jiayi who was studying alone in the school classroom, I returned home, took a shower, ate a couple of casual meals, and rode my bicycle back to school. Laughing along the way. It turns out that Shen Jiayi is still the same. The serious girl is the cutest, and it's true. Too bad, if Shen Jiayi can scare me once, she can continue to scare me a hundred times. You ask me what am I doing back to school so late?I'm sorry, from now on I'm going to change my body and move towards the road of being a good student, and I also have a part-time job to protect the studying girl who stays in school at night.

The bicycle rode faster and faster, quickly turned over the steep slope of the Zhonghua Land Bridge, and slid down against the wind. "Yes! I have found the meaning of life again!" I raised my arms and shouted wildly, "Thank God for giving me the rotten personality of using passionate love to cure broken love! It's amazing! This is really a wonderful story in the world!" Earth Defense Force!come on!The earth has a reason to be protected again! Excitedly riding back to school, I found a classroom on the first floor near Shen Jiayi's classroom, turned on the lights, and started my life of staying in school at night.

I did not study in the same classroom as Shen Jiayi, because I am quite aware of the preciousness of "being alone", which is the natural freedom from being disturbed, and I think Shen Jiayi also needs it.On the other hand, I don't want Shen Jiayi to realize "I like her very much", lest she who doesn't want to fall in love will reject my appearance. Just stay with her quietly like this, I think.Open a math reference book. The school at night has another quiet look. The lonely white street lamp next to the coconut tree, the sound of insects that cannot be discerned, the intermittent trumpet practice from the wind club, and the sound of dribbling on the basketball court.

The later the night, the less decent the sound, which makes me even more thrilling when I go to the toilet.It is said that the bronze statue of the former female principal Bi Jingzi standing beside the Yixin Pool will start to roll its eyes and stare at people at night, bastard, I am afraid when I think of it.But this time I dare not "share" this kind of thing with Shen Jiayi, lessons from the past, lessons from the past... No longer frizzy, I worked hard on math, which is an important topic in my life. At 8:15, Shen Jiayi was tired and found me in another classroom when walking around.

"You're coming too!" Shen Jiayi looked very happy, and walked in with a box of biscuits in her hand. "Yeah, I'm a little worried about you staying alone at night like this, and reading some books by the way." I yawned and pretended to be normal. "Oh? Why are you pretending to be considerate. Take a break, let's eat biscuits together, and chat with me." Shen Jiayi sat in front of me and put the biscuit box on my reference book.It's an Osmer chocolate sandwich biscuit. We chatted casually.They chatted about everything, from serious outlook on life to anecdotes about life, and eventually they inevitably talked about life after high school.I also learned from this that a group of my friends were secretly chasing Shen Jiayi in their own way, which shocked me a lot. The cheerful Liao Yinghong always went to the classroom to talk to Shen Jiayi after school.The scary Ahe went to the door of his class to look for Shen Jiayi after every get out of class, and chatted fiercely as soon as he "coincided".Xie Mengxue, who is quite literary, often writes hidden poems for Shen Jiayi.Zhang Jiaxun, who went to a different school from ours, called Shen Jiayi frantically every night, but he insisted on not putting down the phone when he had nothing to say. "Wow, why are you doing so well?" I gnawed on a biscuit. "It's not good at all. I am very serious and want to study hard. I am a little at a loss when they treat me like this. Alas, why are everyone so eager to fall in love?" Shen Jiayi sighed, really sighed. It wasn't until the biscuits were finished that Shen Jiayi returned to her classroom with a smile. Her mother would drive to the school gate to pick her up and go back to Dazhu at 9:30. She wanted to study more in a hurry. I reluctantly watched her back leave.I thought to myself, this will be a love affair comparable to the trench warfare of World War I. It will last at least three years. Before Shen Jiayi is admitted to the ideal university, whoever shows the face of chasing her first will be out early. "And I am the only one who knows this secret." I thought about it. There are no accidents in life, I have always firmly believed in this.I will learn that this important information is absolutely meaningful. Therefore, I got an unquestionable battle policy: "Stick to the position of Shen Jiayi's best friend for three years; after going to college, confess your confession in one go and win the world." I opened a blank notebook and began to draw a tree diagram of character relationships and draw up a rough battle plan. First of all, Zhang Jiaxun, whose words and deeds are very strange, is not to be feared, but it can be used as a topic for me to chat with Shen Jiayi about eating cookies.Liao Yinghong is very good at telling weird jokes, which is similar to me, but basically you just need to be careful.Xie Mengxue's grades are very good, and he can write poems indiscriminately. Now my grades can't stay in the "OK" state.The most troublesome thing is Ah He, bastard, when Shen Jiayi talked about Ah He, his expression was a little different, which made me laugh very hard, but it’s okay, Ah He, I will lure you to the dead end where you show your heart to Shen Jiayi ... But the real winner or loser of love is not others, but yourself.So I reflected on my heart. From the past, I was more or less uncomfortable in front of Shen Jiayi.I have been unable to get rid of this discomfort since the very beginning of my country, and it was the same when I was eating biscuits and chatting just now. I had a very happy chat, but I couldn’t let it go. of. Why is that? I often suppress myself to show the emotions I like, and try my best to avoid even casual eyes. What are you afraid of?I think of a noun that is comparable to the current situation, which is "ashamed". When I was in middle school, I felt ashamed in front of Shen Jiayi because I had a good impression of Shen Jiayi, and I was faintly afraid that Shen Jiayi would look down on me because of my poor grades and noisy classes. A teenage boy can be ashamed and proud of himself in front of a hundred people—as long as there is no girl he likes among them. A teenage boy can get shoved a hundred times under the rim and find basketball fun -- as long as there are no girls he likes nearby. Adolescent guy can become some sort of anti-hero because of bad grades, disrupting class, talking to walls - as long as he doesn't have to sit in front of the girl he likes. And now, if I'm always confused by the fog of self-ashamedness, I can't use my complete self to like Shen Jiayi.Such liking makes the head hang down, which is very unpleasant. "So, we still have to start with the grades." I scratched my head and smiled wryly. It turned out that after I started studying hard without paying attention, I still had to rely on the old steps of "very out of fashion" and "I would be laughed at if I said it" to catch up with girls.It's really very healthy, and it's a campus love that teachers and parents highly recommend! At this time, Shen Jiayi was standing outside, tapping on the window of my classroom. Next to Shen Jiayi was her elder sister Shen Qianyu, who was a senior in high school, looking at me with a smile that was not a smile. "My mother is coming to pick me up." Shen Jiayi tilted her head. "Well, I'll go back after a while. The environment for studying here is surprisingly good." I said, resisting the urge to go with her to the school gate and wait for the bus.That's too much like "liking her", and if I do it, I will be classified as the group of idiots who "prevent her from studying well". "Take this reference book. I've marked a few questions on it. You write down the problem-solving process and bring it to me. Please!" Shen Jiayi said, putting the reference book on the table under the window. "Small." I said nonsense. "Also, don't tell too many people that I'm staying in school, I'm afraid of unnecessary trouble." Shen Jiayi stretched out her hand. Just what I want, fool. "Understood." I stretched out my hand and hooked it in the air. Waving goodbye to the two sisters, I couldn't help sighing. ...Why are there so many noble people in my life urging me to study!