Chapter 42 Part III.3.3

Ru Fengxin thought it was true and called in a lawyer in time.But judging from Hu Bingchen's previous and subsequent performances, what would happen if Ru Feng hired a lawyer two days later? When the conversation between Hu Bingchen and the lawyer entered Rufeng's ears word by word amidst the various smells of the hospital and the intervals between nurses coming in and out to take temperature, count pulse, and deliver pills, she felt that Wu Wei and Hu Bingchen were at this moment. The love that is on and off, that is so and not so, has a little sense of reality and has entered a substantive stage.

At that time, Hu Bingchen became very heroic, "In the past few decades of my life, I have been worthy of the Chinese people, and I am even more worthy of Bai Fan. The last thing I did was also very worthwhile. If I don't get Wu Wei, I will die with my eyes open... I am a serious person. Man, this matter must be done, if it is not possible, go through the court. I want to explain the truth to Bai Fan, going through the court is actually not good for her, she doesn't understand." Hu Bingchen's last desperate move moved Wu Wei. 9 "Hu Bingchen really wants to divorce me?...Me? Who am I? It is a great humiliation and humiliation for an old revolutionary who has fought for national liberation, people's freedom and women's liberation for more than 40 years to be dismissed. A joke, can I submit?..."

On the other hand, he called Tong Dalei, "Lao Hu sued for divorce." "Oh? Put more pressure on Wu Wei. In a socialist society, blatantly seizing someone's husband, there is no party discipline or state law. It's easier to handle as a probationary party member. The party secretary of her unit is 'that' Yan'an An old comrade in arms from the time..." Now that he has entered the water, he simply swam for a good time, but now Tong Dalei no longer thinks about the issue of being a mousetrap, and only wants to make things worse. But Bai Fan hesitated. She always had a lot of prejudices against women, especially women with criminal records, "I heard that the party secretary also has a problem with his life style. He even snatched her husband from her best classmates. Not only in Yan'an There was a problem with the way of life at that time, and the way of life after entering the city was also very disorderly, and there was a lot of trouble with the leader of a certain army."

Tong Dalei was taken aback, a little disappointed, "She is the secretary of the party committee now! I am afraid there is always a reason for her to be the secretary of the party committee. Taking a step back, we have to rely on this person now, regardless of whether she is serious or not." He sneered, He added maliciously, "We can't just replace Wu Wei's unit with a decent party secretary for this matter." Bai Fan didn't notice Tong Dalei's displeasure, "Okay, let's do it this way." He called the driver class again, "Give me the driver named Minister Hu...Xiao Qin, I want to use a car."

Bai Fan drove to more than a dozen houses in a row, holding the joint statement she wrote—— ...We believe that after the success of the revolution, Comrade Hu Bingchen relaxed his ideological remolding, which led to the growth of bourgeois ideology, and was lured by the morally corrupt Wu Wei, and developed improper feelings.In order to save our revolutionary comrades and protect a revolutionary family, all comrades with conscience should stand by Comrade Bai Fan, oppose the destruction of this revolutionary family that has gone through decades of revolutionary tests, and give due justice to those who destroy this family. punishment...

"It depends on your attitude and stand now." Bai Fan said. The old comrades in arms signed without hesitation.Such a thing and such a woman should of course be condemned and punished. Chang Mei and his wife also signed.The promise they made to Hu Bingchen at the hospital bed was vague and sentimental. They couldn't see him destroying his innocence for the rest of his life just because of their feelings for Hu Bingchen. Not only was the joint letter sent to the court quickly, but a widow of an underground party leader personally sent a copy to Hu Bingchen as a sign of solemnity.

The revolutionary widow put the fruits she brought and the small dishes she made by herself on Hu Bingchen's bedside table one by one, "Look, I still remember that you like fried wild rice stems with chili peppers. Wild rice stems are not easy to buy, so the little auntie went to several vegetable markets to find them." buy it." Hu Bingchen recalled with a smile the old woman's short and thick fingers on the sending button.At that time, he could tell who was sending the call from fingering and sending frequency.She pulled a chair and sat down in front of the hospital bed, "How is it? Did you sleep well?"

"It's okay." "What's okay?" Picking up the book next to Hu Bingchen's pillow, flipping through it idly, and scolding him kissingly, "Sleep well, don't think about it. What kind of book is this? You My interests are too wide, it was like this before, what is the meaning of this kind of book?" Hu Bingchen smiled tolerantly, no matter whether he agreed or disagreed with the teachings of the "big sister" who was born and died together in the past, he had to laugh like this. "Bai Fan said that you always like to read messy books, what happened? This happened." She closed the book full of meaningless, empty, and irrelevant words, and shook her head.Is Hu Bingchen really ill?She took off her reading glasses and looked at Hu Bingchen worriedly.

Hu Bingchen even felt that she would knock him on the head a few times, or spank his butt a few times, her eyes were full of love and blame.But Hu Bingchen didn't understand, since she, that is, they, loved him so much, why couldn't they understand him?Maybe I never understood it. Her nimbly and nimbly tapped the send button, and she refused to stop for a moment on any line of text in that book; Why is this, dear comrades who live and die together?Can we only communicate at that period and at that point? "I don't know how to beat around the bush, and there is no need between us. I heard that you have an affair with a woman named Wu Wei, and you want to divorce Bai Fan?"

Hu Bingchen remained silent, silent by default. Isn't his frankness a little brazen? It was like watching Hu Bingchen smash a precious object into pieces.If he hesitated a little bit, maybe she would only be sad rather than angry.How could Hu Bingchen admit it openly, aboveboard, and without taboo, and even looked at her with piercing eyes?With this kind of look, there is no room for redemption, "Are you really going to break with all of us and your revolutionary history?" Hu Bingchen shook his head, "No." He shook his head again.She didn't understand what Hu Bingchen's sad head shaking meant.They really can't understand each other anymore.At that time, the language used between them was so clear: report, in a certain area, a certain division and a certain regiment of the enemy army are gathering in a certain area... On a certain day, a certain month, a certain place, Connect with so-and-so, password...

How can people like them have such sad eyes?They are torrents, and they are magnificent... But Hu Bingchen seems to have escaped from the entrainment of this torrent now, without turning his head, he flows away in a meandering and weak way, and flows to the barren land with ups and downs and ups and downs ...But her principles were shaken by the friendship in the war, and her anger was softened by pity. "I hope to get your understanding." Hu Bingchen looked at the massive joint letter from the sixteen people on the bedside table——due to decades of comradeship, each name has a powerful force . "Turn back, there is still time to turn back. Bai Fan said, as long as you turn around, she can forget about the past, and we are all looking forward to you." He shook his head again. "It's really stubborn! This is because you want to break with us, not because we have abandoned you. Because we are old comrades in arms for many years, we will never accommodate your mistakes. We will persist..." She almost wanted to Said "We will continue to fight with you", but she didn't understand, the sentence that was usually easy to say, but now she couldn't continue, "Until you correct these wrong thoughts. You know, it's not just my opinion? " "I know." After getting angry, she felt that she was too cruel to Hu Bingchen, and the effect was not as she expected. Maybe she was cruel for nothing but failed to conquer him.She knew Hu Bingchen too well, once she was sure of something, she would not look back.She was very confused, even a little painful, as if she had a premonition that their knives would chop off the head of this person who refused to turn back without hesitation.She remembered the song they loved to sing back then: "Big knife, cut off the heads of the devils—" The knife was in their hands, but it seemed that the knife could not be completely controlled by them. In the end, they might have to do it with their own hands. Kill this person who was once as close as brother to them.She felt sorry for Bai Fan and Hu Bingchen, and said sadly: "Old Hu, you have never been such a foolish person. I really want to meet this shameless and lowly woman and see what she is capable of and what she can do with it." You have been fooled into this by tricks! You have been smart for a while, but you are confused for a while, this kind of woman is not interested in your status and your money, or she is young, how can she vote for you, an old man!" "Stop talking!" Hu Bingchen yelled, but immediately kept his mouth shut, and then said in a low voice, "You can't talk about someone you don't know at all... She has no responsibility for this matter .” After saying this, Hu Bingchen felt relieved.Since this affair, he has always felt a sense of guilt, no matter for Bai Fan or Wu Wei. His heart was not peaceful at all, even when he held Wu Wei in his arms, even when he was very devoted, he still felt that kind of corrosive pain.I have never been clear about the reason, or in other words, I really know the reason, but I dare not face it squarely.Now this tangled pain was suddenly aroused into a visible symbol, and he also shouted out this symbol loudly and clearly, so he felt a kind of satisfaction with himself, a kind of moving for his own bravery.It also seems to have crossed an obstacle and a height, because he has completed the responsibility of a man to a woman, and he has also perfected his personality as a man. At this point, she had nothing to say. Like the two heads of state after a declaration of war, they parted politely and determined to fight to the death. Hu Bingchen cheered up and bid farewell to her and the former comrade in arms and future opponent represented by her. "Do it yourself!" she said affectionately. "Thirty years later, people will say that I, Hu Bingchen, am still a good man." "It's not going to end well." "No good result is better than no result." Less than thirty years, or even twenty years later, Hu Bingchen returned to them.That cannot be said to be Hu Bingchen's surrender or defeat, but to be precise, it was his return to the team. "You could be smashed to pieces." The meaning is nothing more than discredit, illness and death. "Admonish that Wu Wei, let her study Chairman Mao's "Speech at the Yan'an Forum on Literature and Art" carefully, pack her luggage, and go to the workers, peasants and soldiers to accept reform." Her husband was imprisoned for six years inexplicably, and only read "Selected Works of Mao" every day to reform his mind. He first became an unconscious vegetative state, and finally died of illness. "It's outdated." Hu Bingchen said leisurely.She jumped up and said, "Okay, even Mao Zedong Thought is outdated!" After she finished speaking, she immediately ran out of the ward without looking back, as if she was rushing to the police station to report counter-revolutionaries.Besides Bai Fan, the news that Hu Bingchen sued for divorce really made Bai Fan's combat group rejoice.If the Hu Bingchen incident was just a spark before, it can start a prairie fire now! Tong Dalei's strategy is still mainly in material form. He immediately wins over the staff around Hu Bingchen, promises to buy them a house, and wishes for their promotion and children's job transfer... In the end, even Hu Bingchen's secretary also took refuge in Tong Dalei's door.Indeed, the incorruptible Hu Bingchen has never made any money for his subordinates, so what's the benefit of following him? Hu Bingchen could only say helplessly: "My secretary, who used to flatter and write hype, now writes a certificate to the court, saying that I have a third party. Even if I have a third party, he will What evidence can you hold!" This is the difference between "Song-Ming Confucianism" and "Anshi Rebellion".The situation facing Wu Wei is even more severe. The old scene of more than ten years ago has reappeared, but this time the attack is more violent and the attack is more authoritative. It is far from being a few words of "broken shoes" and throwing a few stones;In fact, Hu Bingchen's opponent didn't have a big grudge against Wu Wei, at most they looked down on her, but they didn't want to harm her, but who made her willing to be cannon fodder and stand in front of Hu Bingchen?The machine had to run over her.As long as she can't stand it and puts a blame on Hu Bingchen, the opponents can abandon her and drive straight.But this woman is so stinky and hard, she clenches her teeth and doesn't let go, and if she doesn't let go, she won't be able to handle Hu Bingchen's nest.Such a woman is actually loyal, she would rather die than surrender, she must really love Hu Bingchen.Now we have to use legal power through relationships. Once Wu Wei becomes a prisoner, will she let go? "That" originally thought that Bai Fan would object—it was another woman, no matter how much she hated her husband, once she wanted to make him a bad name in the whole society, she still couldn't do it.Bai Fan is worthy of being the husband of a middle school girl, he is very courageous, and the second officer can afford to put it down. They went to Hu Bingchen's house several times to study countermeasures. Bai Fan either hangs his wrists to practice calligraphy or pushes Tai Chi. He looks calm and composed. .If she is right to have a pair of breasts and a pair of female genitals, she is likely to become a big hit and do big things, even better than Hu Bingchen. However, even a person like him, who is going through wind and rain, cannot help being shocked by Bai Fan's cruelty.How can others understand Bai Fan's pain?If a woman like Wu Wei is not killed, she will endanger other families.According to Wu Wei's previous convictions, it is no problem to designate him as a "bad element" and send him to reeducation through labor.But Wu Wei is a celebrity, so there is no guarantee that there will be no news media to attend the trial.When everyone was discussing how to confront Wu Wei in court at Tong Dalei's house, Tong Dalei asked: "What is the result of the investigation of the four people sent out?" "There is no reason for adultery." "What about other aspects?" Someone smiled and said, "I'm actually very enthusiastic about all aspects of my work." "Is the situation reliable?" "The secretary of the party committee is an old comrade-in-arms, 'a flower in Yan'an'." Someone said: "This is all empty talk, what if Wu Wei refuses to admit it?" Xu Dezhang said: "Don't pester her on specific issues, call her 'shameless, scum', turn around and leave." No matter how you look at it, Wu Wei is a depression on the ground, sewers, gutters, and everything that needs to be excreted is naturally poured into her. "Why can't we get useful materials?" Can't get the materials?That was not easy.Bai Fan connected a tape recorder next to the telephone, and then called Wu Wei: "Comrade Wu Wei, it's time for you and me to have a good talk. Now Lao Hu is proposing a divorce. As long as it is good for Lao Hu's recovery, I will I am willing to help you and him." She had a pleasant face and even called Wu a "comrade" instead of a "bitch". Is this still the white sail? "I'm sorry, I have nothing to say." "Let's talk on the phone then." Unexpectedly, the idiot Wu Wei actually replied, "I'm sorry, I have nothing to say." What an anomaly! Fu Rong also came to Wu Wei. To Furong, Wu Wei's attitude is still sincere, "Your father's life is in danger at any time, what should we do? There are only three futures, the best way is to preserve the relationship between your parents, although I will take painkillers, but for your father I can accept your life. Then I tell your father against my will that I don’t love him anymore..." Fu Rong said, "That's not okay, it's like killing him." "The last solution is for your mother to free your father." "Marriage can be divorced, but my mother will definitely make a big fuss. I'm afraid my father won't be able to bear the trouble. My mother is not a person with strong family values." "Perhaps it can only be your father's choice in the end. If he Don't want me, I will definitely go away, and I will never pester you. If he wants your mother to go away, if she still has a little humanity, she should go away too." "Now I have to accompany him to recuperate first, and I have to persuade my mother not to accompany my father. I have to discuss other issues in the future." 10 Bai Fan might be crying, but there were no tears, only a sticky and bitter liquid was poking in his mouth.Six slaps sent Hu Bingchen almost into the underworld, what is it if it is not love to the extreme? Join hands with Hu Bingchen's opponent, what is it but a painful sacrifice for love? Some people gossip and make irresponsible remarks!Even the child disapproved of her behaviour, and remained sullenly silent. Bai Fan decided to draw out the queen's sword, hand it to Yang Baiquan, and say to him like the queen: go, avenge your father. At the beginning, she was still as calm as she was preaching the history of the party, "You also know, your father's relationship with that vulgar woman, Wu Wei who stole an illegitimate child, and you went to her house to warn her because of me. But the matter is not over, your father Divorce has been filed... Today, I must tell you what happened many years ago. Thirty years ago, besides your father, I had another lover, and my relationship with him is better than with your so-called father But, you may still be your father's son." At this point, she raised her head, as dignified and solemn as announcing the heir to the throne, "But your father brought up this old case decades ago as a divorce I hope you will stand with me and fight to protect our family, your father’s reputation, and our rights.” Yang Baiquan's face changed suddenly, as if he was caught off guard by a sudden attack. "...your father forgave me at that time, and I did that to retaliate for his half-heartedness towards me. He has never been faithful to me..." Bai Fan cried bitterly at this point.This is the most words his mother has said to him since Yang Baiquan can remember, and most of them are about herself, so I feel that her friendly attitude in recent days is very doubtful.She also said: "There will be no need to pay rent in the future. You and your wife will live in separate places. It is indeed difficult financially." Why didn't her goodwill come sooner?Even if you come later. The mother's conversation cleared up some doubts that Yang Baiquan had had since he became sensible.He always felt that he was ostracized in this family, and his mother was extremely harsh on him. She would rather see him and his wife separated for many years than help, and she has the ability.It's fine if you don't help, and pretended to say: "You should practice at the grassroots level for a few more years. Don't rush back to Beijing. You and your wife are still young and have a bright future." Arranged in a big city?My father made a big fuss when he found out. And why did you bring Furong back to Beijing from other places? is this fair Besides him, which minister-level cadre's children are still working as small employees at the grassroots level?He lived with his wife in his father's ministerial building and had to pay the rent, but spent thousands of dollars to let Furong travel around. When the wife gave birth, she actually only boiled one egg. On the dinner table, in front of the whole family, she put the only egg in front of her, and said: Comrade XX, please eat the egg.This egg is really better than a missile. These are his parents, is this his home? How much does Beijing mean to him?The only thing that attracts him is the presence of his wife and children here. It turned out that his mother was so mean to him in order to cleanse himself and express repentance to his father, and at this age, his father did such an outrageous thing... But no matter how she is her own mother, she should have a duty of filial piety, no matter how she treats herself... It seems that he also misunderstood his father's consistent indifference to the family—the biggest shame for a man is that his wife "wears a cuckold" for himself.Thinking of these words, Yang Baiquan blushed. How has this home been able to make do on a foundation like this for decades?It's still a model family, and he is also a member of this model family.But can he see through the deception?Not only can't, but we have to continue to add bricks, tiles, and plaster to this crumbling house with peeling plaster walls. "Your father actually told that lowly woman what happened to me in the past, and naturally he also said that you are not his son..." Yang Baiquan frowned.Why did she repeat this harsh sentence again and again, it was so easy to say?It seems to be saying that the nanny is lazy at work and should be replaced by a diligent one.How can a father who has always been steady and steady show his family ugliness? A well-behaved person like Yang Baiquan, but his parents who make people gossip, even if they are selfish and violent, are better than these scandals.He is so unfortunate, there is talk of unworthy descendants, why is there no talk of "unworthy parents"? But he hated that woman named Wu Wei even more. If it wasn't for her, these things could still be covered forever, even if the paper was thin, it would still be covered.My mother would not disclose it, nor would my father who wanted to save face. Now these secrets will soon be revealed to the world with the scandal between my father and Wu Wei.It doesn't matter if they are shameless, where should he put his face?How will you behave in the future? "As soon as your father is lying down, this family will depend on you. Tong Dalei came again and said that Wu Wei would rush to the hospital to see your father at any time, so let us be careful... Why do you seem to be indifferent to such a big matter? ?..." What does his mother want him to do?Shall he raise his fist and swear?She gave him such an indigestible piece, and she wanted the calories in it to take effect immediately before he could swallow it. In front of Hu Bingchen, Bai Fan restrained himself.He stopped mentioning Wu Wei, stopped being provocative, and was very considerate and caring. He was a completely different person from the fights in the past, and repeatedly said: "As long as you withdraw the prosecution; I don't care what kind of relationship you have with Wu Wei." Hu Bingchen's original request was not much, but he was just a mistress who came and went when he was called. Since Bai Fan's policy is so loose, why should he care about the form?Why bother to file a lawsuit with a sick body?His precarious position could no longer bear the weight of even a single hair.Thinking of being married to Bai Fan for many years, Hu Bingchen's kind heart became uneasy. Let's talk about sudden changes. The initial situation was very favorable for Hu Bingchen.A related person said: "I don't care what the higher-ups say. If the officials say no, then it's not okay? That's not the case. Now we are seeking truth from facts. There have long been precedents for ministerial-level cadres to divorce. Sister Deng and Cai Chang refused to let Jiang Nanxiang divorce. Li, didn't you also leave? What's more, there is a third party, that lady has been waiting for him for more than 20 years, and her hair has been waiting for her." Theoretically, it is true.But who let Hu Bingchen "stab the hornet's nest of these sectarians"?The result can only be "these bastard sectarians hit me too hard".But later, it was learned that Bai Fan belonged to such a combat group, and the group had such a strong backing, and the backing issued another "instruction" that I don't know whether it was true or not. Telling people in person that she loves Vice Minister Hu is not easy." Did Wu Wei say that?No verification required.Although the lawyers I hired often went to the hospital to verify some unclear facts, and meticulously recorded Hu Bingchen's complaints, and asked Hu Bingchen to repeat the explanations until the words were correct.But Wu Wei knew that it was useless, it was useless, and the relevant parties had already said hello and refused to approve Hu Bingchen's divorce.When starting to take over this case, from the marriage history of Hu and Bai to the current problems, everyone believed that Hu Bingchen could end this marriage in name only at any time. But during the process of handling the case, "a certain office" called, but it was just a phone call. The lawyer asked, "Are there any documents?" "No." Since "everyone is equal before the law", and since China is a country ruled by law, the relevant leaders will certainly not issue a document to interfere in someone's divorce case. I heard that a four-member team was also sent to "investigate whether Wu Wei is a bad person!" It sounds very similar to Jiang Qing's style back then. How is the investigation of Wu Wei going? The prosecutor Hu Bingchen is still seriously recalling: "It was 1941, no, in July, the comrades who worked together at that time knew about this situation, and they can learn about it from comrades Xu Dezhang and Chang Mei..." Then Hu Bingchen said A deputy minister who can testify. useless.Hu Bingchen has three heads and six arms, and there are ten thousand reasons; Bai Fan steals someone to raise an illegitimate child, and then abuses Hu Bingchen, not to mention six slaps, even six knives, he has nowhere to justify.Hu Bingchen is doomed.The physical evidence that Bai Fan sent to pick up is just two letters from Wu Wei to Hu Bingchen, which are illusory and illusory.If you add analysis and imagination, you can feel an atmosphere between the lines, as if a woman was walking through the cemetery on a gloomy rainy day, looking for the tombstone of her dead lover. But this does not prove that Wu Wei is a third party. There is neither "I love you", nor "You love me", or "We will meet somewhere at a certain time and a certain time" on it.What the law needs is solid evidence, so conclusive that the defendant cannot refute it, not vague guesses.There are also some evidences that cannot be proved.Bai Fan reported that Wu Wei called her and asked her to give up Hu Bingchen, and the witness was Yang Baiquan.The phone call was not recorded, why did Yang Baiquan stay at home and not go to work that day?And when Wu Wei called, did he happen to be by the phone?These are all suspicious.Even Bai Fan's lawyer thinks that these evidences are not evidence.She should not sympathize with anything or lean toward anything but the truth. But she couldn't help thinking that Hu Bingchen, who asked to resort to the law and thought that the law could solve the problem, didn't know that the ruling had already been made. As a deputy minister, has Hu Bingchen also dealt with the parties who complained everywhere and demanded justice in this way?Now it's his turn. But the lawyer continued to do it sternly, her pen moved quickly on the paper, she wanted to be a good lawyer.Although her defense was judged to be a failure before it started, she will still defend in court—they have the right to judge, but they have no power to decide what attitude she will use to work. Then came the besieged.It is only Hu Bingchen who abandons Bai Fan, but it is the world he lives in that abandons Hu Bingchen.Now, he is lonelier than Bai Fan.If he hadn't met Wu Wei, Hu Bingchen would have been depressed at most, no matter whether he was public or private, but he wouldn't have caused such a big commotion and ended up in such a state of depression. He's scared!He wasn't afraid of the pressure, he was afraid of being kicked out of that world. Hu Bingchen should be thankful, fortunately, Wu Wei has never seen a real tough guy.Without the support of Rufeng's family, how could Wu Wei, who has no power, no power and no support, persevere? For a routine health check, Ru Feng's father stayed in the hospital for a few days, and told Ru Feng that some leading comrades were also hospitalized here, and I was going to take this opportunity to do work for Wu Wei.How is she doing?It's no big deal for her to be strong.If you have the opportunity, tell Comrade Hu Bingchen that I have done everything you asked me to do for him, and let him rest assured. After he was discharged from the hospital, he also arranged for Hu Bingchen's lawyer to meet with someone related, "But before the lawyer goes, he must talk to Comrade Hu Bingchen himself, and Comrade Hu Bingchen himself has to express his position to the party group, otherwise people will say that I am : Why are you so active?After he gets in touch with the party group, ask him to call you. " Hu Bingchen actually said "Song Ming Confucianism": "Isn't it good to do this?" Not only did he not express his position to the party group, but he did not tell Ru Feng about it. "Does Hu Bingchen still know what a man's responsibility is? Just let us children come forward to do our work, or push you to the front, but he doesn't stand out. According to his social status, in a word, he is better than you and us. These children are in charge, but he just doesn’t move: He has been an official for so many years, doesn’t he know that if he files for a divorce, he has to constantly appeal to the leader and the organization, and it won’t last. What our family is most worried about is actually you , it's not worth sacrificing your writing, look, this is a youth poll my dad gave me, one question is: who is your favorite author in the country? you ranked first... yes Hu Bingchen's actions, you often say 'this time I can think about it', but I think this is the proof that there is no thinking. Since life requires us to play a certain role, why not choose a more detached role Playing it? I don't want to see you grey-haired and tedious, such a dedication is statistically meaningless... When you can cherish the pen in your hand and have so many readers, then you will really think about it .” Ru Feng said. It's not that Wu Wei doesn't understand this truth, but as soon as she proposes to break up with Hu Bingchen, he will die.How could she have the heart to watch him die or live without doing anything? Hu Bingchen seemed to be suffering from malaria, so hot that he sat in a steamer, and so cold that he lay down on ice, "Bai Fan said, as long as I withdraw the lawsuit, she doesn't care what relationship I have with Wu Wei." Ru Feng laughed out loud. "What are you laughing at?" "I laughed at why Bai Fan loves you, and why you love Wu Wei. So what do you mean?" "What I mean is never to retreat, only to move forward. Even if Wu Wei and I die after a year of marriage, it will be good for her. I have already discussed with Bai Fan, and I will give 40% of my monthly income from now on. She..." Her tone was very strong. "Alas—" Ru Feng would have been moved if he hadn't let out such a weak sigh. "Wu Wei's situation is getting worse and worse, what should I do?" "How can you ask me this question? Don't you know what to do?" Hu Bingchen blushed, held back for a long time, and finally blurted out: "Actually, I didn't think about it at all." "That's right... I expected this a long time ago, and of course I can't do what I don't want to do... But why did you insist on pulling Wu to join this thief boat? ——Sorry, I'm leaving." Hu Bingchen Picked up nitroglycerin and ate one. Walking to the door of the ward, Ru Feng calmed down, turned around and said, "Okay, you can withdraw the lawsuit." "What do you mean?" Ru Feng stood there and thought for a while, then said: "As a bystander, for a long time, I saw that Wu Wei has been acting on behalf of others, and he is also a nerd with extremely poor kung fu. Facing the sharp and dark arrows from the front, back, left, and right sides, I rubbed my hands in amazement, covering here and couldn't cover there, so I had to be covered with bruises... I really felt a very bitter feeling." Seeing that Hu Bingchen stopped talking again, Ru Feng had no choice but to say for him: "It's not that you retreated despite the difficulties. This matter has had a great impact on both parties' mental health. I'm really sorry. If we withdraw the lawsuit, we will I don't know if you still go back to your home factory Hu Bingchen shook his head, "I can't go back. " "I don't know what will happen to Wu Wei. To be honest, I really hope she finds someone quickly!" Ru Feng believes that Wu Wei will definitely find a better man than Hu Bingchen. How big is the hidden spiritual effect of the two of you, which you have not even fully realized until now? Will it be liberated or withered? And I don't know yet, how the people around you will view this matter. You've lost a lot of guys, and you've had a lot of joint accusations against you, but you've won -- some people, and you'll lose them if you give up halfway.But they can't replace the suffering you have suffered, and no one can understand the many embarrassments of the parties involved, and now they are insisting on it for the sake of breath..." Hu Bingchen listened all the time, looked at Ru Feng thoughtfully, and said, "It's a good thing you're here, otherwise these things can only be kept in my mind and I'll talk to you; it would be much better." It would be great if she, the transmitter of pain, can be of such use in this great suffering. He said again: "I'm really sorry for you." Ru Feng said: "This is what it should be." "It's a complete extra burden on you." "For that side, I'm not extra, I should do it for Wu Wei, so also for you..." After Ru Feng left, think about what she said, think about those people won by her rhetoric, think about which kind of public image I prefer... until the official document approving his application for retirement is officially issued.Hu Bingchen had no choice but to accept the theory that "everything is external to him" that he didn't really want to accept, bit the bullet, cut off the way of retreat, and gradually adapted to this kind of war. Only then did Hu Bingchen fall in love with Wu Wei wholeheartedly, as long as Wu Wei admits that he is everything.As soon as it was hot, I came to sit in the steamer, and even said to Ru Feng: "Wu Wei suffered so much hardship during my illness, and I was under so much pressure alone, running around and begging for help. , to maintain some of the expenses of my divorce...all because of me, it makes me very uncomfortable. I sincerely salute her, she is a great woman, and the Chinese people will remember her. Tell her not to be discouraged, to think Thinking of Mrs. Curie. After Curie died, the wife of a certain physicist published the letter from Mrs. Curie to her husband. Mrs. Curie was greatly impacted by society, but these setbacks in life could not hurt Mrs. Curie in the slightest In the end, those who persecuted her disappeared? But Mrs. Curie will live forever. History will solve these problems. The most sensible and wise people look at problems from the perspective of history Yes, mediocre people only watch it for a few months." Ru Feng said: "Wu Wei is not that great, don't say that about her, she will not be able to bear it, she is just a very sincere person." He missed Wu Wei to the point of madness, even if he took a walk with Wu Wei again. 他们坐过的那张椅子，漫步的那条河边，进出公园的铁门，公园里的小楼、院子、泉水、树阴、冻死人的夜晚……常常浮上心头，那真该说是一生中最美丽的日子。 也担心起吴为的身体、情绪，无限的怜惜，无限的心疼，以至牵挂到做噩梦的程度。梦见自己大庭广众之下大发脾气，痛骂一番，是从未有过的失态。醒来意识到，是因为吴为受到的种种迫害在他心中积愤已久，不得不在梦中爆发。 每天每天在报刊上搜索，只要发现有关吴为的消息或文字，都珍贵地保留起来，没人看守的时候反复阅读，像与吴为对面谈话般快乐。有天买到一本杂志，-亡有吴为一张照片，虽然模糊不清，但毕竟有了一张可以名正言顺日日看、时时看，又不能算是第三者证据的相片。照片选得很好，又端庄又大方，只是苍白多了，也单薄了…… 这张要人命的照片害得他看哪、看哪，一直看到心都疼起来了。晚上六点牛看起，八点半就去找医生，医生问有什么诱因，他又不好说是因为看吴为照片看的，医生给了点药吃下，直到半夜两点还未完全缓解，心里还默默地打油几句——灯光里，细端详她千万遍， 恨不能和着水儿咽……吴为刚给他买件背心，他当天就穿上身了。多少年了，他没穿过那样软的衣服，柔软而温暖，像吴为一样。 又一个春天来了，病房前的大草坪开始变绿。从大楼脚下开始，向南逐步发展，几乎可以用尺于量出变绿的进程，大约每天两米左右。要不了一个星期，整个草坪就全绿了。 草坪中夹杂着一种小黄花，星星点点，如秋夜的天星；然后是迎春花；接下去是杜鹃、碧桃、西府海棠；最后是有点俗气的芍药和牡丹，大概品种木太好，看不出什么风韵。 倒是玫瑰园里有些好品种，其中七八十棵真是不错。每天清晨，胡秉宸都要走到玫瑰花坛那里一棵棵地看过去，选一选哪些值得摘下来送给他的小亲人。 如果用来插花；姿态要美、颜色要雅，还要加些欲开未开含苞待放的，这样想来，倒也不太容易选。有些太大，大而无当，像了牡丹，又没有花姿。有的看起来呆头呆脑，颜色也不正，土头土脑的红，或是轻薄的粉。第一轮玫瑰开放的时候，每天可以选上六七朵非常美的、值得送给吴为的。转眼就是第二轮花期，花朵渐渐少了，有时只能选出两朵。 看着看着，春天就快过去了，不过到了秋天，玫瑰还有一季旺花。 玫瑰去了，随之而来的是夹竹桃，红红白白。石榴、广玉兰也慢慢开丁出来，虽然还不太旺楼前两棵玉兰树已经有八十多年了，有五六层楼高，全开旺了一定非常壮观，待放的还有八仙花和以香味出名的栀子花。至于路边上那些小小的石竹花，开开谢谢，也很好看。 每天去选送给吴为的花，但又不能摘、不能送，只能每天选出放在心里，一个多月下来，心里也存有一百多朵了。这算是一种花债吧，早晚要还的。 花债啊，感情上的债啊，还有各种大大小小的债，都要偿还吴为。 有时竟出现幻觉，花丛里先是一个模糊的团状物，渐渐变做一个女人的影子，背靠厚厚的椅垫坐在藤椅上，修长的腿，像个高栏运动员。头上是芭蕉叶，可惜叶子有点破了，旁边是小小的流水，流水中有-些石头，平平的，背景是朝南的和朝西的窗子，可以看见朝西的还有窗帘……他认为是一种特异功能，告诉了一个特异功能专家。专家想了想说不是特异功能，只是因为他的脑子里将这个图像想得太久，所以铭刻在脑子上去不掉了。隔绝、等待，离婚的艰难，将唯物主义者胡秉宸折磨得变成了唯心主义。 那日想给吴为寄一份剪报，先将剪报折好而后寻找信封时，心中默默祈望着：如果信封能将剪报装下，那就意味着他的离婚案一切顺利；如果装不下需要重折，就意味着不顺利。结果信封恰恰将剪报装下，尽管离婚案毫无头绪，胡秉宸那一整天都很快乐。 第二天又不行了；病房有个病人，在电视室将电视频道换来换去，胡秉宸把人家大骂一顿，说：“你再敢动一动试试！”那人不理，继续换来换去，胡秉宸竟骂出“浑蛋”这样的字眼。 门卫有眼无珠，对胡秉宸不够尊重。胡秉宸发了邪火，将口袋里所有的钱都掏出来，撤得到处飞舞，还说：“你知道我是谁？老子有的是钱……” 没能等到玫瑰的下一个旺季，胡秉宸出了院，并决定离开这个是非之地，到上海去做进一步的治疗。办案人的指导思想本来是能拖就拖，一看胡秉宸要走，白帆的律师和书记员马上找胡秉宸谈话。 胡秉宸刚一出门，芙蓉就到吴为家来了，说：“我妈让我来问问你，因为我爸爸不知道上哪儿去了。”吴为说：“如果你父亲一不在家，你母亲就到我们家来找，我们家还活不活？” 可是中国没有这条法律，能够阻止白帆想什么时候进入就什么时候进人吴为的家。 就在与胡秉宸见面之前，白帆的律师还说：“照我的意见，根本不给他判离。” 此时已无人不晓某领导发了话——不得批准胡秉宸离婚。但形式还得走。 胡秉宸刚刚出院，身体还很不适，坐下之后好一阵喘息，身体不行，神态却是满不在乎的样子。 行动能够自主，使他恢复了不少信心。 年轻的书记员说：“胡副部长，我们的意见是你顶好撤回离婚起诉，你再不撤回起诉，我们就要给中央写报告了，可能还要考虑给你党纪处分。如果你一定坚持起诉，我们准备给你开大庭，差不多会有五百多人参加旁听。” 胡秉宸洒脱一笑，“给我开五百人的大庭？五百人太少了，再多几倍才好。正好我没有说话的机会，趁这个机会讲讲什么是无产阶级思想，什么是资产阶级思想，什么是封建主义。” 看看办事员顶不住，白帆的律师插嘴说：“群众的眼睛是雪亮的，不要自己说没有第三者就是没有。” “那还要法律干什么？十年'文革'，群众喊了十年打倒刘少奇，但定案能靠群众吗？”胡秉宸质问道。 律师说：“你知道不知道吴为是个作风不正派的女人？” 胡秉宸发了脾气，“我离婚为什么老提吴为？《婚姻法》上有这一条吗？那些写在纸面上的东西，你们到底执行还是不执行？你怎么能这样逼我、训我？我是刑事犯罪分子还是什么？为什么老提吴为的作风问题？难道离婚就是坏人？那《婚姻法》为什么还有准许离婚这一条？二三十年后，这种情况再没什么希奇。” 见胡秉宸发了脾气，律师态度反倒变了，说：“法院没这个意思说吴为是坏人。因为白帆老提吴为作风不正派，我们得把前因后果搞清楚。” “白帆有什么脸皮说吴为作风不好？她还不是偷人养私生子？” “那都是白帆同志过去的事。”“吴为的事难道就不是过去的事？你们有没有一个公平的尺度？” 律师没的可说了，“白帆一九四六年的问题就不要计较了，我们是马列主义者嘛，” 胡秉宸说：“那你们为什么揪住我不放？” 见律师没了辙，书记员再次上阵，“你如果从上海回来再签字，我们就宣布诉讼终止。” “你有什么权力终止？终止要讲出终止的道理。又没有发生意外情况，起诉人没有死亡也没有要求终止，你凭什么给我终止？”书记员又接不上茬儿了。 律师问：“你在医院里和胥德章谈过什么？” “什么也没谈。” “当时有谁在场？”“只有他……你们这是于什么，是在搞诱供！什么叫诱供？就是把张三说的话告诉李四，让李四承认。刚才这位书记员上来就对我胡说八道，又是上报中央又是什么的……我干这个买卖比你们早几十年，还想在我面前卖这个！” 律师说：“他不代表法院。” 胡秉宸烦了，“我身体不好，不能这样纠缠下去，我走了，请我的律师代理。” 律师说：“你不能走。钱财可以代理，这个问题不能代理——感情问题别人怎么可以替你说清楚？” “我非走不可。如果你们十天内给我开庭，我就不走。” “十天之内开不了庭，我们还没调查完。” “那我就走。什么时候开庭请你们通知我，因为我还得买飞机票。” 书记员说：“法律面前人人平等。” “希望你们早判，不管判不判离。我该采取什么办法再采取什么办法，不能像旧社会那样，把人拖死，要按法律办事。吴为的问题法律上没有那一条，你们的法律是不是过二十年再执行？法律上写得清清楚楚，不能由你们自己随便解释。随便由人解释还叫什么法律？” 律师说：“我们没说二十年后再执行，但法律也没规定得那么具体，总要照顾影响。” 律师只好对白帆说：“胡秉宸不老实，不和法院合作，不说心里话，法院也拿他没办法。” 可见姜还是老的辣。按照胡秉宸的社会地位，真是说句话比吴为、比茹风那些“小孩子”管事。 刚一亮相，就杀得个落花流水。可惜胡秉宸不常做这样的示范，电投有传授吴为一技。 到了这个时候，过河卒子吴为的战斗力反倒明显减弱，像了一只靠惯性运作的滑轮。 使吴为觉悟的不是这些压力，而是胡秉宸出尔反尔的那些表现，茹风母亲认为吴为那个单位不能待了，毕竟都是从延安出来的，对“延安一枝花”还是有所了解，“那是个江青式的人物，只要对自己有利，她会不择手段。” 于是就帮吴为调动工作。刚与新单位接触，新单位人事部门的头头就说：白帆告吴为的状子和吴为的黑材料已经跟着来了，“足有半尺多厚”。 好在调动渠道都已疏通，只剩人事处的最后一纸手续。 早上九点，吴为到人事处办理调离手续。人事处也把调动通知单给了她，让地去各有关科室盖章，“盖完章，我们就给你开转组织关系和人事关系的证明。” 没想到节外生枝，党委书记“延安一枝花”走了进来，她问吴为：“你调动工作，是谁给你牵的线？”“没谁，我想是我的作品为我牵的线。” “新单位的领导是谁？” 又想通过后门整治她呢！“不认识……工作没调动的时候不好和你谈什么，现在我要走了，想和你谈谈。” “谈也没用，我不会同情你的。”“你以为我是想得到你的同情吗？错了，我没什么需要你同情的地方。作为一名普通党员，离．开本单位的时候，我有权利要求与党委书记你——交换一下意见，你不能只听一面之词。” 可“延安一枝花”花头一扭就出去了。十点，吴为从各科室盖完章回来，人事处的经办人正在接党委书记的电话，“是，好的，我马上到您那里去。” 经办人从党委书记那里回来后，情况有了变化，以《中央纪律检查委员会发展新党员工作》这一文件为由头，不给吴为转组织关系。 肯定是“延安一枝花”在九点到十点间，与白帆、胥德章、佟大雷等人研究了对策。 吴为说：“既然如此，人事关系我也不转了。” 新单位人事处的工作人员对吴为说：“你们原单位打来电话，要求我把你的档案材料退还他们，借口说'群众反应，吴为人党为什么那么快？所以我们要再审查审查'，那你们单位党委当时为什么批准、同意支部一致通过发展你入党的意见？我对他们说，要接受几十年来的教训，对人的问题一定要慎重，要全面地、历史地看问题。在你的档案里，凡是工作过的单位鉴定都很好，入党手续也是齐备的。”过了两天，新单位又来电话：我们接到“某办”电话，说“吴为的问题很复杂，我们要处理这个问题，你们不要调她”。你看，调动问题只好放一放了。 想必又是“延安一枝花”的关系，这个后门的硬度可说全国第一。吴为问：“我怎么办？还办不办手续？是不是由你们出面和这里谈一谈？” “我们现在不好出面了，'某办'不是说要处理这个问题嘛……要不你把关系先转了，放在自己手里？”她问：“'某办'原话怎么说？”“你何必一定要抠原话？” 吴为将这些情况告诉胡秉宸，胡秉宸听后说：“上头不是有人向：延安“枝花”打招呼了吗，她怎么还整你？……我身体很不好，心律一分钟八十五次，打算快点儿到上海去。” 吴为能说什么？只能说：“为了你的身体，赶快到上海去吧。” “我真心疼你，把这副重担留给你一个人了。” “我行。”“你这几天奔波得一定很累。” 岂止是累！那是什么样的政治压力，胡秉宸怎么不说说这个？也没帮她想个应对目前形势的办法。 胡秉宸刚一走，白帆千封信就寄到上海某位负责人那里，“这是我们家里吵架，你们不要参与。你们要是接待老胡，就是破坏我的家庭。”可是胡秉宸在上海活得好好的，不但活得很好，还时有杜亚莉去安抚他寂寞的心。 禅月也从此开始接替茹风的通讯任务。 在胡秉宸避走上海的几年里，禅月的信箱几乎成为胡秉宸的专用信箱，信件之频繁，以至同学们还以为禅月有个男朋友在上海。 在风雨无阻的送信生涯中，禅月渐渐成长为青春少女。也可以说，她是看着这场“阴谋与爱情”成长的，让她怎能信任胡秉宸？