Chapter 43 Part III.4.1

1 That's how rogues and ruffians are made. 2 After Hu Bingchen left, bad news spread frequently—— Another subpoena by the court, another expulsion from the party, another anti-party and anti-socialism, and the imprisoning of Wu Wei as a bad person... Bai Fan launched a "Baihu Marriage Guard Group" composed of thirty-eight wives to fight to defend Bai Fan. For unknown motives, someone revealed an instruction from a relevant leader: "Regardless of whether Wu Wei is guilty or not, she will be locked up for half a month and then she will be given a sentence of 'things happened for a reason, and there is no real evidence' in the future. Even if she is released, she will be ashamed ", and called Wu Wei's unit: "Why hasn't such a bad person been cleared of leaving the party?"

Bai Fan made a phone call every day, bypassing the party secretary "Yan'an Yizhihua", and directly calling Wu Wei's branch secretary: "Why didn't you carry out the orders of the superiors? Why didn't you expel Wu Wei from the party?" Even the branch who obeyed orders very much The secretary couldn't help but said: "What right do you have to order our branch to expel a party member? Are you our superior organization? No. Even if you are, you don't have this power. According to the party constitution, a party member should be expelled by The party branch where the party member belonged to was discussed and approved. Isn’t that right?” Anonymous letters, in the name of revolution, came like snowflakes, insulting, bombing and intimidating, filling Wu Wei’s mailbox.

The materials about Wu Wei's bad deeds and the accusations against Wu Wei were sorted out, compiled, and printed quickly, and different reasons for appeals or accusations were put forward according to different recipients.Those distributed to women's organizations are in the name of protecting women's rights and veteran female revolutionary cadres; those submitted to supervisory agencies are issued in the name of strict Party discipline and state laws; those distributed at provincial and municipal Party committee secretary meetings are aimed at strengthening socialist moral education... In short, Wu Wei will suffer a comprehensive and devastating blow.When it comes to being besieged on all sides, how much experience can Hu Bingchen have!In the final analysis, his besieged on all sides still appeared in the form of a national salvation movement, no matter how bad it was, he could support a few tricks, and he would not end up with nothing left behind.

What Wu Wei faced was chasing and killing poor bandits.Hu Bingchen stayed away from the front again.In terms of communication, there is Chanyue here to serve Hu Bingchen in postal correspondence, and it would be more difficult for Wu Wei to communicate with Hu Bingchen in postal matters.As soon as Hu Bingchen set off, Bai Fan sent a letter of war to the person in charge of the relevant parties in Shanghai, "This is a quarrel in our family. You don't want to participate. If you receive Lao Hu, you will destroy my family." ambush?How could Wu Wei grant himself the handle?Not only could she not report the situation of the battle to Hu Bingchen, she could not even communicate her feelings.Besides, Hu Bingchen was seriously ill, how could he bear such sad news?In search of a possible redemption, Wu Wei ran around day and night in this city that suddenly became enormous.I couldn't see Ye Lianzi face to face for a long time. When she came home, Ye Lianzi had already fallen asleep, and when Ye Lianzi got up, she had already gone out.

Once she visited too early and was stopped by the babysitter, "It's so early! My master hasn't woken up yet!" She had to sit on the tree ladder and wait for the master to wake up. Faced with this situation, Wu Wei did not suffer from insomnia, but fell asleep, sleeping deeply. —— Wu Wei didn't know the girl standing outside the door, but she was neither surprised nor surprised, anything could happen now. Sure enough, the girl said, "You don't know me, but you will definitely welcome me." Her short hair was upturned mischievously, she entered the door uninvited, found a comfortable corner and sat down, but she was very fond of Wu Wei. Said: "Sit down, why don't you sit down?" And looked Wu Wei up and down.

Tong Xiaolei felt a little surprised - she thought that the woman who caused her father and several ministers and ministers inside and outside the ministry to fight and dispatch troops must be a bone spirit with three heads and six arms; but the Wu Wei in front of her was not only not beautiful She was flirtatious, with disheveled hair, sluggish, and blinking red eyes, looking at her warily. "My name is Tong Xiaolei, the daughter of Tong Dalei." It was then that Wu Wei felt that she hadn't seen Tong Dalei for a long time, and the sticks swung one after another made her dizzy, but when she heard the name Tong Dalei, it was like pressing the power button, and she started up quickly.Her lifeless face suddenly became radiant, although this radiance has nothing to do with happiness and joy, but a strange light caused by tension and terror, but it is still alive.

On the way here, even before this moment, Tong Xiaolei was still hesitating whether to play those tapes to Wu Wei.But now her intuition told her that it was too much to do. Tong Xiaolei often obeys this sudden intuition, and her intuition is never wrong.Although she doesn't know what it means to her and whether it is harmful or beneficial to her father Tong Dalei, she has to do it. "I brought some things, you might be interested." She took out a few cassettes from her handbag, and let go of the other two alone. "Do you have a tape recorder?" "What do you want the tape recorder for?"

Tong Xiaolei guessed Wu Wei's vigilance, "Don't worry, I'm not going to record your conversation, but play some tapes for you to listen to." Wu Wei has long been torn apart by sorrow, longing, anxiety, fear, worry... How can he be in the mood to play hide-and-seek with Tong Xiaolei who seems to have nowhere to play?But she couldn't refuse, maybe Tong Xiaolei would bring some information related to Hu Bingchen... She had to get up and look for the tape recorder. Tong Xiaolei pressed the play button, waiting to appreciate his creation.Following the first sentence, Wu Wei's back, which was leaning softly on the sofa, left the sofa on which it was supported, as if it had been cramped; the dangling neck seemed to be supported by a steel bar; There is gradually something in the eye sockets that have been exhausted by all kinds of troubles... first condensed into doubts and shocks, then anger, fear, despair, helplessness, and finally two hard balls of hatred settled in the eye sockets, "Is this true?" ?”

"it is true." This is Bai Fan who has been with Hu Bingchen for decades and had children? Is this Xu Dezhang, the life-and-death friend of Hu Bingchen's "Tuo Gu"? This is Tong Dalei who is chasing after her endlessly? These are the few "old men" who are respected by ordinary people like gods, highly respected, and have decades of revolutionary history?Although the purpose is different, a well-planned and meticulous conspiracy map gradually emerges. It turned out that Tong Dalei had betrayed her a long time ago, and communicated with Bai Fan on the phone every day, exchanging the implementation of this conspiracy plan.

Before this, Wu Wei was like a fisherman who was fishing with a broken net. He didn’t know that the net was broken. Noisy. It turned out that while I was in love, I was also inadvertently involved in a political battlefield.It turned out that she was competing with such a big net, no wonder her every move was well known to the opponent. And she is the vanguard and vanguard of the first battle and the first encounter on this battlefield. But such a big net is like an invisible person, hidden behind maybe a graceful tree, or a hill, a grass, or a flower bud, in short, she can release a shot at any time, even if she is like a very vigilant rabbit , turning his body in all directions, his ears protruding from all directions like the radar... There is no way to guard against it, and there is nowhere to hide.

It seems that no matter whether Wu Wei's original intention or not, no matter whether she has the courage or confidence, she has to take up the rusty, broken and curled broken sword in her hand to fight. Listening to the tape brought by Tong Xiaolei, it was like standing next to them, witnessing these people put her and Hu Bingchen on the meat case, chopped them up bloody inch by inch, and then opened their dismembered, bloody corpses, The red, green, green, yellow, black and black viscera were taken out, thrown on the ground, the layer of fat densely arranged like soybean grains under the skin was peeled off, and the lean muscles inside were torn off with hands and teeth... It was not easy The bitten off blue, blue and red blood vessels, and white thread-like nerves hang from the corners of their mouths or skirts. But her and Hu Bingchen's heads were still intact, and the eyeballs were still staring in their sockets. Hu Bingchen's mouth was still open, and countless voices seemed to be choked out in his throat before he could shout. "And this." Tong Xiaolei put on two other tapes, and now she doesn't look as irrelevant as before, and the lines on her face are a little messy.Those lines were kinked together, making it impossible to see her mind clearly. Wu Wei's face gradually turned red, she moved a bit, and wanted to press the stop button, but was stopped by Tong Xiaolei. This is "Meat Futon" performed by only two male and female protagonists, and it is vivid and vivid. Wu Wei recognized Tong Dalei's voice, but it was slightly hoarse, as if he was very thirsty. Wu Wei has quite a lot of experience with men, but he never knew that men would make so many noises and say so many obscene words when they have sex with women. Are the mouths that make these voices, utter these obscene words, and constantly instruct their opponents to renew their tricks, the two thick mouths of Tong Dalei who often utter righteous words and wise opinions that criticize current affairs? Who is that woman?Could it be Tong Xiaolei's mother?Why did Tong Xiaolei record the privacy of his parents and show it to others? "You must have heard that this man is my father; and that woman is my babysitter." Tong Xiaolei is very calm, and there is a kind of long-term adaptation to severe pain and great evil. At first, Tong Xiaolei felt ashamed of having such a father, and was angry at his mother for her mental illness caused by her father's repeated betrayal.But Tong Xiaolei didn't want to take revenge on his father either. Retaliation only works on those who have a sense of shame, but his father is invulnerable to guns and guns, will not resist soft and hard things, and is determined to go his own way even if the world is falling. Even if there is a time bomb hanging over his head, You have to finish that lewd thing before you bother with that bomb.This point is very similar to Wu Wei's father, Gu Qiushui - but no, Tong Dalei was born in a humble family, and Gu Qiushui was born in a poor family. Dad is like a stud dog, especially when he fights with his mother.When his nose was red and shiny with fighting elation, it was almost like a genital was growing out of his face instead of in his crotch. As he grows older, when his parents fight over these scandals, instead of dissuading them as he did when he was a child, Tong Xiaolei cheers them up mockingly, wondering why he would have been involved in such a dirty and dirty relationship when he was a child Pearly tears.Are those pearly tears worth shedding for them? Since Tong Xiaolei was sensible, his father has lived like this, but he never wanted to divorce his mother, and he hated other people's divorce.From this point of view, Hu Bingchen who finally filed for divorce is definitely smarter than his father.And the mother didn't ask for a divorce, she just suffered for this man who was as tall as three pieces of tofu.Tong Xiaolei looked down on his father, and even more on the relationship between his parents, and felt that this kind of "peace negotiation" was equally indecent.What is it that binds these two people who hate each other so tightly? What exactly is it? Tong Xiaolei searched for all suspicious traces, including placing a tape recorder at home, but it is still unknown.She felt that there must be some secrets hidden in this family that even she could not know.Sometimes Tong Xiaolei wondered if something went wrong with him too? Because she persuaded her parents to divorce many times, the mentally confused mother suspected that she was not her biological daughter. "The nurse at the hospital must have made a mistake. They must have taken someone else's child and my child by mistake." The mother sued the nurses at the maternity hospital and forced Tong Xiaolei to go to the hospital for a blood test. She took her own photos and compared them with hers all day long, and found out one after another that the so-called long mattress didn't look like her, but it actually looked like her. Why did Tong Xiaolei give Wu Wei these tapes? Uphold justice?Seeing a rough road?The chivalrous spirit of drawing swords to help?It's so romantic. There are so many injustices in the world, can chivalry survive? Sending the tape to Wu Wei was not entirely out of the habit of teasing his parents, especially his father. Tong Xiaolei advocates duels with equal conditions. And that unarmed Hu Bingchen lying on the hospital bed waiting to die.She called him Uncle Hu and Uncle Hu since she was a child. And who among them was much better than the half-dead man? Tong Xiaolei guarded them since childhood and grew up by their side.His father has talked about each of them's dark secrets behind their backs, and they must have talked about his father like this behind their backs, but they can change from enemies to allies at any time, without any embarrassment at all.It's like they still have the smell of the mistress's bed sheets on them, the buttons on the trousers are not fastened, and the feeling of stroking the mistress's ecstasy is still retained in their palms...but they can impassionedly teach the subordinates who committed the same crime, without any regrets. Blushing at the fact that he had just climbed out of his mistress's bed. Tong Xiaolei watched and listened to their plans to deal with Hu Bingchen, and felt that their noses had become genitals, which were specially used to smell women's genitals and the smell of intercourse between men and women.Sniff east and west, and get excited when you smell this smell.Their noses are like a groove full of proteases. Once things pass through this groove, they will decompose... Isn't it a great pleasure to tease these people? "Keep these tapes well, it may be useful to you. If you need any help, just let me know, and I will come again." After the visit and help of this alien visitor, Wu Wei's battle became more orderly. After much deliberation, he could only rely on Tong Dalei.Wu Wei finds out the letter Tong Dalei gave her, which is more than one foot thick: the pursuit of love, excerpts of party documents, the root causes of the struggles of various factions in the ministry, the secrets of the ministers, the stains in history, and the list of their mistresses... According to time Arranged in order, put it in a small box, asked friends from the publishing house to help make multiple copies, and scattered them in the homes of several reliable friends.Then call Tong Dalei, "I must see you right away." For a long time, Wu Wei stopped inquiring about Hu Bingchen's news, and now he suddenly called... Could it be that Wu Wei has some new tricks?It's better to stop first--drive, "Ah, there are a lot of things at hand now, and I have to lead a team to other places to understand the implementation of the central government's spirit in the first half of the year..." "There is something new." Tong Dalei didn't want to hear anything new.He is no longer interested in the love story between Wu Wei and Hu Bingchen.He thinks that one of the most boring things in the world is to hear people say "you love me" or "I love you". Although he has said a lot to Wu Wei, it is the bait that the fisherman puts on the hook. What's more, he has made great achievements in counterattack, and has joined forces with Hu Bingchen's opponents, and his position has also been consolidated. "Well, we will contact you when I come back from other places." The old rascal felt that she was useless, and just waited for the time to catch the net, "I'm afraid it will be too late when you come back." On the phone, Tong Dalei couldn't see Wu Wei's distorted face, but he could hear a strange meaning from this sentence, which was very unlike her, "How do you say that?" "We'll know when we meet." It sounds even more sinister, but Tong Dalei is still hesitating.The callers waiting outside the public telephone booths are already impatient, turning their feet, grinning, and baring their teeth; but Wu Wei is not in a hurry, maybe it's her turn to close the network now, "I'm sorry, please forgive me, thank you." The waiting callers Seeing her sincerity, he forgave her, and looking at her age, it didn't look like she was just being poor on the phone. "Don't regret it." There must be a good reason for Wu Wei's threat. The most urgent thing is to find out the situation before deciding on a countermeasure. "Okay, let's meet and talk." "now it's right." "where?" "my home." "Not good." Tong Dalei can no longer go to Wu Wei's house. If someone sees it, how will he explain it to the new owner?You can't just ignore one end and forget about the other, "Should I change the place?" "Okay, let's change it to the rockery in Zhongshan Park. Twelve o'clock." Tong Dalei is very punctual.He wore a straw hat, which was pressed down very low, just like Hu Bingchen, and a pair of dark sunglasses. They found a place to sit behind the rockery.Tong Dalei said: "Look, I'm so busy that I haven't been able to take care of you. Anyway, Lao Hu has also been discharged from the hospital. I'm fine now..." "Don't talk about him, okay?" "Oh? It's up to you." He really grew up in the struggle and grew stronger in the struggle. Why didn't Wu say anything, but just looked at Tong Dalei in a dark way, making him hairy. After all, you have done a lot of bad things, and all the bad-hearted people can't help talking too much, "You are a big boy, you don't know that you are in danger, you are in danger of being framed at any time, you must protect yourself, lest you become someone else's sacrifice crystal .You are like my own sister. I don’t care about you. Who cares about you? So I have to tell you something. That day I went to the minister’s iron safe to get the central documents, and saw a white sail indictment inside. Sue you for destroying your marriage and family..." "Already know." "If the court finds you, you can ask him if there is a crime of a third party in the law? Let him produce evidence. If they dare to use this to convict you, you will spread it to the press. You are already influential writers, and spread to the world through foreign friends.” Wu Wei replied sanctimoniously, "I can't do this. I'm a party member. If I spread it internationally, I would make mistakes." "The investigators spread the word everywhere: Someone above said, 'Wu Wei is a bad person', 'Hu Bingchen is not allowed to be sentenced to divorce'. ——Forging the leader's speech is a very serious mistake. Bai Fan is a messy person, today Sleeping with Hu Bingchen, sleeping with someone else tomorrow, all sleeping messy, that's how it was in that era. The second charge against you is that Lao Hu went to a CPPCC meeting and forgot to wear glasses, and Bai Fan sent him glasses to him when he was away , asked him, saying that he went out with you. That’s why Bai Fan slapped Lao Hu six times. Is there such a thing?” "No.". "Do you want this thing? If you want it, I can secretly make a copy for you. You should be mentally prepared." "unnecessary." "The witnesses provided by Bai Fan include Lao Hu's opponents, as well as Xu Dezhang and Chang Mei... Xu Dezhang is the worst person. He persuaded Bai Fan and Lao Hu to divorce and then marry you, and told me to stand up. I can’t tell the court that Bai Fan and Lao Hu have had a bad relationship for a long time, but that they are very good... As long as you don’t admit it to the court, don’t Self-disclosure is fine. Xu Dezhang has read Lao Hu's letter to you, what are you afraid of? There is no recording or copy. You have to protect yourself now, I am like you. I propose that you understand Lao Hu thoroughly, as if I am jealous, really He gritted his teeth and said it." "I have no grievances or enmities with Xu Dezhang, why did he do this?" "This person is an official fan. When old Hu was promoted to executive vice minister, he brought a bottle of good wine to congratulate him. Is he successful when he was promoted to vice minister? When we were working in Shanghai, he was just a secretary , we ordered something, he took a notebook and nodded and memorized. His wife just made tea and poured water, and arranged tables, chairs and benches. Besides, this person is very snobbish. Now the reformist in the ministry is dead, and Lao Hu is seriously ill and retired. , the general situation is gone, but Lao Hu's opponents are very powerful, and they are making a lot of trouble now. This person is also very afraid of his wife. Back then, his wife chased Lao Hu and was rejected by Lao Hu. He had some grudges, so on the surface She and Bai Fan are good friends, old classmates, and old comrades-in-arms, but behind her back, she spreads everywhere that there are serious problems in Bai Fan's political history, which has not been cleared up until now, and has been hanging on. Not only is she jealous of Bai Fan, but she is also jealous of everyone who is close to Lao Hu Woman. Lao Hu's secretary is also very bad, because Lao Hu didn't arrange any position for him before he retired, and he saw that Lao Hu was useless, and I still had hope of getting up, so he came to me all day long to dawdle, Report on Lao Hu's situation, spread rumors about Lao Hu, saying that Lao Hu went to Shanghai to live with you secretly, because you were conducting investigations there." "I've never seen these people before, why are they doing this?" "In the final analysis, this is a political struggle, a struggle for power, and you are being punished to open a gap from you. Who made you obsessed with being behind the old Hu's back, and voluntarily involved in this whirlpool? So you are not the only ones involved. You, the parties, are so delusional! I heard from people in the Ministry that the court has set up the case of Lao Hu as a typical example of the corruption and degeneration of veteran cadres. Of course, you are the villain who dragged the veteran cadres into the water. And you will hold a big court for Lao Hu. Once the court opens, Lao Hu will It's over. In fact, this is what the above means. We are not a society ruled by law. They also said that they will hold a trial for you. If they dare to do this, you must hire a lawyer to counter them. All your friends from the press and literary circles will come. Listening in..." Then he said puzzled, "But the disciplinary inspection department sent people to the ministry to investigate... to investigate the incident that hit you, and someone in the ministry scolded: 'Damn it, I'm in a hurry, what's the matter, what's the matter? People are shaking their arms out! 'Is this the case you went to the Central Commission for Discipline Inspection?" "no." Wherever someone scolded her in the ministry, it was clearly Tong Dalei who was warning her. "What's going on here? In short, you have to be careful. These people in the ministry will hook up with the court. How can you deal with it alone? If you have any difficulties, call me in time. I still have some relations." "Okay, Comrade Tong Dalei, it's getting late, and you've talked a lot, so I'd better open the window and speak plainly. In fact, you played a very important and disgraceful role in the incidents you mentioned just now. " So Wu Wei began to enumerate Tong Dalei's deeds, one by one, with certainty. This old fritter who said that even if thirty-eight people proved what he did and said, he would not admit it. In front of Wu Wei, who was shooting horizontally without any rules, he lost his mind for a while. strangeness!How did Wu Wei have a clear grasp of him and their actions?Is it the ghost of "that"?In the final analysis, they don't trust him but use him, and they are likely to use Wu Wei to punish him, just like using him to punish Hu Bingchen, let the three of them, that is, let him and Hu Bingchen die together, no wonder Wu Wei is so confident . "...I only told the court that you asked to go to the hospital to take care of Lao Hu, but the court wrote that you asked to drive Bai Fan away. I immediately crossed out these words and said there was no such thing!" "I didn't say to take care of him, I just said to visit him." "You can tell the court that I was drunk that night, and I didn't hear you clearly... Did you fall into someone's trap? I have never done those things, and be careful of someone who provokes discord." "Is there such a thing, I won't argue with you today," Wu Wei never wanted to argue with Tong Dalei about what he did or didn't do. This old rascal would never admit anything, as he himself said, "I As long as you do one thing - you must truthfully report your activities to me in the future. If I find out that what you said is fraudulent, you have to be careful about your end." The tone is so loud!Well done! "What did you do?" It was already autumn, but Tong Dalei was sweating profusely, and his silk shirt was soaked very quickly. "No, not yet. It's just that everything has been arranged." Wu Wei now understands that he can't tell the truth to anyone.Although it is too late to understand, it is still a remedy, "It depends on your attitude. Have you forgotten the letters you wrote to me? I am going to announce it to the outside world. It is impossible for the mainland to publish it. After all, you are still a ministerial cadre, but Hong Kong There is no problem with Taiwan. So I have entrusted someone to bring the original to Hong Kong, and what remains here are only a few copies. Even if my home is ransacked one day, the original will be safe. A publishing house will print and publish it soon. Of course, It depends on how I decide in the end, and my final decision depends on your attitude... Now, even if you kill me, it will be useless. I have already said hello to my friends. If my life is in danger, it must be your fault , Hong Kong will announce the whole story of this incident immediately, and will also copy all the letters you gave me." After passing through five trials and beheading six generals in one's life, what kind of situation have you never seen or dealt with?And Tong Dalei, who has survived all storms, was defeated by Wu Wei, who has no brains, no power, no power, no support, no support, and corrupt public morals. "You...you..." Tong Dalei really wanted to curse.Tong Daxiao, who has experienced countless intrigues and battles, will inevitably lose and win, but even if he loses, he has never been so angry, "I asked you to destroy those letters many times, why do you still keep them?" "Do you think I have any interest in your vulgar words?" Wu Wei himself did not expect that these vulgar words would come in handy one day. Unexpectedly, this woman who never played cards according to the rules and had no brains would actually do such a thing and make such progress! It is precisely because he has no brains that he can do earth-shattering things. The so-called "hitting the wrong way" ruined his future.Only then did Tong Dalei know how powerful Wu Wei was, so he couldn't act blindly.Like eating a sour apricot, saliva kept pouring into Tong Dalei's mouth, he kept swallowing, thinking of countermeasures. Wu Wei listened calmly to Tong Dalei's saliva, gurgling again and again, Tong Dalei was secreting a large amount of his adrenal glands.To her, the sound of Tong Dalei swallowing saliva is better than Strauss' waltz. Tong Dalei, who has done many evil things, you also have today, and you also have times when you are scared!Man, I haven't got all the shells out of my hands yet. This is so interesting, to actually have a fight with such an old political hooligan, maybe even better than him.Wu Wei tasted the pleasure of touting an old rascal.But she also hoped that Tong Dalei could stand upright, and said to her, "You can do whatever you like, I will accompany you to the end, but Tong Dalei is not, he is so scared that he wants to kneel down, if it is not in the park, he will definitely kneel down Begging for mercy. After swallowing a lot of saliva, Tong Dalei finally bowed his head and said, "I can tell you right now..." Wu Wei was so contemptuous that he wished he could kick his red and purple nose that looked like a genital, "Don't worry, as of today, I know everything about the past, you don't need to repeat it, I want to The most important thing is your future action plan. In addition, you not only need to stop your plots, but also help Hu Bingchen. You must not know that I have not only your letter to me, but also many of your shady things The physical evidence of the activity... We have known each other for a long time, you should understand that I never blackmail others." This is true.Otherwise, Wu Wei would not have told him and Chang Mei and his wife about her and Hu Bingchen's affairs. Even if she could tell a little lie and have a little tact, she would not have fallen into such a passive situation. "Perhaps you know a lot about the situation, but you must still have some inside information that you don't know. Let me tell you some more..." "Not yet. Well, you can go back." Seeing the figure of Tong Dalei going away, Wu Wei jumped into the air with both feet together.Unexpectedly—I, with a confused head, actually subdued the "Anshi Rebellion"! If this kind of person is captured by the enemy, he would be a traitor! How can his life be called a "revolutionary life"? Forget it, Wu Wei no longer thinks about this person who has become the past, she still has to face the future. Looking at the watch, it was already 2:30 in the afternoon, it was too late for lunch, and she had to go to the post office to send a telegram.Wu Wei often didn't know if he was eating or not, and his clothes were so thin that they looked like they were hanging on a hanger.Her two shoulders, which are not thick, are now like simple clothes hangers nestled in wire.Before going out, I received a call from Rufeng, saying that after discussions with friends, I wrote a letter to Hu Bingchen, asking him to come back and take responsibility.Now, Hu Bingchen can no longer hide behind and not stand up. Hu Bingchen said: "I'll be right back, and I will live and die with Wu Wei." Knowing that her friends are doing her best.But why did Hu Bingchen stand up?Take responsibility?Admit that you have pursued land?Admit that they are in love? Isn't that self-inflicted? Didn't that kill Hu Bingchen? In any case, Hu Bingchen cannot be allowed to come back. I was relieved when I went to the post office and sent a telegram saying "Nothing happened, don't go back to Beijing". After sending the telegram, I bought another piece of bread to eat.The bread was not very fresh, and it was too dry and hard to swallow.Tong Dalei thought about it, but couldn't think of a way to deal with Wu Wei, so he could only pin his hopes on his assassination target, Hu Bingchen.Besides Hu Bingchen, who else could Wu Wei listen to? So I sat down and wrote a letter to Hu Bingchen—Comrade Bingchen: I want to talk to you about Wu Wei.The letter is very long, so read it slowly. I originally wanted to talk to you after you recover from illness, but now it seems impossible.I hope you are like reading a novel, don't get excited, we have reached the age of ears, so why get excited?Always take care of the sick body as the foundation. First, tell me about your illness.Two days after you were admitted to the intensive care unit, the hospital called the relevant leaders of the Ministry, saying that the condition was serious, and the patient and family members did not cooperate with the hospital, so the Ministry asked me to go to the hospital to talk.At this time, Wu Wei came to the Ministry to look for me everywhere, and even rushed into the party group conference room, like a madman.A lesbian who accompanied me called me in the evening and said that Wu Wei needed to have an interview with me in an urgent matter.After I arrived at the appointed place, she told me about my relationship with you, and she cried so hard, she said that only she can save you, and asked me to drive Bai Fan away and let her take care of you.When I heard it, it was like a bolt from the blue. Before that, I never dreamed that this would happen, but seeing her so sad, I was very moved.I said, why didn't this matter be mentioned earlier?But it is extremely impossible at present. First, Lao Hu's condition is serious. The doctor said that there is a 70% risk, and it will intensify if he makes a fuss; second, Bai Fan will not buy it; Neither side is good, since you love Lao Hu, you should think about him. She was crying all the time, as if she was going to faint.After I came back, I thought about it for a long time. This question is very complicated. I didn't want to ask (the reason will be explained later), but I also thought that I should try to cool down the situation.The next day she called me again, and at first I tried to evade, but she insisted on me.I went to her house at 3:00 pm and analyzed her, thinking that her relationship with you was unlikely, and the purpose was to calm her down.In the end I said: first, don't affect Lao Hu's condition; second, I hope she won't get sick because of it, as she seems to be seriously ill at this time; third, I hope that no one will know.In general, I neither approve nor disapprove of your affairs.I left in about an hour or so. On the third day, Chang Mei called me and asked if I was free. She wanted to see me with Xu Dezhang.As soon as I met Chang Mei, I told me that Wu Wei met her and brought the two letters you sent her, hoping to get Chang Mei's help. What should I do with Chang Mei and Xu Dezhang?I said, in my opinion, first, don’t comment on the matter between Hu and Wu; second, the two of you can pretend that you don’t know about Wu Wei’s reaction, and wait until you understand it; third, persuade Wu Wei to calm down. Don't exaggerate. In the end, I made an agreement with the two of them that this matter should not be circulated. After another day or two, I felt a little uncomfortable and rested at home. Bai Fan called me and wanted to sue her at Wuwei's unit.I will go to your house immediately to dissuade Bai Fan from doing this.First, the influence on Lao Hu is not good, and Wu Wei has nothing to lose; second, as far as I know, Lao Hu is more responsible, so suing like this may backfire.Bai Fan was persuaded by me. Your son Yang Baiquan also wanted to settle accounts with Wu Wei, and I also dissuaded him. Bai Fan came to my house one day and said, it's best to get this matter over with, and asked if I could talk to you.I said we can talk about it, how can we talk about it?How deep?How does it affect the condition?You think about it, then let me know.Bai Fan called me the next day and thought it was not appropriate to talk. Second, I want to tell you one more thing.When Wu Wei Baifan made the most trouble, I was really uneasy. If I didn't report to the organization, I would be responsible for the organization if something happened.But you can't talk to the party committee of the party group, so you have to discuss with "that person".He said that he knew about it a long time ago, but you have a bad temper and it is difficult to accept opinions, so it is best to let this matter take its course and take appropriate precautions.In the end, we agreed with each other not to spread outward. One day, Wu Wei heard from nowhere that "that person" talked about it in front of many people! I hurried to ask "that person" if he had leaked it to anyone, and he firmly denied it.I privately thought that maybe I had talked with his wife, but he said that "he didn't even tell his wife." I don't know where the news about Wu Wei came from? Third, talk about my relationship with Wu Wei.I met at a meeting held by the ministry the year before last. At that time, I was in a lawsuit with a certain ministry. The letter was on the table. She wanted to read it, and I gave her a copy. It was no secret.The next day she told me that she felt I was wronged, and I was deeply moved, because it is hard to know yourself in life.Later, it didn't pass me, so I read my letter at the meeting. After I found out, I was naturally very angry and had no choice.The impression was neither bad nor bad, nothing to talk about. When she went to experience life in the mountains, I saw her off at the station and wrote another letter expressing my feelings. She only wrote two lines of poetry: This body is covered with mud, Do not dance frivolously with the east wind.Know now that she has her heart set on you.After she came back from the mountains, she didn’t go there much, and then I went to the south, and I still wrote to her to talk about my travel experience. When I came back, I saw a registered letter from her and scolded me. .I have the habit of a literati, and I sent her some poems last September, sometimes in order to improve her writing skills.Ping lent her some papers on ideology, general dynamics, and that was about our relationship.There has been less contact in the past six months, and now she wants to retaliate against me by publishing my letter to her.After the announcement, he also said that I violated discipline and showed her the document. This person is really vicious!我请你有机会转告她，遇事不要过分、欺人太甚，我也不是好惹的，到那时我要自卫，人生六十怕什么，我既无名又无利，一晶老百姓。最近我正在请求离休，她如果这样欺负我，我一定奉陪。 四、说说我和你的关系。政治上有“一些”共同语言，不完全一样，你的为人我一直认为正派，五二年我在狱中还给华东局写信保你无事。自然也有不愉快的地方，其一，五九年后对我缺乏人情味，有点世态炎凉之感。其二，“文化大革命”我最困难的时刻找过你三四次，那时你已工作，或不在家或不见，这也是本分。你“那位”对手，逢年过节还要看我一下，当然，那是办外交，我也并不感激，不过你似乎有些过分。其三，后来与我谈及工作时，你转达“那位”意见，要我担任副主任，虽然你说要我到另一个单位去。我不是想做官，但这是对运动的结论朋友事先就向我打招呼：“不会让你做什么工作的，就是让你当办事员也干，让他出洋相、”此时你已是副书记，就你的地位身份，总可以和“那位”谈谈，何况我们朋友一场。但你顺从了，我非常不解！其四，在工作思路上有同有不同，我觉得你肯用脑子，但形而上学的地方不少，尤其最近几年脾气很怪，连对同级如德章等人都没有好颜色，大家同事，哪能这种态度？符合原则和党员标准吗？我是不足道的，以前我的脾气之大，更无道理，运动中自然只有被打被骂的义务，更谈不上发脾气了，这也教育了我。最近听说许多同志还是怕我，可能我的群众观点还差得很远。但人们背后对你有意见，尤其司局长以上，非常之大。“居颐气，养颐体”，是否如此，请于思之。五、我为人卑之不足道，但自信还不是一个玩手腕使诡计的个人，当然气量也很窄。五二年华东局怀疑我是“大老虎”，上头那位领导同志没有为我说句公：逗话，以后虽向我道歉，五三年他带领大批人到京，其中有我，但我拒绝了。后他多次带信邀我去他家，但直到他过世都末见面。还有“那位”，五九年在处理我的问题上很草率，与事实有很大出入，直到今天有人约我去看他，我也没去，也不想去，还是他来看我。 六、最后关于你们的事，自然你是深思熟虑过的，不容置喙。如果有机会，你也愿意，自然可以谈谈，如你不屑一见，我也会自爱的。此信拉拉杂杂．让吴、白看都无不可。 愿你早日恢复健康！ 佟大雷 佟大雷首先在追求吴为的问题上，以及制造这一事件的责任上，开脱了自己。 也不能说他这样做是如何卑劣，当年吴为和她的情人被韩木林送上法庭时，这对清高的“士”，不也极力为自己开脱，将过错推向对方？ 正像佟大雷所说：“所谓人性，谈了几十年。我这个经历战争、尝尽人间疾苦、看遍世上疮痍的人根本不相信。一九四三年河南大灾，水、旱、黄、汤，母子父女相食……什么人性？战场上讲什么人性？你不杀他，他就杀你。一九四二年我抓到一个日伪间谍，三十多岁，烫发，大夏大学毕业生，能言善语，风韵颇佳。因为战争，没有时间和她纠缠；黄昏时分，临撤出村子前把她砍了，我看她还一步一回头呢。有什么法子？生死搏斗嘛！” 且不说你死我活这种极端取舍，就是胡秉宸，对他的过河卒子吴为又怎样？且不说吴为在前方献身，胡秉宸在后方与杜亚莉调情，就在胡秉宸仓皇出逃之前，对一脑袋糨糊的吴为，他又做过什么交代和安排？好不容易“托孤”胥德章，出卖起来更是近水楼台！ 佟大雷这封信的要点是机关暗藏、讨价还价。不过对“耳朵”极硬、有仇必报的胡秉宸，佟大雷的心机怕是不顶用的。 3 紧接着在第二个回合中，吴为又尽显无赖本色。 平时很谈得来的支部书记突然找她谈话，“吴为同志，请到我的办公室来一下。” 后面那个“同志”，既郑重其事，也有些调侃。平时支部书记从不这样称呼她，总是直呼其名。 一进书记办公室，一台小录音机赫然在目。支部书记指了指录音机说：“今天要和你进行一次谈话。这是上面交代的任务，这样做是为了向上有个交代，你明白吗？”“明白。” “转来一批检举材料，说你是插足胡副部长家庭生活、道德败坏的第三者。你要仔细听好。”支部书记的话，既像警告又像提示。他按了录音机上的按键，开始发问。 “根据一位领导给咱们单位党委书记的来信，你和胡秉宸副部长有不正当的关系……” 他说的是给咱们“党委书记”，而不是“党委”；他说的是“某部长”，而不是“某单位”。 接着又把那封措辞激烈的信推到吴为面前，吴为不得不与每一个横眉立目的字短兵相接。 内容不外乎是她走到哪儿都得背到哪儿的前科，以及要求所在单位大力协助，新账老账一起算等等。横头有党委书记、号称“延安一枝花”十分女性的批示：“这不是一般的男女关系，是新生资产阶级对革命干部以及他们家庭的反攻倒算，也即对革命的反攻倒算，望其所在支部速将情况调查清楚，以便党委作出处理……” “你觉得怎么样？”“不怎么样。” 回答这个提问之后，吴为问自己：十多年前，那个因偷人养私生子而深受良心、道德谴责，恨不得想对全人类忏悔坦白的小女孩哪儿去了？ 不知此时吴为离“百炼成痞”还有多大距离，但至少已经初具规模。如果正常状态下她的恶劣指数为一的话，一旦面临“正经”，恶劣指数马上上蹿到十。眼下面临的正是恶劣指数上蹿为十的局面。按照那个红极一时，龙生龙风生风、老鼠儿子会打洞的理论，吴为的恶劣指数也不尽然是后天锻炼出来的，她能不继承顾秋水那兵痞的劣根性吗？ 某领导和“延安一枝花”的严打，反倒让吴为想起他们不那么光明的过去，想起这些道貌岸然的人在“文化大革命”中被抖搂得底朝天的并不久远的往事，——虽然上纲上得邪乎，某些史料却不一定都不真实。好比这位领导，革命前是资本家，“延安一枝花”更是有着与她同样的败行劣迹。how?他们享受够了剥削生活，当足了第三者，反倒有脸教训起她来？ 过河卒子吴为不但战斗力明显减弱，又变做一只靠惯性运作的滑轮，而要不要当第三者，则越来越不能肯定。要是他们这样死气白赖非让她当不可，她也许就当仁不让地当一把。否则就会像里的晴雯，白落个虚名、臭名，岂不冤哉？ “你不打算说点儿什么吗？”“不。要是一位部长和一个小人物所在单位的党委书记已经这样说了，这个小人物就什么都不必说了。”“不打算解释点儿什么或是承认些什么？”“不。”也许，如果，在另一种气氛下，吴为不但会反省自己，也许还会刹车。 “你认为这些揭发材料属实吗？”“不属实。”吴为恶意地扯着嘴角的肌肉。 “你认识胡副部长吗？”“认识。”“你们之间有来往吗？”“有。”“你们之间是什么关系？”“同志关系。”'今后能否不再和他来往？ ”“不可能。 ”“为什么？ ”“等于承认我们之间的关系不正当。 ”“你的意思是说，你们之间的关系很正当？ ""yes. ”“可是这些揭发材料另有一说。 ”“那是他们的说法，有人证或是物证吗？ ”“根据反映。 ”“如果我向有关方面反映胥德章和常梅杀人，他们就真杀人了？ ”“好。 ”支部书记说，然后关上录音机向她举了举，又拍了拍那盒磁带，好像对自己的工作很满意，做完这一切他突然问道：“你去医院看望过胡副部长吗？ ”“有什么问题吗？ ”支部书记不置可否地哼了一声，突然说：“也许这一仗他们打不赢，但很可能会从其他地方下手，据我所知，某领导人已经插手。 ”然后扬长而去。 对他们这次谈话，“延安一枝花”很不满意，支部书记受到了教育：“你的党性原则哪里去了？阶级感情哪里去了？同志，你要警惕呢，我们老同志受到了伤害，你不但无动于衷，在处理这个问题上还敷衍了事……好吧，什么时候开个支部大会，讨论讨论开除吴为党籍的事？” “我也想赶快开个支部会，赶快处理完了省得有人老打电话给我下命令。” “这是什么态度？这是一个人的政治生命。即使开除吴为，也应该尽到我们的责任，让她通过这个处分提高政治觉悟。开除不过是对同志进行教育帮助的手段之一，什么叫赶快开除完了就完了呢？”女人一旦有点权，绝对比男人穷凶恶极。支部书记说：“支部里的同志，不是出差就是蹲点搞调查，即便在京党员全部同意开除吴为也凑不够半数。党章上说……”他很流畅地背起了党章。 背得“延安一枝花”没辙，只好点头，“好吧，好吧，你先去吧。”支部书记刚转过身去，又被叫住，“我让你给吴为布置的工作，你布置了没有？” “布置了。”“汇报呢？”“……吴为汇报上写着，早上八点早饭，八点到十二点写小说，十二点到下午两点休息，两点至六点看报读书，晚上看电视。”“天天这样？”“天天如此。”“她到没到什么地方去过，比如说上海？”“没有。”“让她如实汇报。”“这不像监外执刑的监管犯了吗？”“犯人？犯人有判决书。她是党员，在这种非常时期，党组织有权要求地汇报行踪，同志，有刑事处分和没刑事处分是大不一样的，这个分寸我们掌握得还是很好的，你怎么能这样说？” “吴为晚上做梦要不要汇报？” “同志！” 4 白帆对她的律师非常不满，质问律师：“为什么现在还不接触吴为？” 律师只好接受白帆的领导，在没有提供足够的证据之前，通知吴为接受调解。 自胡秉宸病后从不装扮的吴为，从鞋子、袜子到围巾都精心挑选搭配一番，还换上一套出访时定制的衣衫。到了现场，还拿出录音机准备录音。 白帆的律师说：“我们都不用录音机，你怎么能用？” 吴为说：“这是一件大事，我要记录下来，以备将来写回忆录……好吧，既然你们不用录音机也不让我用，我就用笔录。”“你不能。” “你们能记录我的谈话，为什么我不能记录你们的谈话？”然后吴为就开记。 律师问：“胡秉宸提出离婚，白帆说不是因为他们感情不好，而是你对他们家庭的介入，希望法院做好工作。”接着，出示了一大摞胡秉宸给白帆的信。 无数触目惊心的“亲爱的妻”，闯入吴为的眼睛。 而吴为还以为她碰到的是几世情缘……看来他们的关系并非像胡秉宸说的那样不堪，白帆也没有胡秉宸说的那样凶残，怪不得白帆说：“我们感情很好，即便现在，我们的关系也有恢复的可能……都是吴为的破坏。” 白帆说的有什么错？ 然而胡秉宸把一切都毁了…… 如果胡秉宸在吴为成名后不再找她，大家也就都没有这些麻烦和痛苦了，她也会平平静静写作、过日子，说不定不会拒绝那些也许比胡秉宸优秀的男人。可谁知道呢？等到没了距离，那些男人和胡秉宸也许没什么两样。 正像没了距离，吴为和她不待见的男人也没什么两样。 吴为的成功不但毁了爱好虚荣的胡秉宸，也害了自己，所以吴为总不愿承认自己是个成功者。 What is success?同样是一顿不能免费的午餐。 面对这些信，吴为心中间道：胡秉宸，你让我现在怎么办？撤退还是坚守？ 难道是胡秉宸满口胡言？她应该相信白帆，还是应该相信胡秉宸？ —— 白帆这个人过于毒辣，那是个浑人，我知之甚深。她并不想同我恢复什么关系，只是一种“毁灭你们”的心理，近于疯狂的变态，只有江青可以比拟。 她的一个弟弟解放前是脱党分子，对我一直隐瞒，直到一九五八年我才从侧面得悉。他们二人还利用我的名义，背着我将她弟弟一家户口由小镇转到城市，直到省委一位领导向我问起此真诚，这些日子把你苦了，像你这样的女人，一百万个男人也碰不到一个。衷心感谢你给我的一切。 别生气，一切都在好起来。像我心跳的频率那样，每分钟吻你八十次，缺点是那样就不深了，还是每次五分钟更好。这样吧，每次五分钟，每天八十次。 多说一些你的事，对于我那是生命的源泉，否则我的生命就会枯竭，生活也失去了意义。 千万别赌气，我的小人儿。别把你我的许多牺牲不顾一切地毁掉。好不容易到了现在，别在最后时刻不能坚持下去，坚持就是胜利。 勇敢地，但冷静地对待一切困难，一切都会过去。我们不是经过了比这更为困难的时期？一切都不可能逆转，不论法庭判不判决，我与白帆再也不会有共同的生活。 相信我，再没有比我更坚定的情人了。 作为一个情人，坚定一会儿不难，难的是坚定一辈子。胡秉宸虽然没能坚定一辈子，还是坚定了几年，无论如何该算是个优秀男人。 除了沉默，吴为还能说什么？ “法院有责任把问题搞清楚，你应本着实事求是的态度，认真回答我们的提问。你到底对他们夫妻有没有干扰？” “不把大背景弄清楚不好就事论事，现在谈具体问题条件还不成熟。据佟大雷同志反映，法院到处扩散某领导人说了什么……伪造领导人讲话是性质严重的错误，因此，希望法院首先了解一下大背景。” “你可以有你的理解，但你得支持法院工作。有关人土提出你对他们夫妻感情有影响，这和政治背景也许有联系，但有质的区别，不要拿这个做借口。这句话你坚持三次了，你太过分了。你怎么能指示法院？你有义务按照我们的要求，实事求是回答法院的问题。因为这事和你有牵连，有关系。”“你这种态度很不好，我和你是平等的人，你应该尊重我。” “你为什么不劝解他们？”“他们关系好不好跟我有什么关系？我也没时间去劝解他人离婚不离婚。” “你有没有给胡秉宸写过信？” “写过。” “什么内容？”“很多年了，怎么能记得？我又没有写信留底稿的习惯。” “胡秉宸给你写过信吗？你有没有他求爱的信？”“给我写过信，但没有给我写过求爱的信。” “你收没收到他们两口子写给你的信？” 这时，律师原文照读了胡秉宸和白帆联手写给吴为的那封信。 伤情，但一直还算镇静的吴为，这时乱了阵脚，“……没有，只收到过他个人写给我的信……我可以看看这封信吗？”律师把他们夫妻二人联手写的那封信给了吴为。吴为原以为当年胡秉宸寄给她的是惟一的，没想到竟是一式两份，还在白帆手里留了一份。而且还是钢笔写的，可见认真不苟，以图存之永久。 这肯定是胡秉宸的主意，白帆不一定有那样的“深谋远虑”。胡秉宸为自己留了一个后手，立此存照，万一将来出了什么问题有案可查，一切与他无关，责任全在吴为。 可怕的是他们的关系已然到了这个地步，胡秉宸还不肯告诉吴为，这封信他写了一式两份，真诚，这些日子把你苦了，像你这样的女人，一百万个男人也碰不到一个。衷心感谢你给我的一切。 别生气，一切都在好起来。像我心跳的频率那样，每分钟吻你八十次，缺点是那样就不深了，还是每次五分钟更好。这样吧，每次五分钟，每天八十次。 多说一些你的事，对于我那是生命的源泉，否则我的生命就会枯竭，生活也失去了意义。 千万别赌气，我的小人儿。别把你我的许多牺牲不顾一切地毁掉。好不容易到了现在，别在最后时刻不能坚持下去，坚持就是胜利。勇敢地，但冷静地对待一切困难，一切都会过去。我们不是经过了比这更为困难的时期？一切都不可能逆转，不论法庭判不判决，我与白帆再也不会有共同的生活。相信我，再没有比我更坚定的情人了。 作为一个情人，坚定一会儿不难，难的是坚定一辈子。胡秉宸虽然没能坚定一辈子，还是坚定了几年，无论如何该算是个优秀男人。除了沉默，吴为还能说什么？ “法院有责任把问题搞清楚，你应本着实事求是的态度，认真回答我们的提问。你到底对他们夫妻有没有干扰？” “不把大背景弄清楚不好就事论事，现在谈具体问题条件还不成熟。据佟大雷同志反映，法院到处扩散某领导人说了什么……伪造领导人讲话是性质严重的错误，因此，希望法院首先了解一下大背景。” “你可以有你的理解，但你得支持法院工作。有关人土提出你对他们夫妻感情有影响，这和政治背景也许有联系，但有质的区别，不要拿这个做借口。这句话你坚持三次了，你太过分了。你怎么能指示法院？你有义务按照我们的要求，实事求是回答法院的问题。因为这事和你有牵连，有关系。”“你这种态度很不好，我和你是平等的人，你应该尊重我。” “你为什么不劝解他们？” “他们关系好不好跟我有什么关系？我也没时间去劝解他人离婚不离婚。” “你有没有给胡秉宸写过信？” “写过。” "What content?" “很多年了，怎么能记得？我又没有写信留底稿的习惯。” “胡秉宸给你写过信吗？你有没有他求爱的信？” “给我写过信，但没有给我写过求爱的信。” “你收没收到他们两口子写给你的信？” 这时，律师原文照读了胡秉宸和白帆联手写给吴为的那封信。 伤情，但一直还算镇静的吴为，这时乱了阵脚，“……没有，只收到过他个人写给我的信……我可以看看这封信吗？” 律师把他们夫妻二人联手写的那封信给了吴为。吴为原以为当年胡秉宸寄给她的是惟一的，没想到竟是一式两份，还在白帆手里留了一份。而且还是钢笔写的，可见认真不苟，以图存之永久。 这肯定是胡秉宸的主意，白帆不一定有那样的“深谋远虑”。胡秉宸为自己留了一个后手，立此存照，万一将来出了什么问题有案可查，一切与他无关，责任全在吴为。 可怕的是他们的关系已然到了这个地步，胡秉宸还不肯告诉臭为，这封信他写了一式两份，让她腹背受敌，在法院面前被动得无法支应。 她只好捂着这个枪眼，对付来自最爱者的这个出卖。 吴为只知胡秉宸出卖了她，却不知胡秉宸对白帆的出卖更狠。 这封联手信只能说是一记冷枪，白帆手中原本握有“核弹”。二十多封吴为写给胡秉宸的信。