On the Monday night when Aki had a car accident, Yoichiro sat in the corner of the living room, recalling why he aspired to be a psychiatrist.
In the summer of his sophomore year in high school, Yoichiro was still unable to decide which path to take in the future.Although I have been interested in psychiatry for a long time, and I plan to enter a university with a related department, I have no specific idea of what kind of job I will do after graduation.This troubled Yoichiro a lot.At this time, the class tutor told Yoichiro that Sagami Medical University will hold a trial course soon.Yoichiro thought that this could be used as a reference, so he applied.On the day of the experience course, Yoichiro sat in the corner of the classroom with a notebook and stationery, and the person standing on the podium was the current psychiatrist Munehei Taji.Yoichiro still remembers that he almost laughed out loud when he saw Tianji's unique appearance for the first time. As for the course content, it was a general introduction to psychiatry, and there was little mention of related occupations in this field, which was quite different from Yoichiro's expectations. .However, Tian Di's gentle and steady way of speaking won Yoichiro's heart incredible.Before he knew it, Yoichiro even forgot to take notes, and just listened attentively to every word Tian said.
"A scholar visited a certain Tibetan village in northwestern Nepal."
When there were less than five minutes left in the class, Tian Di suddenly changed the subject, put away the handouts and markers in his hand, put his hands gently on the desk, and slowly moved his eyes while talking, looking at the classroom The face of every high school student in the movie.
"The villagers in that village are all devout Buddhists, so those who commit sexual crimes will receive extremely cruel punishments. For example, those who commit the crime of bestiality will be scalped and driven out of the village. "
Tian Chi said while stroking his brow that looked like a brioche roll.Several people laughed, but Yoichiro just found it creepy, not funny at all.
"In that village, people live with yaks and goats. Managing these livestock is the focus of their lives. Now comes the problem. In the management of livestock, there is a very important job, which is even more important than Cleaning up excrement is still important, but it seriously violates the teachings of Buddhism. Do you know what it is?"
No one answered.Everyone shook their heads in a daze or averted their eyes.
"That's castration of male livestock."
Tian said the correct answer.
"Managing so many domestic animals at the same time, castration is absolutely necessary. But for devout Buddhists, this is a very sinful act. Because it is tantamount to controlling the sexual behavior of animals through human hands. However, Someone has to do this job. Well, the question is who will do it?"
At this time, Tian Di remained silent again, looking around at all the students.His action didn't seem to be asking for anyone's answer, but to deepen everyone's impression and ask everyone to listen carefully.
"Castration was performed by mentally ill people called Smyon Pa. The scholars who witnessed this phenomenon asked the village elders why these people were being castrated. The elder laughed. For a moment, answer like this..."
Tian Di paused here, then continued in the same tone:
"Because these people don't go to hell."
At this point, the experience course is over.Yoichiro didn't fully understand the meaning of Tiandi's words, but one thing is certain, that is, there seemed to be a force in Tiandi's words, which deeply touched Yoichiro's heart.Amidst the clamor of everyone getting up to pack their stationery, Yoichiro decided on two things.First, he wants to enter this university and take field classes.Second, he wants to be a psychiatrist like Tian Tian.
Yoichiro later found out that Shuicheng also participated in this experience course.When they were students, the two debated the arguments Tian Di said at the time.One side believed that the purpose of Tian Di's remarks was to accuse people of discrimination against the mentally ill, but the other side thought otherwise.The other party believes that the purpose of the field is to point out that even if a mentally ill person commits a crime, no one can judge it.Yoichiro couldn't remember which argument was put forward by whom.
The phone in the living room rang, bringing Yoichiro back to reality, and the number of the Shuicheng family was displayed on the phone screen.
"It's really troublesome for you today."
"Don't say that, is Yaji okay later?"
"Well, she's fine. Other than a broken arm, no other injuries."
"No, I mean the car accident itself. Didn't the female driver say that? Aki was herself..."
Yoichiro turned his head and glanced back, Osuke was sitting at the kitchen table looking over here.If you can, it's best not to let him hear these words.
"Borrow the computer."
Huang Jie didn't seem to want to embarrass Yoichiro, he left the kitchen and walked into Yoichiro's room, closing the door.Yoichiro continued:
"What's the situation? Did Aki really run in front of the car by himself?"
"This..."
After hesitating for a moment, Shuicheng sighed and said:
"She doesn't talk to me at all, I ask her, but she just doesn't talk, she doesn't say anything."
From Mizushiro's tone, Yoichiro noticed something.
Today, when Yoichiro visited Shuicheng's house, he found that he was extremely indifferent to Aki who had just passed away and fell into chaos, not at all like a father should have.However, the voice coming from the other end of the phone now sounds very sad to Yoichiro, completely like a father who wants to understand his child's inner thoughts.
Yaji's car accident may have changed some of Shuicheng's thoughts.
"Did that driver still not change his story?"
"Yeah, she still seems to insist that Aki ran to the driveway by himself."
If this is true, why did Aki do this?Because the mother passed away?Or do you not want to get along with your indifferent father anymore?
Maybe both, Yoichiro thought.In daily life, Yaji can't feel the love of her father at all. I am afraid that only her mother is her only support.Now, her mother suddenly ended her life, so Yaji also planned to die.no, wait...
"Shuicheng, Yaji shouldn't have heard what we said in your room today, he was too shocked, so he acted impulsively..."
Such an inference is also quite reasonable.Every word that Shuicheng said in the room shocked Yaji greatly.Shuicheng began to believe that Hui was cheating two years ago, thinking that Yaji was not his own flesh and blood.And these ideas are based on some toilet paper in the trash can.In addition..., he also revealed the content of Kei's suicide note at that time.Hui wrote in his suicide note that even if he died, he would not forgive Shuicheng.He also said that he planned to dispose of the suicide note secretly.
"I've thought about it too. But at that time, the door of the room was really closed. As long as the door is closed, the sound in the room will never come out."
"Well, so we didn't hear Aki open the door and go out when we were in the room."
There is no problem with the soundproofing of the room.
"Shuicheng, let's put aside the driving argument, what do you think about this matter? Did Yaji really crash the car on purpose?"
Shuicheng was silent for a while, then said:
"It's not impossible. After all... Hui is dead, and she must live with such a father in the future."
Sure enough, Shuicheng also thought that his attitude might be one of the reasons why Yaji wanted to die.At this time, Yoichiro originally planned to say something to teach Shuicheng a lesson, but immediately changed his mind.Now that he himself has achieved self-awareness, there is no need for others to interfere.
"What is Aki doing now?"
"She was taking a shower just now, and she is in the room now."
"Does she wash alone?"
Mizushiro was rather taken aback by Yoichiro's question.
"certainly."
"But she has one hand wrapped in plaster, so it shouldn't be convenient? Why didn't you help her?"
"I'm going to help her? What are you talking about?"
Shuicheng smiled lightly.Yoichiro doesn't have a daughter, so he doesn't know much about this aspect.Huangsuke, who is the same age as Aki, now occasionally passes the living room naked.Boys and girls are completely different after all.
"By the way, I'm Mao. Are you going to work tomorrow?"
"I have this plan, what's wrong?"
"No, it's just that Teacher Tiandi may talk to you about my business."
"Your business? What's the matter?"
"It's about the fact that I don't think Aki is his own flesh and blood."
This sentence startled Yoichiro, why did Tian Da ask about it?
"Wait, Shuicheng. Teacher Tiandi knows about this?"
"Hui seems to have talked to him about these things, and I only found out after receiving a call from Teacher Tian Di."
Shuicheng said Hui appeared to have visited Tiandi at the university hospital after leaving the office yesterday evening.She told Tian Di the current situation of her family without any concealment, hoping that Tian Di could give her some advice.
"Teacher Tian Di just told me on the phone that he was too surprised by what Hui said at the time, so he couldn't comfort her. He just said to think about it, so he told Hui to go home first."
In this way, Hui did not go home last night. Yaji did call her cell phone, but he didn't get through.Presumably, Hui turned off the phone after entering the hospital, and then didn't turn it on again.
"Teacher Tian Di apologized to me. He said that if he could have handled the matter properly at that time, Hui would not have committed suicide, and said that Hui might have been killed by him."
Shuicheng let out a long sigh.
"I'm such a bad guy, causing trouble for so many people."
"Teacher Tian didn't dare to give Hui any advice easily. I can understand his feelings. After all, Hui and you are both his students, not to mention that something like that happened to his mother."
"Well, you're right. He may be worried that if he gives Kei casual advice, he might make Kei repeat the same mistakes as his mother."
Tian Di's mother committed a crime of injury when he was a child.Her husband was addicted to alcohol and sex all day long, abandoned his wife and children, and was later stabbed by her with a kitchen knife. Although he survived, the two divorced afterwards.It is said that the person who made Tian Di's mother decide to commit the crime of injury was her own sister.The elder sister has heard her sister complain about her husband's attitude towards life for a long time, and she will give her the most appropriate advice every time, but the relationship between her sister and her husband is getting worse and worse.Finally, the older sister got impatient with the fact that the younger sister complained, and she told the younger sister one sentence: If you don't make up your mind to take action, the situation will never change.This sentence turned out to be an opportunity for Tian Di's mother to commit murder.
This is what the two of them heard Tian Di confided after drinking when they were students.
Presumably Tian Di was very worried.Hui asked him to discuss about her husband. If she offered advice casually, Hui might do something terrible like her mother did back then.
"Teacher Tian seems to think that his worry has led to worse consequences. If Hui can be properly enlightened, she may not die."
"Well, it's not that I can't understand his mood."
After all, the person who came to him to complain to him committed suicide not long after saying goodbye to him.However, as Shuicheng said, Hui's suicide was definitely not Tian Di's fault.That morning, Hui already had thoughts of suicide, so he pressed the suicide note under the whiskey bottle before going out.Thinking of this, Yoichiro made a sound of "Ahhh" as if he had realized something.
"So that's how it is... Teacher Tian Di didn't know that Huiyou left a suicide note."
"Yes, he doesn't know. I didn't tell him on the phone just now. So he didn't expect that Hui had already planned to commit suicide when he came to complain to him. Maybe I should tell Teacher Tian about the suicide note..."
Shuicheng was in so much pain that he couldn't continue talking.
"By the way, Shuicheng. Hui said goodbye to Teacher Tiandi. What time was it when you left the hospital?"
"Is it time? It is said that it is not yet eight o'clock."
"So, what she did before committing suicide is also a mystery."
The time when Kei jumped from the research building was 9:10 p.m., and there was more than an hour before she said goodbye to Tian Di.
"It's meaningless to think about it now. I guess she is probably hiding somewhere alone to worry."
"maybe……"
After Yoichiro asked about the scheduled itinerary for the wake, he hung up the phone.
The next morning, Yoichiro was stopped by Tada in the corridor of the university hospital.
"I'm Mao, are you free now?"
Tian Di took him to the corner of the hall, and the topic was indeed related to the Shuicheng family.
"What's the actual situation? Does Shuicheng still think that Yaji is not his own flesh and blood?"
"This..."
Yoichiro didn't know how to answer better.In the past, Shuicheng had indeed had such doubts in his heart, but according to the feeling of the phone call last night, Shuicheng seemed to have regretted it.It might not be a good idea for anyone to say anything to Shuicheng now.
After thinking for a long time, Yoichiro decided to tell Tian Di frankly his current views.Tian Di seemed lost in thought. "So it is!" He said while stroking his white beard.
"I think it's best to leave Shuicheng alone now."
"Indeed, perhaps it would be more appropriate to do so..."
Fields seems to feel the same way.
"Okay, since that's the case, let's wait and see for a while. However, if Shuicheng behaves strangely in the future, you must tell me. Both Shuicheng and you are students I value very much, and I will definitely help you with all my strength."
"I see."
Tian Di touched his bald head, and left with a worried expression on his face.Yoichiro watched his back for a long time before returning to his work post.
It was nearly four o'clock that afternoon, and Yoichiro noticed that some dust had accumulated under the table in the consulting room, so he took a broom and was bending over to clean it.At this moment, he heard light footsteps gradually approaching from the corridor.His upper body was getting under the table and he listened carefully. It was the sound of children's footsteps.Yoichiro looked at the door of the consulting room, the door was half-closed and not completely closed.In the quiet corridor, footsteps were getting closer.
Finally, the owner of the footsteps flashed past the door of the consulting room.
It's Huang Jie.
When passing by the door of the consulting room, Osuke glanced inside, and Yoichiro just got under the desk, so Osuke didn't notice him.Then, Huang Jie walked away along the corridor.
Yoichiro stood up, walked slowly towards the door, and poked his head out through the crack of the door.He saw Huang Jie's small figure just walking to the corner of the corridor, which should be the exit leading to the medical building.
"what are you doing?"
Yoichiro was startled by the sudden voice in his ear, he hurriedly turned around, and Takeuchi was standing less than one meter away from the door.
"It's nothing, I always feel a little stuffy inside, maybe there's something wrong with the air conditioner."
Yoichiro spoke nonsense.Takeuchi tilted his head slightly, said: "Is there?" and walked into the consultation room.
"What can you do with me?"
"It's a matter..., it's not."
"Since it's all right, can I ask you to go out? The patient will be here soon."
Yoichiro checked his watch. It was three fifty-five.
"The consultation time starts at four o'clock. The patient is very punctual, and walks in at just the right time every time... Unfortunately, except for the concept of time, other parts of his head are as bad as the air conditioner in the hospital."
Takeuchi stared at Yoichiro with his eyes wide open.
"What's wrong?"
"Ah, nothing..."
Just then, a figure appeared at the door.It was a man about Yoichiro's age.
"Huh? You came earlier today."
Yoichiro glanced at his watch and said to the man.The man stood at the door, looking at him and Takeuchi suspiciously.
"Come in, she'll be out soon."
Yoichiro turned his head to look at Takeuchi, gestured to the door with his hand to signal her to go out quickly.But Takeuchi was unmoved, and only looked back and forth between Yoichiro and the man with suspicious eyes.Finally, Takeuchi's eyes fell on Yoichiro's face.
"Is he... your patient?"
"Yes, he is my patient."
Yoichiro put his hand on the man's shoulder and smiled slightly at Takeuchi.
Hui's wake is scheduled to be held at Shuicheng's house at 6:00 pm, and the farewell ceremony will be held tomorrow at the altar.However, Shuicheng said that only relatives were invited to participate in the farewell ceremony, and it was inconvenient for Yoichiro to participate.
Yoichiro returned to the apartment at half past five, but Osuke hadn't come back yet.He picked up his cell phone and dialed Huang Jie's number.
"Huangjie, where are you? I'm going to attend Aunt Hui's wake today."
"Ah, um, I know."
After Huang Jie said that he would go back immediately, he hung up the phone.
Just as Yoichiro changed into his mourning clothes, Huangsuke just walked in from the door.
"Come back, hurry up and change your clothes, you have to go out in ten minutes."
"Um... by the way, where are my clothes?"
"Uh...ah, it's in Dad's room, hanging in the closet. Wait a minute."
"It's okay, I'll get it myself."
Huang Jie hurried into Yoichiro's bedroom.Yoichiro turned to his back and asked:
"Where did you run after school today?"
"I've been reading books at the bookstore in the shopping street."
"Oh……"
Yoichiro didn't ask any more questions.When he saw Huang Jie in the hospital, he decided not to mention it.
After the wake was over, the father and son went home and ate the bento they bought at the convenience store together, and then Yoichiro went into the bathroom to take a shower.After taking a shower, he walked to the living room while wiping his hair with a towel, and saw Huang Jie was using the computer in the room.Huang Jie said that he had to do homework, but what subject was it?Since he didn't wear glasses, he couldn't see what was on the screen.
"Recently, elementary school students have to use computers to do their homework."
Yoichiro spoke to Huangsuke.Huang Jie didn't know why he seemed panicked, and turned his head.
"Elementary school students are also very hard."
Huang Jie said in an absent-minded tone, while closing a certain program, he also shut down the computer by the way.Yoichiro approached the desk, but Osuke stood up from the chair, and walked out of the room without saying a word.At this time, Yoichiro stopped him.
"Huang Jie."
"What's up?"
Huangsuke turned his head, his expression was not quite right, although he was smiling, but Yoichiro could see that his smile was forced.
"You forgot something."
Yoichiro picked up a sheet of printing paper from the output tray of the laser printer and handed it to him.His expression seemed relieved.
"Is that a composition..."
"Yes, the homework is to write a composition."
"Let Dad take a look."
"No, it's written a long time ago, it's embarrassing."
"When was your long time ago?"
Yoichiro couldn't help laughing.Huang Jie left a sentence: "A long time ago was a long time ago." Then he hid in his room.
After a while, the phone rang at home.As soon as Yoichiro answered the phone, he heard Tada's cheerful voice.
"I'm sorry, Mao, to call you so late."
"It's all right, it's all right. What's the matter?"
"No, it's nothing important. I just want to ask if your insomnia is getting better? Are you still taking Han Le Xin?"
"Yeah, I'm still eating."
Maybe I can sleep without sleeping pills, but after taking sleeping pills, I feel very refreshed when I wake up in the morning, so Yoichiro continues to take them.
"How is your body? Besides insomnia, is there anything wrong?"
"No, everything is fine. Teacher Tiandi, what's the matter? Why did you call to ask about this..."
Before Yoichiro finished speaking, he heard Tianchi's exaggerated laughter of "hahaha".
"It's nothing, nothing. In fact, I wanted to ask about your recent situation in the hospital today, but because I talked about Shuicheng, I forgot. I originally planned to chat with you at the wake night at Shuicheng's house. But I didn't meet you again."
Tian Di finished speaking in one breath.
"Yeah, there is no chance to meet at the Shuicheng family."
"How is it? My Mao? Do you want to sit in my consulting room after you get off work tomorrow?"
Fields suddenly cut to the point.
"The consultation room? Not my consultation room, but Teacher Tian's consultation room?"
"Yes, my consulting room."
"why?"
"It's nothing serious, I'm just a little worried about your condition and want to see you."
"Of course it's okay to go to the teacher's consultation room...but my condition is very good. In fact, I can stop taking Yinhe. I just hope that I will feel better in the morning, so I will continue to eat."
"Well, I think so, I think so. But I hope you can understand me, Mao, please understand me."
In the originally rambling words, there is a touch of sincere emotion.
"Actually, the consulting room is not necessarily a place to see a doctor. You can also chat in it occasionally, such as things at work, right!"
"Work matters...do you mean the patients' affairs?"
"Yes, yes, yes."
In the end, Yoichiro made an appointment with Tada to meet at Tada's consultation room tomorrow evening, and then hung up the phone.At this time, he suddenly felt a line of sight behind him, and when he looked back, he found that Huang Jie opened the door a little and was peeping.He smiled at his son and said:
"It's Teacher Tiandi calling."
"Oh... how rare. What did he say?"
"Dad doesn't understand either. Anyway, Dad may come home later tomorrow."
"It's okay, I'll go buy dinner myself."
"Can I also buy dad's portion? It's best if it can be heated in the microwave. Ah, otherwise, I'll buy a pork belly bento."
"OK."
Huang Jie nodded and closed the door.
That night, Yoichiro still ate Hanlexin before falling asleep.
In the brief waking moments before falling asleep, Yoichiro thought about what Tanji had said on the phone.
"I'm a little worried about your condition."
"I hope you can understand me, Mao."
"Excuse me."
It is rare to hear Tian Di ask for one thing in such an earnest tone.
At this time, Yoichiro remembered what happened in the winter sixteen years ago.At that time, Yoichiro had just gotten engaged to Sakieda, and was studying hard to prepare for the national examination in order to obtain a medical license.
At the end of the previous year, on a snowy morning, a young man accompanied by a guardian came to the psychiatric building of the University Hospital.Although this young man gave a weak impression, he was the culprit in a murder case.He once broke into an apartment in Yokohama, bound a woman in her thirties, and tried to kill her with a kitchen knife.Since it was daytime, the neighbor next door called the police after hearing the screams. When the young man was about to stab his wife in the abdomen with a kitchen knife, the police arrived in time and subdued him.The young man was convicted in court, but the judge judged that he had the symptoms of Antisocial Personality Disorder. Although it was not at the level of mental illness, he had deviated from the normal mental personality, so he was placed under protective observation , and asked him to be treated by a psychiatrist.The Affiliated Hospital of Sagami University of Medicine is one of the "prefectural designated hospitals" for such patients, and the doctor in charge of treating this young man was a well-known field in the field of psychiatry at that time.Tian Di spent a year in regular psychotherapy for young people.The mental state of the young people has gradually improved significantly, at least Tian Di thinks so.Finally, Tian Di told the young people's caregivers that the treatment was over and the young people could return to society.That night, Tian Di visited the young man's residence, and the two ate the chocolate cake Tian Tian brought together to celebrate the new start of life.
Two weeks later, the young man stabbed another woman to death.
"Excuse me..."
Field is worried.
Yes, he is worried.
He was actually worried about me...
The next evening, Yoichiro came to Tachi's consultation room as promised.The two sat opposite each other across a low table.Tian Da took out the bottled milk tea from the refrigerator, poured a cup and handed it to Yoichiro.
"I wonder if this black tea can be drunk in the morning?"
Tian Di looked at the label on the plastic bottle and deliberately told a cold joke.
"Teacher Tian, don't beat around the bush, please start."
Hearing what Yoichiro said, Tada raised his eyes that were originally looking at the plastic bottle.Yoichiro waded deeply into the sofa and said with a smile:
"Does the teacher have something to say? Although I don't know what the teacher wants to say, at least it sounds like this from the phone call last night."
"Ah, yes..."
"Does the teacher want to talk about work?"
Yoichiro asked straight to the point.Tian Di seemed a little restless, raised his half-white eyebrows, and pretended to cough twice.His head moved subtly, and his smooth scalp reflected the sunlight that penetrated through the gaps in the curtains.Because it is too smooth, there is no feeling of thinning hair volume, the head is exposed, and the hair seems to be something that does not exist.At this time, Yoichiro suddenly thought of one thing, does baldness have the effect of cooling off in summer?Wearing a white shirt in the sun is cooler than wearing a black shirt, because the white shirt can reflect sunlight.According to this theory, a bald head would be cooler in the sun than a head with hair.So the field should be able to endure the summer heat better than others...
"Then I'll be blunt, and you're right."
For a moment, Yoichiro thought that Tachi had answered his delusional thought just now, but soon realized that he was wrong.
"I want to talk to you about work. You are dealing with work very carefully every day, and your work attitude is fine in my opinion, but..."
"But my lack of caring for my patients..., you want to say that, right?"
Tian Di closed his mouth tightly and looked at him silently.Yoichiro continued:
"In order to deal with my wife's funeral and other trivial matters, I left the patient to the teacher for a long time. I really should reflect on this. When Hui passed away, I forced the diagnosis and treatment to the teacher and ran to Shuicheng's house. Saying that it happened suddenly, but making a decision without considering the position of the teacher is really rude, and I have deeply reflected on this matter."
Yoichiro bowed his head to Tada in apology, but before he raised his head, Tada asked:
"My Mao, what do you think? About... your current job."
"What do you think..., what do you mean?"
"For example... Do you have any dissatisfaction?"
Yoichiro immediately shook his head and said:
"Not at all. I'm proud of my work, and I think it's my life's mission to save people with crazy brains."
Tian Di seemed to say something, and the mouth in the white beard moved.
"And I am also very confident in my medical technology. The patients I am in charge of now include the elderly with Schizophrenia, women with Obsessive Compulsive Disorder and Post-traumatic Stress Disorder, they have gradually improved under my treatment. Teacher Tian Di, you have seen them too, haven’t you? Aren’t their eyes more normal than before?”
Tada didn't answer, just leaned on the sofa and stared at Yoichiro.
"My attitude this week has really made people feel irresponsible, and I know that. But I have now started to go to work normally, see doctors, and take care of those crazy people. I..."
"Wait, that's enough."
Tian Di interrupted him.
After a long silence, Tian Di said:
"You must receive my psychotherapy."
"what?"
"I said, you must accept my psychotherapy."
The voice of Tian Di echoed in the narrow and quiet consulting room with deep sorrow.
"You said you must receive treatment, are you referring to me?"
"Yes, it's you."
"You mean, there's something wrong with my head?"
Yoichiro's tone became rough.
"I'm a doctor. I'm a licensed psychiatrist anyway. I know my mental state. There's nothing wrong with my head."
Tian Di shook his head slowly and said:
"Take a break for a while, I can't let you continue to work in this state."
"You mean, my mental illness is serious enough to affect my work?"
"My Mao, please be considerate. Of course, I will keep this matter a secret, and I will never tell it. Besides, it is not strange for you to come and go in and out of my consulting room, as long as you tell others that we are discussing work. Don't worry, don't worry, it's no big deal."
Tian Di repeated with an extremely serious expression.The same suggestion kept coming out of his mouth.Finally, he shut his mouth and stared at Yoichiro as if waiting for his answer.
Yoichiro and Tada just looked at each other silently for a long time.
"This matter... I didn't intend to talk about it."
Finally, Tian Di couldn't bear it anymore, and he frankly told Yoichiro that Huang Jie had come to him yesterday afternoon.
"Huang Jie him..."
Yoichiro recalled that he had indeed seen his son in the corridor of the university hospital yesterday.
"Huang Jie is also worried about you. For his good, you must promise me. I believe you are also very clear that childhood has a considerable impact on the formation of personality, especially during the period from eight to twelve years old. I am so Not only for you, but also for Huang Jie."
Tada placed his palms on his chest, trying to reinforce Yoichiro's impression of those words.
Yoichiro looked at the low table, lost in thought.Will I have a bad influence on that child's future?
"I am Mao..."
"Understood."
Yoichiro looked up.
"I am willing to accept the treatment of the teacher. However, I hope that the treatment can start immediately, and I don't want to lose my job for a long time."
"it is good."
Tian Di walked to the desk with a steady movement, and picked up a loose-leaf notebook with a leather cover, which was the notebook he usually used during diagnosis and treatment.Yoichiro looked at him and murmured:
"The one with the brain problem is you..."
Tian Dao, who was looking at the loose-leaf notebook, raised his head with a surprised expression.
"I said, you are the one with the brain problem."
Yoichiro said it again.For a very short moment, a pitiful expression appeared on Tian Di's face, but he immediately turned his eyes back to the notebook.Yoichiro felt impatient, as if countless ants were digging and crawling in his head.He thought to himself, I'm normal, the one with the problem is this guy, this old fool...
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