Chapter 9 Chapter Four

That headless corpse is Teacher Cangyou. All the students in the second class of the sixth grade attended the funeral.Although some girls were crying in front of the posthumous photos, for me, the death of a person who was still in the initial stage of acquaintance was not worthy of sadness, so I left the ceremony venue after offering incense. On the way home, someone stopped me; when I looked back, Shiomi was standing behind me. "I finally found you. It turns out that you have already left. No wonder I couldn't find you no matter how I searched." "What's wrong?"

"Everyone is assembled, come here too! Discuss what to do in the future." The second group gathered in a nearby fast food restaurant. Of course, Machii was nowhere to be seen. Machii has not been to school since the discovery of Mr. Kurutomo's headless body. "Just now everyone was discussing... What do you think about Machii's incident?" When I was about to unpack the hamburger, Yokoyama asked. "You ask me that, how should I answer?" "Speak your mind." "...I feel terrible." I replied honestly. "A bunch of things that I don't understand popped up all of a sudden, I just feel terrible."

"Machii is scary too?" "I don't know. However, Machii himself is also very scared, more scared than me." "Of course! If it happens like that, anyone would be afraid." Yanjian took a sip of Coke. "Machii already has 145 points! Breaking through three digits, it's scary, and 115 points behind the last place." "The last one is you, right?" "Wow..., you are noisy! I know, I will catch up soon. Don't be kidding, I don't want to be punished! Forget it, don't mention this, it is Machii's matter that is more important now. That really is ...Prediction? Although it sounds ridiculous and nonsensical, but that's what it is, right?"

"It's neither absurd nor ridiculous," Hachio stroked his hair. "Machii can indeed predict Niu Nan's actions, we must admit this." "What foreknowledge? It's too far-fetched." I said, "It's more realistic to say that Machii is a bully." "Ah? That's unrealistic! Machii is a bully? Impossible!" "If I hadn't misheard that scream, Machii couldn't have killed Cangyou-sensei, because we were with Machii at that time." Shibata took a bite of the apple pie. "Besides, elementary school students are murderers... Although the possibility is not zero, it is still too ridiculous."

Yeah? Machii is a bull, or is related to a bull—I think it's more natural to think so.Of course, this inference is the same as the foresight... maybe even crazier than the foresight. "Hey, I think it's better not to let Machii continue to participate in the Niu Nan game. I don't know if it's a foreknowledge, anyway, Machii knows Niu Nan's actions, right? If such a powerful person joins, how can the game be played?" "But it's not complete enough," Shibata said. "Machii only guessed the location, date and gender of the crime." "That's enough!"

"In short, the game must continue. If Shiomi doesn't want to participate, you can quit." "...What do you mean by that?" Shiomi's expression disappeared. The atmosphere at the scene changed. "If you don't want to participate, you quit, if you're afraid, you disappear—that's what I mean." "Oh! The tone is very arrogant!" Shiomi stood up. "Shibata, why do you order me? Don't get carried away, who do you think you are?" "It's you who should be restrained. If you want to fight, I will accompany you, and I will make you lose heartily."

"Do you really want me to beat you? You seem to have forgotten, let me remind you, your position is completely different from ours..." "Shiomi!" Yokoyama grabbed Shiomi's arm. "What do you want to say!" "It's his fault!" "Furthermore, you are wrong! That's why I stopped you! You should understand this truth!" "But……" "Shibata is not wrong!" "Mixed!" Shiomi rudely shook off Hengshan's hand, and sat back on his seat. "...Anyway, there is a problem with Machii. Besides, the one who was killed this time was Cangyou-sensei, not a stranger, but Cangyou-sensei! You should know that this is no longer a game."

After finishing speaking, he rudely bit the ice in the glass and stopped talking. "From the very beginning, I didn't treat it as a game." Shibata replied immediately. I called my sister from the porch and asked her to sprinkle salt for me to drive away bad luck before entering the living room.The TV that was turned on was broadcasting news about the killing of Mr. Cangyou.Videos of Mr. Cangyou directing the play during his lifetime, and footage of interviews with school officials and neighbors are frequently played interactively. "Come, today's snack." My sister opened the bag of snacks. "What about the funeral?"

"What else? It's very ordinary! There are quite a few cameras." "The bully's affairs are getting bigger and bigger!" The name "Niu Nan" has been used several times on TV, but not many times.With the spread of the media, rumors about Niu Nan spread even faster. "The method and frequency of killing are very unusual, no wonder there is such a sensation." "very scary." "Yeah, it's scary." "Did he kill anyone he saw?" "What did it say on TV?" "Said he was not specifically killing people. Will we be killed too?"

"Why do you think so?" I asked in surprise. "Because boys and girls, adults and children, have all been killed! We are also in danger, maybe we will be killed." The younger sister put the snacks into her mouth. "This person named Cangyou is brother's mentor, right? How about it? Is she the type who will be killed by a bully man?" "I don't know. If you think too much about the factory, nothing will happen. We'll be fine." I end the conversation and focus on the TV.Teacher Cangyou's past is being reported in detail on TV: she grew up in a single-parent family without a father, her mother remarried when she was sixteen, she was abused by her stepfather, and she was seriously injured by the factory that had to remove her eyeballs.Because of this, her personality had become very dark, but after dating a man she met in college, she regained her strength, and then worked as a teacher. On September 12 this year, she was killed by a bull man, painted and cut off head.

Anxiety akin to nostalgia overwhelmed me after watching TV shows that violently exposed the past; my sister seemed to do the same, clenching her fists and waiting for the burning emotion to die down. Enough, enough, enough!I'm really fed up! May they all be extinct, ruined, destroyed.If I can escape that dirty sight, I will pay a considerable price. This determination is serious. I don't want to live in a horrible environment anymore. "Brother..." My sister grabbed my clothes with sweaty hands. "Brother, what should I do?" "What do you mean?" "I am so scared." "why?" "The bull man is so scary, I'm afraid." My sister hugged me and trembled. I hugged her back immediately, but my sister's trembling didn't stop, and even became more intense.I know my sister is really afraid of the existence of the bull man, but why?Niu Nan's conditions for choosing a victim are not specific, and it is the most powerful argument at present, but if he believes that the next victim is himself, I am afraid that only people with excessive self-awareness or a strong sense of being victimized will do so! Too much self-awareness. Victim awareness is strong. These two points...we have it. We fear what we do, we fear what other people do—that's the life we ​​live in Kyushu, huddled in our overstretched bodies; for us, that's every day. So the sister trembled. Live trembling every day. I hugged my sister who was twitching sadly tightly, and my sister seemed to have a strong omen of tears because of this, her nose made a sound of water, she kept calling her brother, and buried her head in my neck. "It's okay, it's okay, you don't have to worry about anything, don't be afraid, don't cry." "Hey, if the cowboy..." "Niu Nan will not attack us, absolutely not. This kind of tragedy will never happen, don't worry! Don't be afraid." "real?" "Really." I patted my sister's head. "We left Kyushu and came to Kobe just to escape from these things! We are no longer there, not in that village. We are saved, completely saved. Nothing nasty will ever happen. We are very Happiness, isn't it?" "But, I'm afraid. Brother, I..." "Don't be afraid!" I push my sister away. My sister immediately reached out and grabbed my skirt. I followed the trend and sat on my sister. Can't move. My sister's wet breathing scratched my ears. close physical contact. One of them groaned. "Brother" sister said: "What do you want to do?" I moved my body away from my sister and hurriedly stood up. The heart screamed fiercely, the blood circulated noisily throughout the body, and the eyes turned black; it was so hot, so painful, and so sad. I look at my sister. My sister also stared at me. do not do that! What are the consequences, don't you understand? I threw the bag of snacks at my sister and fled from the living room into my room. close the door. On the desk is the head of Teacher Cangyou. ……what? do not do that! I don't understand why? Why is there a head? Why is this kind of thing here! Chaos added chaos, and a crushing headache hit me.I don't understand, no, I don't understand at all.This ambiguity is so strong that it even becomes quite interesting.I let out a sticky laugh.nerve-wracking!This is really interesting!Such a mess and absurdity, ah!So funny! "Laughing and deceiving yourself?" The friend in my mind suddenly appeared. "No, I didn't deceive anything." I asserted aloud. "I usually tell too many lies, do I sometimes forget to lie?" Not at all.I did not lie.Because I can't lie.I have always been honest. So... I just ran away from my sister just now! I looked at Teacher Cangyou's head. With wide-open eyes and a dry tongue, stains appeared everywhere on the pale skin.Perhaps because of the profuse bleeding from the cut surface, the overall appearance looks dry, like a foreign handicraft seen on TV.The only thing that has left a shadow of my life is the eye strap; if it is missing, I should not be able to recognize this object as Mr. Cangyou. Teacher Cangyou's head is on my desk. However, such things are irrelevant now. I have to try to appease my sister. To appease my sister?Why do you want to appease your sister? With my sister...? Ah...why would I have such an idea! The responsibility is not on me. The state of excitement never cools down.Shortness of breath, heavy body, hypersensitive mind, hypersensitivity to smells, excruciating pain.This is toxin, toxin time begins.Dirty, shameful, sinful toxin time.I sweated and breathed repeatedly.Better to die madly, better to end as soon as possible, die by heat, end by poison. I walked quietly. "Come on, you have to come on." The friend laughed happily. I grabbed the faded cow doll from the closet and put it in the closet: in the same instant, my friend's laughter died away. Then I reached out to Master Cangyou's head and pulled off the eyeband. As the news said, there are no eyeballs inside, but a dark cave.what!Great, this stuff is so good! I took off my pants along with my panties. Like a bud-like child's genitals. My little genitals were congested and red with all their strength, emitting toxins while erecting hotly.Desire connects head and genitals, I can't bear it anymore, I don't have the heart to bear it: I can't stop it, and I don't have the heart to stop it.I thrust my cock into the hole, swinging my waist eagerly.