Chapter 81 18. Ordinary people

When he got off work, Yu Zheng saw Cin standing at the gate of the police station, so he walked over. "What's up?" Cin nodded, she didn't have any makeup today, she was wearing casual clothes, her short hair was very neat, and she looked very refreshing. "Do you want to go in and sit?" Yu Zheng asked, he saw a car parked across the road, and cin glanced there from time to time. "No." Cin shook his head: "It's settled here." Yu Zheng nodded, after all, the police station is not a good place to chat. Cin looked like he didn't know where to start, scratching his hair in embarrassment, Yu Zheng didn't speak, and waited patiently. After a while, Cin said: "On the phone, you said that my suspicion has been ruled out, it's true ?"

"Yes." Yu Zheng smiled and said, "It has been ruled out." "Then who is the real murderer?" Yu Zheng still smiled lightly. Cin: "I'm not curious, but we should always know about this kind of thing, after all, I still have to work there." Yu Zheng said: "I can't say it yet, maybe never, but cin, I can only tell you that no one is completely innocent in this matter." "No one is innocent?" "Yes, the key is the human heart. The Bible says that people are sinful when they come into this world. I am not a believer, but I also think there is some truth to this sentence. Living in such a complicated human environment, we are often judged by others. Hurt, and hurt others intentionally or unintentionally, this kind of thing is unavoidable, we can't leave and can't change, so what we can do. Just don't pry into the evil, don't open the door of sin, and keep a righteous heart. is the most important."

"Keep an honest heart?" Cin repeated. "It's old-fashioned, but it's also very useful." Yu Zheng said, "Actually, I never thought of you as a murderer from the beginning, but as a policeman, we can't let our personal feelings affect our judgment on the case." "Why don't you doubt me?" "Because when we first met, although you looked strong on the outside, you still couldn't hide the kindness in your heart. Just like Yang Mo said, you are very kind." "But... I really thought about harming someone." "After you think about it, don't you feel guilty?"

"How do you know?" Cin said shyly, "I feel guilty. Sometimes when I get very angry, I think about some terrible retribution, and when I get angry, it's too cruel to think like that. Don't do that." Yu Zheng couldn't help laughing: "Look, do people who feel guilty even thinking about it really do things that hurt others?" cin also laughed. Yu Zheng looked at her and said seriously: "Cin has to believe in himself. I believe Yang Mo has said this many times. But I still want to say it again, you are very lucky and kind, and you will be happy in the future."

cin: "If someone said I was lucky some time ago I would have thought he was mocking me, but now that I think about it, I'm really lucky in a sense, I've survived a lot of hardships, I also have Yang Mo, the good or bad life in the past has become the wealth in my life, so that I can see clearly how happy I am now. After thinking about this, I feel that everything before is not important, what is important is now .It's the people who are by my side right now that matter." "Yes," Yu Zheng said, "A few days ago, I was worried that my previous experience would cast a shadow on your current life. It seems that I was worrying too much."

"There will be shadows, but it will not change the original direction. Life is full of problems and difficulties. There have been problems and difficulties in the past, and they will not be avoided in the future. Does this mean that we will not live? No, no matter how difficult it is I still want to live on, and go my own way happily and bravely. One of my favorite authors once said: I always try my best to take the initiative to control my life under limited conditions. How far away is it to take the initiative to control my own life? The expectation is high, but under limited conditions, it becomes the minimum requirement, if she can do it, I think I can do it too." With a faint smile on Cin's face, the sun fell softly , jumping on her hair and cheeks like an elf, making her whole body very warm.

Yu Zheng said, "Looks like I don't need to say anything anymore." Cinning at him, he said, "Thank you, Yu Zheng." "This is my job, why are you thanking me?" "I don't know. Although you said that to me, I don't hate you. Maybe it's because of your attitude towards me. I don't feel suspicious, disgusted, or respectful, nor sympathetic, pitiful, or cautious. You act like you treat me like...an ordinary friend, but you care for me very sincerely, which is the most precious to me, you know? Even Yang Mo can't do this, Yang Mo After all, I’m just one person and can’t play all the roles I need.”

"That's true, given his feelings for you, he must be cautious about your situation." "Yeah, after thinking about it for so many years, I have no contact with my classmates at all, and I have never made true friends in Xinfeng abroad, so what I lack most now is friends who treat me like ordinary people. We can make friends. Friends? That's why I'm here today." "Aren't we friends now? If not, then from this moment on." Yu Zheng looked at his watch and said, "It's 5:45 in the afternoon. From this moment on, we are friends." Cin smiled happily. This look is a bit like He Qing in his student days: "And what you said that day, I was very angry at the time, but now thinking about it is a good thing. Your words made me suppress The negative emotions in my heart were released, and I didn’t have to wait until the depression turned bad, which was a good thing, although I didn’t understand it at the time.”

Yu Zheng said, "You don't hate me, I'm thankful." Maybe it is really hard to find such a good friend, cin talked more and more, the people in the opposite car finally honked impatiently, and she remembered that someone was waiting for her, and stuck out her tongue guiltily, a little Saying farewell to Yu Zheng with unfinished intentions, ran to the opposite side, and said something to the people in the car, Yang Mo poked his head out of the car and waved to Yu Zheng. Yu Zheng also waved his hand and watched the car drive away. A few days later, Zhang Lijun received a call from Yu Zheng, saying that Rozy's case had been solved and asked him to come to the police station. Without hesitation, Zhang Lijun drove to the police station. Seeing Yu Zheng and Liu Gang, no one else, and no trace of the murderer, he looked at the two policemen in front of him strangely.

"Officer Yu, haven't you caught the murderer?" Yu Zheng said, "Yes." "What about the murderer?" Yu Zheng smiled, picked up the teapot on the table and poured him a cup of tea, "Mr. Zhang, don't worry, come, please sit down, let me tell you about this case from the beginning." Zhang Lijun sat across from Yu Zheng in a daze.