Chapter 4 Chapter 3 Xingyue Guanghua

You are my never-fading star and moon Eternity that never fades away... Shakalimanyel returns to heaven. He returned from the fiery purgatory inlaid with the beautiful elf king in the human world, with a heavy heart, and sat in a daze in front of his palace. It was an adventure that shook his heart. In the nascent human world, in a volcanic magma cave, he found a crystallizing elf king... Due to the collision between the birth of the human world and the elf world, the entire elf world was scattered in various spaces. Many elves died due to drastic changes and turned into spars. Salamander, the fire elf king, was also involved in this huge change... …

The death of eternal life is so gorgeous and so shocking, which is far beyond Shakalimanyel's imagination. All kinds of flowers in the garden of the heavens are competing for beauty, the colors are beautiful, and the places covered by the halo also produce colorful glare. However, he ignored the beauty in front of him, because it seemed to him that the most beautiful things were going to pass away--he was embarrassed because there was nothing he could do to stop it. Gabriel approached from behind him, sat on his back, and leaned his body against his back. His beautiful face was pressed against Sakalimanyel's gold and silver intertwined hair, and he looked as intimate as ever.

"What's the matter with you recently?" Gabriel asked softly. "……nothing." Shakalimanyel replied. If Lucifer is good at hiding his heart with his cold appearance, then Shakalimanyel, who is very similar to Lucifer, is much more immature in this regard. Gabriel knew it would be easier if he would tell him everything. However, as he knew, Shakalimanyel kept silent... Gabriel felt lost, because it meant that he couldn't help. "What can I do for you?" Gabriel looked up at his twin angel, asking the question himself. Caressing that delicate face, Shakalimanyel looked back at Gabriel with his blue pupils, and after a slow passage of time, he said softly:

"Can you stop time?" "Stop whose time? Yours or mine?" Gabriel held Shakalimanyel's hand touching his face, felt him stop, and asked softly: "...or whose?" For a while, Shakalimanyel didn't speak, only sighs that made Gabriel flustered one after another.Afterwards, he embraced Gabriel, and spit out a word of apology: "I'm sorry! I was too harsh on you..." "you have not!" Gabriel said quickly. However, Shakalimanyer smiled slightly and continued to express his guilt: "... I have no reason to ask you casually, even if you are my twin angel... I know you have great power, but I have no right to ask you for anything."

The reason why he didn't say it was - how could he ask Gabriel to help him when he couldn't do it himself? However, many things are left unsaid, and the meaning is changed. Afterwards, it is like a darker and darker description. "Sakalimanyer..." Gabriel held his face and asked in a low voice: "What are you sad about? I see unprecedented fear in your eyes. What makes you so worried? How can I help?" Shakalimanyer did not speak. On the rock wall, in the fiery red lava, in the huge crystal cluster is the Elf King Salamander... The image haunted him, drowning out all other thoughts—

He wanted to meet him almost at the first thought, and talk to him in endless Chinese.It has been a long time since we first met, and he flew to Salamander almost as soon as he thought of it. Now, he wants to embrace the existence that is about to disappear, but he can no longer get close!Even talking to him was impossible. Salamander had already said: What Shakalimanyel and the Elven King themselves are facing is not the sea of ​​fire and the flowing river of fire, but the death process of eternal life... He hugged Gabriel as tightly as he wanted to hug Salaman. The reason why he couldn't get close to the elf king who made him fall in love at first sight was because the time journey in the sea of ​​fire had an insurmountable mismatch with the eternity of the archangel!

He can no longer face him, talk, communicate with him! He thought—wouldn't he be able to get close to Salamander before he was exhausted and turned into a spar?The kind of distance that is close to the eyes but can't be touched is far more elusive than the things on the horizon. Shakalimanyel embraced Gabriel, his twin angel, in a series of encounters that brought him his first experience of weakness.Experience yourself even as an archangel, there are still many things out of his control! "I don't even... don't know the meaning of my existence!" Sakalimanyel whispered.

"You really don't understand?" Gabriel looked at him with the pair of beautiful aquamarines and asked: "The meaning of your existence is - you are my twin angel..." For the first time, Shakalimanyel leaned down and kissed Gabriel. Yeshaer strolled in the garden of the heavenly realm, walked up and down slowly for a while, and sat and sighed for a while, seemingly bored. Whenever Gabriel went to see his twin angel Shaka Limanyel, it was when Yesael felt the loneliest. Just like his name "Quiet", Yesaer waited quietly in front of Gabriel's palace, like a pet hoping for its master to come home - Mikael once laughed at him as a good pet.

Jessal lowered her head, not wanting to do anything. He knew that he was jealous of Shaka Limanyel... Yesaer doesn't like Shakalimanyel, thinks he is cold, proud, arrogant, thinks he is expressionless, does things in his own way, thinks he is withdrawn and difficult to get close to, and has sharp eyes... However-- Yesaer is more aware that the biggest reason he doesn't like Shaka Limanyer is just that he is Gabriel's twin angel that Yesaer likes most. The cute, boy-like little angel lowered his head and sighed, his thin hands were clenched tightly, fingers twisted together, let go, twisted, let go again.

What else could he do but be jealous? This heart-pounding pain must be the punishment he deserves! —Because he has no twin angels. Jessal lowered her head. When he became more conscious, the first person he saw was the incomparable Gabriel, who was more charming than all shining things. Almost at the same time, he fell in love with that archangel deeply. He would rather he was the only one in Gabriel than he would not have twin angels! ——He has kept these dark thoughts and events in his heart for a long time. Yasar shook her head, wiped away the tears secretly streaming down her cheeks, then jumped off the stone rail where she was sitting, and walked towards Shakalimanyel's palace.

Along the way, he met Isaiah, who was also a phenomenal angel, and was hit by him. "Yeah... Yesaer, where are you going?" Isaiah, who bumped into someone and was thrown into a tree, asked while struggling.From the same direction came Marcia, who was walking staggeringly. As he walked, he asked: "May I go with you, Yesael?" Even though he can't walk very well, he still loves to join in the fun. Seeing Isaiah and Marcia as brothers and sisters, Jessal felt incredible. Is it that hard to walk? Isn't flying the vocation of angels? He looked at the twins with beautiful deep dark green eyes. Although Yesaer didn't hate them, she didn't like them either.He has absolutely no liking or dislike for anyone other than Gabriel. "I have other things, don't follow me!" He spoke softly and indifferently to the two of them in a delicate and beautiful voice. Ye Shaer left after finishing speaking, ignoring the two living treasure companions, and headed towards where she wanted to go. "What a loner!" Being treated indifferently, Isaiah couldn't help feeling blue veins. "...I finally walked over there, but...Yesaer left again." Marcia, who wobbled like a drunk, swayed over and said. The two of them looked at the back of Yeshaer together, and it took a while before they said: "Hmph, I just flew over to talk to him because I felt sorry for him having no companions! Proud and eccentric guy!" As Isaiah spoke, he struggled to fly down, but his wings were caught by the branches and he could not succeed.The force that hit Yesa'er just now was too strong, and he bounced up the tree all at once, and he didn't know how long he would hang on the tree. "But...I think Yesa'er is so pitiful! He doesn't have twin angels, so he must be very lonely..." Not very good at walking, said Marcia who finally fell to the ground. "Poor?" Isaiah frowned: "How do you say that? Poor man, there must be something to hate! Without twin angels, maybe the problem lies with himself!" Isaiah seldom uttered parables. "No! Poor people are very poor!" retorted Marcia. "Hateful people are not pitiful at all!" As he walked and wanted to write something, Yesaer turned a blind eye to the greetings of the angels passing by, because his mind was disordered and he didn't pay attention to other people and the situation around him. This of course provoked a bunch of gossip accusing him of being proud: "I didn't even answer him when I greeted him!" "So proud! Do you think Gabriel is proud to keep him by his side?" "Follower!" Yesaer didn't hear those harsh words, and those words couldn't enter his heart.He doesn't care about anything around him at all, he just wants to see Gabriel now! However...a question that shouldn't come suddenly arises in my heart—— So what if you find Gabriel?I am just a little phenomenal angel, and I am not his own. Among the twin angels who have deep feelings for each other, Yesaer is just an outsider—— This thought almost made him lose his feet on the spot, and he sat down. Yesa'er's eyes were filled with tears, and she was secretly sad under the beautiful halo of heaven. He is alone, in this vast world, in the desolate domain of God, he only has himself, no other half—— Does this really make him sad?Does it really make him feel alone? He did feel alone, especially: the result was his own. What makes him sad?Jessal didn't know, but the fact that Gabriel didn't belong to him made him even more sad. If he hadn't done "that thing", maybe he wouldn't have tasted the bitter fruit alone now.But does he still feel lonely? There is no answer. Because no one can answer him. Yesael swallowed her sins alone... Who else knows the truth of the matter? The Supreme Being in the Cathedral—does he know about it? —Jesar wasn't sure, because he did it while he was in a deep sleep.He didn't dare to go back and review the sin and all the details of that moment... Jessal's twin angels "moved", and their spirit bodies were shattered and disappeared before they condensed, and scattered in the human world, making the life force of the human world more active. everywhere... Here's what he did... He remembered that he moved his "moving" spirit body to the track of God's thinking, and let God's spiritual vehicle - the riot angel cherubim crush him under the gallop... Before he even took shape perish. "...Now, I feel sad because I didn't get something, this must be punishment!" ——He betrayed his twin angel and killed his twin angel as punishment! Jessal shed tears, weeping for her unshared sin. God knows?It is impossible for him not to know!How could anything happening in this world be hidden from his boundless perception? But... why didn't God punish him if he knew the dirty things he did? He couldn't remember why he did this, he only knew that he wanted to be free, so he chose to give up the bondage. Even if he has a twin angel, but he is not the only one, what's the use of it? Yesaer was almost certain that he was born to meet Gabriel, to breathe under the same sky as Gabriel!Any exchange of things will not change this fact! Walking to the palace of Sakalimanyel, and entering the beautifully carved pillars in the foyer, Yeshaer considered for a long time, whether to step into the gate—— Jessal had never been to this palace, and only when Gabriel came to visit his twin angel, would he secretly wait outside the palace, at the far end of a large garden. He had never thought of going in, and after all, this was the residence of the person he was jealous of! But today, the longing in his heart reached a critical point that could no longer be calmed down. Yesaer walked into the palace... Jessal walked through the corridor of stone pillars, heard some small murmurs, and then, he saw what he could not imagine and bear—a scene that was enough to drive him crazy— He saw a courtyard in the palace, with a small fountain and a small flower garden below it, and two figures on the stone platform next to it... Shakalimanyel uncovered the Xingyue robe he had woven for Gabriel, and discarded it on the ground not far from him. He saw this pair of beautiful twin angels kissing each other, caressing... This beautiful angel with gold and silver hair, although only kissing his twin angel, caressing Gabriel's beautiful body - he understands - these are only extremely platonic, but it is also beyond What an angel might do! When Shakalimanyel's hand brushed over Gabriel's delicate chest and stayed softly, the limit of what Yesael could endure had come to an end! When the two were enjoying each other unrestrainedly, Jessal approached slowly, and he had to use up his consciousness to stop his urge to rush forward to separate the two. "...Gabriel is here..." Called in a low voice like a whisper, but couldn't make it out. Trembling, he gently picked up the Xingyue robe, and quickly rushed out of the palace without a sound. When he came to Diamond Valley, the border of the heaven, Yeshaer tore off the beautiful robe woven with moonlight and starlight in his hand, and then tore, and then tore... The beautiful light sliced ​​through his hands, but he didn't see it. Fragments of clothes fell from his hands... The pieces of these clothes slowly left his hands, and the silver silk condensed by the moonlight and starlight returned to the moonlight and starlight, slowly descending from the Diamond Valley, and with his tears, it will reach the night sky of the human world... Starlight and Moonlight— So illusory, how can it compare with the light of diamonds under his feet? Twin angels, especially the deep bond... Jessal knelt there, sobbing softly in the crumbling moonlight and starlight.