Chapter 11 11 bloody tears

She felt like a wandering spirit, not paying attention to the things around her, indifferent to all these beauties. After wandering around for a while, she finally felt tired and sat on the ground on a grass under the flowers. The shadows of leaves swaying all around are like dream shadows helping each other. In the distance, a black figure appeared, her eyes were blurred with tears and she couldn't see clearly, but she knew that it was not the person she had been waiting for. It's Asline! His Majesty the Demon King neutralized the existence of the sealed realm and the secret of creation. Naturally, it was impossible for Huliel and Asline to return to the sealed realm, but she did not expect that Asline would appear here.Asline walked over slowly, she was still so beautiful, but her eyes were fierce, and her voice froze, but she didn't leave.

She saw blood and tears on Asline's face.The tears seemed to flow for her. Echo suddenly felt that only Asline, a woman who loved Hulier deeply, could understand her feelings at this moment.She didn't pay attention to Asline's killing intent, because it was obviously a hundred times more sad than this. "You...you'll be fine if you're dead!" Asline stepped forward, then reached out to grab Echo, and she shouted: "It's fine if you're dead! Hulier will come back and love me if he loses you!" Echo didn't know what happened between Asline and Hulier, but she knew—things were never that simple.

Asline's strength is infinite, which is impossible for human beings to have wrist strength, but Echo is no longer human. Although she feels pain, she is unscathed. "I hate you!" said Asline. She hated herself too. Even so, Echo still wanted to say to Asline: "Whether Hulier will love you or not has nothing to do with the other person's life or death." If Asline has been unable to see through this point, her eternal life will be endless torment. She knew Asline's mood and the heartache, but what should she do with her own feelings? Where is she going to find out why His Majesty the Demon King doesn't love her?

Whose neck should she pinch and ask for guilt? Gabriel understands this feeling the most. He also taught her. Didn't he just say this to her: "The person who cherishes you the most may not be the one you love the most, so be careful when pursuing what you love... "Be careful not to hurt the person who loves you, because he will be very sad..." However, the conscience of heaven and earth!What guy who pursues what he loves is considerate enough to worry about the heartbreak of the person he abandoned in exchange for his own happiness? Asline was not a stupid woman, she naturally knew this, she fell to the ground and cried again.

"Do you know what it feels like to be in love?" Asline's beautiful face was covered with bloody tears, she looked at the echo and said: "You don't know, do you? You're just a little girl who's never suffered. You're just a fool who doesn't know the suffering of the world! You've never experienced real despair, so you don't know what hope is!" Echo nodded in agreement. She burst into tears, her eyes swollen from crying. "Why are you crying?" Asline said sharply: "The suffering you know is not real suffering, and the compassion you know is extremely superficial!"

Echo just pursed her lips and shed tears, without speaking. Asline screamed at her again: "Everything about you is as naive as a child! You never know the pain of thinking about the person you love all the time and wanting to have him!" correct! Of course Echo understood that she was indeed just an ignorant human girl. All she has is a romantic imagination, and then unconsciously, she builds high walls and towers one by one, stone by stone, to isolate all reality and cruelty, and weaves her beautiful girlish feelings. Her so-called liking may be pure liking in the eyes of others. There is no lust, no physical lust, no exclusive hysteria, no urge to hold the other party in her arms and possess the other party.

However, she didn't understand, why can't there be such a love? People will say that she doesn't know how to love, or that she doesn't love enough. But she feels that there are thousands of kinds of love, why can't there be a love that makes you feel happy just by looking at each other? "Maybe... I really don't know the feeling of love..." But she has tasted sorrow. "Nevertheless... I wish I knew..." she cried. Seeing the bloody eyes from Echo's crying, Asline covered her face with her hands. As long as a century passed, she finally said nightmarishly:

"Have you ever spread your arms out to shoulder height and then slowly turned around on the spot? "Turn and turn, turn and turn... the wide hem of the skirt flew up and turned into a circle. "When I was a human girl, I used to do this. At the beginning, it was comfortable and happy, and there was even a certain kind of flying and dizzy pleasure. When you turn faster and faster, you can't see the surrounding scenery, and you can't see it. When you don't know who is standing next to you, that kind of dizziness will make you feel dizzy and nauseous, but you can't stop when you want to stop..."

Aslan said, Echo closed his eyes and imagined. She also played it when she was a child. Sometimes she would turn around and turn into streams of light, and then be dazzled. At this time, she had to close her eyes, because the more she wanted to see the surroundings, the more blurred she would be... "That's what it's like to be in love," Asline said. Dizzy? She really felt dizzy and dizzy, unable to see everything around her clearly. Echo knelt beside Asline and wept. "Maybe I don't know love, but I know heartache..." When did it start that she couldn't stop crying?

When Asline left, she didn't know.How long has it been?She didn't notice it. "Hi! Echo!" The angel Echo walked up to the girl Echo gently, and smiled at her——she slowly turned her head to look at the beautiful angel. He and Isaiah were healed by the goblin with great difficulty, and now they linger in this world. Angel Echo is unsmiling, and the goblins don't like him. They think his expression is arrogant and his words are harsh, and he can scold people worse than a piece of grass. Just looking at someone makes them feel that they would rather surrender than fight with him. Argue, or hear more harsh words from him in the next second.

However, at this time, his smile was so sweet, but not greasy. Echo looked at her twin angels, envious hundreds or thousands of times. Angels are so sweet and noble. Looking at the angel's echo, she is so beautiful, with a slender figure, fair skin and flawless facial features... Why are you so different from him? "Twin angels, the only thing they can give their half-body is death..." She thought of what Gabriel said, but she realized something more: twin angels are the existences that make her half-body jealous most—they are so similar, but there is obviously a gap between heaven and earth. "Echo?" The angel Echo sat down beside the girl Echo and looked at her. The wind... There is wind in the magical world, and the wind is blowing gently, gently blowing the hair of the two of them. The girl Echo's blue hair floated to her twin angel's face, the angel smiled and fiddled with the soft black hair. "Echo! What are you thinking?" the angel asked. "...No." Echo forced himself to turn his head, not to look at that beautiful half body. "Your Majesty told all of us, why did you break the spirit crystal water? Why didn't you drink it? You want to be like us, don't you? Give up that chance, do you know how long you can live?" the angel turned slightly asked the face. "..." The echo hesitated, she was so sad that she wished to die now, she had no home - not just a house with a roof and a bed, but a place to return to - she was nothing and had no value of existence. She heard her twin angel say: "The things you care about the most are not easy to come by because they are unattainable. And the things you seldom look at are easily available, and you even have them without knowing it... But the unattainable things may not be your most important thing. something needed." "Gabriel said something similar..." Thinking of Gabriel, Echo couldn't help feeling sore again. "Tell me, Echo! Remember and think as you are now, what was the happiest time in the past, except for those things you couldn't get? Are there no things you can't remember? A memory of a smile?" Echo obeyed, closed your eyes, and recalled the past... This comfortable breeze reminds her of... Sister Li cooks mung bean soup and freezes it in the refrigerator in summer, so that she can have ice-cold mung bean soup to drink every hot afternoon. Finishing homework with classmates on Saturday and eating cheesecake together - how long has it been since she had cake? Every day when I come home from get out of class, I pass by the park, pass by and watch all kinds of flowers planted on the sidewalk, and when I get home, I help sister Li to dry the clothes, and then go back to the room to read a few borrowed comics, indulging in the world of books... Occasionally, I am annoyed that points will be deducted for writing the wrong answer carelessly, and I am secretly happy that I get points for guessing the question correctly... These—human beings at her age have small sorrows and joys, and don't know what it means to be sad... Looking back at her now, she actually felt that those were a kind of happiness. If she chooses, she'd rather she never knew she was the Child of Angels, didn't know all this, and—never knew Jayce... "I can't go back!" she cried. I can't go back... The mechanism that made her sad has been activated, and the event that broke her heart has happened... There is no going back!Even if she goes back to that time and space, how can she forget or pretend not to care about what happened in these days?She must be just as distraught, thinking about another world in a daze every day... The angel Echo stretched out his arms and hugged Echo tenderly, which reminded her of Gabriel, who used to comfort her like this... Even if she could return to the carefree days in the past, how could she have the heart to choose to go back to the time when she didn't know anything?How many people have helped her these days!Goblins, elves, and angels... "I don't know what to do..." she cried in her twin's arms. "Echo! Compared with you, I seem to have nothing to recall, nothing to pray for... How should I put it?" The angel paused and said: "Perhaps what you want most are things that I have at birth, but I don't value them? I have nothing to lose. I already know the answer I want to know, and I have achieved what I want to do. I still have nothing to lose." What do you want?" With teary eyes, Echo looked up at the angel. "Happiness... I don't feel happy." There is shapeless, colorless and tasteless sadness hidden in the angel's smile. "Echo! Do you know? I envy you. You are beautiful and kind. You are sad for things that should be sad, and joyful for things that should be joyful. Maybe some human beings will curse us for not being blessed when we are blessed, but why not? " The angel looked at the echo of the cry, then suddenly lowered his head and kissed her face, and after a while, his thin, soft lips kissed hers. Echo didn't refuse the long and deep kiss. "Echo! You can go back to the old days." The angel said in the kiss, "but... do you really choose to forget us?" "...Don't!" The human girl Xuan hugged the angel tightly again, weeping and saying: "No! I want to... remember each of you, everything from these days, Gabriel, Sausett, Hulier, you, and... everything! Even if it breaks my heart The answer to the question, the war that frightened me... I will die with these memories!" "I don't know what it feels like to die. Maybe I don't know anything after I die? Like Gabriel and countless angels who died in meaningless wars...but I don't want to lose you." Angel echoed said laughingly: "Before I didn't know what I was thinking in my heart. I survived and made a contract with His Majesty the Demon King. I just wanted to find out the reason why my mother fell to heaven. After knowing it, I felt that none of this was important. What about life? What about death? It is a description Whether the existence of the spirit or the life of the body, close your eyes and shut off your perception of the world, everything will disappear like smoke. Who knows that I will meet you—my twin sister... I have already I don't want to lose you..." The two echoes embraced tightly. The wind of magic blows, and the whole world is filled with the fresh scent of flowers and grass... "If I had the ability to do it, I think... I would," the angel whispered in her ear. The cat-shaped Sosit, who was watching them from the side, twisted his nose. He originally wanted to comfort Echo, but seeing that someone had already done it, he just stayed by the side and watched the show. He shook his head and said: "Stupid! Angels are stupid! Humans are stupid too!" Going through the ordinary, despising the ordinary, but finally realizing that the ordinary is the best thing... only…… It has already passed, and it may be too late for the desire to turn back.