Chapter 7 Section VII

As soon as the sweet memories are over, Mariko returns to the real world. Mariko took a taxi to take Jingguan back to the hotel before returning home.It was eleven o'clock when I got home, and I was still a little drunk, and there was still a trace of excitement in my heart. Meeting Jingguan without telling her husband made her very excited. Although it was just a conversation, she did not deny that she enjoyed the pleasure of being spiritually unchaste in reminiscence. Tajima hadn't slept yet, and when he saw Mariko come back, he said, "I'm a little worried why I came back so late."

If she didn't know that her husband was having an affair with Yumiko Kuwahara, she would definitely believe that it was a sign of love, but now she didn't think so. She once heard people say that if her husband's attitude suddenly became very gentle, there must be something wrong.Tajima must have been so gentle because of her affair with Kuwahara Yumiko.Mariko thought so. Her husband's attempt to conceal his relationship with Yumiko Kuwahara seemed ridiculous to Mariko, since she knew all about it. As soon as Mariko fell silent, Tajima said again: "It's better for you to rest early, because you seem a little tired..."

"I'm not tired at all." "But……" "I'm just a little drunk." "Are you drinking?" Tajima had a surprised and confused expression on his face. "Can't you?" "No, no..." Tajima smiled wryly. The husband will not be angry, Mariko thinks so, and her husband's submissive attitude makes Mariko even more upset. "Occasionally drinking is fine." Tajima said leniently, "But don't hurt your body." For her husband's magnanimity, she should thank her from the bottom of her heart, but now Mariko can't say a word of thanks, because she thinks her husband's magnanimity is covering up his abnormal relationship with Yumiko Kuwahara.

"I want to sleep." Mariko said looking at the clock in the living room. Once in your room, close the door.After she knew that her husband had an affair with Yumiko Kuwahara, she slept with her husband in a separate room. Tajima wanted to say something more, but seeing her close the door, she swallowed the words again. Mariko opened the diary on the coffee table beside the bed.After marrying Tajima, due to the busy life, I stopped writing a diary for a period of time, and only recently started to write again. The habit of keeping a diary is formed in the literary girlhood.Mariko picked up the pen.

November 4th. Three years later, when I met I, I was immersed in memories. Mariko recalled Kazuhiko Iseki's gentle face while writing quickly. I really loved me deeply, that's why I suddenly disappeared in front of me three years ago.When I knew this, my heart was full of sweet sentimentality. At that moment, I no longer felt that I was a poor woman who was betrayed by her husband, but a beautiful woman who was deeply loved by the opposite sex—— Just as she was writing quickly, she heard the sound of her husband closing the door. What was the husband thinking when he went to bed?

Mariko stopped writing a diary, does my husband still love me deeply?Or has his heart been snatched by Kuwahara Yuko? Mariko stared at the wall with sad eyes.