Chapter 10 first quarter

The stomach is full, so I can finally go to school.In the state of fasting, if you are still locked in such a closed space, you will definitely faint, and I have always been afraid of group life, but I can't complain every day, at least I have to graduate from high school. Otherwise you will not find a job.No matter how much the concept of the supremacy of academic qualifications has gradually become a thing of the past, the society still values ​​academic qualifications, and graduation from high school is only the minimum requirement.What's more, I'm a woman, so I'm really worried and terrified.After leaving society, the way of life will be much more difficult than high school life. Will I be able to overcome it?

The life of an OL who cannibalizes human flesh... is too exaggerated, absolutely impossible. But even if the complete book of the Six Laws is roasted over the fire, there will not be a law stipulating that people who eat human flesh are not required to work.In other words, if you report to the hospital (see brain or psychiatry), you probably don’t have to work, but it’s not guaranteed. It’s fine if all psychiatrists are like Dr. Kurasaka, but in fact there is no Such a good thing. Why can I only eat human flesh?I asked the question for the millionth time again, but I couldn’t understand it. I hope someone can help me. I want to receive treatment. The doctor... Sitting in a seat by the window where the sun can shine, I lie on the table and cover it like I am in the body. The sight in the clouds, the memories of the past are turning in the mind.

"Probably... your desire is just appetite." Dr. Kurasaka turned the chair around to face me, the light of the fluorescent lamp was reflected from the sunglasses, and it was also raining that day. "Yes, it must be so." "yes……" "Yamamoto-san, do you know Conibalism?" "Kenny?" "Simply speaking, it's the custom of cannibalism." The doctor explained while touching the bandage wrapped around the base of his finger, "But this kind of behavior essentially carries the idea of ​​liberating the dead. Do you have a similar idea?"

"No." I replied without hesitation.There is no need to think so complicated about food. Eating because you are hungry is the essence of eating. "I think so too. You only see human beings as food to satisfy your own appetite." After speaking, he let out a helpless laugh. "It has nothing to do with the salvation of the soul, does it?" "Ok……" "So, how about it? Can I use other foods instead?" "No, uh, that—" I watched the floor distortly reflect my face, and honestly, no one but the doctor could save me from this situation. "Actually, I haven't eaten anything for three days..."

"Oh?" The doctor gasped. "I can't eat anything anymore..." Three days before I came to the hospital, I vomited out the meat that had been stuffed into my stomach.Since then, I have not dared to eat anything other than rehydration, and have not swallowed any solid food. "It's faster than expected. Are the symptoms just getting worse?" The doctor said it like someone else's business, and yes, it was indeed not his own business. "Uh, doctor—" my voice was a little hoarse: "what should I do?" "Then eat." "Huh?" He said it so directly that I couldn't help but ask back.Then eat it?

"Student Yamamoto, you bit my finger that day." The doctor stretched out the bandaged finger and pulled it towards the ceiling, but he said it's okay to bite it off, please don't blame me. "You bit it down without hesitation, then it's ready, it must be." "Prepare?" "Psychological preparation." "Ah—" As soon as I heard this sentence, I felt an indescribable chill, as vast and silent as the sea at night, but I felt the horror.Then came the anticipation. I tried my best to endure it, not letting my stomach make a sound, and a thin layer of sweat oozed from my forehead.

"Yamamoto-san." "Ah, yes." "Do you know my profession?" "You're a doctor." That's as stupid a question as pointing at a cat and asking what animal it is. "That's right." The doctor nodded. "And I'm the only son of the director of this hospital, loved by the staff." "Uh, you mean..." "Every hospital will have that kind of patients who can't recover, and there are a lot of them, so many people will die, and then they will claim that they died by accident." He said in a steady tone: "Don't worry, like You probably don’t want to eat seriously ill dying old people or seriously injured and disabled patients, right? I will prepare fresh and healthy young bodies, and it’s actually very easy to get them…”

"No, it's not that simple. It's not that difficult anyway. Just increase the dosage a little bit, and you won't be caught. It's much safer than hunting passers-by on the street. Huh? Of course, the remains It will be handed over to the family members, otherwise there will be no way to hold the funeral. As long as there is skin and skeleton, you can try to get through it. You can take out the meat and internal organs first. Then, today I will prepare delicious children for you. The gender is a boy, the age is eight years old, and the name... don't mention it, is it better?

"He has pneumonia, so it won't affect other organs or muscles. Even the medicine that killed him has been neutralized. I prescribed the medicine, so there is nothing wrong with it. Your stomach is very sick. Are you hungry? If you haven’t eaten for three days, you will definitely be hungry even if you don’t want to. How about it, Yamamoto-san, do you want to eat now?” My brain couldn't accept what the doctor said, and the heavy iron doors had been closed, and the thinking circuit was suddenly cut off because of this sensational message.What has this person been talking about since just now?Ready for little ones?Meat?eat it?I?My stomach is growling... Is this my answer?

"Look." The doctor smiled. I'm not ashamed.The doctor was smiling, and I wanted to, too, but my lips were trembling. "Do you want to eat?" I nodded because I was really hungry. The doctor stood up.By the way, there is a freezer in the corner of the consulting room, could it be——?The doctor walked to the freezer, knocked open the lid, ah...it smells like meat, so delicious.The stomach growled again, and the stomach was convulsing, twitching, twitching.The doctor took out a piece of meat and put it in front of me. The red and black piece of meat was put in a plastic bag.

"Don't you like raw?" I nodded, there was no way to eat raw meat. "Then let's bake it." The doctor brought a small gas stove over. So well prepared.There are even pans and salad oil, so well prepared.The doctor puts on his apron and starts cooking— Ignite the fire, pour oil, take out the meat slices from the plastic bag, and grill hot.The sound of roasting meat and the smell of burning meat stimulated my empty stomach. Ah...it looks delicious, it's barbecue. "Seasoning is just salt and pepper, right?" I didn't even have time to nod.The doctor roasted the meat carefully, deliberately making me eager, carefully, carefully, and finally it was done.The doctor cut the meat with a silver knife, the meat juice flowed out, it was medium rare, and it was roasted just right.The doctor cut the meat into bite-sized pieces and brought it in front of me. The saliva was about to flow out, no, it had already flowed out.It was the first time I ate... human flesh, and from now on, I will eat this all the time... After realizing something, I opened my mouth and ate the meat.Slowly, as if tasting, chewing carefully, biting well, and then swallowing it, it's so delicious—— "How?" The doctor asked me quietly: "Is it delicious? Sae." But the aftertaste of happy memories was interrupted by Fujiki's sticky loud voice at this moment.Although my vision was blurred, my hearing was normal, and not only that, but even sharpened to compensate for the gradual loss of vision. "Oh, what's the matter, Qianhe?" Fujiki's voice, which he had not seen for a long time, was still uncomfortable. "What's wrong with your shoes?" Fujiki's huge body stood behind Chizuru like a rock. "Aren't those slippers for guests?" "..." My seat was in the middle by the window, and Qianzuru, who was sitting one row behind on the right, and Zheng Chuan Eraser, who worked so hard to clean up his desktop, must have been filled with all kinds of swear words again.I glanced at her with a blurred vision, and she was indeed wearing brown slippers. Is she still... being bullied all the time?I felt very depressed instantly, really, everyone is bullying Chizuru, she obviously did nothing, it was her mother who did the wrong thing, right, there is no reason to blame Chizuru.Forget it, this principle does not work in the class. "Answer me, are we friends?" "That's right, since we are all friends." Qiu Chuan turned around from the seat in front of the classroom and said loudly, "Tell me what's going on?" Then he laughed disgustingly. I saw with blurred vision that most of the other students in the class were sniggering secretly, and Shidu, who was sitting by the front door of the classroom, also cocked his mouth and watched.Nakamura's seat is next to the window, the last seat in the same row as me, so as long as you don't turn your head, you can't see his expression, but he must have maintained an expressionless face, watching this scene quietly.Other than that, the rest of the people pretended not to hear like idiots, but I have no right to be filled with righteous indignation, because I am also one of those weak people, just like me that day, only watching The existence of distorted reflections on the floor, no progress, very sad. "In the shoes—" Qianhe lowered his head and stared at his own eraser-covered desktop, his voice sounded as if it would disappear at any moment, and then he had an expression on the verge of crying.He obviously told her that he couldn't make that kind of face, that kind of sad and unfortunate face is the favorite of perverts. "Huh? What's wrong with your shoes? I can't hear you." Fujiki put his plump hands next to his ears. "There's something strange in the shoe..." "Huh... Strange thing, isn't it?" Qiu Chuan tilted his head on purpose. "What does that mean? Tell me clearly." "Explain clearly?" Chizuru put down the eraser. "Yes, hurry up." "That's..." Qianhe began to explain in a mouse-like voice, obeying the order: "It's white, sticky, and has a strange smell. That thing is in the shoe..." 80% of the boys and 50% of the girls in the class laughed loudly in the classroom. I was so surprised that I almost stood up from my chair.Crazy, really crazy, who came up with such an absurd idea! "Wahhahaha, eh, sticky? Ahahaha——" Fujiki laughed loudly, shaking his body as strong as a pregnant cow.I really want to beat her up, but if I really put this idea into action, then I will be treated the same as Chizuru, and I don't want to ask for trouble. "Hmm, it's strange, what is that white sticky thing? It's so strange——" Qiu Chuan took out the bubble stocking fixative from the school's green school bag, and muttered to himself. "Hey, Shimada, you also think it's weird? What's sticky—" While Akikawa was speaking, all the eyes of the class were focused on Shimada who was sitting behind Ishidani. Said that he didn't know anything, and tried to defend himself.Seventy percent of the boys and sixty percent of the girls in the class laughed at his self-effacing reaction.From another point of view, like Chizuru, he was regarded as the target of attack and bullying by the whole class—the kind of short man who looked like a middle school student, and with that weak face, anyone would think You have to bully him, and he also wears a pair of glasses that look like Nobita. "Don't you really know? You should know, look at your place." After she finished speaking, she pointed at Shimada's crotch. "I... I don't know!" However, his reaction was tantamount to announcing the fact that he was involved. "Chizuru, Shimada seems to know." Fujiki crossed his ham-like arms across his chest. "That's right, that's right, very suspicious." "Just, just tell you that I don't know anymore." Shimada shook his head in denial. "Hey, Qianhe, do you want to ask him to take a look?" "Ah?" Qianhe's puzzled expression became even more puzzled, and he told her not to make that kind of expression. "I mean, why don't you ask Shimada to take out that white sticky thing on the spot?" The whole room was full of laughter, on the same frequency as the contemptuous laughter that my right side often makes.At this time, the door of the classroom was suddenly opened, and I looked over with a blurred vision. "It's such a good laugh early in the morning." Classmate Jing stood at the door with her schoolbag in her hand, and everyone in the class stopped laughing, as if time stood still. "The teacher is here." Then she walked to the seat in front of me and sat down, placing the green schoolbag rudely on the table. "I heard that there are transfer students."