Chapter 6 Chapter Six

From that day on, the words "Second Sister-in-law Pan" spread like wildfire and disappeared, almost spreading throughout the entire "Oriental Red City".Even many people in "Defending the Union" admired her very much when they mentioned her, and had to admit that the whole city would never find someone who could argue with "Second Sister-in-law Pan"! It is said that Pan Fusheng also said at the Standing Committee Meeting of the Provincial "Revolutionary Committee": "Talents like 'Pan Ersao' are really rare! Whoever can win her over to our side will be equivalent to setting up a new regime for us. Great achievement! As long as she is willing to turn from the dark to the bright, I, Pan Fusheng, promise to make her a member of the Standing Committee of the Provincial 'Revolutionary Committee', even if she wants to be the deputy director of the Provincial 'Revolutionary Committee', we can still consider it!"

It is also said that someone really tried to win her over, but she sternly refused. She is a die-hard "bomber". Later, she often led the "Range Squad" to give speeches all over the city to raise funds for the "Bombers". I once heard her fundraising speech from afar: "Citizens, I am the second sister-in-law Pan! I am here to extend my hands for help! The God of justice is above me and all of you, and she is watching me and you silently at this moment. Who doesn't have a wife and children? Who doesn't have a father or mother? The "Defense Union General" has imposed various blockades on our "Bombing Faction" in an attempt to put us to death and hurry up! It is not a pity for all the soldiers of my "Bombardment Faction" to die, but the wives and children of my "Bombardment Faction" fighters are Innocent, their fathers and mothers are innocent! Their innocent wives and children and innocent fathers and mothers are suffering from hunger and cold, because the wages of the workers who participated in the 'Bombardment Sect' have long been suspended..."

As long as the "Second Sister Pan" stops and speaks, the onlookers, who have wallets on their bodies, will involuntarily reach into their pockets and take out their wallets, no matter whether you think the "bombers" are right or not! "Second Sister-in-law Pan" has such abilities!Her expression, her voice, just can move you!She seemed to possess some kind of magical power. Beside her, members of the "Range Squad" carried a big basket, and people threw money into the basket one after another.Even children are no exception.Every time she can raise a basket full of money!

The Chinese people during the "Cultural Revolution" were very "generous and generous".They were generally much poorer than they are today, but they generally did not value money as much as people do today.This is also one of the conditions for the success of "Second Sister-in-law Pan"'s fundraising success every time.If today, even if there were ten "Second Sisters of Pan", for the purpose of arousing people's noble sentiments, even ten days and a half months may not be able to raise a basketful of money!Repairing the Great Wall, China Children's Fund, and supporting disaster victims in Africa. People with a salary of two hundred yuan are only willing to donate a dime.If the treasury bills are not deducted from the salary of the distribution quota, nine out of ten people may not buy them.

Everything is not what it used to be. The minds of the Chinese people are no longer as simple as they were during the "Cultural Revolution", and they have even become overly shrewd.Therefore, the old "hands-on and charity" is not what it used to be.Sometimes I can't help doubting: Is this also a kind of "reflection"?i am confused... There was a saying in the "Bombardment School" back then - the theory of "Brother Fan", the eloquence of "Sister-in-law Pan", and the organizational ability of Commander Feng.Commander Feng is also Feng Zhaofeng.They are honored together as the "Three Heroes".

Can we not feel that it is a kind of honor? When "Second Sister-in-law Pan" was collecting donations, the "Defender General" was able to arrest her several times, but it is said that Pan Fusheng had instructed that the "Three Heroes of Artillery Bandits" should not be arrested without an order from the provincial "Revolutionary Committee".Not to be hurt. On this point, to be fair, Pan Fusheng still loves talents.Until the end, he probably still harbored some fantasy of persuading them to surrender.Of course it can only be a fantasy. And "Second Aunt Pan" didn't allow us middle school students who wrote blood letters and defected to the "Bombardment" base camp to participate in the large-scale rescue operation that day, no doubt because they couldn't bear us to take the risk of life and death.Embodies the kindness of women.

During the "Cultural Revolution", during the hatred, terror, and senseless crazy actions that seemed rational but were actually irrational, there was indeed an aura of conscience and humanity shining from time to time.It shows that, after all, it is the movement of men and not madmen.It's people doing crazy things. The person who took me to take a bath took us to the residence of the family members of the "Bombers" and arranged places for us to sleep. Families of the "Bombers" live together in dozens of families in various workshops.Every workshop is very cold.

The women were crying, the children were yelling—it was the family members of those who were arrested by the "Defense League President". I was there, and a great sympathy and pity for them suddenly surged from the bottom of my heart. I felt that I came among the oppressed by tyranny, and I developed a brave and heroic spirit to challenge the tyranny. .In fact, the "Bombarders" and their families were not the only ones who were oppressed back then?Aren't more than ninety-nine percent of people being oppressed by a kind of tyranny and oppressing others at the same time?Tyranny cannot be said to be a "new dawn in the Northeast", after all, it represents a tendency to strive for stability.Tyranny is the "Cultural Revolution" itself. "Defending the Union President" and the "Bombardment faction" are nothing but the inevitable products of that tyranny.Between the two, there is no difference between justice and injustice, right and wrong.

Suddenly the alarm sounded.Someone ran in a panic and said that a team of "Defending the Union General" launched an attack taking advantage of the emptiness of the base camp.Threatening to take down "Ha Yiji", the stubborn fortress of the "bombardment faction". So it was tense.The women cried more.The children shouted even more. Dozens of "Bombardment" fighters who stayed at the base camp gathered together. One of them yelled loudly at the women and children: "Don't cry! Don't scream! You cry, you scream, 'Han Lian Zong' will not be merciful! With dozens of us here, we will guarantee your safety, never It will let the 'Defending Union' attack in!"

Dozens of old workers also consciously organized themselves. Everyone found something that could be used as a weapon, and said to them: "We will go with you to guard the front and rear gates! Today, one will pay for it, and two will earn one!" "Dead, Our people will avenge us!" "Men and women, young and old, if the bastard 'Han Lian Zong' really invades, no one is allowed to be a coward! We are born to be 'bombers', and die It's the ghost of the 'Bombardment faction'!" A woman also raised her arms and shouted: "Sisters, let's fuck guys too, and fight the bastard 'Han Lian Zong'!"

So the women, together with some half-grown children, under the mutual instigation of such a feeling of common hatred and hatred, also looked for suitable weapons and prepared to fight desperately. I was so excited that I wanted to cry, what a heroic scene!The tragic spirit and the heroism I longed to experience were all over me. I found a long iron rod and held it tightly in my hand. So people rushed out into the yard. Several searchlights were turned on, and the yard was as bright as day. Some rushed towards the back door.Some people are guarded under the four high walls. I even imagined the tragic scene after the capture of "Ha Yiji": the corpses of men, women and children lay upside down, and everyone still held bloody weapons in their hands after death.I imagined the baby who was pressed under the cover of the mother before she died, and let out a shocking cry of ghosts and gods.I imagined how I should die to be more heroic and tragic, and what slogan I should shout when I was dying.According to my imagination, it can be said that according to my wishes, I should die after everyone else is dead.Should face the countless "defending alliance generals" who are encircling them step by step, glaring at them, and destroying the weapons first.It's a pity that what I took was a long iron rod, which can only be destroyed by stuffing it into the iron furnace.All you have to do is get a gun.You can die without leaving your weapons to the enemy.It would be even better to take a blasting barrel!Then it can be done with the enemy.The imagination in this section about weapons, although heroic and tragic, is clearly only imaginable and impossible to realize, so we have to stop thinking about it.What slogans to shout can be planned in advance.I thought of the French hussars captain in Hugo's novel. When he died fighting for Napoleon at Waterloo, what did he shout to the British troops who surrounded him step by step?Yes, I only yelled one word - "shit"!That is of course contemptuous!But can the "Defenders of the Union" understand it?What if they haven't seen Hugo?What about the captain of the French hussars who, although he has seen it, does not remember such a hero?He is not the protagonist in the book, he is just an unknown character that Hugo took care of!Then shout "Long live the bombardment faction" again! shit-- Long live the Bombers— Heroes are heroic enough!Bravery is heroic enough!It seems that there is still a lack of tragedy after all... Yes, yes, "Long live Chairman Mao" must be shouted!Fighting and dying for Chairman Mao, Chairman Mao must not know it in Beijing, isn't it a tragedy?Of course he fought and died for Chairman Mao!It's not for Chairman Mao and his old man, so what is it for me and so many people? Just shout three slogans.No more shouting.Probably before the hero died heroically, he only had time to shout three slogans.The third sentence does not have to be finished, you can shout the word "ten thousand", then open your mouth wide, stuff the word "year" in your mouth, and slowly fall down.Don't fall forward.Be sure to lean back.Be sure to stand with your legs crossed.Be sure to stretch your arms out when you fall.Slowly and straight down.The corpse should be in a "big" shape and fall on the blood-stained ground... I was just thinking about the sea and the sky, and several armored vehicles and tanks drove out of the warehouse.The armored vehicles and tanks in the base camp are sufficient for self-defense. Outside the high wall, the loudspeaker of the "Defending Union President" was shouting: "Listen, artillery bandits, we know that you are playing an 'empty city plan' now, open the gate and surrender! Otherwise, we will attack and you will never end well!  … ..." Inside the high wall, the horns of the "Bombardment faction" also sounded: "Listen, rat soldiers, attack if you have the courage! We are united as one, and we will see death as home!..." The front and rear doors opened. The "Defenders of the Alliance" rushed forward with shouts, but when they saw armored vehicles and tanks appearing at the door, they retreated. Armored vehicles fired a burst of machine guns into the night sky. After the gunshots, there was silence inside and outside the walls. The "Defending Union President" quietly withdrew. The armored vehicles and tanks of the "Bombardment Faction" have been blocking the front and rear gates like gate beasts.However, they dare not be paralyzed.Fearing that the "Defenders of the Union" are suspicious soldiers, they will attack again.It's just that some women who seem to be clearly worthless are persuaded to take all the children to sleep. In the early hours of the morning, the large troops of the "Bombardment Faction" returned to the "battalion".They also returned their comrades in arms—eleven alive and six corpses.Four of them were beaten to death.The two committed suicide by jumping off the building because they could not bear the beatings. Those who were sent back are said to include Feng Zhaofeng, commander-in-chief of the "Bombardment Faction".Not only was he severely beaten, but he was also threatened with a false burial.Bury it to his chest, let him admit that the "Bombardment Faction" is a reactionary organization, and announce its disbandment in the name of the commander.He would rather die than surrender.Really would rather die than surrender.Probably because he was the commander of the "Bombardment Faction", the "Defender General" didn't dare to really bury him alive, and then dug him out of the pit... There were too many people and the situation was too chaotic that night. I was not honored to meet this Commander Feng who would rather die than surrender. The base camp was filled with women's crying and men's roaring, shrouded in a strong atmosphere of revenge. The leaders held a meeting immediately, and within ten minutes they made a decision—to hold a demonstration. So many people began to rush to make stretchers, make wreaths, write elegiac couplets, and cut black yarn. At nine o'clock, thousands of demonstrators drove out the "Harbin Aircraft".As usual, armored vehicles and tanks lead the way.The front of the armored car is covered with black gauze crossed in a cross, and at the intersection is a white paper flower the size of a washtub.The tank is covered with a white cloth.This time four armored vehicles and four tanks were dispatched.Do not fly the red flag.Only white cloth banners and white cloth funeral banners are held.Disciplines were promulgated, no slogans were shouted, no singing, and all actions were under command.Out of the consideration of "sorrow tactics".The real "underdog tactics".The six corpses were placed on a stretcher and covered with a white cloth.Dozens of able-bodied people took turns to carry it.A line written in thick black characters on the white cloth banner reads—to avenge the martyrs who died, blood debts must be paid with blood!Everyone wears white paper flowers on their chests and black gauze on their arms.The brigade of people was solemn and solemn, painless and silent, marching mightily towards the city. As soon as they entered the urban area, dirges and music were released from the radio van.The team walked along with the melody of mourning and music.The traffic was interrupted, and the crowds of onlookers seemed to be all over the city. Underdog Tactics The team marched all the way to the front of the provincial "Revolutionary Committee" building, and the tank's barrel was slowly raised, aiming at the front of the building.It is said that the provincial "Revolutionary Committee" had a premonition that the situation was going to be serious. They were in a meeting when they saw armored vehicles and tanks opening the way for a demonstration from the window. They left the meeting place in panic one by one, got into their cars and fled in panic. .The civil servants had nowhere to escape, so they opened a few windows, picked out their white overalls with bamboo poles, and shook them. "Let Pan Fusheng stand at the window!" The sharp voice of "Second Sister-in-law Pan" came from the radio van of the "Bombardment School". You can't write two pans in one stroke.Ordinarily they are a family.The class struggle is irreconcilable, exactly: the flood washed away the Dragon King Temple, and one family did not recognize the other.As for which class Pan Fusheng actually represents, and which class "Pan's Second Sister-in-law" actually represents, it is still unclear today.It was a messy account, and the dead were all wronged ghosts.At first Jiang Qing preached that "it is justified to attack with civil and military defense", and later said: "Those who die in armed struggle deserve their death, and their death is lighter than the feathers of a bird!" Anyway, she can say whatever she wants.No matter how you say it makes sense.It's sad and pitiful for those unjust dead ghosts.Even more pitiful are the deceased's wife, children, father and mother.Those who died in the fighting were mostly young and middle-aged people. Those civil servants who raised the "white flag" in a sign of surrender shouted outside: "Pan Fusheng has left early! The members of the Standing Committee have already left!" "Don't fire! My family has a lot of wives and children!" "Long live the bombardment faction! Long live the bombardment faction!" How can the "bombardment faction" give up if they don't fire guns? boom! ... boom! ... boom! ... The "Bombers" are really bombarding "Northeast New Dawn"! Six shots in a row—six practice bombs were fired into the air. If the Standing Committee members of the Provincial "Revolutionary Committee" were all in the building, it would be impossible to know whether real shells were loaded into the barrel. After a while, it was six guns again. Six-six-thirty-six guns——Since liberation, Harbin has never let off a salute on the National Day.The common people can be regarded as hearing the sound of the cannon and seeing the tank firing! A shell hit the lightning tower on the roof.Even though it was a practice bomb, it knocked down the lightning tower. A woman's scream of fear came from inside the building... Coincidentally, Uncle Jiang was among the crowd of onlookers.He found me, pulled me out of the "bombardment faction" team, and said, "You come home with me!" I said: "No, I want to be with the 'Bombers' in victory! Failure is also failure together!" He said: "You want your mother's life! Your mother is going crazy for you, don't you know?" I said: "Uncle Jiang, go back and tell my mother that I, Liang Xiaosheng, a seven-foot man, can sacrifice himself, and Qian Qiuxiong will not return home after death!" He slapped me fiercely.Wearing a cotton hat, the ears of the hat protected his face, but his face didn't hurt from his slap.But he slapped me so hard that I staggered. Immediately, several big men stepped out from the "Bombardment faction" team, surrounded him and asked, "Why did you beat our people?!" "How can you beat a child when you are not young?!" Uncle Jiang said in his strong Shandong accent: "I'm his uncle, I'm his uncle..." He became afraid. Several big men asked me: "Is he really your uncle?" "Is it my uncle?" Uncle Jiang rushed to answer: "Really, really, dear uncle, dear uncle..." They shouted at him: "I didn't ask you!" I said: "It's my uncle, it's my uncle..." I don't know why I admit that he is my uncle. Uncle Jiang said with a smile on his face again: "He didn't come home last night, his mother is about to go crazy! You see, do you want me to take him home?..." Those guys said to me: "You go home and don't come to our place again!..." Uncle Jiang didn't wait for others to finish speaking, and said repeatedly: "Thank you, thank you!..." He grabbed my hand and dragged me away. "Slow down!" Those men stopped us again.One of them came towards us. Uncle Jiang looked anxious, and asked cautiously: "Didn't you let us go?" The man pointed at me and said, "With him like this, can he still go home when he encounters 'Defense League President'?" As he spoke, he took the white paper flower from my chest and the black paper flower from my arm. Yarn, put it in his own pocket. ... When I got home and saw my mother, I was shocked.In just one night, my mother became almost unrecognizable to me.Her hair was disheveled, her eyes were red and swollen, her face was pale and bloodless, and she hadn't washed.Mother is at least ten years older. My mother didn't seem to recognize me anymore.My mother stared straight at me.Do not hit.don't scold.not talking.Just stare at me like that. I could not help lowering my head. My mother stared at me for a long time before saying, "Uncle Jiang, let him go and go wherever he likes! He is not my son!" Uncle Jiang said to me: "Quickly promise your mother that I won't go anywhere in the future!" I whispered: "Mom: I promise... I won't go anywhere in the future..." But my mother pushed me out: "Go, go! Don't promise me! I am not your mother, and you are not my son!" Without any explanation, she pushed me out of the house. Uncle Jiang also followed outside and scolded me: "Look at how angry you are with your mother! If you make your mother mad, how will your two lunatics live in the future? Are you sorry for your father? For you Brothers and sisters? You stand here honestly and reflect on me! If you dare to leave again, I will discipline you for your father! Break your legs!" He gave me a lecture, and then went into the house to persuade my mother. After a while, my younger brother came out, holding the coal shed key (a dagger) in his hand, and said to me resentfully: "Mom told me to lock you in the coal shed!" Without saying a word, I obediently followed behind my brother and let him lock me into the coal shed. I squatted in an airtight corner of the coal shed and thought about my mistakes. The two months of "big series" plus one night of defection to the "Bombardment School", I was indeed pushing my mother to go crazy step by step! Poor mothers in the world! Poor mothers during the "Cultural Revolution"! It wasn't until midnight that my younger brother released me from the coal shed. As soon as I entered the room, my mother shouted to me: "Kneel down!" I knelt down in front of my mother, not daring to look up. "Are you aware of your mistakes or not?" "Mom, I know I was wrong..." "True or false?" "Mom, I really know I was wrong..." "Then don't blame Mom! Third child, bring the scissors!" Click!Click!Click... My hair was cut by my mother scissors one by one, and fell to the ground one after another. "Take off your shoes!" I took off my rubber shoes. My mother cut off the back of my only pair of cotton rubber shoes, turning the pair of cotton rubber shoes into a pair of cotton slippers... The next morning, I walked to the broken mirror with my pair of cotton slippers, and saw that my hair was cut into a "ghost head" by my mother.I stared at the thin, dull boy's face in the mirror, and a real sense of tragedy surged in my heart... The "Bombarders" finally angered the Central Cultural Revolution. The "Central Cultural Revolution" instructed the "Revolutionary Committee" of Heilongjiang Province: All reactionary things will not fall if you don't fight them-this is a quotation from the great leader Chairman Mao. Late one night, our whole courtyard was awakened by the sound of gunfire. Aunt Lu was holding the youngest child in her arms, running around in the yard like a frightened female monkey, yelling hysterically, "Calling! Calling!..." The sound of gunfire became denser and denser.Bunches of fiery red ballistics pierced the night sky. It was the time when Sino-Soviet relations were so tense that the entire hospital thought that the Soviet army was fighting without declaration!I don't need to describe the degree of panic, but I don't know whether to run for my life or stay home. The whole alley rioted. The director of the street accompanied a soldier in the courtyard. The director of the street reassured everyone: "Don't panic, don't be afraid! There is nothing to panic and nothing to be afraid of? Attack the old den of the 'Bombers' tonight! This is the final victory of the Great Proletarian Cultural Revolution! Everyone gathered outside the hospital, and asked Officer Li from the Provincial Military Region to give us a speech!..." The people in the courtyard walked out of the courtyard and followed the people in the alley to the entrance of the alley.People from several nearby streets gathered in an open area at the entrance of our alley.Listening to the joint announcement of Li Guan of the Provincial Military Region's "Revolutionary Committee" announced by the Provincial Military Region: 1. The "Bombards" are out-and-out counter-revolutionary organizations.2. All those who have participated in the "Bombardment Faction" must voluntarily surrender to their units or street committees within three days.3. The leaders of the "Bombardment faction" are all out-and-out current counter-revolutionary criminals.The whistleblowers deserve merit, and those who are brought to justice have great merit.Those who sympathize are guilty, those who shelter and harbor are guilty, and they are also punished according to the current counter-revolutionary theory... The sound of gunfire and cannons did not gradually fade away until the "new dawn" appeared in the "Oriental Red City". That night nearly 10,000 people attacked the "strongholds" of the "bombardment faction" such as "Ha Yiji" and "Harbin Normal University".They are composed of "death squads" who "defend the Union General Assembly", apprentices in factories, farmers in the suburbs, and soldiers from the provincial military region.All suburban farmers who participated in the attack were given ten yuan each, and some said five yuan.The apprentices in the factory became full-time workers ahead of schedule. I don't know what specific benefits and rewards the "Death Squad" of the "Defending Union General" and the soldiers of the provincial military region received.That was a real battle.Real guns, real cannons, real bullets and real grenades.Scouts were dispatched for on-the-spot reconnaissance in advance.And the provincial "Revolutionary Committee" Standing Committee members and the staff of the provincial military region's combat department formulated a detailed combat plan. "Hayiji" was captured that night. "Harbin Normal University" was captured that night. All the "Bombardment" strongholds were captured that night. The defending side had people who were killed by drinking bombs. The attacking side also had people killed by drinking bombs. The dead on the attacking side are regarded as martyrs, and their families enjoy the treatment of martyrs' families. Those who died on the defending side deserve more than a crime, and their families bear the charges of "family members of the current counter-revolution" for them. Some people say that a dozen people died on both sides that night.It was also said that there were not more than a dozen people, but dozens of people.It is not known exactly how many people died.But there is no doubt that both sides died. The "Bombardment faction" mobilized all armored vehicles and tanks that night, preparing to destroy the entire army and fight to the death.Later, several leaders decided to declare unconditional surrender. When they announced, they said: "We are guilty, let a few of us bear the historical charges of this armed incident! Let the court of history only judge us!..." The "Bombarders" were ordered to raise their hands high and line up to surrender. Everyone received at least one bayonet, and women were no exception... Fan Zhengmei and Feng Zhaofeng escaped from the "Eastern Red City" under cover, and went to Beijing to plead guilty. "Second Wife Pan" was arrested that day and thrown into prison.A few days later, a city-wide public trial meeting was held, and he was sentenced to death with a reprieve for the crime of "current counter-revolution". It is said that she was neither humble nor overbearing at the public trial, and she confessed all the charges.Without losing the demeanor of the past.After the verdict was pronounced, she made an impassioned statement, attempting to appeal on behalf of the "bombardment faction" masses, and she was detained just after saying a few words... Provincial and municipal radio stations broadcast live recordings of the major victory of annihilating the "artillery bandits" and the sentencing meeting.Provincial and municipal newspapers published important editorials and announcements on the investigation of the "bombardists". My tape recorder was sold to a consignment shop for my brother, but I have no money to redeem it.I listened to the radio at Uncle Jiang's house.Before I finished listening, I ran back to my home, threw myself on the kang, and cried with my head in my arms. Naturally, I have not been traced to the head.At the age of eighteen, I felt lucky and ashamed in my heart.If I were also tried and sentenced together with many "bombers", maybe I would feel less pain in my heart. But in that case, mother would definitely go crazy. The heroism and tragic spirit I longed for have been deeply buried in my heart ever since. That time I cried too many tears. I still went to "Hayiji" once without telling my mother, to pay tribute to the heroism and tragic spirit that I longed for but failed to pursue. I have not pursued any doctrine, nor have I achieved any spirit... All the windows of all the buildings of "Ha Yiji" no longer exist.There was glass shattered by bullets everywhere.There are still some kids looking for bullets here and there.It is said that on the first day, some children picked up a bucket full of bullets and sold them for tens of yuan. The walls of every room are riddled with bullet holes.I counted in one room, and there were as many as forty-three bullet holes! ... Now all this is already a thing of the past, a history.It's true that it's a thing of the past.But is it really history?Where is it recorded in history?It is not written on any page.However, the "Cultural Revolution" was truly recorded in the annals of history.Perhaps because it was launched by a great man after all?It can't be brilliant, but it can also be a warning to the world.I hope this "confession" of mine can be regarded as an "addendum" to history, as a eulogy for those who died for the "Cultural Revolution", and as a eulogy for millions of ordinary Chinese people. Superficial "proverbs"... Pan Fusheng is already dead.I don't know what conclusion to draw on him. Where is Fan Zhengmei? Where is Feng Zhaofeng? Where is "Second Sister Pan"? If they are no longer held in our proletarian prisons, and have not been designated as lifelong criminals of the "Cultural Revolution", if they are free, I hope they all have a good wife or husband, and a warm family , are living their own ordinary days... A generation of arrogance, ten years of catastrophe, all gone! They are all in their forties. The Master said: At forty there is no confusion. "Count the romantic figures, but also look at the present"! ... After my ghost hair grew, and the weather was already warm, with a heart that had completely lost everything, I didn't pursue anything and couldn't achieve anything. For the monthly salary of fifteen yuan, I swept the road went... I went to the countryside in the second year... February 15, 1987 at Beijing Film Academy