Chapter 6 Chapter Six Asking the Heavens

In the evening, Ouyang and I entered Wenlitai Village. Since our group seemed to be strangers from other places, walking on the spacious dirt road in the village was particularly eye-catching, but almost no one recognized Ouyang, but Ouyang was able to call out the names of some households from time to time.In particular, Ouyang suddenly pointed to this family and named out one or two familiar names of strong and sturdy people, and then ran to another family's living room and pulled some elderly people to him to ask questions. I can't move up... After walking about two or three miles, more people knew Ouyang.

"Are you Hanako? The Hanako who lived in the blind sister's house back then?" Ouyang teardrops rolled in his eyes: "Yes, I am Hanako." "Oh, Hanako, you've grown so tall now!" "I heard that you became a high-ranking official in the army?" Aunt Mo of Houcun asked. "I heard that you made a fortune in Shenzhen, is it true?" Li Bo from the front house said while holding Ouyang's hand. "Xiaocai, I made a little fortune. How are you all? I don't think you have changed much, old man and auntie, are you still in good shape?" Ouyang answered one by one with a smile.

"To survive. We people, like this Wenlitai Village, the facade is still there, but it's almost collapsed..." Watching Ouyang and the villagers have a heated fight, I thought that Ouyang must have had an unusual experience here, and he lived here for a long time. Wenlitai Village is indeed a rare large village. It took us nearly half an hour to stop and go in the car. Finally, we had to get off the car at a narrow road in the back street of the village and walked to a dilapidated building. In front of the old house. "This is the house where my sister and brother-in-law lived in." Ouyang looked very excited when he got out of the car, as if seeing a long-lost relative.

This is an old tile-roofed house. Judging from the few "Cultural Revolution" slogans remaining on the brick wall, it should be a flipped farmhouse in the 1960s and 1970s. At this moment, Ouyang had already found someone to unlock the iron lock tied to the broken door... "Why is it a cattle pen?" Ouyang shrank his neck and entered the house, then pointed to the room with a fence on the right and asked the person who opened the lock. "I, we see that no one has come to live in your sister and the others since they moved away, so they just used it as a cattle pen." The old farmer stood aside timidly and apologetically, muttering in a low voice.

After hearing this, Ouyang quickly changed his words and said: "It's okay, it's okay to be idle!" Then he pointed to the house on the right that has become a cowshed and said to me: "It used to be a room, and I lived in it. The middle room is The living room, on the left is the kitchen..." At the door of the so-called kitchen, there is a large urn, and a pair of buckets are placed beside it.Ouyang suddenly picked up a wooden spoon placed in the bucket, then shook it exaggeratedly in front of my eyes a few times, and said: "I hated this pair of buckets back then, because my sister and brother-in-law were both blind. I led my brother-in-law to carry water, and when I got older, it fell on me to carry the water every day. It took a mile or two to walk from here to the river. At that time, I was young and could only carry half a bucket of water. The kids in the village just taunted me, which made me angry every day about carrying water. Especially on rainy days, I have to go through more than a dozen alleys, and the roads are muddy and slippery, so that’s hard!"

Needless to say, I have already understood: in the history of Ouyang, there is no trace of the "Count of Monte Cristo", let alone the "Count of Monte Cristo" who made the sailor's son conquer the world and complete revenge on the edge of despair. Treasure Cave".All the information tells me: Ouyang, a rich man, has a history of "original sin" connected with suffering.But I was surprised that my comrade-in-arms and peers had such a history of suffering. If I hadn't personally followed him to his hometown, I would have never believed that there would be such a thing in real life. A more vivid existence than our artistic creation, I think "Legendary Wealth Poetry" is suitable for Ouyang no matter how it is applied.

If it wasn't for the fact that it was too dark later, I think Ouyang might have stayed in this dilapidated old house without restraint. "Come on, let's go to my sister's house for dinner!" Ouyang said again, obviously he wanted to take care of me, a guest who came from afar. Ouyang's sister lives in Xinhe Town, Hanchuan City. This is a small town only ten kilometers away from Hanchuan Chengguan. Bought for convenience. Ouyang's blind sister and brother-in-law were very happy with the arrival of their own brothers.This is the first time in my life that I ate at a pair of blind people's home. What surprised me was that Ouyang's blind sister could cook a few decent dishes, even though I felt that a visitor from afar would bring It is so unbearable to cook a meal for a blind man.

"After my sister got married, my mother was afraid that the two of them would not be able to live, so she brought me to serve them, and I know that my mother still had a practical idea in her heart, that is, sending me out would reduce the number of people in my family to eat! "Ouyang said to me with a wry smile after putting down his job. Sister Ouyang and her brother-in-law have a son named Li Weijin and a daughter named Li Furong. They have grown up and married now, and their daughter-in-law and grandson are at home.The son, daughter, and daughter-in-law are all conscientious, which is Ouyang's greatest comfort.In this way, a pair of elderly blind men have the basic guarantee of life.The blind couple are living a good life now, and of course Ouyang paid for the settlement of this unusual home.

"Sister, I heard that when you entered Li's house, your younger brother Ouyang was married for several years. Is there such a thing?" My words made Ouyang's blind sister and brother-in-law amused. "You can put it this way! It's all my blind sister's fault for dragging him down..." Sister Ouyang has a gentle temperament. After she finished speaking, she could no longer hear her next words, but her expression clearly said: In front of her younger brother, the blind sister felt deeply guilty. On the contrary, brother-in-law Ouyang is particularly talkative: "Xiangshan has lived in our house for five years and seven months, plus the time he came to visit us here and there, the total is no less than six years..." His name is Li Hongxiu, and he is older than his wife. He is 10 years older. Although he is blind, he can be seen to be a person with flexible hands and feet and a very shrewd mind.

Before leaving his sister's house, Ouyang looked around the house of his sister's house, and then fixed his eyes on a very old Jinghu on the wall, and he stared at it for a long time.Afterwards, he stepped forward to take off the Jinghu, played the strings, and the Jinghu immediately made a crisp sound. "Is that what you used before?" I suddenly remembered that when I was in Shenzhen, there was a party held by Meili Group, and Mr. Ou's erhu solo "I Really Miss You" shocked everyone present. "Wh—is it?" Ouyang's voice was a little hoarse, pointing to his brother-in-law and saying, "This is his, I don't even have the right to touch it!"

I felt incredible, so I asked brother-in-law Ouyang, "Is this the case?" Ouyang's brother-in-law laughed "hehe" and said, "Xiangshan was too young at that time, how can I buy it if the string is broken?" "Brother-in-law, can I bring it to the county tonight and play some songs for Writer He?" Ouyang asked his brother-in-law in a pleading tone. "Take it away! He hasn't played in a few years!" This time it was Sister Ouyang who spoke.Ouyang's brother-in-law's face was solemn, and he could see that he was in a complicated mood. Ouyang still took Jinghu to a hotel in Chengguan, Hanchuan City. Looking at this old Jinghu, the scene of Ouyang's "marrying" blind sister is reversed like a film, and it is vivid in my mind—— After Ouyang's parents learned that their daughter was blind, her daughter became the child they were most worried about.As the saying goes, boys should marry when they go to college, and girls should get married when they go to college.But what should the blind girl do when she grows up? Think carefully about everything. At the age of 18, sister Ouyang finally found her way through someone's matchmaking.The introducer said that the man's name was Li Hongxiu, and he lived in Wenlitai Village, Hanchuan County. It is said that the Ouyang family can rest assured, but this marriage did not bring the joy of relief to the Ouyang family. From the day her daughter got married, the mother became more worried: the daughter married a woman who was 10 years older than herself. He is a blind man, and he was born as a landlord. He has an old mother in her 80s, and his younger brother Li Hongying, who has not found a wife yet, is an adult.Although it is said that a blind man marrying a blind man is considered a "right match", but after all, he is living a life. For this reason, Ouyang's mother can't help crying when she thinks of her miserable daughter... The terrible thing is that her daughter has a child within a year of marriage.The baby is neither disabled nor stupid, very cute.However, the two blind men can't cope with themselves, and it's even more difficult for them to cope with their children.Although my daughter has been able to take care of herself very well since she was a child, it is only to deal with some basic things like eating, drinking and messing around. Now let her take care of a child blindly, how can she do it?The mother was anxious and helpless. When the blind daughter was in confinement, she took her daughter home, but this was not a long-term solution.In the end, the mother discussed with the father and decided to reluctantly let Xiangshan follow his sister to Li's house. "I was very impressed that day. It was freezing and snowy outside. My sister was holding a baby who had just turned one month old. In one hand, I held a big bag full of adults and children changing clothes. In the other hand, I held my sister and walked on the snowy and muddy road. It is more than ten li away from our house to the train station. When the two of us arrived at the train station, our trousers were dirty and wet from splashes of muddy water. There were many people on the station. When they saw a blind man holding a baby, they rushed to the train station. It was like seeing monkeys surrounding my sister. I felt very humiliated at the time. But the most embarrassing thing was that my sister had to go to the bathroom, which almost made me cry: first, I had to drag her into the women's bathroom I walked away, but I neither entered nor retreated; the second was that I had to hold my little nephew who was crying and fussing when she relieved me—I was only 9 years old at the time, and I had to take care of both adults and children. During those few minutes, I was like a headless chicken, at a loss. The most unbearable thing is that everyone seems to be laughing at us..." Ouyang murmured. "After getting on the train, the little nephew kept crying for some reason, making the people in the car uneasy. After a while, the little guy licked his sister all over again. The poor sister couldn't see anything. Someone in the car yelled loudly. I was so anxious that my sister cried. I had no choice but to wipe my sister’s excrement and change the child’s diaper because of my clumsy hands. In the winter, I was so busy that I was sweating profusely. After exhausting my energy, I looked up and saw When people in the car looked at me in various ways, my heart felt like being pricked by a thousand needles..." 9-year-old Ouyang began the most humiliating and tempering period of his life—— With a pair of blind men and a baby, Ouyang's mission when he came to his sister's house was to help the family survive the wind and rain. My elder sister never took care of a baby by herself. When Ouyang first came to this house, she mainly helped her elder sister take care of the child, fetch water and make tea, wash and dry diapers, and at the same time help her get familiar with and adapt to the surrounding environment. Every morning, when the rooster crows at dawn, Ouyang has already cleaned up the courtyard of his sister's house, and cleaned up the front and back of the neighbor's house... In order not to let his sister suffer from the mischievous children in the village. Ouyang took the initiative to curry favor with Murakami's child king, stealing a few cents from his brother-in-law's pocket from time to time to buy some candies for the children.The brother-in-law was blind and knew it well. Once he finally found out that there was no money in his pocket, and his angry fists couldn't catch up with Ouyang, but landed heavily on his blind sister. This made the younger brother Ouyang even more heartbroken and remorseful. In fact, Ouyang knows that the blind brother-in-law is not bad, but he knows that earning money is not easy, so he cherishes it very much. But little Ouyang, with his intelligence and diligence, quickly won the favor and friendship of the neighbors and village children in his sister's new home.Since then, the name "Huazi" has become a nickname for Ouyang by the folks in Wenlitai Village. However, Sister Ouyang's family is a rural family with a blind couple after all. What's more, it was an era when the people were in dire straits. There were frequent floods in the Jianghan Plain.Sister Ouyang's family and Ouyang's family consist of five people, the old, the young, and the blind. None of them can participate in the collective labor of the production team, so they can't earn a work point.In the era of the people's communes, not earning work points was tantamount to cutting off basic rations and livelihoods. what to do? Amidst the baby's cries, Ouyang looked at his sister from the left and his brother-in-law from the right, his prematurely mature heart was crying and bleeding.I don’t know how many summer nights, little Ouyang lay on the cool bed outside the door and looked at the moon and stars in the sky, thinking of the parents who were more than a hundred miles away and the children who grew up with their hometown, Huashan, Wentao, Yunfa, Yunqiang , and Jin Sheng... When I saw the poor sister and brother-in-law in front of me, I imagined that when I grow up, I can let the whole family live a good life... Life can't go on, even though Ouyang works hard every day to carry water and laundry for his sister's house and help neighbors with work, but he sees that there is almost no food left in his sister's house, especially when Ouyang sees his little nephew sucking his shriveled nipples in his mother's arms. When the crying scene stopped, he even felt hopeless - the sister and brother-in-law sitting on the bedside and the threshold were sighing and proving that there was nothing they could do. "Then why not take the main road?" I asked. "At that time, I was the most taboo to walk on the road, because on the road I often met children of the same age who went to school and came home from school. When they saw me leading the blind man, they either laughed at me or chased me and my brother-in-law with mud. I couldn't stand it. They are bullying, so try to avoid the big roads and take the small roads. But the country roads are not only difficult to walk, but if you are not careful, you will step on the piles of cow and sheep manure. A few times my brother-in-law fell on the piles of manure. In this way, he will not be able to tell other people's fortunes. But how can my brother-in-law see the embarrassment after I fell on the dung pile? I was already more than ten years old at that time, and I knew something. I saw that I was barefoot and wearing patches My old clothes are shameful enough, and now my whole body smells like feces. After arriving in a strange village, when my brother-in-law was busy telling fortunes, I stayed far away, afraid of being embarrassed by others. Where should I hide when I don’t know the places I’m born in? How many times did I hide and became the target of those children who like to bully students? They either called me a beggar or wronged me as a thief; Throwing bricks or dirty things at me, spitting on my face, pulling my hair... I dare not cry, for fear of affecting my brother-in-law’s business. But I feel too uncomfortable and wronged when I don’t cry, and I want to shake my hand several times. I've done it, but whenever this happens, I immediately think of my sister who is waiting at home, my nephew who is hungry and waiting to be fed, and my brother-in-law who accidentally falls into river ponds and ditches while walking alone on a strange road... So I have to keep going, and continue to lead the blind brother-in-law to one strange village and town after another." Yes, life of misery will continue. "My sister and little nephew are still at home waiting for us to bring back the food we exchanged. I must, as always, lead my brother-in-law to farther and farther places to read fortunes for those who look forward to luck and comfort. Now it seems, The road I led my brother-in-law back then seemed to be within the range of a few counties and cities, but at that time I felt like I had traveled the whole world, the road was so long and the road was so difficult..." "Brother-in-law is very good at accounting. When business is good, he can earn one or two yuan a day, and sometimes no one asks him for fortune-telling. So no matter how many days we go out, he never spends the money he earns, even if it is He couldn’t bear even a dime. We ate cooked pickles, radishes, and cooked pasta without oil that my sister made before we went out. We ate them for days. Begging for food. Sometimes my brother-in-law’s fortune-teller doesn’t give us any money, and a bowl of half-spoonful of food is what we fill our stomachs with.” "There are many rivers in the Jianghan Plain. At that time, bridges could not be built in many rural areas, so ferries were set up. The transition required money. In order to save money, my brother-in-law usually refused to let me guide him on the ferry. What should we do? We can only strip naked Clothes, swimming across the river. It’s okay in summer, but not in autumn and winter. The river is freezing cold, but in order to save a dime or a few cents for the ferry fee, my brother-in-law and I often swim in the cold river naked... there is no way , Blind fortune-telling is actually no different from beggars. Walking is like this, and overnight stays are even more uncertain. If you are lucky, you will sleep in a cowshed and pigsty, or a rice pile in the production team or something." "I remember that at the Sizhou Temple in Xiaxindian, Yunmeng County, where we often stayed, one day I suddenly thought of death. I thought that since I had suffered such a big crime and such a big shame at a young age, it would be better to die. That time As I was walking, I saw a deep ditch. I thought this is a suitable place to commit suicide, so I quickened my pace and walked there. As soon as I walked quickly, the blind brother-in-law seemed to understand something, and walked behind desperately. Shouting and chasing: "Hanako! What do you want to do, Hanako? Your sister is still at home waiting for us to go back! Come back soon—" Seeing my brother-in-law stumbling around pitifully, and listening to him talking about my sister, my heart is full I softened, and stopped my steps..." Yes, I think about how many times Ouyang died of hunger on the strange and rugged wilderness road, and how many times he wanted to abandon his brother-in-law because he couldn't bear the bullying and beating with sticks from his peers and rough adults Going back to his parents alone, but every time in the end it was because he thought of the poor blind sister and blind brother-in-law and the new-born nephew, and he had to go to those strange places in front of him with bare feet and covered with cold dew or cold moon. Villages and towns. During those five years, he led his brother-in-law to almost all places in Hanchuan, Yingcheng, Yunmeng and several surrounding counties and cities. "Brother-in-law is very grateful to me because of me, he can use his skillful Jinghu to recruit those who come to him for fortune-telling, and earn money for the family's livelihood. After a long time, I also want to learn his Jinghu However, at this time, my brother-in-law has a particularly violent temper. As long as I hear me playing the huqin, he will immediately snatch the huqin away. I said that I want to learn Ratinhu, and he shouted even more angrily: "You want to play the huqin too." Are you blind? Do you want to grow up and live like me?' Hearing my brother-in-law scold me like that, I dare not speak." "Don't look at my brother-in-law who can play a few songs skillfully, and it seems very pleasant to listen to, in fact, he doesn't know music theory at all, let alone what is a stave, and he can't even figure out the seven notes of 1234567. But my brother-in-law belongs to the kind of smarter person, just like trying to confuse people more or less for fortune-telling. Based on his own understanding of the songs he heard, he slowly figured out a way on Jinghu, so he used the song Now it is said that the very popular tunes are pulled out on his Jinghu, and his fortune-telling business is also believed. This is how my brother-in-law’s Jinghu skills were explored. After a few years with him, I secretly pondered his Ratinhu's skills, as time goes on, I can also play a few songs that my brother-in-law often plays, and others will think that it is the same. This is the only skill that my brother-in-law and I have learned in the fortune-telling journey for more than five years '." "Can you still play a few songs now?" Hearing this, I couldn't help but give Ouyang Jinghu. "Let me try it!" Ouyang happily plucked the Hu string, and drew the bow string with great devotion.The first song is the fast-paced "I Really Miss You". "Hey, aren't you at a professional level!" Unexpectedly, Ouyang's playing level is so high!Ouyang Jing praised me and said with a smile: "I learned some skills from my brother-in-law back then. Later, I became a member of the literature and art propaganda team and a cotton technician in the production brigade. After arriving in the army, I learned culture and began to understand musical notation. , that’s why we have the current level of performance.” Ouyang La's second song is "The Flower Girl", which I am also very familiar with.The melancholy and melancholy melody brought us back to the miserable days of "blind fortune-telling"... "Every time I play this song "The Flower Girl", my heart seems to bleed..." Ouyang's voice was choked up. In "The Flower Girl", the "flower girl" is blind, and it is precisely because she is blind that her fate is sympathetic and worrying.Ouyang lived with his blind sister and blind brother-in-law in his childhood and youth, and experienced the same fate as the "flower girl".He is so in love with this song, it is because he thinks of his miserable childhood. "My brother-in-law is very business conscious. At that time, every winter in the countryside, farmland and water conservancy construction was carried out. The scale was very large. Sometimes people from several villages gathered on a river to pick mud and dig. Canals, sometimes several towns gather together, and the scene of thousands or tens of thousands of people is very lively and spectacular. These people who participate in the construction of farmland water conservancy are usually on the construction site for several days or even dozens of days, and there are men and women. In this way, they always need some daily necessities. My brother-in-law took this opportunity to start a small department store business—in fact, he is a salesman. The things he sells are needlework, buttons, soap, and children and adults like them. I eat lollipops, ginger candies and so on. Don’t look at these things, it was not easy to find them in the countryside at that time. But there was a mistake: a new RMB with a denomination of one yuan just circulated in the market at that time, because I didn’t recognize it, brother-in-law It was also the first time we met. Two adults bought our things with a new bill of one yuan, but I mistook it for 10 yuan and gave him 9 yuan instead. One yuan was cheated out, which was exactly the same size as an old 10 yuan note. When my brother-in-law found out, he said, "I'm blind, why are you worse than blind?" His words deeply hurt my young heart. No, childhood What is the difference between a miserable fate and a blind man who is blind? Even worse.” "Later, my brother-in-law took me to Wuhan to buy goods. When I heard that I was going to the city, I was so happy that I didn't sleep all night. We boarded the train the next day. Although my brother-in-law and I could only stand in the aisle, I felt that my whole life I am so happy, even happier than my classmates of the same age who go to school in the village. Although they can go to school, many of them have never taken a train, let alone now I am going to Wuhan, this is my little friend from the same village It was something we couldn't do. I had a sense of happiness and pride at that moment." "After getting off the bus in Wuhan, I was surprised and delighted to see so many high-rise buildings! But there was also one thing that embarrassed me: as usual, my feet were always bare. How could I know that in the city The cement road in the country is different from the dirt road in the country. The cement road is scorching hot under the scorching sun. Although my feet are not afraid of the mud and stones with potholes, they can't stand the hot concrete road. I haven't walked much. Besides, we got off the train from Hanxi and had to walk to Hangkong Road to get the goods. I don’t want to tell my brother-in-law, because I am worried that my brother-in-law will go home early. In Wuhan, I still led my brother-in-law to walk, and my feet were limping after walking because of the hot pain. It’s funny to think about it now: such a prosperous place On the streets of Wuhan, a young lame man was leading a blind man. I didn’t feel a sense of inferiority or humiliation. On the contrary, I was in high spirits all the time. As I was walking, I suddenly heard a whistle, I asked my brother-in-law what the sound was? My brother-in-law said it was a ship. I immediately became excited when I heard it, and asked him if it was a ship on the Yangtze River. My brother-in-law said, yes, the Yangtze River Bridge is in front of me. As soon as I heard that the Yangtze River Bridge is not far away , I ran in the direction of the steamer’s whistle recklessly. When I was in the country, I heard from friends in the same village that they read in books how majestic the Wuhan Yangtze River Bridge was. At that time, I thought that if I could visit this bridge in my life If the Yangtze River Bridge attracts worldwide attention, then I am the best person in the world!" "The bridge is right in front of me. I run and run, like flying! It's useless for my brother-in-law to shout at the back. I'm like a kite off the string, an arrow off the string... After running for about a few hundred meters, I finally ran When I arrived at the head of the Yangtze River Bridge, I supported the head-high railing with both hands and looked up at the river. At that moment, my little heart was shocked for the first time: the Yangtze River is so wide! The bridge is as long as the rainbow in the sky. It’s just as beautiful! There’s also the ship, which looks like a few storeys of high-rise buildings, the buildings on both sides of the river, the Yellow Crane Tower, Qingchuan Pavilion... I’m intoxicated, and it’s the first time I realized what satisfaction is! In the past, I didn’t eat or wear anything. Wandering around with my brother-in-law, telling fortunes and begging for food, being bullied and beaten are nothing! I can stand on the Yangtze River Bridge, look at the Yangtze River, and watch the steamships sailing in the Yangtze River, and I am satisfied! All the tears in the past , all the bitterness disappeared in just this one glance..." Ouyang is actually a very romantic person, and he is no less excited than a poet. "But it was a pity that I only stayed on the bridge for more than ten minutes. First, I was afraid that my brother-in-law would be in a hurry, and second, I was afraid that I would get lost, so I glanced at it and hurried back. Although I was scolded by my brother-in-law, but The joy in my heart lasted for several months..." Ouyang opened the window, looked at Yunmeng City with thousands of lights in the night, and sighed: "It's almost 40 years, how I want to go to the Wuhan Yangtze River Bridge again , to make up for the regrets of the year." "It's not easy! Don't you have several development projects in Wuhan now? Why don't you just take a trip!" I said to Ouyang. "One moment and another moment! Now I have to fly back and forth from Shenzhen to Wuhan several times in almost a month. I have passed through Wuhan countless times during my ten years as a soldier, but I just don't have time to go to the bridge to have a look. Alas, I am so busy. Busy, when people reach middle age, some things are not as beautiful as they were dreamed of in childhood!" "Let me push you to realize this wish!" I said. "What's the meaning?" "Didn't you say that I will go to Wuhan with you next month to see your development projects? Then we will go to Wuhan Yangtze River Bridge together! I haven't been there either!" Hearing my words, Ouyang immediately smiled brightly like a child: "Okay, it's a deal!" About a month later, the two of us really deliberately walked from the north side of the Wuhan Yangtze River Bridge to the south side of the bridge.The weather was particularly sunny that day. Although the Wuhan Yangtze River Bridge has been through 50 spring and autumn, it still does not lose its majestic momentum. There is a lot of traffic on the bridge, and the sound of sirens under the bridge. Under the blue sky and white clouds, a few kites were floating above our heads... Like two urchins, Ouyang and I suddenly pointed to the long fleet dragging in the river, jokingly said that it was like a "hungry centipede", and suddenly gestured to the bridge fence to test Can you fly into the river... In short, Ouyang made up for all the regrets he left in the past on this day. "Hey, hello—do you know where I am now? I'm on the Yangtze River Bridge! On the bridge deck in the middle of the Yangtze River Bridge..." Ouyang was completely intoxicated by his childhood vision. He stood on the bridge , dialed the phone with his wife who was far away in Vancouver. On this day, the song Ouyang hummed was: "When I was young, I suffered so much from the world; when I grow up, I want to create beauty and happiness, and I want to see the beautiful world to my heart's content..." This is his own composition, I can't find it in any serious song, but such lyrics have long been clearly and clearly engraved in Ouyang Xiangshan's life and wealth poems. Ouyang is destined to deal with money in his life.When I was young, because I was poor, in order to save 60 cents on the train ticket, I almost lost my life several times by evading fares by car. Later, I went out with my brother-in-law to tell fortunes and wandered around. With my brother-in-law running a shopkeeper. "Sighing that my family has no money for my own education, and my fate is too bitter. This is the 'original sin' that I, Ouyang Xiangshan, once had." Ouyang ended my "torture" about original sin with this sentence.To be honest, I have come into contact with many rich and wealthy people, but I have not experienced anyone like Ouyang.This also reminds me of him, a billionaire, who eats a two-yuan breakfast with us in a bland manner; it reminds me of the first time I went back to Yunmeng with him, when he distributed money tickets to those blind men on the fortune-telling street scenario.Reminds me too much. Ouyang has no "original sin"! Ouyang is not the "original sin" of original sin, but the bitter tears boiled out of suffering, hunger and shame...