Chapter 39 body through time

All was quiet again. The deathly silence made me panic for a while. Yi Yanduan, where are they now?Will they be in any danger?I worry about them, and I worry about myself.I don't know when the aftershocks will come again and what kind of damage it will do to us.At this time, everything is full of uncertainty. I am uneasy. Loneliness and pain challenged my persistence time and time again. They try to break my will. I regret letting Yi Yanduan and the others leave. If they were on top of me, I would talk to them. Maybe it would be dawn when I was talking. I don’t feel safe at all now. If they were here, at least I would Psychologically you can feel safe.

After so many days, what happened to Yi Yanduan, he should have a good talk with me.And I also want to ask him some questions, like when he called my wife, what did she say when she heard that I was buried?Are you freaking out, or are you calm like nothing happened? Also, did she say she came to Sichuan? If so, why hasn't she come yet? I really hope she comes here, she will definitely guard me up there.Talk to me, cheer me up, and keep me going with confidence.I know her temper, she won't speak big words, or say bold words, and she won't give me any promises, but she will use very ordinary words to stimulate me.For example, she would say to me like this: "Li Ximin, didn't you say how brave you were before, how come you can't keep going after dozens of hours of persistence, I dare you to brag." Maybe you will say this : "Li Ximin, you have to be good, don't lose your temper like a naughty child, move around, your comrade-in-arms Yi Yanduan will definitely find a way to save you, if you bear it for a while, it will be dawn soon. If you are not good, your physical strength will be exhausted, and it will be useless to rescue me, so you will be worthy of me and Li Xiaobai, Li Xiaobai is still at home waiting for you to take her to the park to play." Still saying this : "Li Ximin, don't be afraid, I'll be with you, at worst we die together. Didn't you say we were going to die together? Why did you forget that? But, I don't want to die so early, how much do we have? I haven’t played in the beautiful places, and there are so many delicious things I haven’t eaten. It’s too bad to die now, so, you can’t die, you have to accompany me, and you will be my follower all your life.”

...as if she was guarding me above the ruins, talking to me. Before I came, we agreed that when I finished writing the new book "Mist Battleship" in Sichuan, I would go to the Maldives for vacation at the end of June, and the itinerary was all set, and I also paid a deposit to the travel social network.We have been to the Maldives once. It is a paradise on earth. I believe that everyone who has been there will have a deep memory of the pearly islands, soft and delicate beaches, terribly blue sea water, and beautiful fish.It is a good place for vacation, if you stay there for a period of time, you will forget the burden of work, you will forget the pressure that life brings to us, and you will repair our tired sub-healthy body and mind.My wife is not a freelancer like me. She works in a foreign company and is busy all year round, like a hardworking bee.We go on vacation every year just to decompress her.

How I wish I could get out alive and accompany her to the Maldives. But right now, everything is still uncertain for me. Maybe I'll be rescued. maybe i will die... At this point, I feel like I am the only one left in this world. I am a vigil for this troubled world.I hear the cries of many souls in hell.They stretched out their bloody hands and rushed in the darkness.I sadly said to them: "Rest in peace, I will keep vigil for you, you are my sisters and brothers—" It was as if there was a huge hand covering my body and those undead. Everything returned to silence. My heart also returned to peace.

I don't think about anything, I don't say anything, I just wait quietly for the dawn.When I was drowsy, I would use the back of my right hand to scratch the iron nails. The sound still hurt my heart, keeping my brain awake and vigilant. My broken body travels through the ages...