Chapter 4 Section 4 Infatuation

Hao Miao was unfortunate and lucky. Many people who were buried in the ground fought alone, but Hao Miao was not alone.Since she and Gong Jiang got in touch underground and above ground, Gong Jiang has been by her side. What we see from the news media is only the sunny side. In those days when the whole country was devoting its efforts to the quake-hit area, everyone did not want or want to see the dark side of the quake-hit area.At that time, in Beichuan, there were the destruction of human beings by nature, and the mutual trampling of human beings themselves.When everyone was desperate to save lives, someone sent a message through modern tools: the barrier lake is about to collapse, and all people in Beichuan will evacuate immediately, please send messages to each other.

It should be said that when most countries in the world knew that our country had suffered a major disaster, they donated money and materials, and sent rescue teams to the disaster-stricken area to provide assistance, which showed the concern and respect of friendly countries for the people of our country.However, there are also a few countries that have ulterior motives and have sent some special agents to join the rescue team. The people in the disaster-stricken area did not understand the mission of the army to the disaster-stricken area. They believed that the army came solely to save the people buried in the ground.When the army was in the process of rescuing the people, they suddenly received the task of rushing to a certain place to guard the military base immediately, and they had no time to explain to the people because of their bounden duty of obeying orders, and they had to strictly observe military discipline. Their people, go to defend the country's military bases.Because there are a few foreign rescue team members who came to the disaster area and suddenly disappeared into the vast sea of ​​people. Those people are not here to save people. Their goal and purpose are very clear. They are to steal our country’s military information, especially our country’s senior officials Technological military intelligence.

Among the people in the disaster area, some people did not understand the real situation, so they had opinions on the commanders and soldiers of the army. When I went to the quake area for an interview, a worker told me angrily that his old mother was buried downstairs, and several PLA soldiers were digging a hole to save people, and they had seen the head of the old man, and the old man could still speak at that time .But the soldiers suddenly received an order, and they immediately gave up helping the elderly and ran into the deep mountains where no one lived. The worker said that they waited for a long time, and the PLA never came back.One day later, when the neighbors rescued the mother, the old man had already passed away. The employee did not understand the actions of the People's Liberation Army, and he scolded these soldiers for their inhumanity.I used to be a soldier and knew that military discipline cannot be violated, so I defended the soldiers: "For every family, the lives of relatives are the first important thing. For a country, military secrets involve national security. , You must be sure that nothing will go wrong, it is more important than personal affection. I hope you can understand these junior soldiers, they must obey orders, and soldiers take obeying orders as their bounden duty."

It was also suggested that some troops were not there to protect state secrets, but to avoid floods.It is undeniable that some military officers heard the news that the barrier lake was about to collapse, and quickly ordered the soldiers he led to move.It is their duty and instinct for officers to love soldiers. In peaceful times, if a large number of soldiers are killed or injured due to improper command, this is unacceptable to them.They are not only responsible for the lives of the people, but also for the lives of thousands of soldiers. When the people in Beichuan County heard the news of the collapse of the barrier lake, they left their homeland in a panic, which caused them disaster but made them reluctant to leave.There are a few selfish people who still take advantage of the chaos to steal. These people have a kind of dirty psychology: if the barrier lake collapses, the entire Beichuan County will become a vast ocean. If you can take it, you can take it or not.

This is not a natural disaster but a man-made disaster, which caused some people who were still alive to see the sun again to go on the road of no return.Several rumors caused unnecessary withdrawal of troops, and only then did everyone expose this sinister conspiracy and capture this rumor maker who disturbed social order. Gong Jiang also heard shouts telling him to run, but he didn't run away.Hao Miao and Zan Qi were less than five meters away from him underground, and the bank vault was right under his feet. How could he escape regardless of their lives and the safety of the vault?Gong Jiang wanted to stay and talk to Hao Miao, and not let Hao Miao fall asleep. If Hao Miao fell asleep, he might have permanent long eyes and never wake up again.After a while, Gong Jiang called Hao Miao's name, and Hao Miao responded.Calling more often, Gong Jiang deliberately diverted Hao Miao's attention, and recalled her student life in high school, and recalled the hazy first love that the two admired each other at school.Gong Jiang thought that the power of love is powerful, and in this special environment, Hao Miao must use various methods to make Hao Miao nostalgic for the beautiful life in the world and live strong.

As night fell, most people in Beichuan left due to the spread of rumors.However, Gong Jiang's wife Zan Li found Gong Jiang through untold hardships.Zan Li works in Chengdu, and her whole family works and lives in Chengdu.Originally, Gong Jiang could stay in Chengdu with his lover after graduating from university. The state has special policies in this regard for intellectuals whose husbands and wives live apart.However, Gong Jiang chose the "countryside" inexplicably, which puzzled Zan Li, who was about to marry Gong Jiang at that time.Many college students want to stay in big cities to develop their own careers, but Gong Jiang just wants to go back to that closed (Beichuan twenty years ago was not as prosperous as a small town in an economically developed area), which is unbearable despite its beautiful scenery. impoverished counties.Zan Li is a girl who grew up in Chengdu. She has no idea of ​​"marry a chicken as the chicken, marry a dog as the dog", nor is she willing to go to Beichuan with her husband to work. She stayed in Chengdu and relied on her old father's relationship to become a A cadre from the Land Resources Bureau was recruited.After the two got married, although it was inconvenient to live in two places, Zan Li had a good wish. She thought that Gong Jiang would work in a difficult environment at the grassroots level for a period of time, and would cherish her position even more and work hard after entering the city. , will also excel in career.Just like educated young people who go to the mountains and go to the countryside to exercise and then return to the city, many people have endured hardships and become pillars of national construction.Gong Jiang endured hardship first, and he will cherish the harbor of family even more in his daily life in the future, and take good care of the relationship between the two.Once, the Sichuan Branch of Guoxing Bank was preparing to build an office building and encountered difficulties in land use. The presidents of the Sichuan Branch of Guoxing Bank invited the leaders of the Land Resources Bureau to have a "light meal".The directors knew that Zan Li's husband worked in Guoxing Bank, so they asked the beautiful and elegant Zan Li to accompany them to the social occasions.In China's officialdom, anyone with a long word, regardless of the original or deputy, must remove the adverb in informal occasions, collectively referred to as minister, bureau chief, division chief, section chief, section chief, etc. Just look and you'll know who's official is big and who's official is small.At the same time, no one dares to underestimate the ladies brought by the leaders to various occasions. This is a rule that can only be understood but cannot be explained in words.Zan Li was born in a family of cadres. She attended various official activities with her father since she was a child. She heard and witnessed many things, which made her understand many mysteries of officialdom during her growth.During the banquet, Zan Li gave full play to her strengths as a woman, making the executives' hearts beat faster and their faces flushed.When the revelry reached a certain level and she thought it was just right, Zan Li proposed to the presidents her desire to transfer Gong Jiang to work in Chengdu.The head of the bank raised his wine glass in front of the beautiful female cadres of the Land and Resources Bureau, and stated on the spot that it was his bounden duty to solve the problem of separation of employees.In fact, the president is very smart. By doing such a reasonable and reasonable thing, it not only narrowed the distance between Guoxing Bank and the officials of the Land Resources Bureau, but also created a good atmosphere for solving the land occupation problem of the Sichuan Branch of Guoxing Bank. , saving a sum of expenses, it can be said that it is the best of both worlds.The matter was settled at the banquet table, and Zan Li was worried that Gong Jiang would not believe her words, so she specially asked the president for a business card, hoping to surprise him when she saw Gong Jiang.If Gong Jiang was passionate when he was young and wanted to exercise at the grassroots level, then after more than ten years of hard work, especially when Zan Li heard that Gong Jiang's career was not so smooth, and in life because the two lived apart for a long time, he was not very happy. At that time, she tried her best to get him to work in the provincial capital.Zan Li thought, Gong Jiang would be overwhelmed with joy.

Zan Lite likes Gong Jiang's overwhelmed look, and the innocent and childlike appearance that Gong Jiang shows in life is very cute to Zan Li.Zan Li met once when the two were married on their honeymoon. That time Gong Jiang made Zan Li excited for a whole night, and that kind of situation never happened again in the long family life.Perhaps it was because of that beautiful night that Zan Li could never forget, Zan Li nip the idea of ​​divorce again and again in the bud, and the marriage between the two was maintained to this day in the midst of crises and twists and turns. Zan Li has a "basic principle": when Gong Jiang is transferred to Chengdu, the provincial capital, when Zan Li will give birth to him (Gong Jiang likes children, especially a boy).But as she got older, Zan Li's desire to have children became stronger and stronger.Now she finally has the opportunity to prove her ability to handle affairs to Gong Jiang.She thought of that passionate and intoxicating night, and could no longer restrain the overflowing sense of happiness, and drove straight from Chengdu to Beichuan.She didn't reveal any news to Gong Jiang in advance, and wanted to give Gong Jiang a surprise, but Gong Jiang was not as naive and passionate as Zan Li imagined, nor did she let her spend a romantic night. On the contrary, she felt that the husband and wife There was a greater gap between them, and she even thought that Gong Jiang had become more cruel and ruthless, and her good wishes were completely in vain.That day, when she walked into Gong Jiang and her home in Beichuan, she told Gong Jiang with great joy that she had dinner with the presidents of the provincial branch of Guoxing Bank and proposed to transfer him to the provincial branch. Gong Jiang was not excited. He was so desperate that he didn't stretch out his arms to hug her, let alone kiss her passionately. Instead, he was stunned for a moment and said coldly: "Why do you do such a stupid thing without my consent? Do you know whether I want to go to Chengdu or not?" Willing? It's just nonsense!"

Gong Jiang's words stunned Zan Li like a string of cannonballs, and her enthusiasm quickly dropped to freezing point.Zan Li stood there blankly, wanting to cry without tears, she didn't revisit the night that made her obsessed, and her beautiful wishes were completely shattered.On the night that made her sad in Beichuan, Zan Li looked up at the ceiling, with two lines of tears hanging down her cheeks.When she returned to Chengdu the next day, she was crying while driving. Due to excessive sadness, Zan Li drove the car to the side of the road twice and cried loudly.Before driving after crying, she stepped on the gas pedal crazily, almost crashing the car several times.After that, she didn't go to Beichuan for three months. She began to hate Beichuan and Gong Jiang, until one time when Gong Jiang went to Chengdu for a meeting, he "bowed his head and confessed" to Zan Li, admitting his selfishness and rudeness, and the two had conflicts. resolve.Due to many reasons, their marriage has been in a state of indifference for a long time, which can also be said to be in a state of cold war, and the two even thought of parting ways several times.Without the concern of children, the world of two people seems so wide, and the separation and union will not be so earth-shattering.It is also because of many reasons that the two people's idea of ​​divorce has not been implemented, and it has been delayed until now.

When the earthquake happened, Zan Li suddenly thought of the many benefits of Gong Jiang, and she began to feel restless, especially when the communication between Beichuan and the outside world was interrupted, many bloody scenes of Gong Jiang appeared in her mind, and sometimes there was no The body of the head stands in the wilderness.Zan Li's pampered life was completely disrupted by the sudden disaster. Like crazy, she insisted on going to Beichuan.Zan Li asked for leave from the director of the Land and Resources Bureau in charge of her, and drove a red Geely car all the way.She ignored landslides, falling boulders, mudslides, and aftershocks.Zan Li had only one thought, to rush to Beichuan as soon as possible, to meet Gong Jiang who both worried her and made her sad.Along the way, some cars were flattened by rocks rolling down the mountain, and some people were smashed by rocks rolling down the mountain. Many people fleeing outside wore only a pair of shorts and were naked to the upper body. A leg is missing, and some people are bloody and unkempt.Zan Li didn't care about it at all, she only had one idea, to go to Beichuan as soon as possible, and meet that Gong Jiang who made her love and hate as soon as possible!

Zan Li found Gong Jiang on a piece of rubble, and his location was very eye-catching.Gong Jiang stood bare-chested on a slightly higher broken prefabricated concrete slab, with a thin layer of dust on his body, just like the terracotta warriors and horses of Xi'an standing there.Gong Jiang's fair skin and cheeks turned gray at this time.His face was full of frustration, and his eyes were full of sadness.At this time, Gong Jiang was bending over and shouting at a small hole under his feet. The small hole was actually a hole in a cement prefabricated board that was stuck upright and connected to the ground.Gong Jiang's voice was already hoarse, and from time to time he aimed his eyes at the small hole and peeked inside.Zan Li walked in front of him silently, scolding him in her heart: You are a dead ghost, you have been stabbed to death, why didn't someone send a letter to me, if the communication is cut off, can't there be a living person? !When she walked to Gong Jiang's side, Zan Li couldn't control her emotions anymore, and threw herself into Gong Jiang's arms.Zan Li didn't expect that her pounce would cause the strong Gong Jiang to fall down.Gong Jiang is a man of iron, during the two people's wedding and honeymoon, Gong Jiang once let her "resurrection", at that time she thought it was worth dying for such a man.Without Gong Jiang's strong body and those unforgettable nights during her honeymoon, Zan Li might not have continued her marriage to this day.

Zan Li hurriedly grabbed Gong Jiang to prevent him from falling. She knew that there was rubble under her feet, and Gong Jiang who fell would be in danger of being injured.But Gong Jiang's body was very heavy, and the delicate Zan Li couldn't hold him, but let him fall down with her.The moment she fell to the ground, Zan Li was quick to wit. She used all her strength to make Gong Jiang and her body fall sideways, and put the bag containing bread, biscuits, and mineral water that she brought to Gong Jiang under Gong Jiang's body. .Fortunately, the place where they fell was relatively flat, without exposed steel bars and erected concrete prefabricated slabs.Zan Li, who fell to the ground, put her arms under Gong Jiang's body again.Gong Jiang fainted the moment he fell down. His body was too tired. After the earthquake, he didn't eat a single grain of rice and only drank half a bottle of mineral water.Zan Li cried and poured mineral water into his mouth, and pressed Gong Jiang with her thumb, and Gong Jiang quickly came to life.When he found Zan Li in front of him, his eyes widened in surprise.Gong Jiang thought he was in a dream, and said to himself, "I'm not dreaming, am I?" Zan Li burst into tears: "You are not dreaming, it is real, look at me." Zan Li grabbed Gong Jiang's hand and put it on her face, only then did Gong Jiang believe it was true.He excitedly hugged Zan Li into his arms and said: "I didn't expect you to come, really, I never dreamed that you would dare to come!" Zan Li's tears became more turbulent, and the true love that the two had lost for many years seemed to have returned.Gong Jiang was very excited. How did she break in when the aftershocks were constantly in danger and Beichuan was isolated from the world?Gong Jiang's heart was overwhelmed. He felt that he owed Zan Li too much in the past 20 years. The lost youth made them lose the passion of life. Gong Jiang only now regrets why he didn't know how to cherish back then. He kissed Zan Li without hesitation. With Zan Li.The tears of the two people blended together, forming a raging wave. The harsh environment did not allow them to tell each other about the experience of the earthquake and the process of Zan Li's "breakthrough" into Beichuan.At this time, someone shouted that the barrier lake was going to collapse, and asked everyone to evacuate to the high ground of Beichuan No. 1 Middle School.A weak voice came from under the rubble: "You go, don't wait to die here! Sister-in-law, we must drag President Gong away, we must have someone to live!" Zan Li was startled when she heard the sound, and only then did she realize that the hole in the prefabricated concrete slab communicated with the ground, and the sound came from the ground. She was shocked by the sad and mournful sound, it was a female voice.Zan Li thought, there would be no such voice without great grief and suffering.It seems that the women in the underground are very sensible, and understand not to implicate others in times of crisis, and not to let others die for themselves.Zan Li was moved by this woman, and she said to the "microphone", "Thank you, thank you, we will send someone to rescue you." Zan Li hugged Gong Jiang and wanted to leave this place full of danger and terror, Gong Jiang suddenly shouted: "I can't leave, I can't leave the employees here, I want to stay by their side, what will they do if I leave? " There was another begging voice from the ground: "President Gong, if you want to go for us, then go, don't stay here!" Gong Jiang hesitated, gritted his teeth and said to Zan Li: "Go, get out of here immediately. This place is too dangerous!" Gong Jiang pushed Zan Li hard.Zan Li was full of contradictions, she didn't understand why Gong Jiang did this.If the barrier lake collapses, no one buried in the rubble will surely survive. Why would you give your life for something that has no hope? Although Hao Miao was buried in the rubble, she could still hear the conversation between Gong Jiang and Zan Li clearly, and she was clear about the danger she was facing.She loves Gong Jiang, if it is not a mistake, she should live with Gong Jiang.Now her husband has left her, and she doesn't know if her son is alive in this catastrophe. If Gong Jiang leaves, she will no longer be able to express her feelings to Gong Jiang.Hao Miao thought, he was already a dying person, so by speaking out, he would let Gong Jiang understand the affection he had suppressed for many years, and take good care of his only son, so that he would be free from worries and worthy of his husband's entrustment under the nine springs.Hao Miao said: "Gong Jiang, if you love me, leave this place. Don't wait here to die for me. After I die, if my son is still alive, please help educate him, please!" ... After Zan Li heard Hao Miao's words, she stared at Gong Jiang in a daze for a moment.She regretted that she should not have risked her life to come to Beichuan.Gong Jiang and another woman (that is, the woman underground) already have a child, and I have been waiting for him to work in Chengdu for many years, but what I have been waiting for is a man with two legs!No wonder Gong Jiang seldom lives with her, and once in a while when he meets in Chengdu, he leaves in a hurry. What Gong Jiang really cares about is the woman Beichuan!There was nothing greater than heartbreak, Zan Li turned around and left in despair.Gong Jiang didn't take a step away from the ruins, he stared blankly at Zan Li staggering away from the ruins with trembling shoulders.When Zan Li turned to leave, she threw a pack of mineral water and food in front of him without saying a word.Gong Jiang knew that Zan Li did not leave him because she was afraid of death. If she was afraid of death, she would not have come to Beichuan at this time. He knew that Zan Li left because of what Hao Miao said.He doesn't resent Hao Miao. When a person is facing a desperate situation, he will tell the truth and lose all his shyness and worries.But he didn't understand why Hao Miao didn't say these words earlier, why did he say them at this time? Seeing that he didn't leave, Hao Miao began to scold him. No matter how much she scolded, Gong Jiang would not leave the ruins or her.Hao Miao was crying, she was crying for Gong Jiang, a tough man who never left him in times of crisis! When Hao Miao was fighting against the god of death, national leaders, the People's Liberation Army, armed police officers and soldiers, and volunteers from all over the country all participated in the rescue.Rescue troops from all walks of life are using life detectors and search and rescue dogs to search and rescue lives buried under the ruins day and night. At that time, the 66-year-old Premier Wen Jiabao was on the front line of the earthquake day and night directing emergency rescues regardless of personal safety.He kept frowning tightly, and his eyes showed anxiety, sadness, perseverance, kindness, and hope.I heard that more than 300 students were crushed under the rubble, and some of them were alive but very dangerous. After a failed rescue, Premier Wen climbed up the rubble in the rain and personally organized another rescue.Premier Wen cried. He shouted to the children in the ruins with a hoarse and choked voice.The Prime Minister fell, bleeding from a wounded arm, and pushed away the medical staff who were trying to bandage him.Regardless of obstacles, he came to the site of the landslide to help.When he saw that the rescuers were rescuing two children trapped under the rubble, he was moved to tears. The always amiable Prime Minister was so distraught at this moment that he expressed his "first anger in his life" to the officials who were rushing into the earthquake relief work: "Let me just say, the people are supporting you, and you can handle it yourself!" Two days later, President Hu Jintao also came to the Beichuan disaster area to direct the earthquake relief work. On the afternoon of May 15th, Hao Miao had been trapped for three days, and Gong Jiang had been waiting on the ruins for three days.Gong Jiang slowly sobered up a lot while waiting, and he thought of asking the local organization for help.However, at this time, Beichuan County had become a "city in ruins". The county party committee and county government buildings also collapsed, and local leaders suffered heavy casualties.But Gong Jiang believed that the rescue force of the local organization must still be there, and someone would help him save the lives of the employees and Hao Miao.While rescuing people, he must also find ways to protect the safety of the national property of the Beichuan branch of Guoxing Bank - the treasury.Gong Jiang began to go back and forth among the ruins of Beichuan City, actively trying to find a way to contact the personnel looking for the local government, and he finally found the local disaster relief headquarters.Gong Jiang reported the disaster situation of Guoxing Bank's Beichuan branch to the local rescue organization and won joint rescue support from the local rescue organization.At that time, Beichuan had become a dead city, almost all the houses collapsed, all the traffic was interrupted, and the surrounding landslides razed this beautiful county built on the hills to the ground.Those who were able to escape have been evacuated in batches under the organization of government officials.After the earthquake, people reflected and believed that this decision was very wise. If the people were not organized to evacuate, more casualties would be caused. The sad Gong Jiang repeatedly emphasized in front of the local government leaders that the buried vault is the property of the state, and it is best to send PLA soldiers to guard it, which was approved by the local leaders.With the development of rescue work in all aspects, the earthquake disaster situation in the whole county began to spread to Gong Jiang's ears continuously. Someone brought extremely unfortunate news: his parents, younger siblings and seven relatives were all killed.Originally, Gong Jiang's parents escaped from the old house at the first time, but when they found that the most precious color TV at home had forgotten to move out in a hurry, the two old people went back to move the color TV.At this time there was an aftershock, and the old house collapsed completely with a bang, and the two old people were buried by the old house together with the color TV.The sad news came suddenly, and it tested Gong Jiang's nerves once again. After a moment of stunned amazement, this strong man forced back the tears that were about to burst out of his eyes.He gritted his teeth firmly and didn't say a word.There are still so many workers waiting to be rescued under the ruins, and Hao Miao is there. He is the leader of the team and must not leave this place. He does not want to be a deserter at a critical moment and be abused by the workers in the future! At this moment, Gong Jiang's spiritual support has almost collapsed. He has lost his parents, relatives, and his wife's trust. If he wants to be a martyr, he wants to be the first!He thought that he was an unfilial son, and he would bear it all his life.Families, too, are facing a crisis like never before.Gong Jiang remained silent with a livid face. He didn't talk to Hao Miao like before Zan Li came, but made a nasal voice.Gong Jiang continued to run back and forth to race against the god of death. He tried every means to rescue the trapped people of Guoxing Bank with all his might.All day long, Gong Jiang never bothered to go back to his parents' house to take a look, let alone take care of the funeral of his dead relatives.He didn't understand why his parents had to go back to move the color TV after they ran out. It's not that the family didn't have money. Usually, the money Gong Jiang gave to the two old people was saved and they didn't want to use it.Once he was drinking and chatting with his father, and his father was not his opponent when drinking. After a few drinks, he told the truth, saying that he had saved 30,000 yuan, which no one would give to him, and that he would buy a house for his grandson in the future.Gong Jiang was very surprised when he heard about it. The money he gave to his parents every year was basically not used by the two elders, but they were all saved. They only used the pension provided by the government.Poor parents all over the world! Gong Jiang's feelings for his parents cannot be expressed in words.When he was a teenager, in order to make his body develop normally, his mother bought an egg every week to increase his nutrition, but his mother often relied on drinking porridge to maintain his life. Due to the long-term lack of nutrition, his mother was skinny. But as strong as a cow.At this moment, he really wanted to go back and take a look at the two old men and see them off.But he thought again, even if he went back, it would not help. His parents had already left him, and his younger brothers and sisters would always be separated from him.His return home only further crushed his spirit, causing his body to collapse like a crumbling house. In fact, Gong Jiang's mother was still alive when the house just collapsed, her brother's cry woke her up, and the weak brother came to Gong Jiang and asked him to take someone back to rescue his mother!At that time, Gong Jiang was surrounded by three workers and four soldiers of the People's Liberation Army, but they happened to find another worker alive, and Gong Jiang had no choice but to "seek closer".From the collapsed Guoxing Bank office building to my parents' house, it only takes five minutes to walk...five minutes!This short five minutes made him daunted, and the five-minute journey turned out to be a barrier between Yin and Yang and his parents who could not meet each other! In fact, Gong Jiang is very filial on weekdays. Anyone who has contacts with him knows that he is a well-known filial son, and also the most beloved and dependent son of his parents.He is the second child in the family, but he plays the role of the boss. No matter what happens in the family, his parents are willing to discuss with him. Usually, he takes his parents to the hospital when they are sick.But at this time, his attitude of indifference to the life and death of his parents and his indifference to the affairs of his parents puzzled those who praised him.In the days after the earthquake, some relatives and friends even wentssip, saying that seeing the truth in times of crisis is just an act of filial piety; A person whose parents live and die is a ruthless villain.My elder brother couldn't understand his attitude of disregarding the life and death of his parents, and he always glared at him after seeing him.Only Gong Jiang himself knows that his guilt and sense of guilt towards his parents will be borne for the rest of his life, and the benevolent faces of the two old people will always appear in his future life!He dare not expect his parents to forgive him in heaven!But he is really helpless, so many employees under the rubble need his help, Hao Miao needs him to stabilize his emotions, and more importantly, he needs him to strengthen his belief in living.He couldn't do without the ruins and the many workers under the ruins. When the times entered the stage of post-disaster reconstruction, Gong Jiang, an already famous anti-earthquake hero, was described by a reportage writer in his work "Gong Jiang with Iron" as follows: Gong Jiang - this ordinary Guoxing Bank cadre , the unknown ordinary people, just let us truly feel and experience the pain and tragedy of "great love without relatives" in real life! Gong Jiang was very disgusted with such language. After he saw the "Iron Gong Jiang" published in the newspaper, he picked up the phone and questioned the reportage writer: "Why do I have no relatives! I love my Parents also love younger siblings, at that time, I have no choice! I am not as noble as you advertise!!" After finishing speaking, Gong Jiang couldn't help crying. It was the first time for the employees present to see their president cry in public. Many people cried with him, and the tears came out, forming a torrent of sorrow. Let's go back to the ruins again.Two thousand people from the 37th Division of the Chinese People's Liberation Army have entered Beichuan. Gong Jiang immediately reported the situation of Guoxing Bank to the commander and chief of staff of the 37th Division, and applied for eleven rescue soldiers.Since the 37th Division was an advance force and did not have heavy rescue equipment, the officers and soldiers could only dig holes with steel drills and shovels to rescue people. During the rescue, Gong Jiang wandered nervously on the ruins and waited. The pain of losing his parents and siblings was lingering. He couldn't eat or sleep, and kept calling the names of every worker buried in the rubble. , doing so seemed to ease the pain of missing a parent.At this time, he could not call Hao Miao's name too much, he had to maintain his image as a grassroots leader.Gong Jiang believed that there must be many survivors under the ruins, and he couldn't wait any longer, lest he miss the golden opportunity for the soldiers to rescue them.Gong Jiang's voice was hoarse from shouting, his legs were sore from running, and his whole body was shaking, but he ignored it completely.The imposing seven-foot man finally fainted due to tension, exhaustion, grief, and weakness.Amid everyone's shouts, Gong Jiang slowly woke up again.Everyone advised him to rest in a safe place for a while. He shook his head firmly. He said that as long as there were workers alive in the rubble, he would not leave.He stood up again staggeringly among the rubble, and continued to yell and search, but no one could persuade him to leave.At that time, many cameras were aimed at this grassroots leader who sacrificed himself to save others, and his image and deeds were published in many newspapers and periodicals.Seeing his state, the leaders of Guoxing Bank's head office, provincial branches, and prefectural and municipal branches were moved to tears. They admired this steely and excellent county branch president.Gong Jiang always believed that he was not that great. It was a sense of guilt towards his employees and towards his parents that made him work hard.Later, most of the reporters' reports added their own "perception" of Gong Jiang's behavior.Of course, in order to add icing on the cake and reflect the hero's ideological consciousness, the reporters have also improved his ideological realm. In the following time, the stubborn and strong Gong Jiang was like a seriously injured wolf, still persistently and impatiently turning and screaming on the rubble, and fainted three times in succession.His persistence and tenacity moved the soldiers who arrived earlier.Soldiers who have been trained through hard life and strict discipline are puzzled by the behavior of this white-collar president.The white-collar workers in their imagination are people who are pampered, who are afraid of suffering, tiredness, and death.Facing the man who dared to sacrifice his life to save the lives of employees, the soldiers admired his bravery and selflessness from the bottom of their hearts.They advised him to stop shouting and stop searching, as long as there is a living life, they will definitely find and rescue him.Gong Jiang said I know, I know, but if they stay below for an extra hour, there is an hour of danger!At that time, no one could make him stop, no one could make him leave the ruins!Many people who witnessed Gong Jiang's condition at the scene thought that Gong Jiang's nerves were overly tense--foolish.