Chapter 11 Chapter Eleven

No wonder the people in the village got weird expressions when they mentioned him.The so-called "0" and "1" are self-proclaimed in the gay circle. Those who like to pretend to be men are "1", and those who like to pretend to be women are "0".This kind of outstanding creativity that combines the advantages of ancient hieroglyphics and the characteristics of the modern digital age is definitely unforgettable, far better than any of the top ten advertisements of CCTV. As soon as the laughter fell, I became puzzled again. Didn't Xiaoying's husband even have children? How could he be gay?It is said that the wrong construction of sexual objects should be formed during the hazy stage of sexual desire in adolescence!Did Xiaozhu make a mistake, Xiaoying's husband just dressed a bit feminine?

I expressed my doubts a little bit, and Xiao Zhu said with a look of disdain: "That's right. The whole village knows who his 'lover' is. Rural people get married early, and he is only twenty-six or seven this year. Is it strange that you only know what you want at an age? Let's go, I'll take you to his house to see!" We followed Xiaozhu around three times and arrived at the door of Xiaoying's house. Sure enough, Xiaoying's husband was not at home.So Xiao Zhu went to the neighbor's house to find out the situation, and Xiao Rui and I walked around Xiaoying's house: the door was locked, the rear window was not damaged, and nothing strange was found.But looking through the window next to the front door, there was a big dark spot on the ground at the door, and the garbage basket was turned over to the side. I took a flashlight to shine on it, and there were bloodstains on the ground.

That's it.Xiao Rui and I exchanged glances. If it was in the past, I would have kicked the door open.When I was a doctor, a critically ill patient had cardiac arrest, but the pacemaker was locked in the warehouse. The nurse couldn’t remember where the key was, so I kicked open the door in front of everyone. .The patient's family members and nurses who were present at the time were all stunned. I am afraid that no one has ever seen such a violent doctor.Although the patient left us in the end, I don't regret it because I tried my best. Now I will not kick the house again, not only because I am mature, but also because we are facing the law.Even if there is any doubt, the site investigation should be carried out according to its due procedures.

Xiao Rui saw through my thoughts and was already reporting to Bureau Wang.I smiled softly in my heart.What a girl.In my soul, she has gradually become my sister. Although we have never mentioned this idea, it has undoubtedly become a tacit understanding in each other's hearts. "What did Wang Ju say?" I was distracted just now, and I didn't hear the conversation between Xiao Rui and Wang Ju. "He didn't agree to search immediately. He asked us to contact Xiaoying's husband as soon as possible and ask him to assist in the investigation. How could this happen?" Xiao Rui is also impatient.

I can understand Wang Ju's decision. His consideration is comprehensive. If the blood on the ground is animal blood, how will we end up? We can only wait. That day I finally met the legendary Xiaoying's husband.After several twists and turns, Xiao Zhu finally got in touch with him. He and the child were "invited" to the police station before they got home, and then came to the funeral home to claim the body.Although I had already prepared myself mentally, I still got goosebumps when I saw a man walking so swayingly. It's odd that he doesn't hide his homosexuality.Homosexuality is not widely recognized in China, especially in rural areas where the concept is relatively conservative.The once sensational Wuhan Yangtze River Bridge bombing happened on Valentine's Day, and the protagonists were a pair of gay men living in the countryside.Judging from the suicide note, they are trying to declare to the world that they also have the right to love each other in this way.Although I cannot tolerate their extreme ways of harming innocent people, I also sympathize with the discrimination they have suffered.There is undoubtedly a causal link between the discrimination they suffered and the extreme methods they chose in the end.

I'm thinking about these irrelevant things, but I'm asking the standard questions in a businesslike way: "When did you leave home?" "Two weeks ago, on the 23rd." He obviously had a good memory, or had already carefully recalled these questions. "Can you be more specific?" I asked. He thought for a while. "I left home with my child at noon that day, and I took a bus at the long-distance bus station in the town." Ok.The long-distance driver should have a photographic memory of him, I was thinking. "What are you going for? Did Xiaoying go with you?"

"No, Xiaoying is at home. I went to a relative's house in the city to find out where I can get sex reassignment surgery." He twisted his waist and said. I froze for a moment.Wanting to undergo sex reassignment surgery means that he fundamentally denies his natural gender, which means that he is not strictly homosexual, but transsexual. "Does Xiaoying know that you plan to undergo sex reassignment surgery?" I was a little surprised, because I don't think any woman can easily accept the fact that her husband has become a woman. "I know." There was a little pride in his voice, "We have all discussed it, and we will be called sisters in the future, and we will raise the child together."

Damn, this world is really full of wonders!I can't help but think that even if you can live like this, what kind of impact will a deformed family have on your children? "Why isn't the child with Xiaoying?" I strengthened my tone with a gesture, "I mean, isn't it inconvenient to take a child on the road? Why not stay at home?" I felt a bit like Finding fault. "The child wanted to go to the city to see something new, so I brought him here." A smile appeared on the corner of his mouth. I was a little surprised, I can see that he and his child have a deep affection for father and son.In this regard, he is no different from a normal father. From the smile on his mouth, I can see that he and his child had a good experience. This trip must be full of novelty, excitement and joy for him and the child.

Surprised, I laughed at myself.Just because their sexual orientation is problematic doesn't mean they can't have normal human feelings. I still have a lot of questions I want to ask him.In fact, I shouldn't be so interested in his sexual orientation, it is completely personal privacy, but because of his husband and wife relationship with Xiaoying, I have to ask. Since he doesn't hide his sexual orientation, I'll go straight to the point: "When did you know yourself..." I didn't know how he would react to the word sexual orientation, so I made an inexplicable gesture.

"I found out that I like men very early." He obviously understood what I meant, and said, "I just haven't dared to admit it, and want to get rid of my 'problems'." I said to myself, well, the psychology theory about transsexual formation seems to be right.And his attempt to correct his "problem" reflects the struggle when personal intentions and social norms are inconsistent, which shows that he still cares about what others think. I smiled and asked: "Then what do you and Xiaoying do?" I looked at his eyes and made a gesture of turning left and right at the same time. If there is a psychologist next to him, he will know that I am not I'm sorry to ask this question, but my curiosity made me eager to know the answer.

"I imagined her as another man." Unexpectedly, he didn't feel embarrassed at all. "When did Xiaoying know?" I asked seriously. "It's been a long time." His voice sank slightly, "Now we get along very well, husband and wife, we just live together as a partner." His voice returned to normal immediately. Reason told me his story was not credible.What are the chances that Xiaoying and he can handle this so leniently?I don't think every woman can accept that her beloved husband has become a woman, not to mention facing so many social pressures and practical problems together, what's more, Xiaoying had an accident as soon as he left the house , there are too many doubts here.But emotionally, I don't know why, but I trust him. "Well, let's go, let's go over there and have a look." I pointed my finger in the direction of the room where the remains were kept. I don't know why, but the aisle of the funeral home always looks so dark and long.Our shoes made a heart-pounding sound against the smooth marble.Although the death was not caused by me, I always felt that I was the devil who brought the bad news. The heart-piercing cries of the family members made my heart ache. Halfway through, he said quietly: "I'm just a woman locked in a man's body." His voice was not loud, but I was surprised in my heart.Why is he still thinking about this at this time?Why is he saying this to me?Could it be that he wants to explain something to me? My mouth moved, but I didn't say a word, and my heart was full of emotion.Who is not a prisoner in his own body?Without this weak and greedy shell, the blood and cruelty produced by greed and impulsiveness in this world can disappear invisibly... I once heard someone say that a forensic doctor is a person who talks to the dead. In fact, I also like the saying that "every drop of blood can speak".In the eyes of ordinary people, nothing can represent blood and brutality more than blood, but in our eyes, the position, shape and even smell of every drop of blood tell a wordless story. At this moment, I am standing in Xiaoying's house, and everything that happened at that time suddenly appeared in front of my eyes.Xiaoying probably knew the murderer, because she heard a knock on the door and opened the door, but maybe because she didn't mean it, she blocked the way for the murderer to continue entering the room with her body.When the murderer realized that he could not achieve his goal, he became more aggressive and slashed at Xiaoying's neck with the knife he carried with him. He used too much force, and the tip of the knife hit the wall behind the door.Blood spurted from the carotid artery, splashed on the wall, and dripped on the ground. Seeing the blood splashing out, the murderer seemed to be taken aback for a moment, and did not dodge quickly.Where he was standing, there was an obvious gap in the blood spatter on the wall. We call this situation "ghosting phenomenon". Most of the blood in the gap was splashed on the murderer's pants and taken away.After Xiaoying fell to the ground, the blood was still gurgling, forming a huge pool of blood on the ground. The dark red blood at the door let me know that it was the place where Xiaoying's soul flew into the sky. After the murderer was startled, he stepped over Xiaoying, and the toe of his shoe accidentally kicked over the garbage basket at the door.He seemed to be looking for something, and I guess it was probably something valuable, because he frantically and frantically flipped through all the drawers, and dumped a lot of sundries on the floor.I believe that the place where the body was dismembered was also in the house, because there was still a pool of blood in the middle of the room. When I came back to my senses, I saw Xiaorui extracting blood from the trash can. I was about to go over to help, but Xiaorui had already got up, staggering a little, with her hands on her waist, and her expression was a little painful. "What's wrong?" I wanted to help her. Xiao Rui waved her hand, indicating that there was no need to help. "It's been several times, it's okay." Xiao Rui said it's okay, but her expression was still very unnatural. "Why don't you go and have a look." I said, "It's not good to have a lumbar disc herniation or something." Xiao Rui feigned anger and said, "Do you think everyone is like you?" I hesitated for a moment, and it was not good to ask any more questions.There are many reasons for girls' low back pain, some of which are inconvenient for a big man like me to ask, so I have no choice but to keep my mouth shut. But when I recalled this incident later, I regretted my carelessness and carelessness at that time, because that inconspicuous low back pain was the starting point of all Xiaorui's misfortunes.