Chapter 71 Chapter Seventy

my beloved daughter: I'm in Naples now.Before I left you, I never knew what loneliness was, and now I don't know anyone else in a library, in a hotel room, as lonely as I am.I eat alone and someone smiles at me and I smile back and turn my head away.You are not the only one who is not suitable to associate with me. love you mom, Helen December 1963 my beloved daughter: Athens is dirty and noisy.I'm having a hard time getting the literature I need at the Medieval Greek Academy.I sat on the acropolis, imagining that one day our parting would come to an end. love you mom, Helen

February 1964 my beloved daughter: I was at the Acropolis yesterday with a daydream that still haunted me, so I went there again this morning.But as soon as I sat down and looked at the city, the wound on my neck began to throb and throb.I felt something approaching and chasing me, so I looked around desperately. I can't figure it out, why hasn't this demon traveled through hundreds of years to find me?I'm already in his pocket, I've been defiled by him, and I yearn for his presence a little bit.Why hasn't he acted to free me from the sea of ​​suffering?I must continue to fend off him, to protect myself with all my strength, and you, my lost angel, are my driving force, and I am determined to put everything in my hands.

love you mom, Helen March 1964