Chapter 63 I Colonel

I—that is, the Colonel—continued to live an apparently ordinary life. For several weeks, nothing in particular happened.Anyway, the organization believes in the strategy of raising soldiers for a thousand days to be used for one dynasty, and I only need to dispatch at the critical moment when I receive the task. This allows me to slowly adapt to human life. It is relatively easy for me to grasp human thinking and life patterns, and no one has noticed that I have abnormalities for the time being. I'm slowly kicking the habits I picked up as a humanoid software: ·Stand still and wait for the information to appear in the air automatically.

· Go directly to the destination with the light barrier. · Ask hackers for help without thinking about solutions. I followed Amaterasu's previous life pattern to live, go to restaurants, buy clothes, watch movies, buy skin care products, and do sports. Speaking of Tianzhao, since she was kidnapped and escaped from birth, her popularity has unexpectedly increased, and clients have also asked her to speak for her by name, "showing the ability of women in the new era." I had been eager to see her when I was separated from her earlier, but now that I am free, I have given up the idea.

I believe that Amaterasu will definitely miss me and worry about my whereabouts. However, I think about it clearly. She and I belong to different worlds, we are separated by Yin and Yang. Amaterasu should no longer miss a dead person, and the person she is looking for should not be a me who can only live in the online world, or live in the body of a robot, or live in a human body. . What she wants is a real person of flesh and blood. Although I have changed my physical body, this appearance is completely different from what she imagined.If I met her in the way I am now, it would not only scare her, but it might even cause trouble for us.

Amaterasu and I both have our own paths to go.This is for the sake of everyone's future. Amaterasu might not necessarily agree with me, but she couldn't protest.She could no longer intimidate me with the vast difference in human identity and size. She may still be determined to find a way to track down my whereabouts. After a long time, she will definitely give up and return to the original life track. From humanoid software to a robot, and now to a human again.From no body to a mechanical body, and then to a flesh and blood body, I have experienced three forms and three lives in my life.

Without Amaterasu, I would always be just a humanoid software, and I would have been killed by the shadows in hell long ago. Amaterasu is my savior, without her, I would still be living in the electronic world, without a chance to see the real world.It was she who allowed me to stand in the sun and see the world. It was she who put me in her bag and went shopping together. It was she who took me back to the place where she grew up, told me her own growth story, and made me feel love. I'm not sure if it's really love, but I feel that the way I think about things is different from before, and I no longer completely emphasize logical calculations.

Like now, logically I should go back to her, but emotionally I think I should leave and let go, not for my own good, but for her good. To such a benefactor, I cannot repay her. No, the way I repay her is to leave her forever, so that she will no longer know my whereabouts, and let her think that I am dead, so that she can completely give up. I felt an unprecedented, strange and uncomfortable feeling called heartache. Unexpectedly, after becoming a human being, I even thought more and more like a human being. But human memory fades; mine, never. So, although I left Amaterasu, I learned from Amaterasu's life.

I'm about to learn to be a human being, a woman. If there is fate, we can definitely use a better identity to say goodbye.