Chapter 14 Chapter 7 Really Debunks the Secret

When I heard such words, I couldn't help being startled, thinking that Shizao was a mentally ill patient, so it's no wonder the male nurse refused.Shi Zao looked earnest and hopeful, and I asked casually, "What's so good about looking in a mirror? Have you ever looked in a mirror?" I was just talking casually. I didn't expect that this question would yield a crucial answer. Shi Zaozhi said with a crying voice: "I want to look in the mirror, I want to look in all the mirrors in the world..." At this point, he really sobbed: "I... think there is always a mirror that can be used. I see myself."

Shizao was sobbing and talking at the same time. Naturally, what he said sounded a bit vague, not to mention that Japanese spoke quickly, and there could be no gaps between syllables, and it was even more difficult to hear clearly.Although I actually heard what he was saying clearly, I couldn't understand it, but what he said caused a sudden shock in my heart.I lost my voice: "What did you say?" Shi Zao raised his head in a daze: "I mean, I hope that after looking in all the mirrors, there will always be a mirror that allows me to see myself." This was originally a lunatic's crazy talk. Anyone, as long as they look in the mirror, they can see themselves in the mirror. my own?

However, I was extremely shocked when I heard him say this, because from his words, I suddenly remembered the meaning of those gestures that Bai Su made to me in the car! I swallowed abruptly: "Mr. Shizao, you mean, when you look in the mirror, you can't see yourself?" Shi Zao, with a heartbroken expression, couldn't speak, but nodded vigorously. At this moment, I understood that Bai Su's gesture was telling me that someone was looking at the mirror, but he couldn't see himself in the mirror. This mystery was revealed at once, and my heart was naturally happy.But I was surrounded by more mysteries.Bai Su told me with hand gestures that someone can't see himself in the mirror, that person is naturally a lunatic, but a lunatic is a lunatic, why did Bai Su tell me so eagerly what a lunatic said?

Shi Zaozhi said that he couldn't see himself in the mirror. The situation was the same as that of another lunatic named Hong An who insisted that there was a moth in his hand while there was nothing in his hand.It is purely an illusion of the mentally ill under the insanity, so what is worth paying attention to? Could it be that Zhang Qiangchu came to me just because Shi Zao said he couldn't see himself in the mirror? When I changed my mind to this point, I suddenly thought of Yoshiko Tokizo again. When I was separated from her, he once stared at the rearview mirror of my car with a horrified expression.

At that time, I thought she must have seen something terrible, but she insisted that she saw nothing.Thinking about it now, she really might not be able to see anything, including the reflection of herself in the mirror that she should be seeing.If a person looks in the mirror, and there is no figure in the mirror, the horror he feels is no less than seeing anything terrible. Did Shi Zaofang suddenly realize that her figure had never appeared in the rear-view mirror?If yes, then, like her brother, she is also insane? All of a sudden, my thoughts were in a mess.Of course, it didn't take long, and I immediately took out a lighter from my side. The fuselage of the lighter has one side, which is very smooth, and the smooth metal surface acts as a reflection of the mirror.

I pointed the smooth side of the lighter at Shi Zaozhi, and for a moment, I couldn't help but feel very nervous, lest I couldn't see the figure in the mirror, it was not his illusion, but that he was really a reflection without a figure. people!But immediately, I couldn't help but burst out laughing, the face I made was clearly reflected on the body of the lighter. I said, "Look, isn't this you?" Shi Zao's eyes were wide open, staring at the lighter. In this way, anyone can see their shadow.But Shi Zaozhi suddenly let out a scream, covered his face with his hands, and turned around.

After he turned around, his voice was hoarse: "I can't see, I can't see myself, I... I'm gone. I... I'm gone." I was a little dumbfounded, and the male nurse snorted, with a gloating look on his face: "I've already said, he's a patient!" I was a little embarrassed: "Aside from this, there are no other tricks?" The male nurse said: "Others are fine, just like normal people." I thought for a while: "Mr. Shizao, what does it matter if you can't see yourself in the mirror? The big deal is not to look in the mirror, you can still work and live as usual without being affected at all!"

Shi Zao turned around and looked at me. After a long while, he smiled bitterly and said, "It's easy for you to say! You... think about it... a person who doesn't even know what he looks like, and can't see himself at all. How can he survive if he gets to himself..." I wanted to say something else, but Liang Ruoshui suddenly answered: "Actually, there is no one in the world who can see himself. At least, no one can see himself clearly." Shi Zao's voice was full of miserable cries: "I don't discuss philosophical issues with you, miss, I'm talking about practical things. I can't see myself, I really can't see, It's not that I can't see psychologically. I can see everything, but I can't see myself, do I still exist? Or do I not exist at all?"

After he spoke, his voice was hoarse, which made people feel sympathetic and sad. When I heard him say this, I couldn't help being startled, is Shi Zao a lunatic?Can a madman say such coherent words?However, if he is not crazy, why does he insist that he cannot see himself in the mirror? I couldn't think of the reason, and pointed to Liang Ruoshui: "Mr. Shi Zao, this one will take care of you in place of Dr. Zhang." Shi Zao was shocked suddenly: "Why? Why? What about Dr. Zhang? Why did he ignore me?" Shi Zao's expression was extremely anxious, he not only yelled hastily, but also grabbed my clothes and shook my body.

I hurriedly said: "Please let go, Doctor Zhang—" Before I finished speaking, Liang Ruoshui interrupted me with a loud voice: "Doctor Zhang has a long journey, don't worry, I will study carefully what he left The medical records and medical records that came down will take care of you as well──” When Shi Zaozhi listened to Liang Ruoshui's speech, his reaction was extremely strange. At first, he was extremely anxious, and then he became extremely frightened. His face was pale and he opened his mouth wide, like a fish out of water. Can't help panting. I watched from the sidelines, only feeling strange, because there is absolutely no need to be so frightened when a patient changes doctors.

Before Liang Ruoshui finished speaking, Shi Zao had already called out: "No! I don't want to change... the doctor, I want Zhang Qiang. Call him back." Liang Ruoshui said softly: "Mr. Shi Zao, he has very important matters, and I can take care of you as well." Shi Zao's expression was even more anxious, he turned around, waved his hands aimlessly, panting: "I don't want any doctor, I just want him. What do you know, only he knows that I am not mentally ill at all, I... ...I just can't see myself in the mirror, I'm not sick." Liang Ruoshui said: "Mr. Shi Zao, others can see your shadow in the mirror. Don't worry, I think you will recover soon and return to normal. Please—" Liang Ruoshui's words were interrupted by Shi Zao's sudden movement. Shi Zao suddenly stretched out his hand, pointed at Liang Ruoshui, and said quickly, "You don't have to lie to me. Did Dr. Zhang Qiang suffer some accident? Tell me!" His last words were uttered hoarsely, the voice was shrill and shrill, shocking. All Shizao's words and deeds seemed normal, except that he "couldn't see" his own reflection in the mirror.I was a little doubtful at first, should he be treated as a mentally ill person in such a situation, but at this moment, when I suddenly heard him yelling like that, I couldn't help being both horrified and puzzled. Why did Shi Zao think that Zhang Qiang had an accident?Is it the neurotic cranky thinking of a psychopath, or is it an inference made by a normal-thinking person based on some facts? In an instant, my heart was in a mess. I didn't know what to do. Liang Ruoshui was also a little flustered. When Shi Zao pointed at him, he turned his face involuntarily: "What did you say? An accident? What an accident?..." Liang Ruoshui didn't seem to be good at lying. Her two sentences sounded harsh and blunt, and anyone could tell that she was insincere. Even if Shi Zao was considered a mental patient, he could tell. Just now, his face was only pale, but at this moment, it turned to dead gray. It is obvious that the panic and despair in his heart have reached the extreme. He still stretched out his hand and pointed forward, but his body backed up again and again.It seems that he didn't want to continue pointing at Liang Ruoshui, but because of excessive fear, his muscles became stiff, so that he couldn't put down his raised hand. He backed up a few steps before his legs became limp, and he sat down on the sofa, holding his head tightly with his hands, a horrified voice came out of his throat, panting, and shouted: "Dr. Zhang must have been in an accident." At this time, I had regained my composure from the shock, and I said, "Why are you so sure that Dr. Zhang will be in an accident?" Shi Zao's lips trembled and he couldn't speak. I walked over to him and asked him again in a rather stern tone. Shi Zao said: "Sure, tell me, is he dead?" I took a deep breath, sure that Shi Zao said this, there must be a reason, I looked at Liang Ruoshui, and asked if she told Shi Zao about Zhang Qiang's fall from the building.But Liang Ruoshui shook his head. I was about to question Shi Zao again, when Shi Zao suddenly rushed out the door, the male nurse stretched out his hand to stop him, but he pushed him away.I immediately turned around, stretched out my foot to hook his lower body, hooked him forward and fell, but immediately supported him. Shi Zao yelled: "Let me go, let me get out of here, I'm going to find someone!" I pulled him back: "No matter who you want to go to, if you want to leave, you must get the doctor's approval." Shi Zao said angrily: "I'm not a prisoner, why don't I have freedom of movement? I want to go, I want to find someone." I said, "Are you perfectly normal? Can you see yourself in the mirror?" This sentence obviously hit Shizao's vital point. He became very depressed in an instant, lowered his head, and murmured: "Dr. Zhang Qiang has an accident, I must go to that person." Liang Ruoshui said: "Who do you want to find, we can inform him on your behalf and ask him to come see you." Shi Zao accepted Liang Ruoshui's proposal: "Okay, you go to him, this man, Dr. Zhang said he can help me, this man's name is Wesley." I wouldn't be surprised no matter when Shi Zao said anyone's name. After a long time of trouble, the person he wanted to meet turned out to be me. For a split second, I couldn't help but feel funny, yes, as soon as we entered the ward, Shi Zao asked me for a mirror, and then a lot of things happened, and he didn't know who I was. At the moment, I took a breath: "I am Wesley." Shizao froze for a moment, stared at me, and then laughed out loud.In his laughter, there was extreme resentment: "You are Wesley? Wesley, hello, I am Alexander the Great." As he spoke, he stretched out his hand to shake me. I was angry and funny at the same time.Of course, I knew that when he wanted to see Wesley, Wesley appeared in front of him. It was hard to believe, it was such a coincidence.But in this case, I couldn't explain it, so I had to say again: "I'm really Wesley." Who knew Shi Zaozhi had a serious expression on his face, and said, "I am Alexander the Great." Liang Ruoshui frowned: "Mr. Shizao, this one is really Mr. Wesley, he just came from Japan." Shi Zao was taken aback for a moment, looked at me, and still didn't seem to believe it, I said, "Yes, I just came back from Japan." Shi Zao's voice suddenly trembled: "You...you go with Dr. Zhang?" I shook my head: "No, my wife went to Japan with Dr. Zhang, and I went after." Shi Zao showed a very anxious expression, looking at him like he didn't know how much he wanted to say to me, but he looked at Liang Ruoshui and the male nurse again, with a hesitant expression.I could see that he didn't want the presence of other people, but wanted to speak to me alone. I hurriedly said to Liang Ruoshui: "Can you go out for a while?" Liang Ruoshui raised his eyebrows: "It's too much, I'm his attending physician now." I said: "You don't need to worry about these things now, he has something to tell me, if he is a mental patient, it will definitely help him, won't it?" I am not a psychiatrist, but I also know that if a mental patient is eager to speak to someone, he must let him say everything. I also have a reason for calling Shizao "if he's a psychopath", although Shizao's insistence that he can't see himself in the mirror is extremely weird, but aside from that, he's perfectly normal.And very sensitive and clever.I can also faintly feel that there is a huge secret hidden in his heart, and he is about to tell me that this may also be the reason why Bai Su said that he is a "key person". Sure enough, Shi Zao heard me say this, and gave me a grateful look.He can even notice such subtleties, which further proves that his sanity is very clear and he is not a lunatic. After hearing what I said, Liang Ruoshui thought for a while, and made a gesture with me, signaling me to go out with her for a while.I walked out of the ward with her, leaving behind the male nurse to watch Shizao, but Shizao looked calm and at ease. Liang Ruoshui and I came outside the door, Liang Ruoshui lowered her voice, her voice was already very moving, but after lowering her voice, it sounded more dreamy and beautiful: "Mr. There was an accident, it seems that Zhang Qiang went to Japan, and he already knew why." I nodded: "Yes, he has a big secret in his heart—he said he couldn't see himself in the mirror. From your point of view, what's the matter?" Liang Ruoshui thought for a while: "Generally speaking, if you can't see something, it's because the eye tissue is faulty, and you can't transmit the image to the brain nerve cells to distinguish it. This is a physiological phenomenon. But sometimes He can see everything except himself, and according to my inference, this is a psychological phenomenon, and some kind of obstacle has occurred in his mind, which makes him think that he cannot see himself.” From the doctor's point of view, I have explained the problem as clearly as possible, but I always felt that her explanation was unacceptable. At that time, I couldn't explain why. Liang Ruoshui's statement is based on the analysis of known knowledge in human medicine and psychology. Generally speaking, conclusions drawn based on this logic are called "scientific conclusions."However, this kind of conclusion is completely unimaginative, and it also denies the fact that the field of human knowledge is still very narrow. Most unscientific. Liang Ruoshui also saw what I said to her and didn't accept it. She said, "This is the only explanation I can give now." I took a breath: "Okay, listen to what he has to say." Liang Ruoshui said, "I'll wait for you in the office." She pushed open the door and called the male nurse out. The male nurse's expression was very disapproving, but he had to listen to what the doctor said. He walked out a little resentfully. When he passed by me, I could hear him He muttered, "Wesley? What is Wesley?" I heard him say this, childlike innocence suddenly, stretched out my foot on his ankle, hooked it lightly, this hook was very clever, he might not feel anything at all, but it was enough to make his body, He stepped forward steeply. He fell to the ground, inexplicably, and had no idea that I had secretly tampered with him.Liang Ruoshui looked at me, a little reproachful, as if he wanted to blame a naughty boy.I couldn't help being a little embarrassed, made a face, walked into the ward, and closed the door. I spoke first: "Mr. Shizao, if you have anything to say to me, just say it! There will be no bugs here!" Of course I know that there will never be bugs in the wards of the mental hospital, so I just want to make the atmosphere a little easier. When Shi Zao heard it, his reaction was very strange, and he let out an extremely bitter laugh: "A bug? Are you really Wesley? A bug, that's too backward." I was stunned for a while, but it was really not easy to understand what he meant by that. I didn't want to argue with him on this issue, because I don't know how many important things I want to say to him, but I couldn't help it: "The bug is behind, what is advanced?" Shi Zao's expression became extremely sad in an instant, he first sighed, and then pointed to his head: "What's advanced is that others know what you're thinking!" I am very puzzled.I knew what he meant at first, but now I don't understand it even more.After a pause, I finally responded: "You mean the phenomenon of spiritual communication?" Shi Zao shook his head: "It's not about spiritual communication, but about what you're thinking. You don't need to make a sound to express what you're thinking, and someone can already know what you're thinking." I was a little bit ironic: "This is a great invention." Shi Zao couldn't hear the irony in my words, but said very solemnly: "Yes, a great invention, it is so great, it is so great that the entire human life will change drastically." I am still mocking him: "Yeah, one person can know what another person is thinking. In fact, this is also very good. At least there will be no such thing as deception between people. The despicable side of human nature, It may be greatly improved because of this, and the history of mankind will be rewritten in the future.” Shizao still couldn't hear me being sarcastic at him: "Well, if everyone has this ability, it's not a problem, people are equal. But if only a few people have this ability , Think about it, what kind of situation would that be?" Shi Zao spoke very seriously, and I thought about it for a while: "It's hard to speculate, those who can know what other people are thinking, will naturally become superior supermen." Shi Zao sighed again: "It's Superman, they are armed, while others are completely undefended. In front of people with this ability, anyone is like naked, completely defenseless, at their mercy." I nodded and said: "Forget it, it's better to worry about what to do when the sky falls, no one has such power." Shi Zao's expression was extremely serious: "Yes!" I'm getting a little angry, but trying to keep my tone light-hearted: "Yes? Give me an example to illustrate." Shi Zaozhi first pursed his lips tightly, and then spit out a person's name from his mouth: "Osugi Saburo." I was stunned for a while, Osugi Saburo, that chess player, Shi Zao wrote an article about him, which made him furious, and came to the door to question his teacher. In his article, Shizao jokingly said that Osugi has the ability to know what other people think, but now, he said seriously that he really has this ability.What does this mean?It shows that this incident dealt a great blow to Shi, and he was really insane. I was very annoyed. If Shizao was a madman, how would I help the whole thing if I listened to his madness? When Shi Zao saw that I didn't respond, he smiled wryly: "You don't believe it? Do you? Zhang Qiang didn't believe it at first, but later he believed it. He said that you need someone to believe in this kind of thing. The only person you can find is Wesley, he went to look for you, but he never came back, why didn't you go to Japan with him, but Mrs. Madam went with him?" My heart was in a mess, and I waved my hands: "Wait a minute, you have to start from the beginning. I know the story of Weishan coming to you, so I don't need to repeat it." Shi Zao said "ah": "Fangzi is here? She has already met Zhang Qiang." I said: "No, when Zhang Qiang arrived in Japan, she was already here." Shi Zao was taken aback: "That's right! Then, who did Zhang Qiang get what I asked him to get?" Zhang Qiang and Bai Su had sneaked into Shizao's residence and searched for the purpose of obtaining some things, I already deduced that.However, I didn't know what I was looking for, so I hurriedly asked, "What is that?" Shizao took a deep breath: "It is the result of my research. These materials must not fall into the hands of...Osugi, otherwise, he will definitely kill me. Those materials are all discovered through my personal efforts. " I frowned, Shi Zao's words sounded very messy, but I could sort out a little bit.I asked again, "What did you find?" Shi Zao lowered his voice, looking nervous and mysterious: "What are we ordinary people thinking about? Some people, I don't know how many, they can know." I was a little bit ironic: "When did you discover this big secret?" Again, I emphasized my voice on the words "this big secret" to express my sarcasm.But Shizao still didn't realize it, he replied: "After I was almost strangled to death by Osugi." I didn't say anything, let him go on, and he said: "At first I just thought: I didn't say anything in that article, why is Mr. Osugi so angry? Generally speaking, articles reveal other people's privacy, and the other party That’s why I’m so angry, but what did I say: Where did I touch Mr. Osugi’s dark secret?” I couldn't help saying loudly: "No, you didn't at all, it's just that Saburo Osugi's nerves are not normal." Shi Zao suddenly raised his hand: "No! Yes, I revealed his privacy. His secret is: he really has the ability to know what other people are thinking!" I sighed, the "key person" Bai Su mentioned was a lunatic, I wasted my time. I had already shown extreme impatience, but Shi Zao continued: "At first, I just thought this way, and I told myself: Impossible, no one can know what another person is thinking, impossible." I snorted and said in a low voice, "Your illness is intermittent." Shi Zao didn't hear my words of scolding him, and continued: "But why is he so nervous, so nervous that he wants to kill me? There must be something in my article that offended him, and there must be- -" When he said this, he looked at me and asked, "Is it?" I nodded and agreed, and Shi Zao seemed very happy: "So, I made up my mind to find out the reason. Anyway, I'm free, so I started to investigate. I found out that he has a mistress named Dahei, then It's a very common thing. At this time, Osugi was in a mental hospital, and I entered his residence several times." I interjected: "Illegal?" Shi Zaozhi swallowed a mouthful of saliva: "Illegal, Osugi's residence is very large, a traditional Japanese-style house, he is very rich, such a comfortable mansion is really enviable. Whenever I go to his big house When I was in middle school, I just thought: Doesn’t he feel lonely living in such a big house by himself? He doesn’t seem to like anyone approaching this house, and he didn’t even hire someone to clean it. According to my research, even Miss Da Hei Never been to this house." I interjected again: "Your description should be more concise." Shizao didn't take it seriously: "Because of this, I am more sure that there must be some secrets in Osugi's house, so I search again and again." I didn't continue to argue with him, Shi Zaocai said again: "After the fourth time, I really made a discovery." When he said this, his expression became very nervous, and I asked anxiously, "What did you find?" Shi Zao said: "There is a fairly small lounge with ordinary layout. No one would pay more attention to such a room. I entered this room once, and I backed out at that time. It's because I searched all over the room and couldn't find it. , I was very unwilling, so I entered the room again, sat down on a chair." Shi Zao explained in great detail, and I just listened patiently: Shi Zao continued: "It's a massage chair, electric, the kind with a hard spherical object on the back of the chair that moves up—" I couldn't help but said: "I understand, I understand, you don't need to introduce the structure of this massage chair in detail." Shi Zao glared at me, and said to himself: "This kind of chair can control the fast and slow speed, and there are nine buttons. It was late at night, very quiet, and I was the only one in the big room, no one would come in, and I I was very tired, so I sat down on this chair and enjoyed it. When I adjusted the speed a little faster, I found that in addition to the three speeds of fast, medium and slow, the button can also be moved up a bit. grid, this grid should not be there, I tried to move up—" When he talked about this, he took a breath: "A secret door suddenly appeared on the wall, and I was so excited that it was indescribable: the secret door switch was placed under the armrest of a massage chair, it was really ingenious. " Indeed, it was ingenious, and I nodded in agreement. Shi Zao was short of breath: "I jumped up and rushed towards the secret door, and at the same time turned on the flashlight. When I saw the situation in the secret room inside, I was stunned." I asked anxiously, "What's in the secret room?" Shi Zao shook his head, and said with an extremely frustrated expression: "It's all kinds of sophisticated instruments—it looks like a very sophisticated instrument. I don't know what they are, so I started taking pictures—I took a small Cameras. I have been shooting all the rolls of film, and I have no way of knowing what the functions of those instruments are." I held my breath: "You really don't know what those instruments are for?" Shi Zao said: "I have no way of knowing. In the center of the room is a square pillar, about one meter high. It seems to be made of very hard metal, and I don't know what it is useful for. At that time, I thought, very Simple, this must be Osugi's secret, as long as you show the photo and ask someone, you can always find out." I said abruptly, "Where are the photos?" Shi Zao looked depressed just now, and I didn't know the reason until now.He said: "I didn't have a chance to develop the photos. After I got home, I slept for a while and prepared to develop them at dawn, but when the drought came, the editor-in-chief of the magazine came to me and immediately forced me to print them on the same day. Leaving Japan. There is really no reason to say that Osugi is a big man, and I am a small man. At that time, I told the editor-in-chief that I discovered a big secret of Osugi. If it was announced, it would definitely cause a sensation, but he didn’t even listen. I was given half an hour to pack my luggage, and I was escorted to the airport, so I had to leave a note asking Yoshiko to develop the roll of film." I smiled wryly: "After it was developed, you didn't ask Fangzi to send you the photo?" Shi Zao said: "Originally I wanted to do this, but on the plane, I happened to be sitting next to an engineer. I told him the situation in the secret room I remembered, and asked him what it was. He heard me describe how many After seeing the equipment, he confirmed that it was a sound laboratory or a place similar to a sound laboratory. I was very disappointed, so I wrote to Fangzi and asked Fangzi to keep those photos and send them to me before rushing.” "After I got here, I still thought about it day and night, thinking about this question. On that day, I suddenly thought of it. Before I went to find Osugi's secret, I thought about it. Is it really possible for Osugi to know what he is thinking? ? Did the device in this laboratory give him this ability?" I couldn't help but smile wryly, feeling really uncomfortable in my heart.Here, I once did a foolish thing, solemnly in the hands of a lunatic, to see the invisible moth, and now, I heard another lunatic, said he found that a person can know what another person is thinking big secret. I already showed extreme impatience, but Shizao's expression became more and more serious, and he continued to say: "So I started to study Osugi, and found that his winning process in each game can be completely understood. To the other party's mind, he must have been so angry after reading my article because he was afraid that I would further reveal his secret. "With this kind of positive conclusion, I am going to go back to Japan to further write his secret into an article, Mr. Wei. Once such an article is published, I will be famous all over the world." When Shi Zao said this, he stopped and looked at me excitedly.I also looked back at him, feeling very sad in my heart: Shi Zaozhi was a third-rate little writer, a person like him, day and night, thought about how to squeeze himself into the ranks of first-rate great writers, and the result became what he is now, The whimsical turned to insanity. I didn't know how to comfort him, Shi Zao took a few breaths, and then said: "Just as I was packing up and preparing to go back to Japan, the closet was open, and there was a full-length mirror mounted inside the door of the closet. Wearing clothes, every time I pass by the mirror, I don’t pay much attention at first, I just feel that something is missing in the mirror, which makes me feel very uncomfortable, so I stand in front of the mirror and think: What is missing?” Shi Zao's breath became more and more urgent, he is really qualified to be a first-class writer, because next, he talked about how he couldn't see his own passage in the mirror, and expressed his state of mind and strange scene at that time. The words are so thorough that I can't help but feel a chill when I listen to them. It can be seen that he has considerable expressive ability. He looked around, found a glass of water, and drank it in one gulp: "I stood in front of the mirror, and for a few seconds, I still couldn't find anything missing. You think, anyone, from small to large, just needs to stand in front of the mirror , you must be able to see yourself. This kind of situation has long created a fixed impression in your mind, and it is absolutely impossible to make mistakes, so you can’t see yourself in the mirror. This kind of situation is too abrupt and shocking. Can not accept." I nodded in agreement: "Yes, so you didn't know what was missing at the beginning." Shi Zao's voice tended to be sharp: "But I immediately realized that I was missing. Reflected in the mirror, everything in the room was there, only I was missing. Where am I? Have I disappeared? Why have I disappeared? Am I dead at all and I don't know it? Is it my soul that's moving? My life doesn't exist anymore? At that moment, my mind was in a mess and I was screaming , trying to bring my body close to the mirror, but in the mirror, there is no me, everything is there, but there is no me." I waved my hand to stop him from continuing, because he became more and more hurried as he spoke, and I was really afraid that he would not be able to turn around in one breath and would suffocate. He was interrupted by me, panting heavily, I said: "Wait a minute, you don't need to panic, although you are not in the mirror, but you still have a way to see yourself, you can see your body , you can know whether you exist or not.” Shi Zao said: "Yes, I can see my own body, but I can't prove my own existence. How do I know whether the body I see, the body I touch, really exist? If it is a real existence , why can't it be reflected in the mirror." I couldn't help scolding: "Nonsense, since you have seen and touched it, how can it not be a real existence?" Shi Zao shook his head very sadly: "No, Dr. Zhang told me that a person can regard non-existent things as existence, if the nerve cells in his brain make wrong judgments. Look at me, now I hold in my hand What is holding is a cup, which is my eyes. My hand transmits the signal to the brain, and the brain makes a judgment result. If my brain makes a wrong judgment, my body will feel like I am holding a rabbit , or a piece of wood, it could be anything. It doesn't matter what I hold in my hand, what matters is the judgment of my brain." I couldn't help but frown, Zhang Qiang's words were certainly true, but as a psychiatrist, why would he tell a patient this?For a normal person, it may also cause disorder in thinking, let alone for a mentally ill patient. I snorted: "Yes, here, there is a patient who insists that he has caught a moth, but in fact he has nothing in his hand." Shi Zao said seriously: "No, as long as his brain makes a judgment and tells him that there is a moth in his hand, for him, there is a moth in his hand." I said: "Well, there is no need to discuss the problem of moths. You mentioned that the brain has a wrong judgment. There are billions of brain cells in the brain. As long as there are a few of them, if you make a wrong judgment, you can put things that don't exist. As existing?" Shi Zao said: "Yes, one thing can also be regarded as another thing." I immediately said: "Since you can treat non-existing things as existence, then in turn, you can also turn existence into non-existence. Your shadow in the mirror is gone, it is just a very small number of cells in your brain." Why are you so nervous about abnormal and wrong activities?"