Chapter 10 Chapter 9 Daughter

I asked out loud, "What about me?" Only then did Bai Su say: "We've always been far away, and I don't care if I live in Miaojiang. Besides, if you want to reunite, you can also come to Miaojiang." I yelled: "Okay, back, I always thought that I had a chance to immigrate to an alien planet, who knew that I would die in Miaojiang." Bai Su could still laugh: "You don't agree to bring Hong Ling out, so naturally I have to go to Miaojiang." I was stunned: "The little wild woman is so important to you?" Bai Su looked at me first, then, her movements were extremely weird, she suddenly rushed towards me and hugged me tightly.Moreover, her body was trembling violently.

At that moment, I was really terrified, because since I knew Bai Su, she has never been like this, I don't know what to say, I can only hug her tightly. What happened next, at the beginning, made me even more inexplicable, because not only Bai Su's body was trembling, even I was trembling violently.When I started shaking, I was still asking myself, I don't know why Bai Su is shaking, I don't even understand why I am shaking. But then, I yelled in my heart: Ah.It was not the first time that Bai Su showed such extreme panic. In my memory, she had the same extreme panic once a long time ago.

Once I had this feeling, my whole body trembled even more, Bai Su seemed to be no longer hugging me so tightly, she might have left me a little and was watching me, but I couldn't see her, because At that moment, at least nine out of ten of my visual ability was lost. I could only see groups of still or moving shadows. I tried to calm down—at this moment, I knew that something very unusual was going to happen, but I still didn't know what it was. Immediately afterwards, I felt an indescribable loud noise sounded above my head, and this loud noise, in my feeling, was caused by a heavy blow with a weight of thousands of tons hitting the top of my head.All of a sudden, my whole head, maybe the whole person, was shattered into trillions of pieces in that loud noise, buried in the deepest part of memory, sealed in dust for a long time, thinking that I would never see the light of day again The memory flew out again, and it didn't reduce the pain at all because it had been sealed for so long.

This situation is like an ancient monster, which was buried deep in the ground. Suddenly, due to extraordinary changes, the landslides and the ground cracked, and the monster was able to roar out again. When it was raging on the Internet, it became even more intense. Dr. Yuan Zhenxia once analyzed my process of dealing with that painful experience. I used my willpower, first not to think about it, and then tried to forget it. The memory has been eliminated in my memory system. Of course, the original doctor was wrong. This painful memory has not disappeared, but it has been buried deeply in a self-deceitful situation of "I don't even want to think about it"-it is still there, completely, but it has been buried stand up.

But at this time, it pierced through all the powers that sealed it, and flew out very vividly, which reminded me of Bai Su's frightened situation last time. That time, she first let out a scream, and then flew down from the stairs.At that time, it was after midnight, and she and I came back from outside. She went upstairs first, and I was still downstairs, so as soon as she jumped down, she threw herself into my arms. She hugged me tightly, shaking violently all over my body. I was so frightened that I didn't know what to do, so I also hugged her and asked repeatedly: "What's the matter? What's the matter?"

I was terrified at the time, so when I asked, I just asked "what's the matter". After I asked dozens of sentences, Bai Su raised her head. I have never seen her terrified expression. However, her voice also became completely unfamiliar, what came out of her mouth was a series of repeated, same words, what she was screaming in trembling voice was: "Daughter... daughter... daughter... daughter..." daughter. The daughter, of course, is my daughter and Bai Su's. Shortly after Bai Su and I got married, we had a daughter.In the minds of all parents, their daughter is always the cutest little girl, and Bai Su and I are no exception.

Therefore, as soon as my daughter was born, she became the center of my life with Bai Su. Everything revolved around this chubby little girl with a round face and big eyes. Life has a new meaning for Bai Su and me .No one's life is complete if he has not experienced the life that begins with infancy, because people have no memory of their infancy. It is a source of endless pleasure to watch the baby change and grow from day to day until she can stand upright on her own. wait a minute. The daughter of Wesley and Bai Su? Why never heard of it?It's too much, suddenly mentioning your daughter out of nothing, what's the reason?

Not "made out of nothing" or "never mentioned". I mentioned it, but something changed later, and it became extremely painful that I didn't even want to think about it, so I didn't mention it—since I didn't even want to think about it, how could I mention it? But before the accident happened, it was indeed mentioned. Remember the story about Professor Pei Da who transplanted the brain of an orangutan into the head of an idiot named Yakun?The story is called.Professor Pei Da's behavior turned that idiot into a violent and terrifying saboteur. The whole incident was a tragedy, and Professor Pei Da himself lost his life.

At that time, I helped the police round up this unfortunate idiot. I pointed out that he was extremely dangerous, so I wanted to ask for volunteers, those without family, so as not to hurt the family after an accident. At that time, several police officers were dissatisfied.When I later described this incident, I had the following dialogue: "Hey, Wesley, don't you have a wife too?" "Yes, not only a wife, but also a very lovely daughter." This is the only time that my daughter was mentioned in my account. Then, the accident happened and it was extremely tragic, so I never mentioned it again.

A careful friend once wrote to ask: "How is Wesley's daughter? She should have grown up by now." There was no answer, and later, when the memory was buried deeply, I even felt a bit confused: daughter?What daughter? I thought that in this life, I had already dealt with the most difficult and painful thing best, and I would never think about it again, and it would never affect my life again. However, all of a sudden, Bai Su hugged me tightly and his body trembled for the second time, making the painful memory that had been buried for a long time, like a monster revived, come back overwhelmingly, only then did I know that the past is not only gone Forget it, once you recover, it will be vivid in your memory.

At that time, Bai Su's voice of "Daughter, Daughter" was extremely terrifying, and I immediately felt chills all over my body, and suddenly called out: "Lao Cai." In Bai Su's situation at that time, I naturally knew immediately that something happened to my daughter, so my first reaction was to call "Lao Cai". At that time, Lao Cai was not very old, and he was alone, so he especially liked children. Since there was a small life in the house, his happiness was not inferior to us as parents. When the children grew up, they could crawl He can walk and babble, and Lao Cai's care for the little girl is probably better than us. He even took two "baby-raising training classes" in order to take better care of the little girl. Whenever Bai Su and I have something to go out, we always entrust our daughter to Lao Cai to take care of, and Lao Cai always pats his chest, willing to accept this task.Therefore, when I thought that something was wrong with my daughter, I naturally called "Lao Cai" first. When I yelled, Bai Su also seemed to remember suddenly, and also called out: "Old Cai." As soon as she called out, she immediately turned around, flew up the stairs again, and flew up. When she jumped down from the stairs just now, she was obviously panicked to the extreme. At this moment, when she flew up again, she had somewhat regained her composure.Since I didn't know what happened, a heart seemed to come out of my mouth, and I followed her closely, and also rushed up the stairs. The door of my daughter's room was open, Bai Su and I entered the room almost at the same time, and saw Lao Cai immediately.With his back turned, Lao Cai fell to the ground, motionless, and seemed to have passed out. There was no little person on the little bed, and a window facing the street was open. It was late autumn, and the autumn wind was very cool. Of course, I would not open the window when the child was asleep, so my first move was to rush straight to the window. In front of the window, I was too impatient to open the slightly fluttering curtain, but pulled it down as soon as I stretched out my hand, and immediately looked out the window. When I poked my head out of the window, I was taken aback for a moment—my daughter can already walk and is very naughty, so there are grilles installed on the windows to prevent accidents when she is scrambling around.But at this time, as soon as I poked my head, I could stick my head out. Naturally, the window grille had been damaged. At that time, due to the extreme turmoil, all kinds of terrible thoughts came to me at the same time. I looked outside first, but I couldn't see anything unusual. The street was very deserted, and I didn't see any little people who were injured on the road. . I shrank back, my throat was dry, and I called out in a hoarse voice, "Look in the house first." As I said, I didn't have time to turn around, so I bowed and swept out of the room in a flash. When I was running around the room, in a state of confusion to half madness, Bai Su was much calmer than me.When I clenched my fists tightly and my body swelled due to fear, anger and anxiety, and was about to explode, I heard Bai Su calling upstairs: "Lao Cai has woken up." I jumped upstairs again like a madman, rushed into the room, and saw Lao Cai struggling to get up on the ground, I stretched out my hand, grabbed his shoulders, and lifted him straight up. Ji, opened his mouth wide, his lips trembling, but only a strange sound came out from his throat. I was anxious and angry, shook his body vigorously, and shouted in a hoarse voice: "Where is the child? Where is the child?" Lao Cai was shaken so badly by me that he couldn't speak, Bai Su reached out with both hands and grabbed my wrist, Lao Cai was able to barely stand up straight. Bai Su's voice also changed, but it was much better than mine, she said: "Lao Cai, speak slowly." I wanted to tell Lao Cai to speak quickly, but Lao Cai still trembled for a while, his teeth chattered, and he said a word: "A person... flew in... and took the little man away." Bai Su hurriedly asked, "What kind of person?" I naturally wanted to ask the same question, but Bai Su was calmer than me in such an emergency, so she was able to ask before me, I can't even breathe smoothly, how can I speak out in an instant? I just made a strange sound in my throat, it was a sound that made me feel horrible even when I heard it. Lao Cai's face twitched, and because he was too frightened, his narration was also intermittent: "I... didn't see... what kind of person that is." I still couldn't speak smoothly, but I was so anxious that I started to curse. Is this like a story?Someone came in and took the child away. Lao Cai was in charge of taking care of the child, so he didn't see clearly what kind of person it was, that was really outrageous. Lao Cai panted for a while, Bai Su stretched out his hand and patted his back, at that time, I looked terrible, Lao Cai looked at me, just took a look, his expression was like seeing a ghost. Although Bai Su is calmer than me, she is not much better. I have never seen her face so pale. Lao Cai shook for a while before saying again: "We were 'riding a cow' at the time. There was a sound from the window. I turned my head to look, and the curtains were raised. I only saw a flash of a figure, and a person rushed in. I waited When I got up, the man made a decisive move... I was hit hard on the back of the head, and before I fell to the ground, before I saw it, the man... took the little man... away." Lao Cai liked his daughter very much and always called her "little person". At this time, he still used this pet name, but hearing it made him feel even more heart-piercing. It wasn't until this moment that I uttered a word: "Still through the window?" Lao Cai nodded, indicating that the man still left through the window after holding the child. Bai Su and I looked at the window together naturally, the curtains have been pulled down by me, the situation of the window can be seen very clearly. The windows are wide open, and the window grilles are specially designed by Bai Su. The traditional Chinese auspicious patterns are made of aluminum. Aluminum window grilles are not very strong, of course, but the purpose of installing window grilles at that time was just to prevent little girls from climbing out of the window. Who would have thought that someone would break through the window? At this time, the window grille was broken, and a hole appeared. The diameter of the hole was only four to fifty centimeters. As soon as I stretched out my head, I could stick it out. It can be done, but it will take some work.Of course, it is much more difficult if you hold a two-and-a-half-year-old child. Bai Su's carefulness was fully revealed at this time, she said: "No, Lao Cai, the curtain was just torn off, how can a person jump out of this hole through the curtain?" Lao Cai's voice sounded like crying: "That man... when he rushed in, there was a gust of wind, and the curtains were raised... He had already rushed out before the curtains... had even fallen... Coming and going like ghosts... so fast... as if blinded, but the little man was gone - the little man who was on my back, punching me with his fist and urging me to climb faster... disappeared." Lao Cai struggled to say this, and finally couldn't bear it anymore, broke down completely, and burst into tears. Although I knew that I couldn't blame Lao Cai for the incident, Lao Cai's crying still made me more irritable and unbearable. I screamed: "Why are you crying..." Lao Cai shook suddenly, and covered his mouth with both hands, his crying turned into a whimper again.I became anxious and wanted to pick up the pillow and press it against his face so that he would not make any more noises—a person's behavior will become very abnormal in such an extraordinary change. At this moment, Bai Su pulled me hard, pulled me closer to the window, pointed to the broken grille, and said one word: "Look." I had to shake my head vigorously to focus my sight, so that the scene I saw would not be blurred.I saw what Bai Su wanted me to see, which was the destroyed aluminum strips, the aluminum strips that formed a hole, all bent inwards, none of them bent outwards.This situation is as if a huge wooden stake (the kind used by ancient people to hit the city gate) was knocked open all at once. At that time, Bai Su and I didn't know how this phenomenon happened. Later, Boss Bai came to see him, and he immediately pointed out: "This man is a master of martial arts, he knocked him away at once." .” It is of course very unimaginable that a person's body can knock a hole into the aluminum window grille and penetrate through the body.At that time, I was slightly puzzled, Boss Bai groaned, bowed his body, and slammed into the other window like an arrow, with a "crash", not only smashed the glass, but also shattered the aluminum grille, A hole was knocked out, and his body had passed through the hole. In the hole he knocked out, the destroyed aluminum strips were all bent outwards. This action proved that Boss Bai's words were correct, and the one who took his daughter away was a master of martial arts.When Boss Bai arrived, it was already the third day after the accident happened. During these three days, Bai Su, Lao Cai, I, not only did not sleep, but also did not eat, Bai Su drank water, and I drank water and wine alternately. Of course, during these three days, we didn't waste even a minute, trying our best to track down the whereabouts of our daughter. Wesley's daughter disappeared, it was unbelievable, but it happened. Boss Bai rushed over when he got the news, his face was livid, he drank heavily, and stomped his feet: "Even my granddaughter, Boss Bai, dares to move. No matter who it is, if I chase him to the ends of the earth, I will chase him back." At that time, Bai Su and I had not only used all the relationships we could use to investigate, but also made all kinds of guesses—in our adventurous life, we had experienced many bizarre and tortuous things, all of which were based on our reasoning ability. , by stripping away the cocoons and solving the difficult problems.Now that it was his turn to take matters into his own hands, he naturally worked harder. We first analyzed that it might be "kidnapping", but in the past three days, no one has come to blackmail us.Secondly, we also thought that it might be the enemy, who can't do anything to us, and treats children, which makes us feel painful-people who would do this kind of thing are naturally gangsters, so we have concentrated our efforts on this aspect track down. After Boss Bai participated in the investigation, he mobilized his power and sent a message to Jianghu, claiming that the matter would not come to light, and decided to make a mess, and everyone would not have a good life. In the days that followed, indeed, there were many ups and downs, until more than a dozen big bosses in the underworld made an appointment to meet with Bai Lao, and declared that they would also do their best to find someone, and swore blood on the spot, and the matter was considered to be over. , but for the sake of Wesley's little daughter being taken away, the blood and tears in the rivers and lakes for a while can also be said to be horrible. No matter how stormy and stormy it is outside, the world is turned upside down, the direct victims of the accident, the most sad and distressed ones are naturally me and Bai Su.We all know that the longer this type of incident drags on, the less likely it will be resolved satisfactorily. Therefore, it is surprising that we went all out when we first came up. Even the villages of Eskimos are not spared. But day by day, the daughter and the person who took her away seemed to disappear in the air—sometimes when I dreamed back at midnight, I even felt that there was no such person at all, and such a thing never happened. The enormous pressure on Bai Su and me has reached the limit that people can bear.Bai Su and I even researched: Was our daughter taken away by aliens? However, after analysis, this hypothesis was rejected.Because until then, in the process of my dealings with aliens, there was no such deep hatred between advanced creatures from different stars and me.And if the aliens take our daughter to roam the space with good intentions, then at least they must leave some messages for us, so as not to cause us pain and worry. However, in the entire disappearance incident, not even the slightest clue was left, and it was completely impossible to trace.Until a year later, it was that terrible day again, the first anniversary of my daughter's disappearance. I finally couldn't stand it anymore. My mental state fell into madness. I didn't want to bear that kind of grief anymore. I threw myself into In an illusion, no longer care about reality. My emotional madness turned into action, and I completely destroyed everything related to my daughter. "Everything" and "thoroughly" means everything and thoroughly, leaving nothing behind and completely destroying. When I started this kind of action, Bai Su seemed to want to object, but she didn't take any action. She just watched me destroy everything about my daughter silently. She also knew that my ultimate goal was to destroy everything about my daughter. Everything was erased from memory, and she also tried her best to cooperate with my actions. My actions were superficially successful.And, because of the great grief we have experienced over the past year, those around us feel it deeply.Therefore, when everyone found out that we had forgotten about this incident, they all naturally did not mention it. Therefore, some of our new friends, such as Dr. Yuan Zhenxia, ​​the young man and the princess, Hu Hua and Wen Baoyu, and even Chen Changqing who "went up to the mountain to learn Taoism", etc., unless they are very careful, they don't feel that Bai Su and I , once had a daughter. This situation is naturally extremely weird, and it is clearly self-deception.But from a psychological point of view, if you tell a lie a thousand times, it will become the truth. If you lie to yourself, if you repeat it a thousand times, you will be deceived. I don't know what Bai Su's situation is, and I can't explore it, but I can really go to the point where I don't even think about it. Over the years, I have become accustomed to it. However, suddenly, Bai Su hugged me and trembled violently, detonating the long-forgotten memory again. (You must have noticed that I have described the big event of my daughter being taken away very simply. Yes, it is because although the demon of memory broke out, I still don’t want to think about it.) Bai Su hugged me and trembled in such a situation (please read the previous article), I didn't know why at first, but I understood immediately, so I also trembled violently. It's terrible, all of Bai Su's behaviors can only explain one thing: she thinks that female wild woman Hong Ling is our daughter who has been missing for many years.