Chapter 3 Chapter Two Two Roads

There was a moment of silence in the classroom, and everything returned to normal. When the get out of class bell rang, the classmates rushed out of the classroom, and Gu Yi stopped Yi Lin. Yi Lin's expression was still pale, but she had a stubborn expression. Gu Yi softened his voice: "Student Yi, Professor Leng of our school, is a spiritual expert—" The "Professor Leng" that Gu Yi mentioned to Yi Lin at this time, whose surname is Leng and whose name is Ruo Bing, must be familiar to those who are familiar with Wesley's story. Knowing what kind of person she is, if you are not familiar with it, you can get to know her from now on. In a word, she is an excellent psychiatrist.

Since all psychiatric illnesses in humans are related to brain activity, they are also the most mysterious.Human beings know little about their central part, the brain, and what humans know about other parts of the body is simply out of proportion. As an excellent psychiatrist, Leng Ruobing has one of her strengths. She has a rich imagination and can accept almost all unimaginable hypotheses: she also believes that the functions of the human brain are just like icebergs, which are only found out of the sea. Just that corner. But when Yi Lin heard it, she immediately reacted strongly: "I'm not crazy, I don't need a doctor!"

Gu Yi took a breath: "But, student Yi, there are obviously some problems that are bothering you. Even if you don't need to see a doctor, you must need help. I think Professor Leng can help you." Yi Lin raised her head: "No, on the contrary, she is a psychiatrist. She must think that I have mental problems subjectively, so she can't help me at all." Professor Gu is very patient, "I assume that the problem that bothers you is very special, then you need to talk to Professor Leng, she may not think that you have mental problems, on the contrary, she can accept very strange facts—— This can be seen from her frequent association with an odd man named Wesley."

This is my name, for the first time in this story. Doctor Leng Ruobing and I have known each other for a long time, and we have worked together in the exploration of several miracles.Usually, contact from time to time.I don't know Professor Gu Yi, and I don't know how he knew that Leng Ruobing was dating a weird person like me. However, Yi Lin had obviously heard of me as a weird person, so she said "Oh", "Through Professor Leng, can I meet Wesley?" Gu Yi spread his hands: "I'm not sure, the only thing I can be sure of is that you have to talk to Professor Leng first."

Yi Lin pursed her lips and nodded.Thus, Yi Lin and Leng Ruobing met. Naturally, everyone can also know that this matter will have something to do with me, what is going on. Yi Lin and Leng Ruobing met one day before Leng Ruobing brought her to me. Let me talk about the meeting between Leng Ruobing and Yi Lin first.Before sending Yi Lin to see Leng Ruobing, Gu Yi made a phone call with Leng Bing and described Yi Lin's situation to her, and he just started, before Ruobing said: "This is a delusion disease." Gu Yi smiled wryly: "I think so, but this girl's personality is very paranoid, if you directly point out that she is ill, she will not accept it."

Leng Ruobing said: "This is also a typical symptom of delusional patients." Gu Yi said: "In order to help her, please agree to treat her in a more tactful way." Ruo Bing said: "No problem, I will deal with it - you didn't ask her, what call did you hear?" Gu Yi said: "Because I pointed out that she was sick from the very beginning, she became resistant to me, and the conversation between us couldn't go deep, so I don't know." Leng Ruobing laughed and said: "It seems that you don't know much about the students—the story of Yi Lin must have been circulated among the students for more than a day, but you don't know anything about it."

Gu Yi was very ashamed, "You are accusing! I will go to find out more about the situation, and then I will tell you," Leng Ruobing said: "No need, just ask her to come." Therefore, Yi Lin made an appointment on the ancient Yidai, and Yi Lin went to see Leng Ruobing. Yi Lin saw that Leng Ruobing's place was Leng Ruobing's residence. One of the elegant bungalows. One thing about the meeting between the two was not in the budget, that is, five minutes before the appointed time, an unexpected visitor suddenly visited Leng Ruobing.This uninvited guest is the familiar Wen Baoyu.

Wen Baoyu came to Dr. Leng to ask her if there was any news about Professor Chen Dao, because he had something to contact the entomologist who specialized in the study of moth ecology - as for why, that has nothing to do with this story to the side.So there is no need to mention it. It is precisely because Wen Baoyu was there at that time that things developed like that later. Therefore, the fact that Wen Baoyu was present is not insignificant and needs to be mentioned. The doorbell rang, and Leng Ruobing opened the door, welcoming Yi Lin in.When Yi Lin came in, when she saw Wen Baoyu, she couldn't help being stunned because she met Ruobing in a very special situation, so she didn't expect a third party to be present.

But Yi didn't completely resist Wen Baoyu, because Wen Baoyu was handsome and tall and very likable.Just in a daze, he introduced himself graciously: "My name is Wen Baoyu, and I am an old friend of Dr. Leng. You can treat me as transparent, or as my friend, and bring up your difficulties. Let me discuss them in detail. " These words were very sincere, Yi Lin nodded naturally, Wen Baoyu poured three glasses of wine like his master, and found reasons for his behavior: "Drink some wine, relax a little, and talk better—spiritual Nervousness is the great enemy of life." Yi Lin drank the wine in one gulp, choked for a while, and then said: "Professor Gu said I was sick, but the fact is that mine did hear the loud bang, and no one else could hear it." ,I heard!"

If Wen Baoyu doesn't talk, he really thinks he is transparent, and he is also a transparent person who can make a sound. When he heard it, he said seriously: "You are not an isolated example of this situation. Others also have it. Back then, the Chaoyang God Sect The teacher does it on his own, he practices magic skills, and when he reaches a certain level, his ears ring like electricity, like drums, like tens of thousands of horses galloping, but outsiders don't know it at all. The situation is the same as yours." Wen Baoyu said in his speech. Speaking recklessly, Leng Ruobing stared at him several times before he stopped talking.

Later, he explained: "When the girl comes in, anyone can see that she is terribly nervous, and you can't relax her unless you say something that amuses her." Even Leng Ruobing accepted Wen Baoyu's explanation.At that time, Yi Lin smiled when she heard Wen Baoyu's words, "You have a lot of research on 'Jin Xue', but according to Dr. Leng, I'm afraid Ren Woxing is also suffering from paranoia." Leng Ruobing said : "I didn't say a word, and you made a judgment?" With such a beginning between the three of them, the atmosphere is naturally much more relaxed and cordial.Wen Baoyu knew how to advance and retreat. He enlivened the atmosphere, so he didn't say anything, and sat aside.Yi Lin spoke first: "How should I start?" Leng Ruobing answered very well: "How to start, how to start." Yi Lin tilted her head and thought for a while: "It's been twenty-two days since today, and it started twenty-two days ago. Someone was speaking loudly to me—it should be called shouting...that was a kind of calling." Cold Ruobing said: "Is it heard, not felt?" Yi Lin was stunned: "I don't know what's the difference between 'hearing' and 'feeling'." Leng Ruobing smiled: "It is indeed difficult to distinguish, but there are still some. We have heard sounds through the auditory organs since we were young. Of course, the function of hearing sounds is still controlled by the brain, but through hearing If the sound waves are received directly by the brain, it is 'felt', which should be different - in theory, because not everyone can 'feel' sound, only 'hear' sound." Leng Ruobing explained it in detail, Yi Lindang was thinking about it, but couldn't accept it for a while. Wen Baoyu wanted to intervene because he had many experiences of 'feeling' voices.When I communicate with my friend Chen Changqing and the soul, I just 'feel' the voice. That kind of situation is indeed different from when I 'hear' the voice. After a long while, Yi Lin said: "I did hear it... But when I heard it, the people around me didn't notice it. Now that I think about it, there is indeed something different—— —Forgive me, when I suddenly heard someone shouting to me, I was naturally terrified, and I really couldn't discern the difference carefully." Ruo Bing said: "Of course, then, since the first time, how often have you heard a call?" Yi Lin said: "Not sure, come if you like." Wen Baoyu was on the sidelines and wanted to interject, because Leng Ruobing didn't ask what Yi Lin heard. To Leng Ruobing, what Yi Lin felt was not important at all, because When she was on the phone with Professor Gu, she had already identified Yi Lin as a delusional patient, and the voice was made by her, so it didn't matter what it was about. Leng Ruobing asked again: "Did the same situation happen in your family?" "No." Afterwards, Leng Ruobing asked a dozen more questions, all of which were side-sighted, and asked around paranoia. At this time, not only Wen Baoyu had heard something was wrong, but Yi Lin also noticed it, she sighed: "Professor Leng, you still treat me as a mental patient, I know very well, I am not!" Wen Baoyu couldn't help but said: "It's useless for you to repeatedly declare that you are not sick, because this is one of the typical symptoms of mental patients." Leng Ruobing nodded and agreed, Yi Lin smiled wryly: "Then what should I do?" Ruobing said coldly: "My opinion is naturally that you should receive treatment, maybe Wen Baoyu has other opinions." Ruobing nodded coldly.Agreeing, Yi Lin smiled wryly: "Then what should I do?" Ruobing said: "My opinion is naturally that you should receive treatment, maybe Wen Baoyu has other opinions." Wen Baoyu was already eager to try, and immediately said: "Exactly. Excuse me, you heard the call, what is the content?" Yi Lin let out a breath, as if to say: "Finally someone asked this question." She said: "The content is all the same, it was an extremely loud voice—" Wen Baoyu interrupted: "The man's Voice?" Yi Lin was taken aback for a moment, as if she had never thought about this question before. She said, "A man's voice." Leng Ruobing raised her eyebrows. As a psychiatrist, she naturally knew that Yi Lin's reaction was an expression of "feeling" the voice - precisely because the voice was "felt" rather than "heard". Therefore, Yi Lin would not think about whether it was a male voice or a female voice. For her, she just "felt" the voice.It was not until Wen Baoyu asked her that she felt more certain and realized what kind of voice it was. Wen Baoyu made a gesture to signal Yi Lin to continue. Yi Lin took a deep breath: "That voice said: 'Don't keep walking towards death, stay alive, walk towards living, walk towards living!'" Yi Lin repeated the content of the call three times, and when she said it, her expression was extremely solemn. Wen Baoyu's eyes widened, and he didn't know how to react for a while, because although he understood this sentence, he didn't understand what it meant. In fact, the meaning of this sentence is understood by everyone. The call Yi Lin heard was to ask her not to die, but to live. But what is a "dead end"?Thinking deeper, it is even more confusing——Yi Lin is doing well, so how could she be on a dead end?Even if she is on a dead end, how can she turn to a living instead of a dead end? Wen Baoyu froze and didn't make a sound, he looked at Leng Ruobing, but saw Leng Ruobing secretly shaking his head. Wen Baoyu had no idea, so he had no choice but to ask, "What's Dr. Leng's opinion?" Leng Ruobing smiled: "Since you want to abandon the medical point of view and find another way, why do you ask my opinion?" Wen Baoyu was able to bend and stretch, and immediately asked, "Please express your medical opinion." Before Leng Ruobing opened her mouth, Yi Lin said: "Needless to say, I also know that I am medically considered to be sick. The reason why I feel someone is calling to me, and the content of the call is like this, is because I have something in my heart. Deep down, the fear of death is a psychological pain. I must have been stimulated by something. I subconsciously thought of death, but I also had fear. That's why I didn't want to go to the road of death, but to the road of survival. This is a painful The inner cries of paranoid patients struggling on the verge of life and death." Yi Lin spoke eloquently, and she spoke in one breath, especially the last sentence, which was thirty-seven characters long, and she also finished it in one breath, without any stagnation. Wen Baoyu admired it, but was afraid that Leng Ruobing would be angry, because anyone could listen to it. It can be seen that what Yi Lin said was ironic, but Leng Ruobing was not angry, but said with a very serious attitude: "Yes, from the doctor's point of view, the situation is exactly the same. Is there anything you can't think about recently?" Yi Lin took a breath, perhaps it was Leng Ruobing's sincere and serious attitude, which made her feel the sincerity of the other party, so she stopped playing tricks, she sighed again, and said: "No, Professor Leng, I Life is fine, there is nothing wrong with it, trust me, I never imagined ending my life, never!" For a while, the three fell silent again. Because, from a medical point of view, it is obvious that this way does not work.Wen Baoyu couldn't come up with any new ideas. Leng Ruobing is still shaking her head secretly, it's not that she doesn't believe Yi Lin's confession, but she is a doctor, of course she thinks that confession is one of the "symptoms". After a while, Wen Baoyu said: "This sentence... the call you feel, do you understand its meaning?" Yi Lin said: "That's telling me not to die, but to live instead." Wen Baoyu spread his hands: "If you don't want to commit suicide, then you are not on the way to death." After hearing this, Yi Lin looked at Wen Baoyu with a look of absolute disapproval. Everyone naturally knows that the matter finally had something to do with me, and it developed into a story, of course it was Wen Baoyu who told me. That’s right, that’s right, when Wen Baoyu told me the story, he stopped at this point and looked at me, that was him testing me, that was testing my comprehension—just now Yi Lin just said that she had no suicidal thoughts, why would she disagree when Wen Baoyu said that she was on the way to death? I snorted: "This girl thinks very deeply, I think, what she means is: everyone is on the road to death - as soon as a person is born, he starts the journey of death, and walks towards death step by step. There can be exceptions, anyone's life is a journey towards death, so everyone is on the road to death." At that time, Bai Su was also present, and she said: "Not only people, but as long as they are living things, since there are no immortal living things, all living things are all on the verge of death." I said: "Besides, it's very contradictory. The beginning of a living thing's life is also the beginning of the death process. Therefore, the term 'beginning of life' is strictly speaking unreasonable. It should be 'the beginning of death'." start'." Wen Baoyu exclaimed: "God! What do you want to explain?" I asked back, "What do you say?" Wen Baoyu also felt the seriousness of the matter, thought for a while, and then said: "You mean, the call Yi Lin heard was to leave the 'dead end' and go to the 'live end'?" Wen Baoyu's words sound like they are not the same, but since they have a deeper understanding of "dead end", they naturally have different meanings. Bai Su and I looked at each other and nodded. Wen Baoyu was shocked: "That is to say, if she obeys the call, she can get rid of the natural law of 'every living thing must die'?" I said: "If there is a 'way of survival', she can find it and go up it .” Wen Baoyu waved his hands meaninglessly, and murmured: "It's impossible, I think it's all just her delusional thinking!" I laughed: "How? In the end, do you still agree with Dr. Leng's medical point of view?" Wen Baoyu smiled, and Bai Su and I looked at each other again, we were in the same mind, we both wanted to see this girl named Yi Lin.But before I opened my mouth, Bai Su said first: "Go ahead, what was the result of that discussion?" Wen Baoyu smiled: "Almost, it can be said that they broke up unhappy." That day, when Wen Baoyu said that sentence, Yi Lin looked at him with strange eyes, which made Wen Baoyu's heart shudder, thinking: What did I say wrong? After a while, Yi Lin sighed: "I think we will go down if we don't care, there will be no results!" Leng Ruobing said quickly: "Student Yi, your...situation can be controlled by drugs to a certain extent!" But Yi Lin didn't appreciate it, and said coldly: "Control? No need, there is always someone by my side to remind you Don't go to a dead end, it's not a bad thing." As she spoke, she stood up, and Wen Baoyu hurriedly said: "Miss Yi, please give me a contact address." Yi Lin smiled: "No need, I'm afraid of losing my head." It seemed that she had heard a lot about Wen Baoyu, and Wen Baoyu could only smile wryly after hearing this. After Yi Lin left, Leng Ruobing sighed: "Her condition may worsen, and she resolutely refuses treatment!" Wen Baoyu thought for a while: "Fortunately, the voice she heard wanted her to survive. At least, she won't seek death." Ruobing gave Wen Baoyu a cold look: "Who knows what the so-called 'way of survival' is like!" Wen Baoyu wanted to say, 'It's better to live than to die', but he had no intention of arguing with Leng Ruobing, so he held back and didn't make a sound because Ling Ruobing believed that what happened to Yi Lin was a disease, but Wen Baoyu He thinks it may not be, but if it is not a disease, what kind of situation it is, but he can't say it, so even if he wants to argue, he doesn't know where to start. He just asked some more about the paranoia, and Leng Ruobing told him without bothering him.After leaving, Wen Baoyu looked for a lot of information. He is smart and eager to learn. After a few days, he searched for the disease of delusions, and finally gained a certain understanding.Although, he still doesn't think that a girl with a simple life will suffer from this kind of disease, but he can't be sure that she won't—he understands why Leng Ruobing believes that Yi Lin is a delusional patient, because her condition is mild Typical symptoms of delusional disorder If delusional disorder develops, there will be very terrible results. The behavior of the delusional person, because of the influence of various delusions, can be completely out of the normal, and develop terrible behaviors Come. The generation of thought is due to the activity of the brain-sorry, even experts can only say such a sentence. So far, no one has been able to say what kind of activity the brain produces thoughts. Human beings know very little about their own brain activities. Therefore, no matter how any thought, including delusions, arises, human beings have no idea.