Chapter 11 Chapter Nine Deep Dive

What Sai Guanyin said was: "Though the attitude just now was bad, but I don't blame her. She has lived in an organization since she was a child, and never knew that people can live without an organization at all..." Hearing this, I had already opened the door, and I paused for a while, feeling very emotional in my heart—then the conflict with her mother was the main reason.So she has always lived in a rigid environment, so she thinks that people can only live in this way and think in this way; she doesn't know that they can live in that way and think in that way. That's why she went to see her mother according to her own rigid way of thinking, which led to the current situation.

Before walking out of the ward, I glanced at Sai Guanyin and saw that she looked extremely tired, so I shook my head and left the ward. Just after leaving the ward, I saw Shi Yu and Bai Su. They were in the middle of the corridor, waiting for Chuantang in the elevator.There were two sets of sofas, Bai Su and Bai Su sat on one set, while seven or eight guards squeezed into the other set, watching Yu and Bai Su. This situation seemed a little weird, but the two beauties were obviously used to being stared at by others, so they didn't feel bad, and they talked at their own pace. It seems that after Su left the ward and Bai Su chased him out, they kept talking there.I walked towards them, and after getting closer, I could tell from their expressions that their conversation was very harmonious.

Of course I couldn't know what they were talking about during this long period of time. When I came close, Bai Su looked up at me, so he just glanced at me, looking a little dazed. I said: "The old man told a lot about the past, she said that she can already talk about the main topic, so I should go and listen." I just said this, so I immediately showed a very disgusted expression, and waved my hand vigorously: "I don't want to listen to her clichés!" I assume that during this period of time, Bai Su was trying to persuade him to change his attitude towards his mother, which obviously means that Bai Su was unsuccessful.

I made a grimace at Bai Su, and Bai Su looked very helpless. I said to him: "I think the subject she wants to talk about is what she calls the incomparably important secret. She hasn't even told your father about this secret. You should go and hear it." So he thought for a while, looked to Bai Su, and asked for Bai Su's opinion, from this we can see that the long conversation between Bai Su and her is still useful, at least let him know that Bai Su's opinion is worthy of respect. Of course Bai Su nodded immediately. So he stood up reluctantly, and said with a wry smile: "The old man has Alzheimer's disease, but she has senile delusions... It's really terrible... I'm afraid that Mr. Wei can't even imagine what she will say! It's terrible!"

As for "senile delusion", So's comments are "terrible" and "terrible". Although her way of thinking is completely different from mine, I agree very much. I said: "Indeed, the delusions made by senile delusional patients are unimaginable to an extent that is completely unimaginable in advance. For example, the delusion that 'one day is equal to twenty years' is the most typical example." So she was taken aback for a while, and was a little dazed at first, but immediately understood that this typical example of delusion used to be a real part of her life.She instinctively felt that I couldn't accept my words, but since it was the truth, she couldn't refute it. Suddenly, her thoughts fell into a state of disorder—a person like her who can only use a single way of thinking cannot cope with this situation , Just like an animal that grew up in a cage, it will be at a loss when it is suddenly placed in the wild.

Bai Su glared at me, Xiang Shi said: "No matter what she has to say, you should go and listen to it." So I took a breath, nodded, and Bai Su signaled me not to add extra details, I muttered: "I'm an outsider, and I've heard so much from the old man. My own relatives don't want to listen to the most important part, it's too much share!" Immediate response: "I've heard too much—it's all her delusion!" I was even more disgusted, and raised my voice, and said, "I think the flash flood she mentioned couldn't have been a delusion—it wasn't a personal experience, so I can't describe the situation so vividly!"

So he was taken aback for a moment, and said, "What flash flood happened?" I couldn't help being startled, I thought that since she said she didn't want to listen to "clichés", at least Sai Guanyin should have told her about the huge disaster that made her want to commit suicide.But he never said it. I spread my hands: "It's a long story—this proves that your mother has a lot of things that you haven't told you, and you should listen to her more." So he said coldly: "To sum up her lies, and reading your account, there are similarities in the same way!"

I couldn't help being angry and funny, and after talking for a long time, she actually made such a comment on the story I narrated. I said loudly, "Don't confuse delusion with imagination." So she actually showed a very playful expression, she looked very cute, she said: "There is no room for confusion between the two—because the two are basically the same thing." Of course I absolutely disagree with what she said, although now is not the time to argue with her, but I still have to express my disagreement, so even though Bai Su was winking at me, I still said loudly: "How could—"

Before I could finish my sentence, at this moment, the elevator door opened, and three people walked out. There were two officers in front and a beautiful woman in the back. When I saw it, I gasped! That beautiful woman has a light body, bright eyes and bright teeth, and a charming smile. She is not inferior to Yu Yu and Bai Su. She is the person I don't want to see at this time—Huang Chan! For a while, I was really at a loss for such a narrow situation.I am very confident about Bai Su and I's makeup, no matter how capable and eye-catching Huang Chan is, he will not be able to recognize our true colors in a short time.

But the problem is that when she knows our identities, does she have the wit to cover it up for us?Even if it is possible, is her "acting skill" good enough to deceive Huang Chan? You know, as the assistants of the head-down master, our identities are inherently embarrassing, and Huang Chan is extremely clever. If you step on a character whose tail moves, as long as she arouses her suspicion a little bit, she will soon know us who is it. It's hard to imagine what the consequences would be if she found out that the people in front of her were Wesley and Bai Su. So for a moment, I was almost frozen there, not knowing what to do or say.

Later, Bai Su laughed at my appearance at that time. If scouts saw it, they would definitely ask me to act in a zombie movie. What was Bai Su's situation at that time, I am ashamed to say that I didn't pay attention, not because I didn't want to pay attention, but because I didn't have the extra ability. As soon as the two officers came out, they looked around very vigilantly, and then stood apart on both sides before Huang Chan came out. It seems that the two officers are Huang Chan's bodyguards. As soon as Huang Chan got out of the elevator, the seven or eight guards who were crowded on the sofa immediately jumped up as if they had springs attached to their bodies, and stood at attention to salute Huang Chan. I have known for a long time that Huang Chan has a high status, so I am not surprised by this situation.This gap made me breathe a little better. I think the most important thing now is to warn us, so we must not reveal our identities. But before I had time to say anything to Xiangshi, Huang Chan had already seen it first, so she raised her hand and asked, "How is the old man?"—As she spoke, Xiangshi walked over, and at the same time She looked at Bai Su and me, with a slightly hesitant expression, obviously she couldn't confirm our identities immediately. So I greeted Huang Chan, and at this moment, I was able to glance at Bai Su. There were many words in my gaze, in a nutshell, I was asking her: What should we do? Bai Su looked back at me, in her eyes, I accepted her answer, she told me: calm down, nothing will happen. At this time, Huang Chan and Yu Yu had already started chatting. It seems that Huang Chan came to visit Sai Guanyin specially, so he was explaining to her: "Her old man applied for a head-down master to treat her illness, and the organization actually approved it. I really have nothing to say about her care, and you often visit her." Huang Chan smiled and said: "It's right to visit the old man. No matter what, the old man... should come and hear what she has to say." Maybe I'm too sensitive, but when I heard Huang Chan say this, I felt like Huang Chan knew that Sai Guanyin had an important secret and didn't explain it, so he came to inquire about it. So she agreed, and when Huang Chan looked at us again, she said naturally: "These two are the assistants of the lowering master." This is a very important moment of tension, and a slight mistake in the reaction will arouse Huang Chan's suspicion.I don't know how to do it myself, so I just have to watch how Bai Su does it, and if I follow, there will be no mistakes. I saw Bai Su's expression was blank, as if he didn't know what happened at all, and he didn't even understand what Yu Yu and Huang Chan were saying, so I pretended to be a fool, and looked at him with fixed eyes. Looking at Huang Chan, he never avoided her gaze. After listening to Yu's introduction, Huang Chan nodded to me, Li Baisu. Bai Su clasped his hands together and saluted Huang Chan, and I followed suit. At this time, I was sure that when I was at a loss, Bai Su must have told Shi that we could not tell our identities, so Shi could cope with it freely. Thinking of this, I felt relieved: I thought of a new problem: Sai Guanyin was about to talk about the topic, but Huang Chan came at this juncture. The secret that Sai Guanyin wanted to tell had already been declared that it could only be told to me, Bai Su and others. So, it is absolutely impossible to let the organization know. Although I still have no clue about the content of this so-called secret, I also know that it must be of great importance. Even General Yu Fang can't know it, and of course I can't let Huang Chan know it. I thought about this problem, but I was not worried, because I knew Sai Guanyin would know how to deal with it. Huang Chan didn't pay attention to us any more, and said to him, "Go and see the old man." As she said that, she walked towards the ward, and the two officers followed Huang Chan one after the other, so they also walked towards the ward together. I looked at Bai Su again, and Bai Su shook her head at me. It was easy to understand what she meant: we don't have to follow, as long as Sai Guanyin can't see us, she won't tell the secret in her heart. I nodded to Bai Su, and just about to sit down on the sofa, I suddenly heard a terrifying call.Because the cry was so terrifying, it made people feel chills after hearing it, and it was difficult to figure out where the sound came from for a while. Not only me, but Bai Su beside me was also taken aback, Huang Chan stopped suddenly, and all the guards were very nervous. Immediately after that cry, there was another strange cry, which I recognized at this time. The cry came from Sai Guanyin's ward, and it was obviously made by Hulusheng.Hulusheng is a high-level head-down master, so he shouldn't be making such a fuss. I immediately thought that something must have happened to Sai Guanyin! Sure enough, after a strange cry, I heard Hulusheng crying, "Good sister, why did you just go like this!" Next, the gourd student was crying loudly. I couldn't help but stayed there for a while, and looked at Bai Su in blank dismay—Hulusheng's crying and crying only meant one thing: Sai Guanyin is dead! Sai Guanyin was already at the end of her life and could die at any time, but at this time she died suddenly, I just felt that this was simply a joke on us! We worked so hard to listen to her tell her secrets, and I couldn't bear to listen to her say so many irrelevant things. Finally, when she finally got to the point, she left for a while. All the efforts she had made were completely wiped out, and what secret she was going to tell us, of course, would never be known. This is really ridiculous to the extreme! I saw that Shi and Huang Chan ran towards the ward, Bai Su gave me a wink, and we also hurried to the ward. When we arrived at the door of the ward, we saw Sai Guanyin was still sitting on the sofa, but Hulusheng was kneeling on the ground, hugging Sai Guanyin's feet, crying loudly. Looking closely at Sai Guanyin, I saw that she looked as if she was alive, but her eyes were completely lifeless, and her head was facing the door, obviously waiting for me to call him, but before we could, she passed away. Huang Chan was reaching out to test Sai Guanyin's breath, then lightly stroked Sai Guanyin's eyelids, and gave Hulusheng a disgusted look.Bai Su and I hurried over, one on each side, set up Hulusheng, Hulusheng was still struggling, Bai Su said to him: "When a person dies, he will be reborn in bliss. Master, don't be sad." She said this in the dialect of Hulusheng's hometown, and I quickly said in the same language: "Don't cry, this is a hospital." At this time, the medical staff had arrived, and Hulusheng stopped crying, but his tears were still there. Without exception, all the medical staff treated us in an unfriendly manner, forcing the three of us into a corner of the ward. Originally, under such circumstances, it was the best time for us to leave. I also thought about this, but I immediately shook my head.I can’t even tell the real reason why I refused to leave at that time—it’s really meaningless to stay here any longer. The purpose of our coming is to listen to Sai Guanyin’s secret. Now that Sai Guanyin is dead, the secret in her heart , and with her death can no longer be known. Since the dead can no longer tell any secrets, what are we doing here any longer? However, none of the three of us took the opportunity to leave at this time. I speculate that the reason why Hulusheng refused to leave is because of his attachment to Sai Guanyin, and he is a real head-down master, and there is no such thing as a dangerous environment for him. Why did Bai Su and I refuse to leave? What's weird is that I didn't have an answer to why I didn't leave. I looked at Bai Su and saw her eyebrows were knotted. For a moment, I didn't know what she was thinking. At this time, the ward was quite chaotic, until the medical staff carried Sai Guanyin to the hospital bed, pulled the sheet over her, and then stood in front of the bed with a very complicated expression—it seemed that although she had always disliked her Mother, but at this time, it is still inevitable to be sad. Huang Chan was beside Yu, whispering something, and the rest of the people settled down. At this time, Bai Su and I took a deep breath at the same time, and I understood why I refused to leave in an instant s reason. Thinking about coming to Bai Su, I was the same as me: We are not willing to leave without knowing the secret of Sai Guanyin! This is really ridiculous-Sai Guanyin is dead, we have no chance to learn the secret anymore!As long as you are a little bit more rational, you will decide to leave immediately, but I am irrational, which is not surprising, and Da Baisu has no intention of leaving, which is very surprising. Later, when talking about the situation with Bai Su, Bai Su said: "At that time, I didn't think of leaving immediately, but I just felt that there was no need for it. I didn't think that Huang Chan's appearance would do us any harm, so there is no need to run away, it's as simple as that." .” I was very unconvinced and said, "If Huang Chan finds out our identities, of course it will be a big trouble!" Bai Su looked at me with a half-smile, and said, "Wesley is afraid of trouble, that's really big news!" I smiled wryly, stroked my face with my hands, and had nothing to say. This is an afterthought. At that time, I only knew that the reason for my reluctance to leave was because I hadn't figured out what the secret of Sai Guanyin was—as for people who were dead, there was no other way to discover the secrets of the dead. We huddled in a corner of the ward, and no one paid any attention to us. After talking to So, Huang Chan left with the two officers, and didn't even look at us, which made me breathe a sigh of relief. The medical staff also left one after another, and after a while, only Yu and the three of us were left in the ward, so they still stood in front of the bed without turning around, and said, "There is nothing for you now, please go ahead!" It was infuriating that she should be so rude to us.But I thought about it, and there was nothing I could do—Sai Guanyin was dead, we really had nothing to do, so what else were we left with. Bai Su said slowly: "We still have things to do."——She said it so affirmatively that I was also stunned, so I turned around and looked at Bai Su with a blank expression. Bai Sudao: "Lingtang just started talking about it not long before you left. She has been telling Wesley a lot about her experience. Don't you want to hear it?" I heard Bai Su say this, and immediately said: "Yes! I believe everything she said, there are many facts that you have never known!" So suddenly excited, said: "It's not true at all! It's completely her delusion! She has all kinds of weird delusion! I don't want to listen! You guys go away!" Her attitude really made people want to go over and slap her twice. Bai Su was very patient and said: "Although I have many things that I haven't heard like you, I believe that what she said is the truth, isn't it delusional." So he sneered: "As for her past experience, I can't be clearer—I checked her history during the movement, and the information is complete. I study modern history, and her information is the subject of my research. How could I not be clear! " So if I didn't say that, I really have no way to refute it. Since she mentioned the so-called "personal historical data", I have something to say. The so-called "personal historical data" is a kind of personnel file data that all members of the organization have. It is held by the organization and serves as the basis for determining whether the member is trustworthy and reusable. The composition of personal historical data is mainly based on the individual's frank confession to the organization, such as birth status, ancestor generation, and experience from childhood, all must be clearly explained.As usual, the organization has to conduct many inquiries, but it does not mean that the organization believes your own statement. When necessary, an investigation team will be set up to investigate your birthplace and growth place to corroborate you. Is everything I said true, or is it concealing something from the organization.Many high-status people who have been involved in the organization for decades have suddenly become criminals. This kind of investigation is indispensable-because this kind of investigation often finds that people who claim to be from poor peasants are originally landlords. To have been deceiving the organization is of course a heinous crime. This is just a normal situation.People like Sai Guanyin, of course, the organization pays more attention to her. I believe that in the past few decades, in various large and small movements, she has been the object of the organization's request to explain her personal historical data clearly. Knowing how many times in the process of repeated investigations, her personal information can indeed be studied as history. So she claimed to know the history of Sai Guanyin very well, of course it was because she had the opportunity to get in touch with Sai Guanyin's personal historical materials. At the same time, I also thought that the dislike of her mother’s view was of course due to the fact that Sai Guanyin was the key target of being investigated in all major and small movements—as the daughter of the target, she had to endure all kinds of discrimination and dissatisfaction. Normal treatment.The organization must also want to know from her whether the words and deeds of the subject of review are detrimental to the organization, until even her most admired father has been implicated. The pain she endured is unimaginable without personal experience. That's why she disliked her mother—she blamed all this on her mother's origin, not knowing that this system that determines everything by origin is the culprit! She can't have a correct understanding because she has lived in that environment since she was a child, and of course the scope of her thinking can only be that way. This is the tragedy of this kind of person──What's even more tragic is that this kind of person doesn't know it's a tragedy at all! I sighed softly at the time, and said, "Do you think you know Lingtang's past well based on personal historical data? Do you think she will tell everything to the organization?" So her face was extremely ugly: "If she has been deceiving the organization after so many reviews, then she is an out-and-out traitor, and I am even less interested in knowing her past!" I said coldly: "Of course she has cheated the organization—she has kept a big secret, and believes that this secret has an important relationship with the organization. Don't you want to study it in depth?" So she laughed, the laughter sounded terrible, she said: "She hasn't revealed that secret until she died, how can she study it deeply?" At this time, I already had a certain idea of ​​how to study in depth, so I can answer her question immediately.I said: "Before she got to the point—that is, before she was about to tell the secret, she said that she hanged herself and was rescued. If you want to study it in depth, you can start from that incident." So when he heard me say this, his eyes widened, as if he had heard the most absurd thing in the world, he was stunned and said: "She committed suicide? Hanged herself? How could she commit suicide? Why did she commit suicide?" Judging from the series of questions she asked, she obviously knew nothing about Sai Guanyin's past. I really don't know what kind of information Sai Guanyin has been "confessing" to the organization all this time to mess with the organization. ridiculous. Why did Sai Guanyin commit suicide? It’s a long story, so I can only say: “It’s because of that flash flood──” Just now we were talking about flash floods, Huang Chan suddenly appeared and did not continue.At this time, he was very angry and raised his voice: "What flash flood! What does that have to do with her suicide!" I said: "The organization handed over a group of martyrs and important people's children to her to take care of──" I just said this, so my face changed color, startled and angry, and I even stamped on Sai Guanyin's body on the bed and said: "You really don't know the seriousness to the extreme! This is the top secret of the country, how can you treat people casually?" Say!" I sneered: "She didn't tell people casually, but decided to tell me after decades of consideration, and the secret she wanted to tell me was far more than that!" So I was panting and couldn't speak for a while, and I said again: "For example, after the flash flood, all the children she took care of died—that's why she hanged herself, I don't know How did she later deceive the organization?" So just after she regained her breath, she heard me say this again, and she said sharply: "Wesley, what the hell are you farting!" Originally, Yu was not only beautiful, but also behaved politely and spoke elegantly, but at this time she uttered rude words naturally, which shows how much she dislikes my words in her heart. After she cursed, she took a quick breath and shouted again: "Get out! You all get out for me!" I was also very angry when she uttered bad words to such an extent, but at this moment, Bai Su pulled me hard and said, "Okay, let's go, if you feel the need, you can come to us—anyway, you came." She said, pulling me away, until we came to the elevator entrance, only to see Hulusheng reluctant to part, turning around step by step, and walking over. Bai Su thought he was walking slowly, so she went over and pulled him into the elevator. Bai Su acted in such a hurry to leave, I knew she must have a reason, so I didn't object, we left the hospital, I asked: "Where are we going?" Bai Su's answer was extremely simple: "Go home." Bai Su decided to go home, so we went home.On the way home, Hulusheng was always sad, so I told Bai Su what Sai Guanyin said.