Chapter 7 Chapter 6 This person is not this person

Of course, due to psychological effects, at the beginning, I actually felt uncomfortable all over. Hong Ling asked what an "elder" was, and Lan Si explained it to her. It turns out that the sect to which Lansi belongs, the reason why its status, magical powers, and head-bending skills can far exceed all head-bending master sects, and the types and scope of head-bending techniques it masters is far from other head-bending masters. The key to what the teacher can achieve lies in the elders. It is said that this sect existed hundreds of years ago - the exact age is difficult to find out, but there is a tradition that has been passed down.This tradition is: the sect has an extremely secret place, only the leader can enter.

This kind of tradition exists in many secret organizations, and it is not very strange. I have also heard a little about Lansi's sect having such a secret place-it is said that there are priceless treasures there. The rumors I got were obviously not correct, because Lansi told Hongling that the past leaders entered that secret place with only one purpose: to communicate with the elders. The matter is quite complicated—communicating with the elders at that place, is it because the elders live in seclusion in that place?No, the leader who entered that place to communicate with the elders could not see the elders.

Although there are legends that the elders will switch on and off every hundred years, none of the past leaders has ever met the elders. In fact, when communicating with the elders at that location, there was only the leader. But the first generation leader was in that place, after communicating with the elders, and after being taught the skills of the head-bending technique by the elders, he became an excellent head-bending master, and only then did he create this sect. Every time the leader enters the secret place and communicates with the elders, he always asks the elders about the head-bending technique. Sometimes he can get the guidance and teaching from the elders, and sometimes he can get nothing. If you can't communicate with the elders, you know that you are not suitable to be the leader, and you will choose someone more suitable to take on the role.

Before Lansi took over as the leader, she was taken into a secret place by her master. For three days and three nights, she didn't feel anything at all, and she didn't feel the existence of any elders at all.When she already thought that she could not be the leader, she suddenly had a feeling. (These events, because they belong to sect secrets, Lansi never mentioned to us. Lansi told Hongling, and Hongling told us again. I will narrate it now, using a more detailed narrative method. Because these passages are quite important to the whole story.) It feels very strange, because I suddenly feel that someone is talking to me without opening my mouth.

Lansi used many explanations to explain this strange situation to Hong Ling. And as soon as Hong Ling mentioned this situation to us, Bai Su and I could immediately understand it, and she didn't need to explain further. Because we have all experienced similar situations of communicating with unknown powers—especially when communicating with souls, the situation is the same as Lansi said when she communicated with the elders. It was an exchange of ideas to ideas, a direct communication of ideas to ideas. This form of communication does not need to pass through the vocal organs of the respective bodies, and does not need language, which is completely different from the communication between ordinary people.

I have always thought that this kind of communication between people can also exist - it is called "two-heart communication". Between people and non-humans, this form of communication often occurs. Lansi is in the secret place, with this form of communication, it illustrates a very important issue: the other party she communicates with is "inhuman". In other words, the so-called "elders" are "inhumans". It's not human, it's not human, it's hard to tell what it is - it can be a soul, it can be a god, in my experience, aliens also have this ability.

Which kind of "elder" belongs to, of course I am not sure at this time. Although the head lowering technique has always been extremely mysterious, when I first came into contact with Gu technique, a biologist from Europe who studied Gu technique in Miaojiang sighed, saying that the biology of Gu seedlings, especially the knowledge of bacteriology It is rich, beyond the reach of the civilized world, and it is really impossible to imagine how such a wealth of knowledge is obtained. Of course, there has been no answer to this question—now, from what Lansi said, it seems that some clues can be found.

At least for this sect of head-bending techniques, their head-bending technique has a teacher-this teacher is called an "elder" by them, and has the power to communicate directly. I can even assume that there is more than one elder who acts as a teacher, so there are various factions who have been taught the head-bending technique.Of course, it is also possible that after some people have received the teaching, it is passed on to others. Regardless of the situation of widespread dissemination, it is first taught by the mysterious power. Those who are interested in studying the origin of head-down surgery may wish to refer to this discovery.

But Lansi entered the secret place for the first time, and after she had direct communication with the elders of the sect she always thought was the leader, she became the official leader.And she enjoys communicating with the elders very much. She spends more time in that secret place than other leaders, and because of this, she has been taught more head-bending techniques, making her attainments in head-bending techniques far surpassed all other leaders. head teacher. This situation, for Lansi, has formed a kind of trouble and distress - she has gone too far, even though she does not reserve her own ability and transfers it to the sect's pertinent head-down teacher, but she still Feeling different and farther apart.

She has never told us about this situation, because we are not members of the sect, even if Bai Su is careful, I have never thought of it. Therefore, Lansi spends more time in that secret place communicating with the elders. Only at this time does Lansi feel that she has someone to communicate with—when people feel that there is no one to communicate with, it will be a terrible loneliness. The depression derived from this kind of loneliness can even affect people's will to survive in severe cases. There is a type of suicide who ends his life in this psychological state. Lansi narrated her distress to Hong Ling——when Hong Ling told us, she still shook her head, expressing her complete incomprehension.

Of course, a person's psychological state is completely determined by his personality. Different personalities produce different psychological states. Even in the exact same environment, different people will have different ideas, or even completely opposite ideas. Hong Ling's personality is completely different from Lan Si's, so she can't understand why Lan Si is distressed, but Lan Si's distress is real. Lansi felt that only in that secret place could she communicate with another person and get rid of the terrible, boundless loneliness. When Lan Si said this to Hong Ling, Hong Ling couldn't help but ask: "What about Xiao Bao? You and Xiao Bao are so good, do you still feel lonely when you are with Xiao Bao?" Lansi thought for a long time before answering: "It's hard to explain, even if I'm happy when I'm with Xiaobao, with you, or other times, but...but I can't get rid of the whole world and only me." The lonely feeling of being alone, only when I communicate with the elders, I really know that I am not alone." Lansi's feeling is difficult to express in words, not to mention that even if Lansi can express it 100%, people like Hong Ling will not understand it - at least they must have a slightly similar mental state to resonate with each other in terms of feeling. Lan Si finally found someone she could confide in, and she didn't care whether Hong Ling could understand her psychological state, and explained further to Hong Ling: "I feel that I don't belong to this world, but belong to the elders. On the one hand, I am not of the same kind as all the people I have seen, but my kind has never been seen..." Lan Si paused for a while when she said this, Hong Ling didn't know how to respond. Bai Su and I were very sad when we heard this, especially Bai Su, she and Lan Si are close relatives, but she always thought that Lan Si was carefree, but never thought of it again, she seems to be the one with the least worries Man, it turned out to be the most distressing! At that time, Lan Si looked at Hong Ling and asked a question. She asked: "When my aunt develops your brain function and makes your brain activity far more powerful than ordinary people, of course you also feel that you are different, and you should have the same feeling as me." The "aunt" in Lansi's mouth is her mother's sister, which is also the "mother's mother" in Hongya's mouth. It is not a secret that Hongya has been "transformed" by her. Of course, Lansi knows that she feels Hongya's situation It was a bit similar to her experience, so I thought that Hong Ling should also have that deadly sense of loneliness. Hong Ling was taken aback for a moment and wanted to laugh, but seeing Lan Si's expression was really troubled, she didn't dare to laugh, she replied: "No, I don't feel lonely at all, I enjoy interacting with everyone around me very much , Enjoy the fun of drinking with everyone──If you don’t like drinking, it’s better to develop an interest in drinking, or it will be better.” In terms of psychological condition, Hong Ling and Lan Si are completely different, they can't talk together at all, that's why Hong Ling made such a ridiculous proposal, Lan Si naturally had to smile wryly after hearing this. When Lan Si went to Hong Ling, she initially thought that Hong Ling might be "sympathetic" with her, but after the conversation, she certainly knew that was not the case. Hong Ling and she were completely different types of people. Lansi sighed deeply at that time—even Hong Ling, who had no intentions, could hear the pain deep in Lansi's heart in this sigh, and she was also very sad, saying: "You said you have something to ask Help, just say, I will do it." Usually when people say this kind of thing, they will say "as long as I can do it, I will do it".But Hong Ling did not have the premise of "as long as I can do it", which shows her determination—even if she knows she can't do it, she will do it! Lan Si held Hong Ling's hand and said, "I'll tell you what I need your help with." Lan Si obviously wanted to start the matter from the beginning, so Hong Ling stopped bothering her. Lansi's psychological state of feeling that she does not belong to this world became more serious as she entered the secret place and communicated more with the elders.She seemed to be split into two people, one was in the world, feeling extremely lonely; the other was in the secret place, and felt communicating with the elders, which was another extremely harmonious world. Her mood was utterly conflicted--a conflict that only intensified her distress.Originally, in such a situation, there is a good solution, which is to give up this world and enter another world. action taken. Lansi can give up the world and live with the elders in that secret place, isolated from the world.However, the relationship between her and Wen Baoyu was so close, it was really a mess, even if she made up her mind, it was hard to imagine what would happen to Wen Baoyu. This situation became more and more serious, until a year ago, the situation changed suddenly. That time, as usual, Lansi ran to the secret place again when she could leave as soon as possible.The sect calls this location "treasure land". Every time Lansi sets out for the treasure land, she has an indescribable expectation: she hopes to arrive sooner. For Lansi, arriving earlier means getting rid of the troubles in the world earlier. And every time she enters the treasure land, she will have a thought: after entering the treasure land, she will never leave again! But every time she thinks like this, she can't help but shake her head, feeling even more bitter—she can't let go of Wen Baoyu. Of course there is love between her and Wen Baoyu, but the main reason she can't let it go at this time is righteousness.She knew how much Wen Baoyu's pain would be if she disappeared from the world, she just couldn't push Wen Baoyu into the abyss of pain for herself to eliminate her troubles. Wen Baoyu didn't know anything about her psychological state, and couldn't bear the sudden blow. Morally, Lansi couldn't do this, so she had to suffer in silence. This kind of thought, just thinking about it, had to give up. At the gate of Baodi, she paused for a moment, then walked in. Here, I must explain the situation of the treasure land. Since Hong Ling with the blue ribbon has been there, when Hong Ling talks about the secret location (the treasure land), she can tell us the relevant situation clearly and in detail. The treasure land is located in the middle of the mountain, about 50 miles away from the center of the sect's activities. The center of the sect's activities already belongs to a very remote mountain, and the place where the treasure land is located is even more inaccessible. Because of this, the place is secret enough . To get to the treasure land, you need to go through two canyons and three caves—one of which is hidden behind a waterfall, and the other needs to be climbed from the bottom up through a cave, which is even more hidden. Then you have to go through a maze-like rocky hill before you can reach it. The area of ​​the Luanshigang is more than two square kilometers. On the uneven terrain with a drop of up to 20 meters, there are all columnar stones with different shapes and a height of more than two meters-even if there is no such terrain. Any weirdness, people will also circle in it, unable to get out.What's more, because this is the way to the treasure land, in order to increase the concealment of the treasure land, the leaders of all dynasties have done a lot of tricks here. Lansi thought that the treasure land was the best place for her to escape the troubles of the world, and she absolutely did not want any disturbance, so she asked the elders especially, and learned the method of preventing people from passing through, and used it on this chaotic rock hill. Lan Si asked Hong Ling to hold her hand and not let go when she passed Hong Ling Hong.Hong Ling was curious, and in the middle of the walk, she wanted to know what would happen if she let go of her hand, so she let go on purpose. When Hong Ling narrated this experience to us, her expression was still full of confusion. Obviously she couldn't understand what happened at that time. She said that when her fingers separated from Lansi's hand, she first felt that there was a very short time before her eyes, and she couldn't see anything—it wasn't that her eyes became pitch black, but she couldn't see anything. This situation alone is puzzling. The usual situation is: if you can't see anything, it is naturally pitch black. However, Hong Ling insisted that the two are different. As for the specific difference, she couldn't say why, so we had no choice but to accept it as a whole, as if she became blind in an instant. That kind of situation where you can’t see anything, the time is very short, at most two minutes, and then you see the environment you are in suddenly changes, as if the surroundings are full of liquid, but it’s not water, and there is no one in the water at all. Feeling, and the liquid surrounding the body, the color is changing endlessly, and it is constantly rotating, and the person is also rotating, completely unaware of what happened, extremely psychedelic. I couldn't help being surprised to hear Hong Ling describe this situation.Obviously, this situation is the result of abnormal brain activity, or the result of strong interference with brain activity-many psychedelic drugs can stimulate brain activity through drug action to produce similar phenomena. This phenomenon was nothing special, but what surprised me was that the phenomenon that Hong Ling experienced was obviously caused by the effect of head lowering surgery, which proves that there is indeed something in head lowering surgery that can interfere with other people's brain activities. ability. Hong Ling's brain activity ability is extremely strong, even if it is disturbed, ordinary people have no room to resist! For this phenomenon, I have indescribable fear and indescribable disgust.Because with this kind of power, it is equivalent to being able to influence other people's brain activities and further control other people's brain activities. It is really terrifying and hateful to the extreme! At that time, Hong Ling had that strange feeling, and it only lasted a few seconds, and suddenly everything returned to the original state——Lan Si had already grabbed her hand.At that time, Lansi didn't say anything, but just gave her a look, and Hongya smiled apologetically. After passing Luanshigang, you have to pass through a canyon before you reach the entrance of the treasure land. When Hong Ling narrated this passage, she described it in great detail, but I was very absent-minded—I was listening very attentively at first, but after hearing Hong Ling talk about the situation in Luanshigang, I couldn’t help thinking about it. : This situation is very wrong-brain activity will be interfered to such an extent, it is a serious problem anyway.Because people's brain activities are interfered to such a degree, the disturbed person is tantamount to losing himself, and it can even be said that this person no longer exists! Although it seems that this person is still there, and his body has not changed at all, as long as his brain activity is controlled, this person's original thoughts will no longer exist, and this person will not be this person anymore! It's very weird to say "this person is not this person", but it's because things are so weird that you can only use this kind of weirdness?to express. Hong Ling's brain activity ability is many, many times stronger than that of ordinary people - more than a thousand times. In theory, the ability to resist interference from external forces is also extremely strong. For example, there is absolutely no hypnotism in the world that can Her body works, but she still cannot avoid getting lost on the rocky hills! Hong Ling was lost to such a degree at that time, of course it was due to the interference of brain activity, and the power of the interference came from the head-down technique. According to Hong Ling's understanding, it was the "hierarchs of all ages" who performed this head lowering technique, which should also include Lan Si, with the purpose of protecting the treasure land.But from the bottom of my heart, I feel that things are not that simple, and I have many doubts. However, at this time, I was asked to raise the question specifically, but I couldn't grasp the center.I can only vaguely feel that the head-bending technique on Luanshigang is unimaginably powerful, far exceeding my previous understanding of the head-bending technique-although it can be said that I knew too little about the head-bending technique before, However, the doubts in my heart still cannot be dispelled. I couldn't think of a clue, my eyebrows were knotted, Bai Su stretched out his hand at this moment, and rubbed my eyebrows vigorously with his fingers a few times. I looked at her, and she shook her head slowly, indicating that she also had the same doubts in her heart, but she motioned me to listen to Hong Ling's narration first. I took a deep breath and tried to gather my messy thoughts—it was very difficult to do this, but I still couldn't help but keep thinking: If Lansi's head-down technique has such a large brain support The ability to move should be able to do anything, but in fact, although the head lowering technique has great powers, it is not enough. I also thought about what Lansi said, you can't use the head-bending technique to get money—the "can't" means that you are not allowed, not that you can't. That is to say, Lansi has the ability to use the head-down technique to make Tang Dadan take out a huge sum of money, but she didn't do it—whether she did it or not! When I heard Lansi say this, I was amazed that the head drop technique has the ability to change brain activity, but I didn't expect this ability to be so powerful. When I thought about this here and there, I seemed to have grasped some key issues that should be very important, but I was still in a daze, and I still couldn't grasp anything. Hong Ling also saw that I was not concentrating, she paused for a while, and I took a big sip of wine, signaling her to continue. Hong Ling's expression also showed confusion for a moment, obviously she didn't understand something about her own experience. However, there is a very narrow mountain crack at the entrance of the treasure land. This kind of crack between rocks is everywhere in the mountain. It seems that every crack is the same. Hong Ling said: "If you don't make a special mark, Even if someone brings me here ten times or eight times, it will be difficult for me to find this entrance." I said: "Of course there is no need to rely on any marks, a small head-down technique can bring the leader to the right place." Hong Ling happily said: "Yes, I already know this method." I don't know why, but I felt very uncomfortable when I heard Hong Ling say this—this feeling of discomfort started when I found out that Hong Ling joined the sect, and it has continued. This feeling not only continued, but also became stronger and stronger. I can't think of a specific reason why it is like this.Ordinarily, since Hong Ling was born, her encounters have been extremely strange. She shouldn't care if she becomes a head-down master, and it was Lansi's idea that she joined the sect. Lansi is our close relative, and she will never be unfavorable to Hong Ling. . But this uncomfortable feeling never goes away. When I narrate this story now, because of this disturbing feeling, I am somewhat confused about the sequence of events. This kind of confusion can express my mood at that time, so I will not make it clear, please You handle it yourself. We should have talked about Lansi's special experience in Treasure Land a year ago, but now let's talk about the situation in Treasure Land that Hong Ling told us. The mountain crevice at the entrance is very narrow, and it is not very difficult for the slender and exquisite blue silk to pass through, but the tall and thick red silk has to be squeezed in sideways. Hong Ling estimated that she was at least a hundred meters deep before she suddenly realized that she just felt it instead of seeing it, because it was pitch black in front of her and she couldn't see anything. It came in from the entrance, and after walking a few dozen steps forward, even that ray of light could not be seen. Hong Ling lived a life of a savage since she was a child—needing a long time of nocturnal activities. Although she cannot be said to have the ability of night vision (like General Yu Zoom), her vision is very capable of adapting to the dark. After a while, she could barely see something dimly. She only felt that she was in a cave, and there were many large and small stones scattered in the cave. At this time, Lansi was still holding Hong Ling's hand, otherwise, if Hong Ling walked by herself, there was no guarantee that she would not collide with those stones. The blue silk and the red silk came to a square stone and said to the red silk, "Let's go up." The stone was about two meters high, and the top was flat enough to accommodate five or six people. They sat down on it. After sitting down, Lan Si told Hong Ling about a very crucial thing, that is, her experience in the cave a year ago. Lansi has been sitting on the rock since she entered the cave for the first time. At first she was with the master, but after the master died, she came alone. Except for the first time, after three days and three nights of meditation, she felt the communication between the elder and her, and every time after that, she felt it very quickly. That time, after she entered the cave, before she had any communication with the elder, she felt very comfortable in her heart, and she felt an indescribable joy even when she took a breath and exhaled it. Of course, she can't really know the feeling of the fish, but she really feels that if the fish jumps into the big river from the dry mud, it should feel like she did at that time. unhappy. In that darkness, she actually had such a feeling. When she mentioned it to Hong Ling, Hong Ling also felt very strange. I believe that because Hongya cannot understand Lansi's mood, she must have greatly discounted Lansi's strong feelings when she recounted to us. Lansi cited fish, dried up mud, and big rivers as examples to illustrate her mood. I was terrified when I heard it.Because I originally thought that Lansi felt a lot of troubles in the world, but she could find peace in the treasure land. This kind of situation happens to many people, and it is not uncommon.Even if Lansi's emotional tendency is further felt in Baodi, it is at most like a man and a woman in love looking forward to getting along with each other. But in the case of fish, the degree is much more profound and serious—it is a question of whether one can survive or not! Imagine a fish opening its mouth in a hurry in a dry mud, trying to get a mouthful of oxygen but unable to get it, twisting its body desperately but unable to move, how painful it is, and the result is inevitable death.And in the big rivers and big waters, how free and comfortable the fish are, how happy they are to live. There is such an astonishing duality in Lansi's life!And we didn't realize it at all, is it because she concealed it too well, or our senses are too slow, or because we always felt that Lansi didn't need other people's care, so we never thought of caring about her and understanding her feelings in the past ? Lansi finally told Hongya the secret in her heart, and later we of course knew that in order to get Hongya's help, she insisted on telling Hongya the whole truth—she gave Hongya a serious warning, Warned her not to tell anyone, otherwise those who share the secret will have unexpected disasters, Hong Ling also passed on this warning to us.As for Bai Su and I ignoring such a serious warning, Hong Ling still needs to tell everything, Lan Si would never have expected this!