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Chapter 5 chapter Five

lost soul 倪匡 5852Words 2018-03-14
Lu Dafa told the story of meeting that beautiful woman on the sea three times when he was thirteen years old. Since he remembered the incident very clearly, he also told it in detail. Yuan Zhenxia listened very attentively, and did not interrupt his conversation, but kept making "ahhh" sounds. After finishing speaking, there was a short silence, before Lu Dafa said again: "At that time, I was just an ignorant teenager, but later I had the opportunity to read a lot of things, so I also made some analysis on this matter myself. .” Yuan Zhenxia waved his hand: "What is your own analysis? This is really...a matter that cannot be concluded."

Lu Dafa said: "My conclusion is that what happened to me is definitely a fact, not a hallucination. A person's hallucinations cannot escape the scope of this person's knowledge, right?" Yuan Zhenxia and Dr. Jiang nodded together in agreement. Lu Dafa took a breath: "Then, what happened to me is true. When I saw her three times, she was always wearing expensive silk pajamas, and the three pajamas were all black. Before I met her, I never knew the world With clothes like this, you can’t even imagine it.” Yuan Zhenxia looked at Dr. Jiang, and Dr. Jiang nodded: "Yes, if he doesn't know that there are such clothes at all, he can't see such clothes in hallucinations."

Lu Dafa added: "Also, what she said was definitely beyond my imagination. At that time, I couldn't understand many of her words. Until now, I still don't understand that she said she came from a What does the big cage mean?" Yuan Zhenxia frowned: "The cage, of course, is a symbolic statement, no one will live in a cage." Lu Dafa let out an "ah": "Yes, why didn't I think of this! Her clothes are very expensive, but her expression is not happy at all, cage, by the way, she...would be...some rich man of……" He looked at Yuan Zhenxia with a very puzzled expression, Yuan Zhenxia smiled bitterly: "I think this issue can be discussed later, let's discuss why she came and went without a trace!"

Dr. Jiang said, "I'm going to listen to your opinion." Yuan Zhenxia thought for a while: "If it's an illusion, it's not a problem. Anything can happen in the illusion. But since it must be real, then this phenomenon is very strange. I think there are two possibilities..." Lu Dafa asked timidly, "Is it an alien?" Yuan Zhenxia continued: "Or like 'Baohu', the aliens used their power to influence your brain activity!" Lu Dafa frowned and remained silent.After a while, he asked again: "What about the second possibility?" Yuan Zhenxia leaned forward: "The second possibility is: she didn't come and go without a trace at all, she just used some magic It's a trick to make you think she has disappeared. At that time, you were just an ignorant teenager, and it was very easy to hide it from you."

Lu Da made a bitter voice: "I don't accept the second possibility. What is the purpose of her doing this?" Yuan Zhenxia sighed: "It's very reluctant, but apart from these two possibilities, I can't think of any third possibility—you have never tried to find her?" Lu Dafa shook his head: "There are so many people, how can I find it? I have never mentioned it to anyone. In the world, only three people here know that such a thing happened!" Dr. Jiang added: "And that pretty woman!" Yuan Zhenxia looked at Lu Dafa: "If your appearance has not changed too much from when you were a teenager, and now your movies are screened in almost every corner of the world, she should know that you are the fishing village boy she saw many years ago! "

Lu Dafa sighed: "I also dreamed that she would come to me. She looked about eighteen or nineteen years old at the time, and she is only thirty years old now. We can absolutely love each other. We can definitely combine!" When Yuan Zhenxia heard this, he looked at Dr. Jiang, and Dr. Jiang said, "I know what you're thinking, no, he doesn't have an Oedipus tendency at all, everything about him is normal, except for this incident that formed his spirit. An indescribable depression. This kind of depression may cause him to have a mental breakdown!" Yuan Zhenxia wanted to lighten the atmosphere a bit: "Mr. Lu's kind of light melancholy from the heart is the reason why hundreds of millions of movie fans are crazy about him!"

Lu Dafa laughed a few times: "If we can meet her again, who cares if there are fans." Although psychology is not Yuan Zhenxia's specialty, Yuan Zhenxia can also see that Lu Dafa's spirit is indeed greatly troubled, he thought for a while: "That woman...is Asian? "Lu Dafa has a strange look in his eyes! "Yeah, even though she has such fair skin, I never knew a person could be that white before her. Her beauty is perfect. Flawless. Of course she is Asian, Chinese or Japanese, but I think she is Chinese, because I can understand what she said." Yuan Zhenxia stood up: "The range is much smaller..."

Dr. Jiang shouted: "Small area? There are nearly 1.1 billion Chinese scattered all over the world!" Yuan Zhenxia said: "No matter how many there are, as long as Mr. Lu keeps expressing his desire to meet a woman who met at the beach ten years ago through the media, I think all Chinese people will see it within a month." Lu Dafa hurriedly said: "No, no, this is a secret deep in my heart, I don't want to make it public!" Yuan Zhenxia said: "No one asks you to disclose your inner secrets, but to let the person you are looking for know that you want to see her again..."

Lu Da smiled wryly! "I... Even combing my hair in the morning and losing three strands of hair can become a gossip. Once this kind of advertisement is published, and the reporters will track it down, I'm afraid I won't be able to hide it. Sooner or later, this secret will become something that everyone knows... ..." Yuan Zhenxia insisted: "Even if it is made public, it's not a big deal..." Before he finished speaking, Lu Dafa suddenly shouted: "No!" Dr. Jiang also hurriedly said, "Please don't increase his mental burden." Yuan Zhenxia spread his hands: "Okay, if the reporter asks, just say that it's a promotion for a new work. In the new work, there is a scene where a boy from a fishing village meets a mysterious beauty by the sea."

Lu Da was in a daze for a while: "This can be considered... just follow your method. Doctor Yuan, in your opinion, is there a high chance of success?" Yuan Zhenxia laughed: "That depends on what your definition of 'success' is." Lu Da sighed: "As long as I can see her again! I have constantly imagined her identity. She is very likely to be a married woman, or the mother of several children, but no matter what, I just want to see her again. She, I will definitely do my best to pursue her and make her my wife!" Lu Dafa spoke so bluntly that Yuan Zhenxia had no choice but to remain silent, and Lu Dafa asked again: "I... think so, isn't it very humble?"

Yuan Zhenxia hurriedly said: "No, no, in the field of love, how can there be any distinction between noble and humble? Moreover, considering your conditions, there are not too many women in the world who can resist your pursuit! " Lu Dafa looked worried: "I'm afraid she is one of those very few women. Alas, she once said that I was a very handsome child. Now and then, my appearance has not changed much, and I have not changed my name, and I have never concealed my origin, the purpose is to draw her out by virtue of my popularity today, but it has been several years, and she has not appeared in front of me..." The more Lu Dafa spoke, the more sad his voice became, which proved how deeply he missed that beautiful woman in his heart. Neither Dr. Jiang nor Yuan Zhenxia made a sound, and Lu Dafa grabbed his hair aimlessly: "Could it be...she is no longer alive?" He asked like this, with an anxious and helpless look in his eyes, and looked at Yuan Zhenxia, ​​Yuan Zhenxia just thought of this, he took a deep breath, and said: "Of course, there is also this possibility !" Lu Dafa remained silent for a while, Yuan Zhenxia wanted to change the topic, because Lu Dafa looked very melancholy, and it was not appropriate to continue talking about this issue, he said: "Mr. Lu kept his original name, It turns out that this has a deep meaning! And you are different from ordinary celebrities, you have a lot of connotation and depth..." Lu Dafa smiled bitterly: "Thank you, I think she must be a very knowledgeable woman, so I have been reading books in the past few years to enrich myself in terms of knowledge." Yuan Zhenxia nodded to express his appreciation for his behavior. Lu Dafa suddenly stood up, walked back and forth a few steps quickly, then stood still, and took a deep breath: "I even have a very weird one." thoughts..." When he said this, he paused, and now he looked very puzzled, Yuan Zhenxia made a gesture to encourage him to continue. Lu Dafa walked a few more steps before he said, "Could it be that when I saw her, she was already dead, and what I saw...was just her ghost?" Yuan Zhenxia did not expect that Lu Dafa's thinking would be so weird. Of course, Yuan Zhenxia is by no means an atheist, he can even affirm the existence of souls. Lu Dafa's thinking like this can prove his longing for the girl. Almost occupied his entire mind! Yuan Zhenxia thought for a while, and then said: "If it is a ghost, then the situation is the same as that of an alien. It must be that the ghost has passed through some way, some kind of power, which has affected your brain activity and made you think she is a ghost." A real existence. Many stories of love between humans and ghosts illustrate this situation." Lu Dafa listened very attentively, and when Yuan Zhenxia finished speaking, he said: "If she is a ghost, then...how can I meet her? The method is actually very simple..." When he got to this point, Dr. Jiang yelled: "Mr. Lu, don't think too much, how many times have I told you that human beings don't know anything about the way ghosts exist. !" Lu Dafa murmured: "Maybe I also become a ghost, so I can grow up with her!" At this time, Yuan Zhenxia also felt that the situation was serious. No wonder Dr. Jiang said that Lu Dafa's desire to live was gradually disappearing.He walked over and patted Lu Dafa's shoulder hard: "If you think this way, you must first be sure that she is a ghost. Can you be sure?" Lu Dafa shook his head blankly. Yuan Zhenxia said: "If you are not sure, you should never have such thoughts again. And, even if you are sure, don't think about it again!" Lu Da found out the young man's stubborn expression: "Why?" Yuan Zhenxia has already prepared the answer: "As Dr. Jiang said just now, human beings have no idea how the soul exists. You are alive, but you can still come into contact with the soul by chance. When you After death, there is a high possibility that there will be no chance at all!" Yuan Zhenxia's words were not easy to understand. Lu Dafa frowned, thought for a while, and then said: "In short, if I can get together with her, I will never be stingy to give up my life. Life must be pursued to what you want. What matters is what you get, right, Mr. Yuan?" Yuan Zhenxia forced a smile: "This issue is too complicated to discuss." Lu Dafa let out a long sigh, and stretched out his hand to Yuan Zhenxia: "I'm leaving. It's a pleasure to meet you and listen to your advice." Yuan Zhenxia shook hands with him: "You are too polite, casual chatting with good friends is of great help to both physical and mental health." Lu Dafa shook his head: "In the film industry, there are very few people who can speak. Many times, I would rather meditate alone, thinking about her image over and over again..." He sighed again: " In ancient and modern times, at home and abroad, I am probably the most tortured person by the pain of mutual kindness!" Yuan Zhenxia said: "Not necessarily, everyone who suffers from lovesickness, I think the degree of pain should be equal." Lu Dafa walked towards the door and said, "Doctor Yuan, can I chat with you from time to time?" Yuan Zhenxia is naturally easy to make friends, and Lu Dafa is really a very educated person, he hurriedly said: "Of course, we are friends..." Lu Dafa must be very happy to make friends with Yuan Zhenxia, ​​because there was a smile on his face, and he shook hands with Yuan Zhenxia before leaving. After he left, Yuan Zhenxia stood in front of the window, watching him leave the building, board a luxurious sports car and drive out of sight all at once. Dr. Jiang said: "When he came to me for the first time, I already saw that he had a strong suicidal tendency! But I hope he can find that woman, otherwise, his situation will only get worse! And as long as that When a woman appears, he will be fine!" Yuan Zhenxia also sighed and said: "This is called, heart disease needs heart medicine!" Dr. Jiang said: "What's the matter with you? It seems that you are also preoccupied. Do you want me to..." Before he could finish speaking, Yuan Zhenxia waved his hand vigorously: "Go, go, I will never be your patient!" Since that meeting, Lu Dafa really often came to chat with Yuan Zhenxia. The two of them have a wide range of interests, and they can talk about everything. Yuan Zhenxia found that Lu Dafa often gulped down strong alcohol, and when he drank to a certain extent, he would inevitably tell Yuan Zhenxia how he met that beautiful woman three times.After several times, Yuan Zhenxia's knowledge of that "beautiful woman" was almost the same as that of Lu Dafa. What made Lu Dafa regret the most was: he didn't even ask her what her name was! Lu Dafa also followed the method Yuan Zhenxia taught him, and published advertisements on various media to find his ideal lover. It really made people believe that it was a movie promotion, but the days passed, and the advertisements published The scope of advertising has even been extended to newspapers in major cities in Europe and the United States, but there is still no news at all. About half a year later, Yuan Zhenxia came back from a banquet in the middle of the night, and saw Lu Dafa's gorgeous sports car parked at the door, and there was no one in the car. He looked up, and there was no light in Dr. As soon as he stepped out of the elevator, he smelled alcohol! Lu Dafa, an internationally renowned star, curled up in a circle, holding a bottle of spirits in his arms, and was sobbing and drinking outside the door of his residence. Seeing Lu Dafa's situation, Yuan Zhenxia couldn't help but feel sorry for him. This young man who has already made a name for himself and yet has no idea what kind of bright future awaits him is about to be ruined by his treatment of that Only seen three times the love of the woman on top! Yuan Zhenxia hurriedly helped him up, opened the door and let him in, Lu Dafa said with tears all over his face: "She... must be dead, otherwise, I wouldn't miss my advertisement!" As he spoke, he uncorked the bottle and was about to drink again. Yuan Zhenxia stretched out his hand, snatched the bottle, and slapped him hard!Lu Dafa's eyes widened and he looked at Yuan Zhenxia. Yuan Zhenxia sternly said, "I've never seen anyone more worthless than you!" Lu Dafa groaned: "Yes, I am worthless. You are promising because you don't have a woman you really love in your heart. If you had one, you would do anything for her? What is worth? Who wants it?" Promising? I just want her by my side!" Yuan Zhenxia really wanted to slap him again, but Lu Dafa's situation at this time is clearly a very serious mental illness patient, his kind of love, Jane Yue is sick and perverted, and he is obviously suffering from huge pain The painful torture made Yuan Zhenxia couldn't bear to make another move. Moreover, Yuan Zhenxia also thought: Who can say that those few words he just said are unreasonable? The power of love is strong enough to destroy a person's will to live. When a person doesn't even want to live, who cares about being promising or not? Yuan Zhenxia sat down opposite him: "You haven't even tried to love other women! You've been pursuing an illusory illusion. That woman is just good-looking. You know her temper, personality, and what ..." Lu Dafa yelled loudly: "Anything is fine! You don't have to say it anymore, I'm unreasonable, don't reason with me, if love has a reason, it's not called love anymore!" Yuan Zhenxia sighed: "You are right!" After he finished speaking, there was a long silence between the two of them. Naturally, each of them was thinking about their own concerns. After a while, Lu Dafa said: "Now, at least 80% can be sure that she... She's dead already?" Yuan Zhenxia's mood was affected by Lu Dafa, and he became not very good. He snorted: "I think it's 90%!" Lu Dafa took a deep breath, and there was another long silence between the two, before Lu Dafa said: "Tomorrow, I'm going to leave for a few days to attend a film festival, I'm here to say goodbye to you , I didn’t expect to offend you, I’m so sorry.” Yuan Zhenxia sighed: "Why do you say such things! I even hit you. The one who should be sorry is me. Where is the film festival held?" Lu Dafa named a place. Yuan Zhenxia said "Oh", he naturally knew the place.That place is rich in oil, and it is one of the oil producing areas outside the Arab world. The place is small and the population is not large, and it is ruled by an earth king. This earth king is the top three among the ten richest people in the world. Lu Dafa had seen this news in the newspaper. The palace built by King Tu spent 500 million U.S. dollars, and all of them were completed, in order to show off his superhuman wealth, and to show that his palace is the most luxurious residence that human beings can have at present. , He invited 2,000 guests to the palace to spend three days of carnival - living is not a problem at all, because there are nearly 3,000 rooms in the palace, and each one is like a fairyland. The invited ones are naturally rich and famous people from all over the world. A film festival is also held at the same time. The purpose is to have more famous artists as guests. If the earth king wants to squander his money from oil, no one can stop it matter. Yuan Zhenxia was not very interested in this kind of thing. When he read the news, a thought just flashed in his mind, could Huang Juan be one of the two thousand guests? But at this time, he suddenly thought of another thought, he said: "If the lover in your heart is really as beautiful as you said..." Before he could finish his words, Lu Dafa was very angry: "What do you mean, she is of course so beautiful!" Yuan Zhenxia smiled: "I mean, most of the outstanding beauty will not be unknown. God gave her a beautiful face. Even if she is an idiot, she must be outstanding. This film festival , there are many beautiful women from all over the world, maybe you have the chance to meet her!" Hearing these words, Lu Dafa's eyes lit up, and he said repeatedly: "Yes! Yes! If that's the case, that's great. I will show you, she is as beautiful as I described!" Yuan Zhenxia knew that he was still a little brooding about what he said just now, thinking that it insulted the goddess in his mind!He had no choice but to say: "Good luck!" And when Yuan Zhenxia saw Lu Dafa leave happily, he couldn't help feeling a little regretful, feeling that he shouldn't have said hopeless words to Lu Dafa. Lu Dafa was full of hope in his heart, and when he was disappointed, it would naturally hit him hard.As for Lu Dafa's mental state, he really couldn't bear any more blows.
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