Chapter 61 Temperament - making a fuss has ruined my life

Zhu Xiang has a bad temper, but he himself does not admit it, "I love friendship, but I love poetry even more." He, Xu Zhimo and Wen Yiduo did not become good friends in the end, and he encountered obstacles everywhere in his life and lost his job. The husband and wife broke up, and the friends broke up.He said that making a fuss has ruined my life. In terms of politics and ideology, Liang Qichao was changeable. Some people said: Kang Youwei was too prejudiced, and Liang Qichao was too unbiased. In 1900, he deviated from Kang Youwei's position of protecting the emperor, advocated the new theory of freedom, equality, and natural human rights, and was willing to cooperate with Sun Yat-sen; He is the great enemy of the Patriotic Party."In writing "Xin Min Shuo", he even advocated the revolution to eliminate the Manchus, and later "repented and rehabilitated" and brought up the constitution of the monarch again.After the Republic of China, he worked with Yuan Shikai and other Beiyang warlords. When Yuan proclaimed himself emperor, he angrily challenged Yuan.He declared his separation from politics several times and became enthusiastic about his official career again and again. Like a man of vertical and horizontal lines, he ran around to sell his talents, but in the end it was difficult to make a difference.Liang commented on himself and said: "... Conservatism and aggressiveness are often at war in the chest, and they are born out of emotion, and their persistence is often contradictory." This is a criticism, and the effectiveness of his remarks often cancels out, which is due to his natural weakness."

Hu Shi couldn't stand loneliness. He claimed that he attached great importance to academics and wanted to "not talk about politics for 20 years." Within a few years, he founded and published the weekly "Efforts".Friends may disapprove of his running a newspaper, worrying that he will be "the continuation of Liang Rengong." Hu Shi himself said: "They all said that I should concentrate on writing books, which is the best policy, professors are the middle policy, and running a newspaper is the worst policy... I am very grateful for what friends in class mean, but I really can't help it."

Wu Mi pursued Mao Yanwen bitterly, and once published his love poems in a newspaper, including "Wu Mi loves Mao Yanwen bitterly, and the world of Jiuzhou is amazed".Friends felt something was wrong and asked Jin Yuelin to persuade him.Jin said to Wu: "We don't understand your poems, but the content is about your love, and it involves Mao Yanwen. This is not a matter of public publication. This is a private matter, and private matters should not be publicized in newspapers. We go to the bathroom every morning, but we don’t publicize it.” Wu was very angry: “My love is not going to the bathroom.” Jin Yuelin said: “I didn’t say it was going to the bathroom, I said it’s a private matter that shouldn’t be publicized .”

Lin Huiyin and Liang Sicheng have always treated each other frankly. Once she told her husband in great distress that she fell in love with two people at the same time, and she didn't know how to choose.Hearing this, Liang Sicheng's heart was turbulent, and he thought hard all night. The next morning, his eyes were dark and he decided to leave the decision to his wife.He said to Lin Huiyin, "You are free. If you choose Jin Yuelin, I will wish you happiness forever!" Cheng really loves you. I can't hurt someone who really loves you. I should quit." Lu Xun once revealed to Xu Guangping implicitly: "When I thought of love before, I was always ashamed and afraid of being unworthy, so I didn't dare to love someone." Later, in a letter to a friend, Lu Xun made it clearer Admitting my inferiority and timidity when facing my lover: "Actually, I love the opposite sex, but I have never dared to, because I know all kinds of shortcomings myself, and I am deeply afraid of humiliating my opponent."

Guo Moruo was romantic by nature, and regarded women and love as more important than life. In the correspondence with Tian Han and others, he said: "Flowers! Love! The essence of the universe! The source of life!" Tian Han has a romantic temperament. When he ran into Guo Moruo watering the back garden, he was angry with Guo's "too much fireworks".He once founded the "Southland Film and Drama Club" when he was emotionally frustrated. He said: "Wine, music and movies are the three masterpieces of mankind. Movies are the most childish and have the greatest magic power, because they create dreams in the daytime."