Chapter 11 The tenth record is not the first scholar: military training record

It has been more than half a year since our Cold Bench Association was established.It's really like the first two sentences that elementary school students love to write when they start writing, "Time flies like an arrow, and the sun and the moon fly like a shuttle".In the past half a year or so, among the ten people in our meeting, nine elders have already set up an interesting Longmen Formation. They all set up according to the original agreement and in the order of drawing lots.Only a native of Mount Emei, who is nearly seventy years old, is the founder of our cold bench meeting. He calls himself the "initiator" and is our long-recognized "chairman" without being elected.The other one is from Yun, who is not a scholar, and the last one is a dragon.Unranked scholar, as the name suggests, is a scholar who has not yet reached the rank, that is to say, a scholar who has not caught up with the examination for a scholar.I was the youngest in the cold bench meeting, so it can be said that I was a junior, so it was unanimously agreed that I would be the last one to set up the dragon gate formation.

Now, all nine people have been placed, and Zen Master Yehu also automatically placed a small dragon gate array, and finally it's my turn.How to do it?It really made me sit down, and several elders, including those from Mount Emei, were muttering that they wanted to let me pass the test.They thought that with the addition of one placed by Zen Master Yehu, they could make up ten dragon gate formations.But I disagree.We are ten members, and the convention stipulates that each of us should set up a dragon gate formation. We can't do it with nine people, but I am the only one who won't do it.The lack of Jin Ou makes people laugh and be generous.If I don't show it, it will be a great regret in my life.So I volunteered and proposed to set up a Longmen array.I searched my brains and finally found a dragon gate formation I named "Military Training Records".I'll put it up now.For the sake of eye-catching, I divided this Longmen Formation into several subsections, and each subsection has a small topic.The ancients said that when the outline is raised, the eyes are opened, and when the outline is raised, the eyes are opened, but I am self-raised when the eyes are opened, that is to say, through the description of many specific subsections, we can see a big theme.This topic, this outline, I don’t need to raise it anymore, after you listen to it, Xiangran will understand what the meaningless meaning of the Dragon Gate Formation I have set up is.It is said that this is the magical effect of ancient and modern Chinese and foreign literary masterpieces.

That was in 1930, it was the 1930s anyway.As you all know, in the 1930s, it was our "one country"—the Republic of China's "one political party" that believed in "one doctrine"—the Three People's Principles—the "one government" led by the Chinese Kuomintang, and the "one leader" of the National Government. "-The era when Generalissimo Chiang came to power.It is said that the greatness of our great leader lies in the fact that he was the first to discover a good plan to revive China.This good plan is the six characters of "first install the inside, then change the outside".That is to say, no matter how the Japanese imperialists robbed the three northeastern provinces, and then robbed North China, and are eyeing to invade Central China, our Generalissimo Jiang also insists on goodwill with Japan and engages in economic cooperation.Even if Japan becomes the overlord of our country, or learns from the ancients of the Southern Song Dynasty, it doesn’t matter if the small imperial court is settled in a corner and becomes the emperor.Chairman Chiang believes that the most important one is to eliminate the Communist Party.This Communist Party is the "red bandit" that we see in the newspapers every day has been wiped out but is still being wiped out.It seems that the Chinese are the sworn enemies of the Chinese, while the foreign Japanese who kill and plant Chinese like scorpions are our dearest and dearest friends.Many Chinese people do not agree with this truth.But since it is the highest truth invented by the supreme leader today, we mortals are only worthy of three long live and worship.Whoever wants to express objection, there is a way to heal you: "I would rather kill three thousand people by mistake than let one go." Maybe you are among the three thousand people who were "killed by mistake".Cut off your head, to see if you still dare to think wildly or not to see if you still dare to commit trouble.

I don't know why, but there are quite a few heads cut off. I heard that thousands of heads were cut off on Yuhuatai in Nanjing. I heard that in a county of two to three hundred thousand people in Hunan, one hundred and eighty thousand heads were cut off.Isn't this just killing three thousand by mistake?However, there are more and more people who think wildly and make trouble, not one hundred and eighty thousand, not one million and ten million, but the few dignitaries and secret agents who except the Generalissimo Jiang and the smugglers under his command Hundreds of millions of Chinese people.

So the ultimate leader invented another supreme truth, and it seems that killing alone is not enough.In addition to the butcher's knife, we must also use the "Bible", not to carry down these heresies that demand unity and resistance to Japan, and to demand domestic peace, not to chant ideological curses, and not to influence these young people who have gone astray. There are too many people from the Four Kingdoms who can't solve the problem, and they can't be killed!But with what ''Bible''? Do you use the foreign Bible that says "Amen" to God?It is said that this Bible is very useful in foreign countries, and even the first lady of our country has been influenced, and through the influence of the first lady, even the highest leader has been influenced to believe in God.But this heavenly kingdom of God is too far away from these hungry and cold Chinese.China should have its own "bible".So the supreme leader ordered the think tanks and counselors who lived in Nanjing with dignity and dignity to search their heads to see if there was any "bible" that could be used to subdue the old Chinese surnames ideologically.

Sure enough, they found it. The wise strategists in Nanjing found the essence of the so-called "inherent morality of the Chinese nation" from the ideological weapons of Confucius. Recite this Tao Te Ching, and the nation will be saved. Well, without further ado, let’s raise it quickly. The resolution made by the party-state conference invited moral experts to write articles, and ordered that all places where the party flag and emblem hang under the blue sky and white sun should be placed on both sides. Write the Eight-Word Mantra and the "Four Dimensions" of the country. A "New Life Movement Committee" was also established from top to bottom to take care of this matter. Of course, the highest leader is the director of the New Life Movement Season Committee, and The first lady is the standard-bearer of the New Life Movement, so it was like picking a crusade, and the gongs and drums started to make noise.

But after doing it for a while, it doesn't seem to have much effect.There are not many people who have been probated, but some people have suspected that the ideas of the Confucian shop had already been stigmatized during the May 4th Movement. They took out these rusty and broken weapons, polished them, and took them to the ideological front. ,what's the point?But the common people raised questions from another side: ask the princes of Gungun in Nanjing, ask the supreme leader, are you loyal to China and filial to your ancestors?Why did you give half of the country to the Japanese?Have you exercised benevolence toward the people?Why do you kill people like hemp without blinking your eyes?What faith are you talking about?Why do we talk about helping farmers and workers today, and kill them tomorrow? Why are we talking about alliance with the Communist Party today, and anti-communism tomorrow?What peace are you talking about?Trouble rages, battles continue, where is peace?As for propriety, righteousness, honesty and shame, you have betrayed propriety, abandoned righteousness, and lacked integrity and shame. The so-called four dimensions of estrangement have long since disappeared.Even in Nanjing, some people are asking whether the Kuomintang believes in the Three People's Principles, or does it believe in the dogma of Confucius?Didn't Jue Olidi sing "The Three People's Principles, what our party believes in"?This question made the advisers in Nanjing panic.Carrying out Kong Laoer and forgetting about Yan Zhongshan, this is not bad!So the theorists of the Three People's Principles in Nanjing came up with such brilliant papers as "the relationship between the Three People's Principles and China's inherent morality".Na Jingsi seems to say that the essence of Sun Yat-sen's Three People's Principles is not in national independence, civil rights, equality and people's livelihood, but in ethics such as loyalty, filial piety, benevolence, and love.

Such nonsense, in the end, does not add any glory to the face of the great leader, and there seems to be no good plan to save the country and the people.The great leader sent his "Thirteen Taibao" and other people to investigate Hitler's Germany and Mussolini's Italy, and only then did the supreme leader truly discover the highest truth, and Fascism must be practiced in China. This kind of military dictatorship really suits the appetite of Generalissimo Chiang, who has practiced it in China for many years.That is the gun first, and the militarism; that is "killing and attacking", secret police concentration camps and rangers, and bloody suppression of the people; that is terror and despotism.If possible, carry out foreign aggression and start a war.But the Three People's Principles and Sun Yat-sen's brand cannot be lost. Sun Zhong]:: There is really nothing to do with France and Islamism.Moreover, there are quite a few comprador capitalists in the Nanjing government who are attached to the backing of the British and American bosses, who are the economic backers of the Generalissimo Jiang.And Britain and the United States are enemies of Germany, and this end cannot be offended.If the cloak of democracy in Britain and the United States is stripped off, and even Sun Yat-sen's civil rights have no roots, what should we do?

Thanks to that high-tech think tank, it is always possible to create a "theory" that can be easily applied by leaders.So a new set of national revivalism that implements fascist dictatorship in the shell of democracy came into being.The "Renaissance Society" with the "Thirteen Taibao" as the backbone was also secretly established, and special forces such as the German Advance Brigade were also established. In order to find minions, in order to recruit some young people to receive fascist training, and call them kings Training camps of various names for the pioneers have also been established. It is ideal to find such a reserve team among college and high school students. Therefore, it is stipulated that the freshmen in college and the sophomores in high school should play during the summer vacation. Enter the summer intensive training camp run by them to train for two months, and generally go to dye in their fascist dye vat. Among these students, the most loyal minions can be selected.

Such summer intensive training camps have been held in Nanjing and Suzhou respectively, with a relatively large scale, which are directly controlled by these Fuxingshe figures.I was lucky enough to enter Nanjing, the most standard concentration camp, and spent two months there, gaining a lot of insight.There are also some anecdotes, which can be discussed for you to dissipate bloating and food 43mao I have talked about "Yuantou" for so long, and you must be tired of hearing it.But without clarifying the origin, the dragon gate formation below is a tree without roots and water without a lian, which makes people baffled.

Now I will talk about it in some subsections. I finished my freshman year at XX University in Nanjing, and I was thinking of taking a two-month vacation to go to Shanghai to find friends who participated in the "December 9" student movement and exchange experiences in the progressive student movement. It was announced that all first-year students will go to Xiaolingwei to enter the summer intensive training camp for two months of training. I know this kind of training is actually like a concentration camp, and it is not easy. Many students are muttering and cursing behind their backs, But no one dared to stand up against it. A year of college life has taught us that there are also guys with sensitive noses running around in college. As for me, I would like to see what they are up to . Our military instructor has come to our class.Such military instructors can be regarded as special products in Nanjing politics.Every class in the first year of the university sent such a simple-minded figure with well-developed limbs.These characters have very low culture, and their eloquence is slow and pure. They almost have no other vocabulary except shouting "stand at attention" and "long live Chairman Jiang".They have only one organ that is sufficiently developed—the nose. The instructor came to the class and announced that he would report to the Xiaolingwei training camp on schedule.At the same time, I solemnly declare that I will shave all your hair off!" This is really a bolt from the blue, and everyone is stunned by the eighteen or nineteen-year-old college student who pays attention to three things on his body, the line of his hair, leather shoes, and trousers.This can be said to be the main sign of a young man's "tough" and "handsome".In order to keep the straight line of the trousers, some students do not have an electric iron. Before going to bed every night, they carefully fold the trousers, put them under the pillow, and press them with their heads all night to keep the trousers straight the next day.As for the leather shoes, they are often polished black and shiny, so that they can stand up to people's colors and not allow dust to get on them. Even after walking a few steps, they habitually put the toe of the leather shoes on their trousers.As for the hair, it goes without saying that it is the most important part of a young man, just like a rooster's comb, it must always be combed neatly and cleanly. In front of the female classmates, he looks very dignified. But now these three treasures have to bear the pain and sacrifice.They are only allowed to wear coarse cloth trousers with leggings, rubber shoes with toad heads, and hair, the instructor gave an order just now: "Shave all of them!" Everyone was making a fuss, and the classroom was like a pot of boiled porridge. "Why do you have to shave your hair?" they cried. "Why?" The instructor was very surprised, he was dumbfounded, and looked at everyone in a daze. The phrase "why" rarely appeared in the instructor's mind. He never asked why, and just followed the order. Why did he shave his head? He never even thought about it.It's called shaving your head, so just shave your head. It's really that simple.He himself shaved his head, and he never thought about why he shaved his head, just as he never thought about why he had hair growing on his head. "Why do you have to shave your head? If you tell you to shave your head, you shave your head. Why is there no reason?" He answered bluntly. "What's the reason?" Everyone booed again. Zhao Guang, a well-known logician in our class, stood up and wanted to reason with the instructor: Our hair should not be shaved for three reasons: first, the hair protects the brain, and the brain is of great use to us, so we must protect it?Second, the hair of a young man is like a crown of youth, and the young man has reached the age of the crown, and he must not be without a crown; third, the body, hair and skin should not be damaged by his parents, otherwise he will be unfilial. " I don't want this Mr. Zhao to explain such a good logic, so that everyone burst into laughter. We don't know if the instructor heard Mr. Zhao's argument clearly, but he blinked his eyes for no reason.Still he insisted: "I don't understand your twists and turns. If you tell you to shave your head, just shave your head." "But you always have to tell the truth about shaving your head." A classmate asked persistently. "What's the point?" The instructor suddenly pointed to his head, where a faded portrait of Generalissimo Jiang hung on the wall, and said, "Generalissimo Jiang shaved his head, so you should shave your head." He said When the word "Generalissimo Jiang" was pronounced, he stood at attention very consciously, leaning the heels of his leather shoes together with a ding. Oh, I see.Generalissimo Chiang is bald, so we have to be ordered to shave our heads. This is the reason.What else is there to say? He announced at last. "Before reporting for duty, shave everything, like me. Oh, like Chairman Jiang, that's the standard. Disband!" Yu Chu, we had no choice but to shave our own heads into a standard bald head like the standard bald head on the wall, in the barber shop in front of the university. What a sacrifice this is. Some students came out shaved and wept mournfully. Some students put on caps to cover their bald heads as soon as they passed the barbershop. The night before reporting for duty, I quietly went to the barber shop to have a shave.I also went there that night and asked the barber to give me a bald head with clippers. But when I went to report, I checked my bald head, and my bald head didn't pass.I asked, "Aren't I bald?" The instructor said: "Your bald head was pushed, not shaved. It's not standard." There was a soldier barber waiting nearby, and I was ordered to sit on a chair, and let the soldier use the knife roughly. I shaved it again, and it hurt my scalp. I dare say that some scalps must have been scratched.However, I finally passed the "standard bald head" level. After we reported to the Xiaolingwei training camp, we spent the whole afternoon listening to the lectures.From the head of the team to the team leader, the squadron, the squadron, the squadron, and the squad leader, after the first level...level training, the content is almost all taught according to a printed template.It's just that the lower the level, the more wordy the speech, the more confused it is, and the longer it takes.It is said that this is not the official opening of the school, and a grand opening ceremony will be held, and some dignitaries from Nanjing will come to train.As for whether it is a servant or an important person, it is so secretive that it makes you listen, it seems that the highest authority in Bei is coming, but you are not sure.The students, however, were not so excited by this mysterious news, or the highest possible honor, that they leaped for joy.This surprised and puzzled the "leaders" at all levels.We only have one common wish, don’t let the brown sugar go to waste, don’t untie the big lady’s feet, the sun makes you dizzy and sweaty, it’s time to announce the disbandment and let everyone go to the barracks to rest. But I was paying attention, listening attentively, and watching their wonderful performances with wide eyes.The content of the speech was indeed the same old routine that the military instructors in the university boasted every day.There is almost no mention of Sun Yat-sen and the Three People's Principles, but the most talked about is the old tune of "one political party, one doctrine, one government, one leader", with autocratic content added.It seems that if China does not have such a great leader, it will perish.If we don't listen to the great leader and follow the leader, then China will not end well. , Standing at attention, resting and saluting, there were quite a few leaders at all levels who finished their training and left, and finally it was the squad leader's turn to speak.His culture is not high, but he is very familiar with everything.He mainly talked about the various precepts in the life of the military camp, and various punishment methods for violating the precepts. "Well, I'll tell you", "Well, I'll tell you", he always used this trick when speaking.Half warning, half threat.It seemed that the people standing in front of him were not intelligent college students, but just a group of ignorant elementary school students, threatening to spank their palms or buttocks. It was so easy to wait until the squad leader shouted the final command; "Stand at attention, disband." Everyone returned to the barracks.As usual, some took off their military caps and threw them on the bed casually, some unbuttoned their uniforms, took them off, and opened their shirts to fan the cool air.But I wanted to free my feet first. The rubber shoes and thick cloth socks plus foot binding made my feet feel hot and uncomfortable.Especially the leggings, the pants were tightly tied up and airtight, and my legs were sweaty and uncomfortable, so I wanted to take off the leggings to let my legs relax. At this time, the squad leader came into the room, and when he saw everyone so loose, he shouted: "What are you doing?" "It's too hot, let's cool down." Some students said. "How can you be casual? You can put on whatever you are told to wear. If you are told to wear a uniform, you will wear a uniform. If you are told to take off your uniform and put on a shirt, you will take off your uniform and put on a shirt. If you are told to wear it, you will wear it." Vest, if you are told to go shirtless, you will go shirtless. Leggings and rubber shoes are not allowed to be taken off, unless you are sleeping." So the squad leader ordered me to quickly put on my shoes and socks and tie up my leggings.Thanks to the squad leader for ordering me, otherwise I would have committed a big crime, because we were talking, suddenly the squadron leader blew his whistle outside: "Assembly one" So the squad leader told everyone to quickly put on their uniforms, tie their belts, put on their hats, and go out with him to stand in line.After standing in line, the squad leader shouted the whole set of commands: "Stand at attention, look to the right, look forward! Report the number, take a rest".After we all obeyed the password, he shouted "Stand at attention", and after we stood at attention, he turned back, ran to the sub-leader standing in front, stood at attention, saluted, and reported: "The first squad has arrived !" After all the squads had reported, the team leader stood in front of us.The squad leader on duty told the whole team to "stand at attention", and the team leader called "take a rest".We just rested our legs for a while, when he suddenly shouted "Stand at attention" again, and said "Look to the right, look forward, report the number, and take a rest".Then call out. "Stand at attention!" The branch leader ran to the squadron leader and stood at attention and reported: "The first squadron is here." The squadron leader returned the salute, and then he turned and ran to the squadron and called "rest".Now it's the squadron leader's turn to stand in front of his second squadron, go through the same set of procedures, report to the squadron standing far away that the second squadron has arrived, and then go back to the front of the squadron and call out to the whole squadron to "take a rest." Then I heard the team leader issue an order: "Check the military discipline." The squadron leader, the squad leader, and the squad leader got busy, checking in front of every student.Because after training for a long time in the afternoon, everyone went back to the barracks and was about to rest, when they called for assembly again, and rushed out to stand in line.Some hats were worn crookedly, some uniforms were not buttoned properly, some uniforms were not buttoned up, and some belts were loose.The leggings that I ordered to be re-tied by the squad leader were loose, and the laces of my rubber shoes were not tied properly.In every class, there are two or three students who are substandard in dress and military discipline, and they are called to stand up and let everyone see how embarrassed you are. After the brigade was disbanded, the squadron leader stood in front of the dozen or so students we were left behind, and began his lecture. After he had trained enough, he left. When it comes to the squad leader's training, the content is still the same.I was so angry that I didn't understand what they were training. What the big man meant was: "This is a first-time offender. The next time you commit a repeat offence, you will be punished." The squad leader added a sentence: "Well, let me tell you." After the dismissal, a classmate in the same class "taught" me again, imitating the tone of the chief: Well, let me tell you, next time you don't tie the leggings properly, you will be fined to wrap the smelly and long feet of the big lady. "It made everyone laugh, and they all understood that he was referring to the stinky and long lecture. The squad leader was sullen and didn't say a word. We accepted Zecai's lesson, and we didn't dare to open our uniforms to let the wind in. I didn't dare to let go Putting on leggings and untying the laces of my rubber shoes, I had to suffer from wrapping my beriberi-affected feet in layers of coarse cloth. Suddenly a whistle sounded outside the window, and the sound was from our second squadron (: Each squadron has a special whistle with different lengths), so they rushed to gather again, it turned out that it was time for dinner. We stood up in the team, and went through the tedious procedures of the squad leader, sub-captain and squadron leader, looking to the left, looking forward, counting, taking a rest, and standing at attention. Under the command of "Let's walk together", walk into the cafeteria, take their seats, and wait for the order to eat.When the captain on duty gave the order of "start", everyone quickly scooped up the rice, returned to their seats, and began to chew quickly.Because I have been tossing and tossing for a long time, I am really hungry, but the main thing is that I already know the discipline of eating: I must finish eating in five minutes, if I eat a little, I will not be full, and I must gobble it up and pour the food into my stomach. Although we don't need to pay for the food, it is really unsatisfactory.That dish, which is small in quantity and lacks oil and meat, is actually boiled in plain water with salt on it.What is particularly irritating is the rice, which is obviously a specially purchased extra-grade brown rice, red or red, 0 or 6, and has a musty smell.It doesn't matter if it's hard boiled, why not scour the sand and weeds?Some people wonder whether this is to grind our stomach wall so that we can tolerate any rough food in the future, and sand and weeds are deliberately put in.I don't believe it, but eating such a hard meal all of a sudden, the endless weeds and sand are really hard to swallow.But in this training camp, such severe physical exertion, without supplementary nutrition, can Huai bear it?I had no choice but to pick sand and barnyards randomly, and chomped and swallowed.But it is difficult to finish eating two bowls of rice in five minutes.Everyone was chewing, and the captain on duty was already calling "stand up".Some students put another big mouthful of rice into their mouths, and walked out of the cafeteria with everyone to stand in line, but the mouth with food in it cannot be counted, and they must swallow this mouthful of rice before standing still. Embarrassing enough. After leaving Luan, they had to stand at attention, take a rest and report the number, before they heard the password to disband.None of us expected that so many red tapes would be involved in such a crucial meal, making it difficult for everyone to have a full meal.Some of them are on duty and like to show off their talents and learning to college students on such occasions. When they give a thought speech, they just read another paragraph of what a great leader said at some time or other, as if I also paid Zeng Guofan and Old Master Zeng to mix it in, which may mean that everyone should not forget their "food and clothing parents", food and clothing are all given to us by the great leader.Yet his thought speech was unpalatable, let alone digestible. After dinner, there is a period of free time.It is permissible to take off the uniform and wear only the shirt, and the leggings can also be untied.It is even allowed to take a walk on the field or in the woods in twos and threes.This is the time we can freely control. It is not like in the barracks where the squad leader Ji is always there to listen to what you say. Everyone can exchange views, talk about opinions, and even complain and scold mothers in the woods. We didn't know it at first, thinking that this period of free time was the most precious, and it was convenient to use it for "freedom".I found out later, why would the instructor of our squadron know what we were talking about in the woods?Well, there's a ghost here, and free time and free woods aren't actually free either.Understanding this situation is really important to me. In the evening, according to the schedule, it is self-uniform.But nine times out of ten, we can't control it by ourselves. Instead, we arrange various government-run programs.Not to mention other night festivals, the two programs that bothered us the most were singing and "freedom" discussions. Singing is an extremely important activity in the training camp, not only every night, but also before going to bed, after morning exercises, during the break between exercises, even before eating or watching movies, just like singing hymns in church generally. These are songs that we have never heard in agronomy, and of course we don't know how to sing.Such as "KMT Party", "Taizai Leader", "New Life Movement Song" and so on.I don't understand that since this leader is so great, he can't influence a musician to compose a few decent songs praising the party and the leader.What we are asked to sing now is really not pleasant. For example, the party song, not only is the lyrics so old-fashioned that you can’t understand what it is saying, the song is sung like a funeral song.But our mouths and ears deserve it. You must sing and listen every day. The person who comes to teach us to sing and direct us every day is also good enough.He didn't seem to understand that among the college students standing in front of him, there were students from the Department of Speech and Music, and many of them had participated in singing ensembles or brass bands in college, and some of them were singers and orchestra conductors.He swayed his body pretentiously and waved his command beech to and fro, just like the airs he used to put on in front of those soldiers.He opened his mouth wide, let out all his voice, and yelled, thinking that the louder the voice, the more beautiful it would sound.And asked us to do the same as him, raising our heads, opening our mouths, and shouting hoarsely.Some students scolded: "This is not a song, it's howling ghosts and howling wolves. After enjoying the party music program for an hour, we entered the festival month of "free discussion". As soon as we heard that it was a "free" discussion , everyone has a heart, and everyone knows that what they call "0 freedom" is a trap of not being free. Since no one wants to enjoy this kind of freedom, the students are silent, so those "Long" characters Political instructors and political instructors have the opportunity to make full use of this freedom and talk nonsense there. Although the tone of their speech is different from the tone of their training during the day, they try to paint a layer of discussion in their words. However, there is only one truth' There is no other branch, and no one can express any objection, which is still beyond words. He thought that the college students with their own heads would not be able to hear it at all, and they were very proud of their rhetoric. Are you saying that what he said is completely useless?Not necessarily.To me, it's all new and unheard of.These new ideas may not be found in the "Three People's Principles", but they are readily available in Hitler's.However, Hog has done a lot of "Chineseization" polishing. Anti-communism is the starting point and destination of all discussions.He believes that the Communist Party is a serious problem for his confidantes, and that it is impossible to revive China without anti-communism, and that anti-communism is the foundation of building a country.It is believed that the danger of China today is that it will die from the Communist Party and Russia, not from zero.It seems that the Japanese invaded and occupied Northeast China, and then invaded North China, and smuggling was rampant in Central China. This is not the way to subjugate the country.In their miraculous discussions, it is natural to embellish some myths about the Communist Party's wife and wife subjugation, which makes people moved. Dictatorship is the starting point and destination of another discussion.It seems that the reason why China is doing so badly is because of those boring literati on the beach talking about democracy and freedom; the reason why Japan is invading is because of those unsatisfied students in Beijing who marched and demonstrated and incited student riots everywhere invited.The way to rectify is to have one mind, one political party, and one leader.To put it bluntly, everything is decided by a leader of a party of the Kuomintang.Everything is prepared by the leader, and everything is obeyed by the leader, so it will be easy, and China will be strong.They also cited Hitler of Germany, Mussolini of Italy, and the Emperor of Japan as witnesses.As long as Hitler's tricks are suppressed, China will be revived.Dictatorship, fascism, is the panacea to save China. For such a free discussion, several experts (I later learned that they are all instructors who specialize in guiding our thinking in the training camp) go up to have a "free" discussion every night.Hearing that we were so sleepy that we were stumbling around, and we could hardly sit still on the small bench.Sometimes the squadron leader saw that everyone was staggering to and fro, so he gave an impromptu order: "Stand up!" This method seemed to be unable to drive away our fatigue.Even if he asked us to stand up and sing two songs and one trumpet for a while, it couldn't drive away the sleepiness.The free discussion finally came to an end.So I went through a series of light sequences such as standing at attention, taking a rest, and reporting the number, and then walked back to the barracks. After everyone was busy washing their faces and feet, the sleeping horn sounded.So there was another assembly, a late roll call, and another night of "stand at attention, take a rest, look to the right, look forward, and count" before they could "disband" and go back to the barracks to sleep.I don't understand why there are so many roll calls in half a day?Could it be that as long as these students don't keep an eye on them and don't count them, they will flee from the earth? But I didn't have the strength to think about it, so I had better go to bed.Some students groaned as soon as they went to bed, "My God." Some Wenxue didn't even have time to groan, and fell asleep. Before dawn the next day, the wake-up call rang.Yesterday we learned from the timetable that there is only half an hour for us to complete a series of tasks from waking up to morning exercises: getting up, putting on uniforms, tying up belts, putting on leggings, putting on tabby socks, putting on rubber shoes, washing face, rinsing Mouth, tidy up housework.The most troublesome thing is cleaning the house, which is to pull the sheets flat, fold the quilt into a square, and use wooden clips to pull out the wheel line. It will take ten minutes at the fastest.After washing your face and rinsing your mouth, you need to put the washbasin in order, the mouthwash cups in line, and even the direction of the toothbrush handle to the right. @ Half an hour's time, of course including going to the bathroom.Some of them go to the toilet to urinate, while others go to defecate. Some students used to develop a habit of going to the toilet to defecate as soon as they got up, which is even more troublesome.Because there are not enough squatting seats in the toilet, there are too many people and you have to wait.All the cutscenes were done within half an hour, and then I ran to the playground to assemble and wait for the early roll call.It seems that some night wandering god dragged us away one or two last night.It was another process of standing at attention, resting, and reporting the number, just like yesterday.Then it was running, then singing while running, then morning exercises, and then disbanded.As soon as they disbanded, they blew the whistle and assembled again, because it was time for breakfast, and breakfast had to go through a set of red tape. Although you just went to drink two bowls of porridge, the etiquette requirements were the same as lunch and dinner with dry rice. The exercise started at 8 o'clock in the morning, and there were more famous halls. They didn't disband until 11:30 a.m., and then they gathered for lunch, and took a nap after lunch.Afternoon is homework.In class, there are many famous tricks.I will introduce it later.This is how one day of training camp is over. The one-day life course of this training camp is enough for me to think about it.Old Sun, who is close to me, is also thinking.After dinner, we took advantage of this free time to take a walk in the woods and talk. Old Sun is much deeper than I thought.He raises the question: Why do they want to occupy our every minute, use up our every ounce of energy, and strain our every nerve?He put forward his opinion: They use this method to occupy you completely, your body, your spirit, your thoughts, your time, all of them.So that you can't dominate yourself at all, dominate yourself.Makes you extremely tired, both physically and mentally.Make you completely unable to use your own brain to think about any problems.Make your body and spirit disintegrate, become numb, to the point where you can only do conditioned reflex.Whatever stimuli they give you, you can only make corresponding conditioned reflexes, just like animals.In this way, he:,, will completely occupy you, and tear your soul into pieces, and then they will reassemble a new soul for you. “总之，”老孙说，“他们企图征眼我们。这样，他们就有了听使唤的机器人。打仗杀人都行了。他们新近提出的什么'力行哲学'便是这种玩意儿。” 我词意老孙的分析,听说德国法西斯就是这么干的，日本的武士道也是这么干的。但是我说：“他们不会成功，人到底是人，大学生尤其是有思想的人，而中国的大学生还是大多数倾向亍进步思想的人。” 老孙也同意我的看法。“伹是，”他说，“要做工作，要和他们斗。” “这是一场灵魂的搏斗。”我说． 集训菅里每夭上午是出操。从上午八点半到十一点半，三个钟头，一直顶着六月的毒太阳，在热气蒸腾的光土坝上操练，不准到树荫下去，也不得休息。帽子制服绑腿都被汗水湿透了，还要检査你的军风纪，看你的帽子是不是戴得端正，颈项下的风纪扣扣紧了没有7皮带扎紧了没有。说到皮带，只要教官的手能插进去，就算不合格，把你一下提了出列，要你把腰勒得紧紧的。至于按《步兵操典》上的动作，作制式训练，更是要求分亳不走祥。在训练的过程中特別要求我们，不能表现出任何一点厌恶和不耐烦的情绪，当然吏不能显出故意调皮捣蛋的样子。教官是有权按他自己的喜好，想方设法来整治一切他看不顺眼的同学的。这不特得到军训营的默认，甚至受到麸励。那些被分队长屮队长大队氏讨厌的同学，即使在操扬上作得十分小心，完全合乎规格，他们也要找你的岔子，在众人面前惩罚你，使你懂得他们的厉害。 整人的办法很多，一种比一种残酷。比如罚跑步，叫你在大太阳底下，在操场跑闽子，他站在树荫下喊“一二一”，要你按他的口令跑，直跑得你赶不上趟，站不稳了，才叫你稍息。这还是好的。如果是“跪下”和“卧倒”这个动作没有做好，或者虽然做好了，他们想整你，这正是整你的好机会。他叫你不断重复地做这个动作。他在一旁不住地喊：“跪下！”“起立。”“跪下！”“起立/过不多一会儿，你的膝头肯定破了皮流血了。卧倒这个惩罚更苦。大太阳下，地上热得象烙锅貼的平锅，叫你卧倒又起立，起立又卧倒，要不了多久，你的肚子就象烙糊了的锅贴，爬也爬不起来了。必须要几个同学在教官命令下，把你拉起来，进到医务室去，才算功德圓满。这种惩罚我都遭过，整得够惨的。但是,使我印象最深的,却是我们平常认为最一般的惩罚一立正。教官把你的立正姿势校正好，比如腿要求直得他突然在你的腿弯上踢一脚，你的双腿不会打弯；比如你的桩子站得稳，他给你当胸一拳，你不会打趔趄；比如你的头要摇不动，你的手要扳不开，如此等等。这一切都经过检査之后，让你站在那里，一点也不准动。过不了多大一会，你就开始流汗水了：再过一会，你就觉得气短头晕；再过一会，你就感觉站不牢了；再坚持一会儿，你就会突然昏倒，不醒人事。等你酲过来，你已经是躺在医务室的床上了。 我完全看不出这样的操练，对于一个上前线打仗的战士有什么必要，而耍折磨人，这例是很方便的办法。椐说，主要是训练你能绝对无误地执行命令，叫你走儿步，你就走几步，叫你跑你不得走，叫你去死，你不能求生。我们的班长说得通俗一些：“叫你去填炮眼，你就去填炮眼。”这完全是一种精神的折磨和肉休的摧残。使你在极度的疲劳之后变得麻木起来，可以由他们任意摆布。然而据说这是他们从德国学来的操典。 下午是室内作业，就是上课。初看起來，这比在炽热的操场上上操要轻松得多。其实不然，给思想带来的毒害和创伤，比操场上肉体的折磨还要严重得多集训营里以“青年导师”自居的人很多。经常和我们打交道的是我们中队里专门负责指导我们怎样进行思想的中队指导员。另外还有南京政府里的许多大人物,也志愿来当“青年导师动了大驾，到我们集训昔来作大报告。各人的手里都拿着各种不同牌号的狗皮膏药，都说是祖传秘方或进口良药。他们提出种种救国方略，还回答靑年往何处去的棘手问题。汪精卫曾经来贩卖过中日提携，反共救国的办法；陈立夫曾经来贩卖他的“唯生论”；至于“十三太保”里的邓文仪刘健群康泽之流，就来赤裸裸地介绍德国和意大利的青年怎样组织挺进队之矣的法商斯组织，如何为王前驱，作英勇的打手。他们大声疾呼，有血性的巾国青年，要组织起来，追随领袖，推行铁血主义。号召集训营里的大学生争取做优秀学生，到庐山去参加夏令营。在那里有被领袖和第一夫人接见的光荣。而以后，白然就会成为党国的拄石或准柱石了。这对于某些大学生说来，的确是富于诱惑力的平步青云，前程似锦嘛。可惜的是，首先要把0己的灵魂抵押出去，而且要在自己的颈项下拴上一块走狗的牌子。真正有血性的人学生未必肯干。 还有一批道貌岸然的教授和学者，也曾经到集训营里来作过“学术"报告。其中就有教肓部长和我扪大学的校长。这是另一种牌号旳“青年导师”。他们善于在他们贩卖的思想麻醉剂上涂一层科学学术和理论的色彩。绚丽斑斓，颇受半猫半陲的青年们的崇拜。甚至从他们的口中.还可以听到批评现政府的不痛不痄的话，或者说一点不着边际的民主自由，得到同学们热烈的鼓举。这比那些赤裸裸迆反共专家咬牙切齿的贩卖''餚夫哲学”要髙明得多。 这样穿着三种不同服色的牧师，都来集训哲向我们布道。当然天天来向我们念经布道的还是我们的中队指导员。 我们中队的这位“牧师”姓杨。听说是在国民党的什么训练班赶造出來的。他把他贩运来的货色统统在我们面前陈列出来，不厌其烦地天天下午给我们吹/他也不害怕同学们打瞌睡和打呵欠，他还是大声武气地吹。那些标准的狗皮膏药我们听得多了，不觉得希罕了。有时他吹得无边无际，玄而又玄。至于“黑极是白的”这种道理，恐怕还不是他的独具一格的发明。 我们中队的思想指导员今夭一进教室，就在黑板上写了''服从乃军人之夭职”八个大字。然后转过身来，用乎绢擦一下手上的粉笔灰，开始卖他的狗皮膏药。 “服从乃军人之夭职，你们说，对不对？”“你们说，对不对?”这是他的一个口块禅，他每讲几句话，都要说二下“你们说，对不对?”这既不是他在问人家，他也不需要谁来回答问题，自顾自地讲了下去。我们以为他要按照这个主题进行逻辑的分析，论证为什么服从是军人的天职。淮知道他却是在“军人”“服从”“天职”二个词儿上绕过来绕过去，象三家村的老学究做八股文似的“脤从乃军人之天职，军人之天职是服从，军人必须以服从为天职。你们说对不对？”从逻辑上说，这当然是对的，同义反复嘛。于是他进一步讲解：“什么叫服从呢？眼从就是照命令办事，叫你千什么，就千什么，叫你怎么干，你就怎么干。你们说，对不对?”他不等人回答，马上又接着讲他的推论：“你们到集训营里来了,你们就是军人，你们的天职就是服从，叫你们千什么，你们就干什么。”接宥他又扩大推理，“中国要复兴，就要服从伟大领袖蒋委员长。” 他一说到伟大领袖蒋委员长，就象他的身上安得有一个特殊电钮被一下按上了一般，啪的一声，就把脚后跟上的马刺靠拢。他们的皮鞋后跟上都安得有一对亮晶晶的马刺。他们不是骑兵，不知道为什么要安上这么一个玩意儿，好象是专门为了闻蒋委员长而立正时用的。啪的一声，的确显得很精神，很严肃。他笔挺地站着,过了三秒钟的样子，才放开脚，又开始讲话。 在集训营里，他们宣布了一条纪律，无论谁在讲话中提到了“伟大领袖”或“蒋委员长”都要无条件地立正，表示尊敬。现在我们的杨指导讲到了“伟大领袖蒋委员长”并且已经本能地立正了，我们当然也要噔地一声站起来立正。可是我们的纪律观念还没有加强到象杨指导身上安的特殊电钮那样灵敏，我们大半都没有反应。只有几位素来被教官目为积极分子的同学带头站起来立正。在他们的带动下，大家才稀稀拉拉地站起来，做一个立正的样子。有几位同学却根本没有站起来。因为他们把杨指导的讲课，当作最好的催眠术，他们正伏在桌上梦见周公呢，根本没衧听到什么领袖长领袖短。'别的同学的起立似乎也没有把他们惊醒。有的虽然被惊酲了，却还在迷糊状态中,莫名其妙地望着大家，不知道发生了什么事情。 杨指导没有管，他接着讲：“全体闰民都耍服从蒋委员长……”啪，他又立正，人家才坐下呢，接着又要立正。他继续讲：“你们是国民一分子，也要眼从蒋委员长，绝对地服从蒋委员长。”啪，啪！他又立正两次，大家本来是坐着的，才坐下又站起，才站起又坐下，实在太麻烦了。有几个同学索性站着，不坐下了。杨指导问：“你们站着干什么?” “等你把蒋委员长说完结了，我们再坐下。”这不是故意捣蛋吗？他生气地命令,“坐下。”他讲的关于眼从这一套话，从逻辑上说，好象是对的，伹是到底没有能够说腋我们，为什么我们要眼从蒋委员长,并且要绝对服从蒋委员长。虽然他巳经搞得口沫横飞地呱啦了一个多钟头了。 下面一个钟头是复习时间。杨指导还是亲临指导。他又把上一堂课钳过的“服从乃军人之天职”的绕口令，绕了一下,又说,你们说，对不对?” 大家没有作声，以为他又说他的.口头掸罢了。谁知道他又说一遒,“你们说，对不对?”这是真的在问我们的话了。 “对!”我们中队里的几个杨指导的应声虫又及时地响应了杨指导。杨指导表示满意。 “报告：”一个同学站了起来，他是按规矩办的。凡是要阱话都要先喊“报告”，然后站起来。他接着说。”我还没有听明白，请刚才说'对'的同学给我们解释一下。”很明見这是将那些应声虫的军。 我以为不应该把矛头对着同学，站起来报告说：“还是请杨指导指导我们复习吧： 杨指导欣然答应,但是还只能重复他才说过的东西,不过又转到另外一个最简单的三段论法上去,“蒋委员长是我们的领袖，对领柚就应该服从，所以我们要服从蒋委员长。”他没有也不能够说淸楚，为什么蒋委员长是我们的领袖？为什么对领袖一定要服从？对领袖又应该怎么服从？因而也说服不了同学。 杨指导忽然看到一个戴着深度近视眼镜的同学正在聚精会神地听的样子，便以为叫这个老实人来讲一讲，一定会有效果。他才不知道这个戴着深度近视眼镜貌似老实的赵光同学，是我们班上的“大活宝”，最喜欢开玩笑。找到他一定有好戏看,所以当杨指导指着他，要他站起来讲一讲“服从乃军人之天职”的时候，我们都很高兴，鼓励他“对，对，你讲一讲，赵跟镜” 赵光站起来，莫名其妙的样子，只见他那有着无数圆圏的深度近视镜后面擠圓的眼珠转了几下，他就讲了起来。他还是用他装得那么认真而听起來十分滑稽的八股调讲的。他说，“脤从乃军人之天职，军人之天职在于服从，故军人必须以服从为天职。何以故？军人者，执戈以卫国之士也，天职者，夭赋之职责也，服从者，口服而心从者也。故军人必须履行其服从天职，执干戈以卫国家。军人不娘从，何以履行夭职，保卫囯家？是故军人不可以不服从也，盖脤从乃军人之天职也。……” 他这么摇头晃脑难背八股文似的解释，马上惹得满堂大笑。他却还是那么一板正经的样子。其实谁也没有听懂他在那里之乎者也地胡诌些什么。 杨指导的文化不会比我们髙，他未必能从赵眼镜胡诌的八股文中听撺什么。伹是他还是装做听懂了似地点头微笑,并且说，“好,讲得好，军人就是以菔从为天职。” 看起来，军训营里灌输绝对服从领袖的思想，是他们企图感化我们同学的一个簞要之点，甚至可以说是这个華训营开办的根本目的。所以我们的杨指导不惜三番两次来指导我们认识这或者由于他前头1的那一堂聽，只向我们讲了军人以服从为天职这个命题，还没有讲清楚吧，因此今天他给我们再讲一回，以指导我们思想。这一堂课他是下了功夫的,为了阐明他们的服从使是'切的法西斯哲学，他认真地讲了一个谁也不知道这是真的还是他有意编造的一个假故事，或者他的长官编来糊弄他的假故事，他真的相信了，当作真故事来灌输给我们。你看他一板一眼地讲得那么汄真。 他说：“有一回，一个德国军官，一个英国军官和一个法国军官碰在一起，都自吹自己的大兵最能打仗。于是叫来一个德国兵，一个英国兵和一个法国兵，在一个高搂平台上操练。法国军官叫一个法国兵向前正步走，法国兵走到平台的边沿，一看下面有几丈髙，就止步不走了。英国军官叫英囯兵向前正步走，英国兵走到平台的边沿，.一看下面这么高，他就不断地踏步，等待英国军官的新口令。德&军官叫德国兵也向前正步走，德国兵走到平台边沿，毫不迟疑照着跨少走去，结果掉下去摔死了。结果三个军官都证明，德鬨兵的战斗力最强，因为他绝对服从命令，自己摔死了也不顾。英国兵其次，因为他还踏着步在走，等待新的口令。法国兵最差劲，一见危险就干脆不走了。”于是杨指导作出结论：“你们看，好多次战争，都是德国打得最好，英国还可以，法国最差劲。德国兵战斗力最强，因为他以服从为天职。你们'说，对不对?”接着他重复地再问一声:“你们说，对不对?” “对。”又是那几个应声虫的声音。 他以为这些大学生居然对于他讲的这个天方奇谈听进去了，十分高兴。于是眉飞色舞地讲下去，奇怪，他竞然表现出他的稀有的口才，不过那些胡诌的道理，却叫我们太为吃惊。 他又把“军人以服从为天职”引伸到一或者说归结到，恐怕更合于他们的本意一要绝对服从蒋委员长这一点上来，他说 “我们要绝对服从蒋委员长，蒋委员长叫干什么，就千什么，蒋委员长说是什么，就是什么，比如说，蒋委员长说，剿匪(大家从报纸上已经看得惯了，所谓“剿匪”就是“打共产党。是立国之本，那么剿匪便是立国之本：他越是说得流畅，说的“蒋委员长”越多，我们越倒霉，因为起立又坐下，坐下又起立得越多，他却越说越得意忘形了。 “又比如说，”他指一指在背后的黑板，“蒋委员长说，这黑扳是白的，我们就说，这黑板是白的。” 真稀奇，黑板是白的，把我们说得目瞪口呆了。黑板明明是黑的，怎么能够蒋委员长说是白板就是甶板呢？我们怎么能够相信那黑板就是白板呢？蒋委员长要颠饲黑白，我们怎么能够相信蒋委员长的胡说八道呢？ 我从心里发笑。这位杨指导说得真有意思，黑板竞然是白的。只要蒋委员长说黑板是白的，那么黑板就一定是白的，而且非相信黑板是白板不可。从这黾就可以看到他们经常是颠倒黑白的，而丑要大家都相信他们的颠倒黑白是真理。蒋委员长说共产党是土匪，我们就得相信共产党是土匪，蒋委员长说“先安内后锒外”是救国之道，东耽华北拱手送人，都是为了忍辱负重，复兴中国，我们就得相信这种亡国之论是救国之道。这就是他们天天鼓吹的东西，和&指导说的黑扳是白的，正是一样的道理。 但是我不敢把我心里想到的东西说出来，我只喑地发笑，他们竟是这么强辞夺理到一种疯&的程度,硬说黑板是白的。 许多同学听刦这种新奇的理论，都吃惊地望着杨指导。有的几乎已经不能忍耐，要站起来和他辩论一下。 “报告!”一个王成龙的同学终于站起来了。他说：黑板之所以叫做黑板，就是因为它是黑的，不是白的，无论是杨指导说'或者是蒋委员长说它是白的，它仍然是黑的，它是黑板。随便你抬到哪里去叫人家认，叫外国人认，叫三岁小孩子认，都会说是黑的，是黑板。只有叫疯子或者抻经病人来认,他们才可能说黑板是白板。一只耵瞎子根本看不见，才不能判断黑白，听人家说是白的，他也说是白的，凡娃有眼暗的人都能够分辨黑白。 " 驳得好，驳得真好，叫杨指导无言答对。他起初呆呆地看着，慢慢地脸涨红了，不是由于羞愧，而是由于愤怒。居然在集训营的课堂上，有人敢于起来驳斥思想指导员，居然敢于反对蒋委员长说是什么就是什么的道理，这还了得，他用手把黑板拍得啪啪地响，大声地叫： “蒋委员长说这黑板是白的，就是白的。我说这黑板是白的，就是白的。你们的天职，就是服从，服从,绝对服从：” 有一个同学又站起来说:“对蒋委员长我们耍服从，但是蒋委员长说的足对的，我：门才能服从，蒋委员长说的不对，比如说，把黑板说成是白板了，叫我们怎么服从呢？我相信蒋委员长不致于硬把黑的说成是白的吧!” 这倒是一个诚心拥护蒋委员长的同学说的话。但是还不能平息制旨导的怒气，他还是一口咬定：你知道什么是对，什么是不对？要蒋委员长才知道。用不着你去想，蒋委员长早替我们想好了，他说的都是对的，你照他说的去做就对了。你的天职就是服从，绝对服从1”又归结到绝对服从蒋委员长的结论上来了。这便是他们的一切的大前提和结论。这时候，我们那位逻辑学家赵光主动地站起来了。他报告之后，对杨指导说:“我来把杨指导的道理阐述清楚。 " “好，好,你来阐述清楚。”杨指导把赵光这个大活宝当作他的救星了，同意他讲。于是赵光又做起他的八股文章来： “夫黑板者，黑色之板也，因其色黒，故名黑板；白板者，白色之板也，因其色白，故名白板，然则黑板白板可以变更乎？曰可4黑板刨去黑漆，涂以白漆，则黑板变为白板矣，白板涂以黑漆，则白板变为黑板矣。是敌黑板白板，非不可变之理明矣。或有人问海曰：黑板刨去黑漆，早成白板，白板涂以黑漆，早成黑板，是乃黑板自黑，白板自白，何可更变？答曰：此乃一隅之见。夫黑与白，皆色也，波长不同而已，有何差异？蒋委员长智接夭穹，才高八斗，眼观彼长，自能于黑屮见白，于白中见黑，黑白顛倒，亦无不可。我辈凡夫俗子，见浅识短，只可顶礼膜呼，岂敢妄言黑白？齐呼绝对脤从，黑板是白的,于是天下太平，讼言俱息，岂不美哉：” 我们都聚精会神地听赵眼镜念他的八股文，以为他是出口成聿，谁知道他是先伏在案上，写出这篇八股文来的。他的意思是好的，叫同学们不要争论了，在这个地方和杨指导蒋委员长去讨论黑白问题，是不会有好结果的，杨指导虽然没有听清楚这學之乎者也，但听到他是在歌颂苒委员长，赞成绝对服从的，赞成黑板是自的，也就心满意足了。而同学们也得到了启发，不要再在不讲道理的地方讲道理去,于是皆大欢喜，下了课了。 一个月的集训营生活'使我长了许多见识。这里的生活和我们听说的集中营的生活差不多，思想上的挟制几乎无孔不入。杨指导定斯找我们每一个同学个别谈话，要你回答他一串的各种政治鬼解，总辙从我们的身上'闻出什么气味来。我吃惊地爱现，我们的信是检査过了的，当然做得很巧妙,几乎是天衣无缝。但是检查官在偷看了信,从中式信封的下爿头装进信笺时，却忘了把信笺掉一个头。于是我发现这种特异的装信方法，不会是备地铪我写信的朋友都有同样的琉忽，而是有人拆开来看过。但是我早6有防备，我的信没有一封可以引起他们的怀疑。我又发现,我放在课堂里的抽屜里的书被人翻看过，但是也没有什么叫他看不顺眼的书。闪为我在来集训营以前，大学的进步朋友早给我打了招呼，这种地方非同小可，还是什么书刊都不带进来为好。相反的，我去街上花了很少的钱，买了一大堆什么《蒋委员长言论集》和《伟大的领袖》之类的书，放在抽屜里。他们会认为我算得是一个标准学生的。 但是我也发现，即使在严密的控制之下，这里也并不是蒋麥员长的一统天下。有许多迹象足'以说明，这里面也有潜流,有埋在地下的野火。这一点，杨指导这样的人物也是有所察觉的,不然为什么总要对同学使出些鬼蜮伎俩来？ 至于这些野火埋在哪里，如何爆发，我是无法知道的。老孙算是大学里和进步同学最靠近的了，他也无法知道。他和我一样只是有所察觉。 他对于在这种窒人的密封罐里有火种的活动,十分兴奋。他和我谈过，不能毫无作为，要联络一些反对者，给他们制造一点小小的麻烦。我却不大赞成，因为这里不是用武之地。 我们中队里关于“黑板是0的”讨论，变得很有名了，几乎传遍了整个集训背，当作竒谈怪论。赵夫子的八股文抑扬顿挫，铿锵动听，早已传诵开了。就是