Chapter 51 Section 2 Worse than the dead

Like Julien, Li Si also had a fierce ideological struggle before convincing himself to take action.He has passed his thirties, and based on the average life expectancy of people at that time in his fifties, three out of five of his lifetimes have passed, and the time left for him is only more than twenty years.For more than twenty years, with just a flick of a finger, even before you realize it, it has turned into an illusory cloud of smoke. Looking back on the more than thirty years he has lived, he has reason to be ashamed.Looking through memories, there is nothing to be proud of and worth cherishing.Although Cai Ze's words were ugly, he was not wrong. For more than 30 years, he was really just a walking dead.He can choose to turn around and leave, no one can blame him, and then spend more than twenty years of peaceful and vulgar life, quietly dying in a certain bed.However, before he is about to die, will he regret that he did not exchange these pale and tedious more than twenty years for such an opportunity today to meet King Qin and persuade him to allow himself to stand with him and create an unprecedented , The great cause of no one in the world?Even if the chance of success is only one in ten thousand, at least he can die as an adventurer.

At this moment, Li Si was controlled by a strong passion.No matter what, even if he trespassed on the palace, he must meet King Qin.If he didn't dare to meet King Qin Yingzheng today, he would definitely stab himself to death without hesitation. Such a cowardly Li Si wouldn't care if he didn't live.Although trespassing on the palace is to be cooked according to the law, but as long as I say what I want to say, if King Qin is not convinced by me and still wants to cook me, then I will admit it.At least I tried, but without success, it's a question of level, not attitude. It's all or lose all.Li Si put his own life as a bet and gave it up completely.

Li Si staggered towards the palace, his face was purple, his behavior was agitated and even crazy.When Wang Wan saw it from a distance, she was very surprised, and rushed to meet her, and said eagerly: "Brother Li, please come back quickly, this place is not for you to enter." Li Sidao: "I want to see the King of Qin. I hope Brother Wang will accommodate you." Wang Wan said angrily: "It's okay to talk about other things, is it accommodating to see King Qin?" "If Brother Wang refuses to be accommodating, Li Si has no choice but to force his way."

Wang Wan didn't expect Li Si, who was always gentle and refined, to suddenly become so tough, and was at a loss for words for a while.Based on his friendship with Li Si, if Li Si really wanted to force his way, he really didn't know how to deal with it.Wang Wan softened her tone and said, "Brother Li wants to see King Qin, why?" Li Sidao: "Li Si wants to talk about the King of Qin, not only for Li Si, but also for the King of Qin. Li Si thinks he has the talents of Shang Yang and Fan Ju, but he can't have the help of Jing Jian and Wang Ji. That's why he made this bad plan."

Wang Wan said: "Trespassing the palace without authorization, cooking according to the law, brother Li must think clearly." Li Si said: "Ants are greedy for life, so Li Si is not afraid of death. Li Si just looked at the King of Qin from a distance, and he knew that he must be the master of seeing and listening. If Li Si can enter the house and make a speech in person, he is confident that he will definitely move the heart of the King of Qin." Wang Wan knew Li Si's talent, and knew that he never did anything he was not sure of. He wanted to help Li Si, but he also had his own difficulties.Wang Wan said: "It is Wang Wan's duty to guard the door for the king. If Wang Wan lets Brother Li in, and then replies to Brother Li that he cannot become a king and sits down according to the law, Wang Wan will also die with Brother Li."

Li Sidao: "Li Si is a man, and he was recommended by the Prime Minister Lu Buwei. Even if he sits according to the law, he should also sit in the Prime Minister. Why are you afraid!" Wang Wan also couldn't figure out the real relationship between Li Si and Lu Buwei, and Li Si never mentioned it.Li Si pretended to be a mystery about this relationship and let others guess. Wang Wan wanted to help Li Si, he pondered for a moment, then he had an idea, if Li Si had been instructed by Lu Buwei to meet King Qin, then Li Si would be able to enter the palace smoothly, and he would be exempted from guilt.Wang Wan therefore asked: "Brother Li wanted to see the King of Qin, did he follow the order of the Prime Minister?"

Li Si understood, and hurriedly said: "Exactly. Brother Wang is a great virtue, Li Si never forgets." Therefore, Wang Wan took away Li Sipei's sword and dismissed Zhu Lang with an excuse.With a beating heart, Li Si stepped into the palace.