Chapter 94 Section 7 Alive

It was night, and Liu Xiu woke up in the dark, only in a trance, not knowing where she was.The previous deep sleep gave him relief and comfort. He became an illusory wave function, permeating the entire universe, permeating all possessions and nothingness, living the same life as the heaven and the earth, and swimming with creation.However, he woke up, and the moment he woke up, the wave function converged, so he had to return to the world, to a certain time and place.He couldn't escape, at least not until he died.However, where is this?So peaceful, so lonely? After a long time, there was a sound of banning leaks in the palace, and Liu Xiu realized that he had returned to Wancheng.

Yes, he has returned to Wancheng.As the commander of the Kunyang War, as the savior who saved the Han army, he should have triumphed like a hero. People will pour out of the city to prepare a road full of flowers for him. When he passes by, the crowd will flow like a tide. He runs around, just to be lucky enough to hold his hand. The generals of the Han army will bow their heads in front of him.And his eldest brother, Liu Yan, happily watched him steal the limelight, and at the same time proudly told people around him, look, this is my third brother, who has more achievements than me. However, there will never be such a day.Liu Yan is dead, and everything changes because of it.When he returned to Wancheng this time, he was clearly panicked like a bereaved dog.

He still remembers that at his father's funeral, Liu Yan patted his head and comforted him: Don't be afraid, I'm here.He still remembers that after conquering Huyang, Liu Yan told him: In this world, there are only you and my brothers who can rely on each other and can be together forever.He still remembered that when he left Wancheng to fight for Yingchuan, Liu Yan ordered him: You must come back alive.Now, he came back alive, but what about Liu Yan... Liu Yan had already left, but he hadn't been able to see him for the last time. Severe limbs, En Kexu?There is no more Liu Bosheng in the world!The fresh memories between those brothers, between the pitches, are gone.

When he was young, Liu Yan was both his elder brother and another father to him.After he grew up, he vaguely regarded Liu Yan as an enemy. His purpose in life was to try his best to prove himself under the huge shadow of Liu Yan.In a way, he lives for Liu Yan, as long as he can get Liu Yan's attention and joy, he can do almost anything.However, Liu Yan is gone. He not only lost a brother, but also lost an opponent.He was sad and lonely. If he had never left Wancheng, perhaps the tragedy would not have happened.With him by Liu Yan's side, the conspiracy of Zhu Tuan and others will not succeed.However, he left after all. He went to Yingchuan, commanded the Kunyang War, and became famous overnight, completely out of the shadow of Liu Yan.But the problem is, although he won Kunyang, he lost his brother. What kind of account is this?Why didn't he insist on staying in Wancheng?In this way, he was actually indirectly involved in Liu Yan's death.

Do you dare to continue thinking about it?To question the soul in the dark depths, to explore the darkness in the depths of the soul?Liu Xiu trembled and shuddered, he really didn't dare to think about it anymore. Liu Yan was dead, and now he was the only one left. There would be no one standing in front of him to defend him against open and dark arrows. The only thing he could rely on was himself.The fairy tale is long gone, and he has to play in the ugly game of grown-ups. How should he deal with a world without Liu Yan?He hoped that Liu Yan could tell him.In fact, Liu Yan did tell him.Liu Yan used his suicide to give Liu Xiu his last words.

When Liu Yan fell into the trap set by Zhu Tuan and others, he did not resist, but calmly died. The reason why he did this was not to preserve his dignity, but to make Zhu Tuan and others feel guilty and ashamed, so that they would not As for extermination.He wants to use his own death to complete Liu Xiu's life. Liu Xiu understands Liu Yan's painstaking efforts, this is a tacit understanding between brothers.Liu Yan wants Liu Xiu to live instead of him.It only makes sense to talk about other things if you live.And Liu Xiu's pain is that if he wants to survive, he must betray Liu Yan and bow to the murderer who killed Liu Yan.

Although Wancheng is big, Liu Xiu no longer dares to trust anyone.After Liu Yan's death, Wancheng was calm, as if nothing had happened, which was enough to chill Liu Xiu's heart.No one dared to stand up and fight publicly, and everyone chose to acquiesce to the status quo.The Nanyang heroes who were once intimate, and the Liu family whose blood was thicker than water, in Liu Xiu's eyes, didn't they also betray Liu Yan? For Liu Xiu, Wancheng is another battlefield in his life.Wancheng is different from Kunyang. The war in Kunyang is in the open, but Wancheng will be a contest in secret.This is a contest he cannot afford to lose, and it is destined to be a long contest.Zhu Yu and others will hang a sword of Damocles above his head, and he will live on the verge of death for a long time. If he makes a wrong step, he will immediately fall into the abyss beyond redemption.

Liu Xiu knew very well what price he had to pay in order to survive.He will give up revenge for Liu Yan, and he will also be misunderstood and humiliated for this. He will betray Liu Yan Weihan's body, shake hands with his enemies and make peace with his enemies. He will behave like a humble dog with his tail between his legs.However, what is the purpose of living like this? What do you live for?Equivalent to dying for something.Zhuangzi said: The petty man dies with his body to benefit, the scholar dies with his body to make his name, the great man dies with his body to his family, and the sage dies with his body to the world.For the above four, where will Liu Xiu go?

The night is gone, and the dawn is seen in the sky. No matter what, live on.