Chapter 11 Chapter Ten Waiting for Migratory Birds Until the End of Life

In the 1996 European Cup, the German team became the European champion.Li Li got up in the middle of the night to watch the final because it was Germany. She called Pei Shangxuan in the early morning and asked if he had watched the game.He was sleepy and asked in a vague voice, "Don't you like Argentina?" The summer in Italy in 1990 was just a bet for Pei Shangxuan.He supports the German team, he may not like it very much, it is just to compete with Li Li's Argentina. Li Li hung up the phone and watched the German players in white jerseys celebrate their victory on the screen.She covered her mouth with her hands and laughed to tears.

I am the stupidest person! Pei Shangxuan, who was woken up by the phone, couldn't fall asleep, went to the living room, turned on the TV and tuned to the cable sports station.Germany defeated the Czech Republic 2:1, the first golden goal match in the history of the European Cup. The Germans ran all over the field holding the national flag. The losing side sat on the grass dejectedly, with empty eyes. His memory went back to the summer of 1990. Argentina, Li Li's favorite, watched the Germans celebrate their victory in the same way.In the 1994 World Cup, he lost his freedom, along with his confidence in life.

He gave up on himself and didn't want to be involved with the past.But the girl who likes Argentina never gives up on him, just like she is against the blue and white team, no matter how many times she fails, she still has no regrets. Klinsmann, the captain of the German team, took over the championship trophy from Queen Elizabeth II and held it high above his head. Pei Shangxuan smiled slightly as the melody of the Queen's band "We are the champions" sounded. It's great to have a friend like Li Li! At 4:40 am on June 24, 2004, Pei Shangxuan and Li Li were watching the live broadcast of the European Cup in the bar. The German team tried their best in the last group match and still lost to the Czech Republic, thus losing the European Cup. Chances of qualifying for the group.The picture of Klinsmann winning the trophy in 1996 was frozen, becoming the only glory that the German team has gained in these years.

At that time, his life was on the verge of getting out of control, his business was in trouble, and his marriage seemed to be at an end. Pei Shangxuan could not see any hope. Li Li sat beside him, looking at him warmly.Like many years in the past, she silently supported him where he could see him when he turned his head.Pei Shangxuan stretched out his arms to hug Li Li, his handsome face was very close to her, he whispered in her ear: "Li Li, do you like me?" But in 1996, Pei Shangxuan never thought about whether Li Li liked him, maybe he subconsciously refused to imagine this possibility.He stubbornly regarded her as his best friend and best brother, except that it had nothing to do with love.

When time stopped before the farewell, he realized that he loved her very much.If you feel happy holding someone's hand, what more proof do you need to prove that you love her? Pei Shangxuan held Li Li's hand for several years. During the summer vacation of freshman year, Li Li found a tutor to help a freshman girl learn English.Pei Shangxuan made fun of Li Li for misleading his younger brother, and she gave her a hard look. "Do you have teaching experience?" He embarrassed her. Li Li held her head high, trying her best to shorten the height gap with him. "Of course I did. I've made up countless lessons for some idiot."

In the long memory, when I was a carefree teenager, the troubled things were left behind in a few days, and it seemed that even the sky at that time was clearer and clearer than it is now.There is another person in that memory, a beautiful girl with a beautiful smile. There was an awkward silence that neither of them had really forgotten.Although some things have passed, scars are left, always reminding the past. "Li Li, I'm going to Guangzhou." Pei Shangxuan took the lead to break the silence, rubbing her short hair has become his habit. She was slightly surprised, "What are you going to do?"

"I'm not a material for studying. My dad wants to take me to Guangzhou to do clothing wholesale." Lit a cigarette, Pei Shangxuan took a puff, and mischievously spit the smoke into Li Li's face. Li Li pinched her nose with one hand, and used the other hand as a fan to dissipate the smell of smoke.She pretended to be cheerful and said: "Do business, you will get rich and become a big boss in the future, don't forget me, a poor friend." He kept laughing fiercely, turned around coolly, raised his hand and waved goodbye to her behind her. "You brown candy, I can't get rid of it even if I want to."

"Smooth sailing, idiot! You should be careful." Li Li raised her voice, afraid that Pei Shangxuan would not hear her. The tall man turned around and nodded with a half-smile. On the day he left Shanghai by train, Li Li went to make up lessons for a freshman girl with her schoolbag on her back.Walking through the narrow alleys, looking at the familiar red brick houses, she missed her past self and him. They all left their youth and never went back. Li Li's student is named Shen Jiehua, who repeated the first grade of junior high school.The girl looked dumbfounded. No matter how many times she repeated the explanation, she always gave her a blank response. Pei Shangxuan, who refused to work hard at the teacher, was never so tired.

Unavoidable for Li Li to be frustrated, she was depressed and gave out the test papers at home.She had already given the topic "I __ a student", and it was as simple as filling in "am". If Shen Jiehua couldn't do it again, Li Li decided to quit. Liu Qianren walked from the bedroom to the living room, and when he heard the movement, Li Li raised his head and glanced slightly, seeing that he was fully dressed and ready to go out.The words he said on the day of registration sounded in my ears: "I plan to study in the United States after graduation, so you don't have to be afraid anymore."

With a trembling of his fingers, the tip of the pen poked a hole heavily in the paper. He passed in front of her without stopping.After Liu Qianren walked over, he looked back at Li Li's profile. What happened two years ago was also a shadow in his heart. Her desolate and desperate eyes never let go of his soul for a moment.He often wakes up from his dreams, guilt surges in the silence, and the girl in the same city as him will never forgive the harm he caused, this fact makes Liu Qianren on the verge of collapse. He had a ridiculous idea: If he was punished by law for this back then, would he be freed from his conscience?

At Li Li's grandmother's memorial service, Liu Qianren watched Pei Shangxuan take Li Li away. She never showed a vulnerable expression in front of him, even in the frantic early morning of July 3, 1994. The moment he watched them leave, his heart was gnawed by a certain emotion called "jealousy".Liu Qianren doesn't want to fall in love with anyone, especially Li Li.His attitude towards her was to hate her. He is determined to leave Shanghai and go to the distant America, completely abandoning Li Li. After many years, when he saw her again, Liu Qianren found that those thoughts were still kept in his heart, like smooth pebbles exposed from the sand after the tide receded, vividly in his mind. On December 5, 1996, when Li Li turned 20, her roommate asked her to treat her for a scholarship.The squad leader opened the mailbox in the morning, and there was a postcard addressed to Li Li, sent from Guangzhou. It was her familiar handwriting.As he grew older, Pei Shangxuan's handwriting suddenly jumped from running script to cursive handwriting, which was more difficult to read than a doctor's prescription, and he boasted that it was called "crazy cursive".Li Li immediately said angrily that Zhang Xu's custody would be so angry that he would die again. He curled up his index finger, flicked her forehead lightly, and explained with a smile: "This is called style, do you understand?" "Sophistry, if you are a Chinese, you should practice your calligraphy well." Li Li brushed his hand away, and said seriously: "Show your handwriting to others, how many of them can understand it?" "It doesn't matter, you are the only one who will write me a letter anyway." Pei Shangxuan smiled nonchalantly, "As long as you can understand it, then it's OK." She coughed lightly, no longer entangled in this topic, but felt a little happy in her heart, thinking that she finally had something special.It's insignificant, but she is so satisfied that she seems to have won the first prize by scratching the lottery. Pei Shangxuan wrote on the back of the postcard: "Girl, happy birthday! I can't get caught by you outside, and I will make up for it when I come back." She chuckled, and the scene of eating a roadside stall with him outside the school a year ago came before her eyes. How could anyone talk about such things as treating guests and borrowing money from the invited people? The last sentence of the postcard is his note, which seems to have been added in a hurry, and the handwriting is more sloppy.It took Li Li a lot of effort to recognize what he wrote - don't be fat anymore, be careful not to find a boyfriend. A guy who can't spit out ivory from a dog's mouth!Subconsciously, she patted her abdomen through the sweater with her hand, thinking that her belly, which seemed to have deflated after not doing sit-ups for a few days, has rebounded again, and she needs to make up for at least two days of exercise before turning off the lights at night. Winter in Shanghai comes later and later, often from late autumn to winter all at once.The daytime at the beginning of December was warm and pleasant. Fashionable girls wore short skirts and long boots, like a model walking a catwalk on a flyover, twisting their slender waist rhythmically in front of Li Li.Li Li looked enviously at the girl's slender legs, wondering how there are so many beauties with slender legs in the world.Not to mention the skinny supermodel who looks like an African refugee on the cover of the magazine, let's talk about a campus that is not too big, where everything is weak and weak.It's not like me, I can grow meat without eating or drinking. Cao Xuemei curled her lips in disdain, pulled her arm to overtake him quickly, and babbled in a dissatisfied tone: "I haven't seen a few boys in school, who are you twisting like this?" But unconsciously swaying from side to side, it seems to be somewhat similar to the girl behind. Li Li covered her mouth and smiled, her eyes narrowed into thin slits.I am afraid that more than half of the unattractive and unattractive women in this world treat the same sex who can get a high rate of return, most of them are superficially disdainful and secretly envious.After all, men like beautiful women, and women's struggles throughout the ages are mostly for men. For example, among the people she knows, there is a guy who likes beautiful girls!Li Li thought sadly. Inside the textbook was a postcard from Pei Shangxuan, with a panoramic view of the Sun Yat-sen Memorial Hall in Guangzhou on the front.She guessed he picked this one on purpose.He was only interested in geography as he never paid attention to lectures in class before, and every time he and Li Li listened attentively to the thankful geography teacher's description of the great rivers and mountains of the motherland.After class, Li Li often lamented how long it would take her to travel all over China, not to mention the vastness of the outside world. "There is a way." The handsome young man was full of pride, "You and I will walk half the distance alone, and send each other a postcard every time we reach a place. Together, the two of us have traveled the whole world." At that time, she felt that this was really a way to save money and time, but now she thought that those scenery would not be forgotten until she had seen them with her own eyes, just like life and feelings—you can only comprehend through experience. The dance to welcome the New Year in 1997 was held at the University Student Activity Center. Li Li was dragged by her roommate to dance, and had an encounter with the boy with a mole on his face.It was her birthday a year ago, and she bumped into him on the road, and learned that he was born on the same month and the same day as her. Li Li knew that his name was Wang Xiaofeng, a German major.Li Li originally wanted to choose German as a second foreign language, but Cao Xuemei dragged her to the French class with the reason that "French is the most beautiful language in the world". Wang Xiaofeng has long forgotten about meeting Li Li. She is not an eye-catching or unforgettable beauty. Apart from good grades, she is not outstanding in other aspects. The probability of being ignored in a university campus that pays attention to individuality is 9%. More than ten.Li Li doesn't care about these things, anyway, she has no talent in singing and dancing, and she lacks innate qualifications in terms of attracting attention, so it is more reasonable to simply honestly strive for a scholarship. One of the reasons she remembered Wang Xiaofeng was because of the conspicuous black mole on his face, which grew at the corner of his mouth, exactly like a matchmaker in a Shanghai farce.She couldn't help laughing, and stared at his mole unscrupulously. "Excessive, excessive." Wang Xiaofeng deduced from where Li Li's eyes focused that she was observing the moles on his face, and deliberately pretended to protest.He and Li Li's roommate Ding Xin are from the same hometown, both from Jinhua, Zhejiang. According to the gossip provided by Cao Xuemei, the two are dating.This is another reason why Li Li recognized him. Li Li laughed heartlessly, and teased: "This mole is quite spiritual, otherwise it will allow you to deal with Ding Xin in our dormitory?" His smile froze immediately, and he rubbed his head to laugh at himself: "A matchmaker, a matchmaker, isn't it just to make wedding dresses for others?" Hearing her mention of Ding Xin, Wang Xiaofeng finally got a little impression. He had met her and Ding Xin in the cafeteria. Let's have dinner together. Although Li Li and Ding Xin share the same bedroom, they have a casual relationship.She knew that Ding Xin had feelings for Pei Shangxuan since she was a freshman, and she couldn't help making insinuations when she saw him come to her several times, but the number of Li Li's deafness and dumbness became more and more profound as she got older. Xin did not say that she pretended not to understand. We are all smart people, seeing that Li Li's reaction was cold and not very enthusiastic, Ding Xin also kept silent, but the relationship between the two has been a little distant since then, after all, there is a grudge. Judging from Wang Xiaofeng's tone, it seems to be the case of "the king of Xiang has a dream, but the goddess has no heart".Li Li coughed in embarrassment, and planned to find an excuse to walk away, but seeing his lonely expression, she felt sympathy for no reason. "Forget it, isn't it just a girl who doesn't like you, you can't ask for anything that doesn't belong to you." Li Li laughed before finishing speaking.Fans of the authorities, lobbyists are very thoughtful when persuading others, and they all seem to be experts on love issues.It's really my turn to be in a mess before I understand that I can't explain the relationship in a few words. He tilted his head to look at her, and grinned: "Just to comfort you, I must ask you to dance." He imitated the foreign gentleman in the movie, bent down to her and stretched out his hand to invite her to dance. Li Li felt a little flattered. Except for Pei Shangxuan, there were very few boys who had contact with her other than studying.Based on humanitarian considerations, she declared in advance that she would not dance, and asked him to be prepared to be stepped on. Wang Xiaofeng thought it was her modest words and didn't take it seriously. After Li Li stepped on him three times in a row, he dragged her out of the dance floor, dumbfounded. "For the sake of my feet, I'd better wait until after you learn how to dance." He gave her a can of Coke. Learn to dance?As far as his uncoordinated and awkward posture is concerned, it is simply a fantasy! "Mondieu." Very natural, a French export. Wang Xiaofeng shrugged, and responded casually: "Mein Gott, don't you want to become a master of the dance forest, overwhelming the audience with your skills?" Li Li rolled his eyes at him, "Wang Xiaofeng, unrealistic fantasies are called idiotic dreams." He shook his head a lot, looked at her with a smile and said, "Li Li, self-confidence will make a girl more and more beautiful. Believe me, that's right." She looked at him, suddenly relaxed. Valentine's Day on February 14th is Friday, the day when the second half of the semester starts, Li Li goes to school to register.Deep red roses can be seen everywhere in the dormitory building, overwhelmingly beautiful.Roses in 2005 sold for fifty yuan a piece, but love was much cheaper than in 1997. In the dormitory, a bouquet of red roses was placed in a vase converted from a Coke bottle.Cao Xuemen pouted, indicating that she was given by Ding Xin's suitor.Li Li shrugged and put down her schoolbag, and moved the vase that took up half of her desk to the side. Ding Xin is the most beautiful girl in their dormitory, and she is also the best at dressing up.She has a friend who works part-time as an Avon agent. Every quarter, she would go to Li Li's dormitory and bring a bunch of beautifully printed promotional materials and samples for them to try. Li Li devoted herself to learning makeup skills with everyone, and was determined not to buy it.She knows that magical cosmetics can modify the facial features and imperfections of the face, and she has seen herself in the mirror change from ordinary to slightly moving, but she is still unwilling to face Pei Shangxuan with an "artificial" face . If becoming beautiful can win his favor, then this man is not worthy of her waiting in silence; if becoming beautiful, he still only treats her as a buddy, she thinks that she may be desperate. During the winter vacation, Li Li borrowed from the school library and got into the entanglement of Meggie and Ralph for half a century. She couldn't bear to put down the book even when eating, and Li Meiqing pointed her forehead and called her a "nerd".She looked at her mother and accelerated the speed of chopping rice grains. Sitting opposite them, Liu Qianren glanced at Li Meiqing coldly and let her die down.He has a pivotal position in this reorganized family, at least somewhat of a deterrent to the stepmother.He always calmly rescued Li Meiqing when she taught Li Li a lesson, she was vaguely aware of this, subconsciously she didn't want to go into it. Li Li didn't like Ralph before reading it. A classmate borrowed this book last semester, and she had a general idea of ​​its content.Although reason tells her that most men will abandon the latter in the face of the dilemma of fame, wealth and love. What attracted her was the inscription: "There is a legend about a bird that sings only once in its life. At first, it searched for the thorn tree, and did not rest until it found it. Then it sang. At the dying moment, it rose above its own pain, and the song eclipsed both the lark and the nightingale. The song is so beautiful, the song is exhausted. However, the whole world is listening quietly, and God is smiling in the sky. Because good things can only be exchanged with deep pain and great wounds..." She is not the thorn bird, but the thorn tree, waiting to hear the once-in-a-lifetime swan song. If one day she could write her secret love into a book, Li Li thought she would write an inscription on the title page: "I look forward to the return of migratory birds until the end of my life." On February 14th, when Li Li was moving Ding Xin's vase, her finger was accidentally pricked by a rose and blood came out. Time flies like a white horse, and in the blink of an eye, he ran far away to the horizon.Life is like the spinning top that I played with when I was a child. It is whipped by an invisible whip and cannot stop. Before I can see the fragments clearly, it has become a thing of the past. Two days before Hong Kong's handover in 1997, Liu Qianren received an offer from the University of Southern California. Pei Shangxuan called Li Li on a mobile phone that was definitely a rare thing and told her to come out immediately. Li Li was packing her luggage at home and preparing to join Wang Xiaofeng. Go to Beijing to watch the Tiananmen Square Flag Raising Ceremony. After receiving his urgent phone call, Li Li left the half-packed luggage and rushed out, anxiously rushing to the tea house near People's Square, only to see him sitting among a group of people in high spirits. Pei Shangxuan rented a shop on Qipu Road a year ago and returned to Shanghai from Guangzhou to wholesale clothes.He has a unique vision, coupled with the image of a handsome guy is a living advertisement, the business is booming.He was so busy that he didn't have time to talk to Li Li about the old days. She visited him twice, and each time she had to sell her labor to help him sell clothes. "Are you a couple?" The fitting girl always asks this. Pei Shangxuan laughed and hugged Li Li's shoulders, and answered the question with a hug: "This is my best brother, more important than all women." She struggled to keep a smile on her face, and her heart ached.The best brother, more important than all women, has nothing to do with love.Li Li was absent-minded when he went back to school to practice oral English with Wang Xiaofeng, and he saw the clue. Since the New Year's Ball, she and Wang Xiaofeng have gradually become acquainted.Coincidentally, they were born on the same day of the same month in the same year, with a difference of only four hours in birth time, so they became the best friends of the special railway.During the Spring Festival, he went back to Jinhua to celebrate the New Year, and brought her back a pack of ham.Li Li took it home and handed it to her mother. Li Meiqing made a fuss and wondered that she still got a boyfriend with such an ugly appearance. "It's a friend." Li Li declared angrily, shut the refrigerator door heavily, and walked out of the kitchen ignoring her mother Xu Xu's scolding. In the living room, Liu Qianren was watching a disc, and raised his head to scan Li Li.She didn't respond, and walked past the TV without saying a word, and returned to her cubicle. Wang Xiaofeng is the kind of boy who is easy to feel trustworthy. His problem is that girls are willing to joke with him, but they collectively say no if they want to have a further relationship.Li Li analyzed the reasons for him. In the final analysis, he and girls have no sense of distance. Just imagine which girl is willing to find a boyfriend who knows all her secrets? "Come on, just obediently be your 'friend of women'." Li Li spread his hands, declaring that he was hopeless. Wang Xiaofeng scratched his hair in frustration, looked Li Li up and down, leaned over and asked with a playful smile, "Li Li, why don't we make a couple, think about it? We can meet each other if we are born in the same year, the same month, and the same day. God must want us to be together if we are so destined. .” In the last sentence, his tone was like reciting a hymn, except that he didn’t add “Amen”. She raised her hand and punched him, "I thought you were an idiot." He rubbed his chest and laughed, while shouting "You hurt me".Li Li also laughed, and gave him another kick by the way.Wang Xiaofeng is a good man who can make her feel at ease, but she has no feelings for him. Feeling is a kind of mysterious thing, Li Li only cares about Pei Shangxuan, only worried about whether he is doing well, and just wants to be with him.I can't say what's good about him, maybe it just feels right. Wang Xiaofeng knew that Li Li liked someone, it was the kind of love that would last forever, and he couldn't beat the person in her heart, so he generously abstained early on. On June 29, 1997, Li Li furiously looked at Pei Shangxuan who was sitting in the crowd.He dyed the most popular blonde hair, wearing a tight black T-shirt, a silver necklace around his neck, and a silver earring on his left ear, arrogant and domineering. "Pei Shangxuan, explain what's going on." Li Li didn't know anyone sitting next to him. She was preparing for the English proficiency test and hadn't seen him for a while.Looking at the outfits of these people, she is automatically classified as a fox friend and dog friend. Pei Shangxuan let go of the beautiful girl in his arms, and slightly raised his chin towards Li Li. "You're here." She was even angrier, I've been standing here for a long time like a big living person, you didn't just see me, did you?What kind of airs are you putting on, it's boring!The girl next to him who was also wearing a tight T-shirt made Li Li's sense of inferiority rise again, Han Yichen was not the only beautiful girl in the world, it was useless for her to be jealous. "If you let me see you are bored, OK, I saw it." Li Li turned around rudely, not minding embarrassing him in front of his brother. Pei Shangxuan's face suddenly changed, everyone present stared at him in astonishment, who always showed his image as a cool guy, stood up and chased him out. He rushed out the door and grabbed Li Li's arm. "Li Li, did you take the wrong medicine?" Pei Shangxuan smelled gunpowder very strongly when he opened his mouth, and chased him out without thinking, as if he had done something wrong.He was not only annoyed, but also aggrieved. After getting along for many years, he knew that Li Li's temper could not make many friends, so he specially arranged a party to let her know more people, but she didn't give face. She turned her head to look at the man who was a head taller than herself, and the teeth that clenched her lips were loosened. The bright red blood was like what he often saw when they were at the same table many years ago, and she was torturing herself again. He took out a handkerchief from his jeans pocket and handed it to her to wipe the blood.Li Li didn't reach out her hand, and let him hold it awkwardly.She has far-reaching eyes that he can't read. "Pei Shangxuan, I'm going to Beijing tonight." He blurted out and asked her why she was going, and he had the illusion that she was about to leave and never come back. "On July 1st, Hong Kong will return to the motherland. I will go to see the flag-raising ceremony." He breathed a sigh of relief. The return of Hong Kong is a major event celebrated by the whole world, and the government even specially gave a holiday.Then I thought that Tiananmen Square must be crowded with people on July 1st, and worried whether there would be someone who would walk with her and take care of each other. "Alone?" He asked anxiously, but saw her shaking her head. "Going with a boy, there's nothing to worry about." Li Li didn't understand why she emphasized the gender of her companion, and she didn't allow her to think about what she blurted out. Hearing the word "boy", Pei Shangxuan frowned.Hell, she went on a trip alone with a man and told him not to worry?Don't worry about yourself! "Don't go." He ordered domineeringly, "You are a girl, you have to protect yourself, do you know that?" Li Li looked at him, and before she could react, she had already spit out a word: "Shit." She was startled, and then sneered. "Pei Shangxuan, you are crazy." Her indifference displeased him, and he roared angrily, "I care about you." "I don't care." Li Li stubbornly raised his head and roared back, then walked forward with big strides.Before he took two steps, his arm was grabbed again.Looking back, Pei Shangxuan's face was ferocious, and he gritted his teeth viciously: "Li Li, you girl, don't be ignorant of good people. I'll take care of your affairs, and you are not allowed to go anywhere today!" As he said, he raised his hand and waved He took a taxi, pushed and shoved her into the car, and gave her home address. "Let me get out of the car!" Li Li said angrily, "I'm going to Beijing with my boyfriend, and you want me to mind your own business?" She lied.Perhaps the sight of him embracing a beautiful girl before was too dazzling, Li Li's eyes were reddened, and she seemed to be really in a hurry. His face was gloomy, and he squeezed his thin lips and stared at her, as if he wanted to see if she was lying.With a guilty conscience, Li Li forced herself to be calm and looked at him. "Boyfriends are not allowed!" Seeing her piercing eyes, Pei Shangxuan was defeated, scratching his hair in a state of distraught, and said in a gloomy tone, "Li Li, remember that men are not good things. I just want to take advantage of girls." She snorted and snorted coldly: "It's you who said it." In Pei Shangxuan's eyes, Li Li's understatement turned into a lack of self-love, and he couldn't explain why his heart hurt as if he had difficulty breathing.The phone rang, probably because the friend who was waiting in the tea house impatiently called him.Pei Shangxuan didn't answer, but Li Li stretched out his legs and kicked his feet. He couldn't tell what kind of mentality he was holding: "They are looking for you, please don't meddle in my business." He turned off the phone angrily, took a breath, stared into her eyes and said stiffly: "If you die, you can't go anywhere without my approval." "Why?" Li Li suddenly had a glimmer of hope: If, is it possible, he is jealous? "Because I am your best friend." Is this reason enough? "We are friends, and I don't want to wait for something to happen to you before doing the aftermath." He was always cruel to shatter when she just had a fantasy.What's more helpless is that she can't blame him for his unintentional cruelty. Li Li didn't go to Beijing, she stared and stared at Pei Shangxuan's house for a long time, but after the two elders of Pei's family kept winking, she finally compromised.She met Wang Xiaofeng at the agreed place at the train station, using the excuse that she couldn't go to Beijing due to urgent business. "Is that the person?" Wang Xiaofeng pouted at the tall man watching them not far away. She nodded, there was no need to hide it from him. "It will be very hard to like him, Li Li." He patted her on the shoulder, picked up the travel bag at his feet, "I will show you the photos when I come back." Li Li regretted that she would miss this historic moment.But when Pei Shangxuan came over and took her hand, she put aside the unhappiness. "You lied to me, didn't you?" He frowned displeasedly, his deep eyes fixed on Li Li for a moment, "He's not your boyfriend at all, is he?" "Yeah." Li Li replied lightly. He raised his left hand and rubbed her hair, murmuring that he was glad that he was sober and not deceived, otherwise the consequences would be disastrous. People come and go at Shanghai Railway Station, they stand in the square and are shrouded in twilight.Li Li lowered her head and smiled slightly. This man cared about her, no matter what the reason was, it made her desperate.