Chapter 15 Chapter 15 Lost Because of You

On the fourth day of junior high school, Xie Nan told his parents with guilt that he was rushing to the class reunion, and after lunch, he set off for the provincial capital.Her parents packed all her favorite foods properly in packaging bags and put a lot of them in the trunk of the car. In addition, they specially bought several bottles of pepper oil and asked her to bring them to Ru Bing. During the Spring Festival holiday, the number of vehicles on the expressway was much less than usual, and it was very smooth.She entered the community before four o'clock in the afternoon, parked the car by the yard, opened the trunk and took out all the things, walked around to the gate of the garden and swiped the card to enter the gate. She was trying to free her hand to press the unit door code when the phone rang .She guessed it was Yu Mucheng, who had already received a call from him on the way, asking her where she was and telling her to drive carefully.She pressed the door of the unit in one go, took the key to open the anti-theft door of her own house, rushed into the kitchen and put the food on the adjustment table, and then took out the mobile phone that was still ringing, but it was an unfamiliar number, and she answered it quickly.

"Hello." "Please ask Xiang Xinyang to answer the phone." A female voice said straight to the point. Xie Nan was quite surprised: "I'm sorry, you made a mistake." "Come on, Xie Nan, stop pretending, I'm Tang Linglin." "I know who you are, but I still have to say that you made a mistake. A wife looking for her husband should obviously not call me." "If he is willing to answer my phone, why should I call you. Now that it's Chinese New Year, I don't want to say bad things, please let him answer the phone. " "Miss Tang, or let me call you Mrs. Xiang. Do you know that you are going too far now? Xiang Xinyang and I broke up completely seven years ago. It's your business if you can't find him. , It has nothing to do with me at all. Go to the newspaper office to publish a missing person notice, or broadcast to find someone, call the police, whatever you want, please don’t harass me again.”

Xie Nan hung up the phone and sat down on the sofa.Her good mood was swept away, and the hand holding the phone couldn't help shaking.Realizing this, she threw the phone on the sofa and pressed one hand to the other, but she still couldn't control herself.After sitting in a daze for a long time, she picked up her mobile phone with shaking hands and dialed Gao Rubing's number. "Do you have Xiang Xinyang's phone number, Bingbing?" "Yes, last time we met at the airport, he left me a business card. Nannan, don't be stupid, why do you want his phone number?"

Xie Nan smiled wryly: "I'm crazy to argue with him. I'm hiding and getting into trouble. Give him a call, Bingbing. Tang Linglin called me just now, and I've been looking for him everywhere, saying that he won't answer. She called, suspecting that I hid him." Gao Rubing was suddenly furious: "Is this woman sick? It's okay if my husband can't stand it, why would he think of calling you? How many years have passed since your little thing?" "Forget it, Bingbing, I don't want to be troublesome during Chinese New Year. Please give Xiang Xinyang a call and ask him to face Tang Linglin by himself. Don't cause trouble for others, let alone disturb me. I'm sorry, I will do my best. You are looking for trouble, I really don’t have his number, and I don’t want to contact him.”

"Well, I'll call, don't be angry, it's not worth it." Xie Nan put down the phone and sat there blankly, she didn't expect such a boring scene to find her.The last time Tang Linglin looked for her was seven years ago. Xie Nan was lying on the bed in the dormitory, and Gao Rubing was in a hurry: "Are you going to become a fairy, Nan Nan? It's been a few days without eating or going to class. If this continues, if you don't get caught and warned for absenteeism, you will starve to death." "Bingbing, you go to class, I want to lie down for a while."

"You've been lying down for several days, aren't you afraid of bed sores?" Gao Rubing said without hesitation, and immediately regretted it, "Why don't I go find Xiang Xinyang, who called me just now to ask how you are? ? This bastard..." "Did he call you? What did he say?" Xie Nan asked eagerly. "He told me to take good care of you, and it sounded so frustrating to listen to you." Xie Nan fell silent. "What's the matter with you? I met him the day before yesterday, and he was wandering around outside the school, as if he had lost his soul. You look like this, and it's not much better. If you quarrel and get angry, you should make up. Little Queyi Yiqing, just take it as soon as you see it, and you're not a child, so why do you do this?"

Xie Nan stared straight at the top of the mosquito net, and after a while he said softly, "He told me that he was going to marry someone else." Gao Rubing couldn't believe his ears.She reached out her hand to touch Xie Nan's forehead, which was cold: "During the National Day holiday, you guys were so happy, he drove you home, and you said he got along well with your parents. It's only been less than half a month, what happened?" "I don't know, Bingbing. He suddenly told me that he wanted to break up with me. He said he had to marry Tang Linglin, otherwise the family business would go bankrupt and his elder brother might go to jail."

Gao Rubing's eyes widened, and he couldn't help jumping up violently: "What kind of fucking excuse is this? There is no such way of making up Taiwanese dramas. It's so old, and he needs to sacrifice his appearance to save the whole family. He is relying on you To be honest, I'm so confused and talking nonsense, I'll go to him and ask him clearly." "Don't ask, Bingbing. I cried and begged him, but he didn't change his words. He left me and left. From that day on, he didn't answer my calls anymore." Xie Nan raised his hand to cover his face, tears flowing down his face. "I guess, something really happened in his family."

"Even if something is going on at home, you can't sacrifice your three-year relationship." Gao Rubing was about to turn around when Xie Nan took her hand, her fingers were wet with tears, and her eyes full of tears looked at her pleadingly. she. "Look, I don't plan to call him anymore, and you don't have to go to him. I don't want to embarrass him, so forget it. I'm fine. I'll be fine after lying down for a few days." Gao Rubing agreed to her helplessly, and she rushed to class, only asking her not to think about it, and hurriedly took her schoolbag and went out.

Xie Nan was lying on the bed with a blank mind. This was the first major blow she experienced in her life at the age of 21. Before that, the biggest setback she encountered was her unsatisfactory exam results and being scolded by her mother. She couldn't understand how the man who had made so many sweet vows to her could be so indifferent in a blink of an eye. The reasons he said hit her eardrums word by word, but she couldn't listen at all. The only concept was that he wanted to broke up with her. Little by little, he loosened her fingers holding his sleeve, completely ignoring her. After she told him to die in anger, he had a miserable face, and strode away without turning his head.She didn't remember how she got back to the dormitory, she ignored anyone's questions, she just shook her head and said nothing to Gao Rubing, she didn't go to the cafeteria, she didn't go to class, and after a while, she groped for the cell phone next to the pillow, repeatedly Dial that number, but he only answered once, and said in a tired voice: "Nan Nan, forget about me, don't call again." Before she could say anything, he hung up, and then never answered her call .

Only after she told her friends did she realize that she had done what she should and should not have done, and it was indeed irreparable.She reached out again, picked up the phone and turned it off, deciding to stop the pointless efforts. After an unknown amount of time, she heard footsteps coming in. She thought it was her roommate coming back and didn't pay attention, but someone pulled a chair and sat by her bed. She was horrified, and opened her eyes to see , it was Tang Linglin. Tang Linglin was once a famous figure in this school. He served as the chairman of the student union and the main debater of the school's debate team.Xie Nan only spent one year with her as a classmate, but she left a deep impression on her. She once met Tang Linglin when she and Xiang Xinyang were walking in the school. Apart from feeling that the senior sister greeted Xiang Xinyang coldly and looked at her rather sharply, she didn't have any direct conversation.At this time, she was wearing a refreshing and well-fitting gray-blue suit, and looked at her with pity. Xie Nan almost asked her what's the matter, opened his mouth, and suddenly connected the person Xiang Xinyang said he was going to marry with her, and his face turned pale. "Get up and wash your face, you really don't look good-looking now." Tang Linglin said pleasantly. Of course, for several days in a row, she just forced herself to wash and wash, and then lay back on the bed in a daze, or shed tears in the dark, without any mood to look in the mirror, and she knew she was in a mess.She couldn't raise her emotions, let alone mobilize her anger in the face of her rival, she just said: "You go, I don't want to say anything to you." Tang Linglin didn't leave, but instead changed his posture and sat firmly: "I'm afraid I have to explain something clearly to you, but it's actually for your own good." She ignored Xie Nan and closed his eyes, and said methodically: "Xiang Xinyang and I are getting married, and I hope you disappear from his life." Xie Nan's fingers were tightly twisted together. "Don't call Xiang Xinyang again, and don't pester him anymore. If you know him well, you should know that he is a kind-hearted person who lacks determination. If you beg him like that, it will only make it harder for him. If you If it's really for his own good, you should go away quietly." Xie Nan bit her lips tightly. "What can you give Xiang Xinyang? It's just a naive love affair. You will be in senior year, and you can continue to live in an ivory tower. He is different. He has his responsibilities, whether it is for his family or his life. .If he is self-willed now, he will hate himself and you in the future." These sharp words passed Xie Nan's ears one after another, but she didn't respond at all.The person who could hurt her the most has already said goodbye to her, leaving no room for it.To her, Tang Linglin was just a passerby, and no matter how harsh she was, she couldn't wake her up from a completely numb state. "You look like this, it's not good for others or yourself, why don't you cheer up, I can..." "That's enough." Gao Rubing came back after class, "It's your business to marry Xiang Xinyang, and it's their business to break up with Xie Nan and Xiang Xinyang. You take care of your own business, don't If you meddle in other people's business casually, it will benefit everyone." At that moment, the best debater seemed to be overwhelmed by Gao Rubing's aura, and a younger junior who came in together, who had never seen Tang Linglin's majesty, also chimed in and said, "Are there any mistakes? This is the first time I see the third Those who come to the door to tell the number, what is the world." Tang Linglin immediately recovered his composure, stood up slowly, and glanced at them coldly: "Xiang Xinyang and I are already engaged, whoever will appear between us now is the real third party." The school girl was dumb for a moment, Gao Rubing was about to speak, Tang Linglin turned to her: "Do you think this is showing loyalty and really helping her? It's just letting her indulge in self-pity and self-harm, wasting all the good time On meaningless entanglement, it is useless to make jokes." "I won't call Xiang Xinyang again, and I won't go to him again." Xie Nan, who was lying on the bed, said flatly, "This is what you want, right? As for me spending my time Where it is is my own business, don't bother you to come and give me an inspirational speech. Please go." Now Tang Linglin found her again, and the accusation was still that she was entangled with Xiang Xinyang.She is no longer the 21-year-old girl who is helpless when the accident suddenly strikes, she just lies on the bed and weeps, but she still doesn't know how to deal with such a trumped-up charge. She didn't know how long she had been sitting, but there were a few knocks on the floor-to-ceiling glass door leading to the yard, and she jumped up in shock before she came back to her senses.She just opened the glass door, and Yu Mucheng broke in, hugged her, gritted his teeth and said, "You awkward woman, you can't hold back even when you come back, you have to come and catch you..." Xie Nan tiptoed to kiss his mouth, and blocked his words.Startled by her cold lips, Yu Mucheng kissed her back and said, "Is it cold? Your hands are so cold too. Come to my place, I've prepared dinner for you." Xie Nan nodded, without any usual awkwardness, took his bag and was about to go out.The cell phone thrown on the sofa rang.She hurried to pick it up to answer. "Nannan, I called him, but he turned off the phone. He only called me back after sending a text message. Don't worry, he said he won't let Tang Linglin bother you anymore." "Thank you, Bingbing." She wanted to continue, but Yu Mucheng hugged her from behind and kissed her other ear, and she managed to hold back an exclamation, "I'll call you later." She broke away from him and followed him without saying a word.It was already dusk outside, it was a holiday, and the community was very quiet, the two left the Tulip Garden where she lived, and walked back into the Begonia Garden where Yu Mucheng lived.On the fourth floor, Yu Mucheng took the key to open the door, threw the key on the porch, turned around and hugged Xie Nan into the door, closed the door with one hand, and kissed her deeply at the same time. The leather bag and scarf in Xie Nan's hand fell to the ground. She couldn't resist the force pressing on her, so she staggered back a step and pressed her back against the door.While she retreated, he followed, the scorching breath filled her breath, she couldn't help opening her mouth to welcome his capture, she only felt a wave of dizziness sweeping over her, and in a blur of consciousness, Yu Mucheng took off her down jacket , she pulled out her hand cooperatively, let the down jacket fall to the ground, and hugged him again.Let his kisses fall all the way down on her neck, she panted lightly, and leaned her head back against the entrance door, feeling a little terrified for a moment, as if she just realized what she was doing, but she didn't allow her to flinch, so Mu Cheng kissed her lips again, this time he slowed down the tempo, sucked and licked as gently as possible, taking away the last sliver of her clear consciousness. Yu Mucheng picked her up, walked directly into the master bedroom downstairs, and put her on the bed. The two of them were entangled again, his lips touched her naked skin hotly, and his hands moved over her body , he nibbled lightly to make her moan softly.When he entered, her fingers clung to his shoulders tightly, and the two gasped at the same time, he was satisfied, she was slightly painful.She closed her eyes tightly, gritted her teeth and dug her fingers into the tight muscles on his back. He noticed her tense expression and a little stiff body, tried to comfort her with kisses, let her relax, but at the same time he couldn't control himself.Finally, his movements became faster and more violent, and broke out amidst her screams with crying sounds. The room returned to tranquility, he stroked her smooth back, she was lying curled up in his arms, with her head in his arms, motionless.He leaned into her ear and asked softly, "Did it hurt you?" She was silent, not used to discussing this issue with people.Does it hurt?Maybe a little.This was not her first time, but it was indeed a long seven years since her last time.She was not used to such enthusiasm, but she had to admit that Yu Mucheng was a thoughtful and experienced man who knew exactly how to relax her tense body and react as he went deeper. More importantly, in his enthusiasm, she forgot the nervousness and embarrassment she felt when she received the call downstairs just now, such a haunting depression like a nightmare. His warm hands ran down her back and rested on her waist.Her waist was very thin, and her skin was smooth and delicate. He stroked it gently, and she twisted her body to try to get rid of his hand, but he hugged her tighter. "Aren't you pretending to be asleep?" He asked softly, with a smile in his voice. Xie Nan's head touched his chest, and he said sullenly, "Who is pretending? I told you I don't go to bed until ten o'clock. What time is it?" "I don't know, let it be." Xie Nan turned over, turned his back to him, and was suddenly taken aback. Only then did he realize that the window of the room was only drawn with a layer of gauze curtain, and it had not been completely closed. You could see a moon like a hook hanging on the opposite floor From the top, the cold moonlight came in, "God, you, you didn't draw the curtains." She stuttered a little again in fright. Yu Mucheng is funny, the distance between the buildings here is not too small, and the windows are tightly closed, the lights are not turned on in the room, and even if the infrared night vision equipment is installed on the opposite side, it is impossible to peek into the spring in the room, but thank you Nan looked terrified, he went to draw the curtains before lying back on the bed, and hugged Xie Nan tightly again.The room was plunged into darkness, Xie Nan regained his composure, and leaned quietly in his arms. "Aren't you hungry, I've prepared dinner." "Can you cook?" "I said it earlier, after getting along for a long time, you will find that I have many advantages." "That will make me uneasy. I'm afraid that after getting along for a long time, you will find that I am no surprise. I don't know how to cook..." He pressed her lips with one hand, and kissed her shoulders and the back of her neck: "You have given me the biggest surprise, and I think this surprise is enough for me to digest for a long, long time. Cooking, who minds?" The dinner prepared by Yu Mucheng really surprised Xie Nan. At a glance, there is actually a combination of Chinese and Western dishes on the table, and there is not much content. There is a dish of boiled prawns, a seafood consommé, a vegetable and fruit salad, and a plate of fried rice. In the living room, there is only a floor lamp beside the sofa, which is turned on, emitting a warm halo.The stereo played soothing music, all the lights in the restaurant were turned off, there was a crystal vase in the middle of the dining table with a bouquet of lilies in it, a full set of western tableware was placed facing each other, candlesticks were placed at both ends, and a bottle of red wine had been opened. One-third of a glass of wine was poured into each wine glass. Xie Nan came out of the shower, stood there blankly, at a loss, really looked a little silly, and secretly compared the meal he had invited Yu Mucheng to, and had to admit that it was really shabby. Yu Mucheng came out of the kitchen with a freshly grilled lamb chop. He put down the lamb chop, took off the oven mitts, and came to hug Xie Nan. "I'm so moved that I froze." Xie Nan smiled wryly: "Do I have to change clothes? No matter how I look at myself, I don't look well." She was wearing floral long-sleeved pajamas and pajama pants, and her hair was tied behind her head with a rubber band.Yu Mucheng wore a white shirt and dark trousers, which was very neat. He laughed, hugged her and walked to the dining table, and opened a chair for her to sit down. "No, I like your pajamas." The dishes were unexpectedly delicious. Yu Mucheng took care of her taste and specially added some chili when grilling the lamb chops.Xie Nan ate happily and drank a lot of red wine.After eating, her face was flushed, and she half-lyed on the sofa in a daze. Yu Mucheng put the tableware in the kitchen and handed it to the hourly worker for the next day. He came over and sat beside her, and hugged her to him. In his arms, Xie Nan lazily drew his eyebrows and nose with his fingers. "If I eat like this, I will grow into a pig." "Let's try and see if I can feed you like a pig." "I'm not going to be fooled by this." Xie Nan chuckled, "I don't want to be raised, otherwise it will be very miserable when I get slaughtered." "Aren't you drunk?" Yu Mucheng put his hand into her pajamas and groped amusedly. The lower abdomen is flat and the waist is slender. "Don't worry, it's still far from the pig's standard." "Who said I was drunk, I only drank a little." "Then let's continue drinking," Yu Mucheng said maliciously, "How about some more rum?" Xie Nan squinted at him and said doubtfully, "Why do I think you're smiling so maliciously?" Yu Mucheng was very happy, and whispered in her ear, "It is said that rum can aphrodisiac, it can make a woman change from cold to tender." Before the words were finished, Xie Nan bit his arm hard. He frowned in pain but he didn't take back his arm. He just bit her ear in return. She let go and dodged with a smile: "Don't, don't make trouble. Can we have a good conversation?" He changed to gently licking her earlobe: "You tell me, I promise to listen carefully." Through her shirt, she lightly stroked the place where she had just bitten and left a little wet mark: "But I forgot what I wanted to say just now." "We have plenty of time, you take your time." Time seems to be suddenly full of elasticity, with the unique laziness of the holiday, and every moment becomes lingering and long; but in a blink of an eye, time passes faster than usual, and the winter night is no longer long and lonely.