Chapter 11 Volume 3 Wrong Time Wrong Man

Before, Chen Yang and I always had lunch together. Every day after class, I would go to the school cafeteria before her to help her prepare meals.After finishing, I put the two boxes of lunch in the seat where I usually sit. After more than ten minutes, Chen Yang appeared. The only difference was that she was followed by a girl. Because I was walking with Chen Yang, I couldn't help but look at the girl curiously.The girl was quiet and delicate, and held her hand nervously beside Chen Yang. Probably because she noticed my gaze, she was startled and lowered her head shyly. I'm a little baffled.

Chen Yang pulled her to sit down opposite me, pointed to the girl and happily introduced to me: "This is Zhao Qianqian, my deskmate and my best friend, let's get to know each other." best friend?Shouldn't her best friend be me in her heart? I was a little disappointed when I heard Chen Yang's words, but I was also a little embarrassed to realize that I would be jealous of a girl. I pretended not to care, and began to introduce myself: "Hello, I..." "Don't be flirtatious anymore." Chen Yang interrupted me, "She knows Qianqian, I told her everything about you."

Ever since Li Rou found out that I like Chen Yang, I have often talked about Chen Yang with her, so I am not surprised that Chen Yang told others about me.Just why am I so sad all of a sudden?Is it because I like her and she introduces me to others?Or am I finding out we're just not in the same class and starting to get to know her? I think back to the first day, Chen Yang suddenly told me that she fell in love with Liang Bo.Although the two things are irrelevant, I am still afraid. I am beginning to fear that she will have her own life, a life that has nothing to do with me. I had lunch with Chen Yang and Zhao Qianqian with my thoughts in mind.At the dinner table, I was silent like never before. Facing the two of them who were joking, I felt like a concubine who had been thrown into the cold palace.

On the second day, Chen Yang brought Zhao Qianqian to dinner again, and it was the same on the third day.This situation lasted for more than a month. Every time I eat, Chen Yang will laugh and tell Zhao Qianqian my imitation things, such as entering the women's restroom without looking at the sign, wearing different shoes to school, forgetting to pay for something but paying again, etc. Wait. The scene of Chen Yang leaning forward and backward laughing, and Zhao Qianqian covering her mouth and laughing together, I find it harsh and ear-piercing.I was so embarrassed that I didn't know what to say. I couldn't bear it anymore and would complain about Chen Yang: "Eat your meal, where are you talking so much nonsense!"

I think Chen Yang doesn't care about me that much anymore.She and Zhao Qianqian share similar tastes, and there are endless things to talk about and laugh about, although most of them are related to me.Relatively speaking, my words have become interference, a splash of cold water. "It's really annoying!" Seeing me talking about her, Chen Yang would usually make a face at me, and then continue joking with Zhao Qianqian. I always feel that things are not that simple. Although I was mentally prepared for Zhao Qianqian to intervene between me and Chen Yang, and I was ready to accept it, but I always felt that Chen Yang was not just introducing a new friend to me, she must have other purposes.

Sure enough, on a Saturday one month later, Chen Yang came to my house.Her house is very close to mine, and it takes only fifteen minutes to walk, so she still wears slippers on her feet. She skillfully moved the chair and sat next to me, playing games with me.The game we played at the time was called "Contra", a classic game for the red and white machine. While we were chatting, Chen Yang suddenly asked me: "Do you have feelings for Qianqian?" I giggled in my heart, and after a moment of distraction, the character was shot and was knocked out by KO in an instant.I deliberately changed the subject and blamed her: "Look at you, you killed my people!"

"This is not fun, let's play Super Mario." Chen Yang pressed the button of the gamepad to call up the "Super Mario" interface.She looked directly at the computer screen and pressed the buttons to select the level, "How do you feel about Zhao Qianqian?" Her eyes reflected the light from the screen, bright as autumn water. I continued to pretend to be confused: "What does it feel like?" In fact, I vaguely knew what she was going to say, but I just didn't want to admit it, let alone face it. She hooked my shoulders and said with a smile: "Don't play dumb, you're not young, it's time for you to fall in love."

This feeling is like an older unmarried youth being forced into marriage by seven aunts and eight aunts.I turned my face away in displeasure: "You're not in love yourself, and you're in a hurry with my affairs. You're really a mother-in-law." She punched me: "Qianqian really likes you, she has liked you for almost a year." I rubbed my chest and said impatiently: "What does this have to do with me?" I get it, I get it completely.It turned out that she was a matchmaker and wanted to introduce me to a girlfriend. It turned out that she just didn't want me to like her.

"She likes you!" Chen Yang raised his voice and asked me seriously, "Do you want to be with her?" There are gold coins waiting for Mario ahead, as well as piranhas and biting turtles.Because of his confusion, Mario stood motionless at the entrance. He wanted to retreat but couldn't, so he had to bite the bullet and move forward. I suddenly felt that my situation was similar to that of Mario.Yes or no?This is really a problem. Chen Yang persevered: "You should think about whether you want to be with her or not! I'm her friend, so..." Chen Yang didn't finish his sentence, but I understood what she meant.She wanted to say that Zhao Qianqian was her friend, and she didn't want me to embarrass her; she wanted to say that if I didn't agree, it would be difficult for her to do business with Zhao Qianqian.

I heard after a long time that many girls like to test whether a boy likes them by introducing other girls to them.They always show a look of righteousness and respect for you and care about your emotional life. In fact, they are very eager to hear boys say "no", or even reverse confession: "Fool, the person I like is you !" But at the time I didn't know anything about it.I was simply driven into a hurry by her, and I said something that I regretted for the rest of my life: "That's good, let's be together." It was a gesture of letting go and giving up on myself.

Chen Yang was stunned for a moment, then laughed, looking very happy: "I'll go to Qianqian now and tell her the good news." After speaking, he bounced away. It is said that because of the different brain structures, it is difficult for boys to guess the emotions of girls.I noticed the drooping and raised corners of Chen Yang's mouth, but I didn't understand why, but my heart was empty and lonely. This feeling is very similar to when we were doing papers when we were young, we racked our brains thinking that we had the correct answer, but when the paper was handed out, there was a big red cross on it. What have I done?I kept asking myself.In terms of studies, I am a top student, but emotionally, I am an idiot. Many years later, Chen Yang told me how much she hoped that I could refuse.She said her happiness was fake, she said I was a fool. Yes, I am a fool, a cowardly fool who only knows how to escape. Until now, those old things between Zhao Qianqian and me are still between me and Chen Yang, and have never disappeared. In the end, this has become the most direct reason why Chen Yang and I can't be together. It's like a thorn that cannot be removed because it has been stuck in the flesh for a long time.