Chapter 9 Chapter 8 The Light of Love

High school was an impressive year for me. From the unaccustomed to the habit of not being at the same table with Chen Yang, I will skip it.That year Chen Yang learned how to skate and weave scarves, she gave me a black one, and I stayed up all night watching the meteor shower with her around it, although I didn't see anything. I learned to play "Canon" with a harmonica, learned a few simple magic tricks to make her happy, and drove her around the streets and alleys of the city on a bicycle to have fun and eat delicious food. Put it into a glass jar and plan to give it to her when she becomes my girlfriend.

That year, she and I had our own mobile phones successively.Mine is Nokia, hers is Motorola. Older phones usually had a hole for a string or phone chain.After having a mobile phone, Chen Yang gave me a mobile phone chain with my name on it, which happened to be a pair with the one with her name on it. When she was humming happily and tilting her head to hang the mobile phone chain on my mobile phone, I was like the silly boy Guo Jing when he saw Huang Rong, "I only feel dazzling and blooming, and I dare not look at it again". "It feels like a couple." I thought silently in my heart.

The same style, the same color, with their respective names written on them, I couldn't help laughing when I thought of making a pair with her. She pushed me and laughed at me: "You look stupid." "You are stupid." I almost said it, I don't understand my heart, who is stupid if you are not stupid?In fact, I was also stupid, I didn't know how to express my heart, and I didn't understand her heart until later. With a mobile phone, it is much more convenient for me to contact Chen Yang, and I can send text messages or make calls when I think of something.

We chat more about QQ.At that time, the QQ function of the mobile phone was very simple, and it was not even possible to transfer a picture, let alone the functions such as audio and video transfer files, but it was already a very high-tech thing for us. We chatted all over the world, sharing books, music, topics, food, anecdotes and troubles, bit by bit.Although we can't be in the same class, but because of the mobile phone, I feel that the connection is closer. It has to be said that Chen Yang is a tricky girl.Often chatting and suddenly sending me a bad joke, causing me to hold back my laughter in class.Sometimes I can't help but laugh out loud, causing the students around me to look at me like a mental patient, while the teacher half-jokes on the podium: "Don't laugh stupidly, if you laugh again, I will send you to the third hospital." .”

I had no choice but to apologize to the teacher with embarrassment: "I'm sorry, teacher." Because I am not in the same class, I have a new deskmate. The new deskmate is a short girl with a round face, mushroom head with ears, and a pair of small round glasses. She looks gentle and gentle, and her name is also very gentle, Li Rou. When I first sat at the same table with her, I was not used to it, and I often called her by the wrong name. Sometimes I caught a glimpse of her from the sidelines of class, and I couldn't help being depressed for a while. Girls' minds are mostly delicate, and Li Rou quickly noticed the clues.One day Chen Yang came to look for me in the classroom. After leaving, Li Rou asked me: "Do you like her?"

Li Rou revealed my secret easily, I just felt my heart suffocate, I didn't know how to respond, she pursed her lips and smiled, with an expression of "I know everything". I was worried that she would gossip around and affect my relationship with Chen Yang, so I bit the bullet and argued: "I have known her for nine years, if I didn't like her, we would have broken up." Li Rou raised her eyebrows and said nothing, still with a clear expression. My face couldn't help getting hot, and I felt uncomfortable all over, so I could only protest weakly: "Don't talk nonsense."

Li Rou seemed to have discovered the detective who was the key to solving the case, and stared at me with sharp and proud eyes: "I never talk nonsense, you have light in your eyes when you look at her, you can't fool me." "Light?" I was full of doubts. "Yes, there is light in the eyes." Li Rou propped her head up with one hand, this is Chen Yang's usual gesture when talking to me, and I was immediately attracted.I heard Li Rou say: "That kind of light is unique between lovers. When you see someone you like, your eyes will glow, like stars in the sky. Your eyes are always attracted by the person you like and you can't move away." The corners of the mouth will also be raised reflexively, as if having all the happiness in the world."

Although these words are too literary and have a bit of pretentious taste, but after thinking about it, it makes sense: "Where did you learn all this?" Li Rou giggled: "It's always done like this in Korean dramas!" I'm dizzy. After thinking about it, Li Rou can see that I always like Chen Yang, but what about Chen Yang?She is also a fan of Korean dramas, can't she see that I like her?Oh, by the way, I'm almost a head taller than Chen Yang, if she doesn't raise my head and I don't lower my head, she won't be able to keep my reaction at all. I wanted to let Chen Yang know that I liked her so strongly that I couldn't feel at ease and couldn't sleep at night.I hesitated for days and finally decided to take action.

I'm going to try anyway, no matter how she reacts when she finds out.But I dare not tell her that there are some things that can only be understood but cannot be expressed in words. Even if I fail in the end and don't pierce the window paper, at least I will leave a way out for myself, and I can still be friends with her. I did what I liked, I specially imitated Han Xing and cut my hair, and I even acted like a baby with my mother and asked her to buy me a white shirt.After careful planning, I found Chen Yang and asked her expectantly, "How do you feel about me today?" Chen Yang looked at me for a while, and smiled: "Yaoxi! The handsome guy is big!"

Hearing what she said, I was overjoyed and chased after the victory: "Is there any more?" "Hmm..." Chen Yang stared at me over and over again, "Yang Jie, you're going to have pimples on your face." She seemed to have discovered a new world, she stretched out her fingers excitedly, and poked my face, " Come, I'll help you squeeze!" "Don't talk about pimples." I knocked off her hand, probably because my tone was not good, and I looked a little fierce. Chen Yang looked at me with extremely innocent eyes.I was a little frustrated at once, but I still continued to guide patiently, "Look carefully, look into my eyes."

Chen Yang looked at me closely.Her brown pupils are like clean gems, but also like magnets. I was deeply attracted, and I couldn't help but stare blankly. It was only later that I realized that I had overlooked one thing. People often unconsciously ignore many details around them, such as how many steps there are in the stairs and how many petals the roses have.I have been with Chen Yang in recent years, the love shown in my eyes has long been mixed with friendship, and it is difficult to distinguish. "There's shit in the corner of your eye." She said unexpectedly. Actually, at that time, I should have noticed.Her eyes averted uncomfortably, and her tone was a little uncomfortable.But I was so caught up in my emotions that I didn't pay attention.At that time, I only felt that my heart was shot by someone, not Cupid, but General Li Guang.A little stuffy, a little hurt, but I can't say it. I consoled myself that failure is the mother of success. If you fail the first time, you will always succeed the second time, right? When we were in school, it was very popular to express love with math problems.The two most famous are: [(x+52.8)x5-3.9343]÷0.5-10x and 128:√e980. On April Fool's Day, I specially sent "[(x+52.8)x5-3.9343]÷0.5-10x" to Chen Yang, asking her to choose the number at will and calculate the result.Although the mobile phone avoids the embarrassment of face-to-face, and on April Fool's Day, I can tell the other party that this is just a joke after the confession fails, but I am still uneasy. A young man's quiet bosom is also a poem.Because of my secret love, I felt that I had a special talent for being a poet, and even once thought that I might become a poet in the future. I have written many sentences that would be embarrassing to look back on now, such as: "My dear girl/Will you listen to my heartfelt words/Jasmine is no better than your fragrance/I think about you day and night/My heart is full Like the waves of the ocean/Would you like the waves to splash on you/Walk through the world with me?" Another example: "Waiting for a long time / My heart is like cooking a hot pot / Putting ingredients / Igniting a fire / Cooking a pot / This moment of infinite expectation / This moment that is closest to happiness / Girl, if you promise me / I will I invite you to eat hot pot." It's so bubbly and cutely silly. While waiting anxiously, Chen Yang quickly got back to me: "520.1314." I immediately replied to her: "That's right." After a while, she replied: "I love you all my life?" I don't know how she's feeling, but my cheeks are hot with excitement, and my hands are shaking all the time.A simple "um" took a long time to click correctly, and it took a long time to go back after hesitating. Chen Yang didn't call me back for a long time. As the saying goes, a thief has a guilty conscience, but those who confess are often more guilty than those who confess.At that time, I was a pure idiot. To be precise, I was too cowardly. I never thought that Chen Yang might be as excited and overwhelmed as I was. Instead, I felt that she wanted to refuse but was embarrassed. I was a little lost, and pretended to be relaxed and said back: "Haha, have you been tricked by me? Happy April Fool's Day." I got a text message in the middle of editing it, but I didn't read it and kept replying.After replying, I found out that the text message was from Chen Yang. "I like you too." Chen Yang said. My text message has been sent out, but I can't withdraw it when I want to withdraw it.Just when I was dejectedly thinking about how to make it up, another text message from Chen Yang followed closely: "I lied to you too, Happy April Fool's Day." At that moment, my mood fell to the bottom.There are two villains in my head who are constantly fighting, and villain A says, "Will she like me the same?" But villain B quickly vetoes: "She's just kidding like me .” The two villains fought for 300 rounds, and finally villain B defeated villain A. Yes, she was kidding me. People always like to tell the truth on April Fool's Day and lie on Valentine's Day.Later I found out that she and I were not joking at the beginning, she really liked me, but we both used lies to cover up our sincerity, cheated each other and hurt ourselves. Later, I often think, if I reply later is "Let's have hot pot together tonight" Instead of "Haha, have you been fooled by me?" Maybe we are already together. In fact, I did treat her to a hot pot that day, but unfortunately I was in the name of a friend rather than a couple.