Chapter 21 Chapter 20

The summer before I entered university, I went to Chenggong Ridge and received a month of sneaky military training. In Chenggongling, I received a letter from two of my netizens, Ye Enxuan and Sister Shen, telling me that Shen Jiayi seemed quite happy after hearing my confession.This news greatly encouraged me. In the sweaty army, I naturally wrote tens of thousands of letters to Shen Jiayi. At the end of each letter, I emphasized the same thing: go to college, and look at me more before choosing other boys.I am fine, the kind of goodness that I will never meet again if I miss it.Hope she knows.

Standing at the gate of Datongpu as a guard, I, who was lonely in every way, wrote another song for Shen Jiayi. "Sure enough, it's the beginning of the decision when you arrive at university." I smiled wryly and memorized the melody repeatedly. Shaking my three-point flat head and descending Chenggong Ridge, I came to Jiaotong University in Hsinchu with a large stack of letters from Shen Jiayi.Shen Jiayi entered the National Taipei Teachers College, planning to become an elementary school teacher in the future. The distance between Taipei and Hsinchu is not too far, but it is still an obstacle.

Tell me where my rivals are located. Xie Mengxue, a poet who likes Shen Jiayi very much, was admitted to the Department of Dentistry of Beijing Medical University. He is the closest to Shen Jiayi.Liao Yinghong, who loves to be funny, Yang Zeyu, who is big and flexible, and Du Xinxian, who is low-key, were all admitted to Feng Chia University in Taichung.The arch-rival Ahe also got admitted to the school in Taichung and is stationed in the Department of Business Administration of Tunghai University. The part that is not a rival in love, Li Fengmin who was born the same as me also went to Fengjia, Lai Yanxiang went to Fuda University, Xu Bochun failed in the exam because of too much handjob, so he went to the re-examination class with Cao Guosheng for a year.

Entering the university is like entering another world. In that new world called university, no one forced me to study, and there was no clear goal of studying (to be a useful person to society? This kind of goal can be achieved without studying!), I just So began the loose and leisurely pace of university. My roommate and I joined the "opponent's debate buddies come, opponent's debate buddies go" debate club. We wanted to train our thinking speed and sophistication, but we only won third place in the freshman cup.Later, due to special reasons, I developed the strange habit of often sleeping in the debate club.

In my first year of freshman year, I didn't have a motorbike, and I almost spent my lonely time in the library when I didn't have classes.I kept borrowing movie videos in the library, and watched all-inclusive movies on the small lattice table, especially a bunch of bad movies made by Japanese with chaotic themes. Compared with the small collection of books in the Changhua Cultural Center, the types of bibliographies on the shelves of the Jiaotong University library also surprised me. The more nonsense I like to read, such as the content of the sermons of the Supreme Master in Qinghai, the Grand View of Chinese Penalties, Ni Kuang’s labor camp diary, aliens’ rape of cows, all of which I took by force.

In my first year of freshman year, I obviously accumulated a rich foundation of miscellaneous studies that can be used for novel creation. And Shen Jiayi and I also started talking on the phone in the dormitory. "Did you really miss me?" "I think so much." "Then when will you return to Changhua? Let's go see Teacher Zhou Shuzhen together." "Just this week?" "Will you come to the train station to pick me up then?" "What's the problem then?" Yes, it's that ambiguous.Even if there's no way to go further, I'm having fun doing it.

Some people say that the most beautiful period of love is the stage of ambiguity. They inquired about each other's breathing, carefully discerned each other's thoughts, and responded cautiously and fearfully.Every little action seemed to have meaning and began to be given meaning. When walking together, boys start to pay attention to whether the girl is walking on the safe inside, but girls can't ignore the boy's stiff hand waving, whether they are brewing to hold their own courage. Girls are obsessed with love psychology tests, and boys start to know how to help girls remove the plastic sleeves of disposable chopsticks when eating.

Everything is not just because I want to "behave well", but also because there is a place in my heart that belongs to another person on the earth—that person.The probability of this is about 1 in 5.7 billion. But my ace informant, apparently, had other ideas. "Ambiguous is great, but you'd better not let this situation drag on for too long." Ye Enxuan suggested to me on the phone. "Why? I think it's pretty good now. I think Shen Jiayi definitely likes me, it's just a matter of how much it is." I wrote programs in C language on my roommate's computer in the dormitory while talking on the phone.

"How can you guarantee that Shen Jiayi won't meet someone better in college? There will always be seniors who will give midnight snacks, gifted students who talk very well, and club friends who are as talented as you! If Shen Jiayi is caught by one of them What should I do if I chase him away, then don't cry with me." God damn it, I try not to think about it and you remind me! "Maybe there will be someone better than me, someone more suitable for her than me, but... I won't lose." I said awkwardly, looking at the program code full of bugs on the screen. "How to say?"

"I'm special." I thought. It should be... Otherwise, I don't know where to find a better answer. "Ke Jingteng, I'm really going to be mad at you!" Ye Enxuan scolded. "Haha, anyway, I want to wait for Shen Jiayi to like me more, and then I will formally ask her if she wants to be with me. Ask her now, if she is rejected, I will want to die very much." I moved the mouse and couldn't help sighing , "If you really want to help, just find a way to create a beautiful opportunity for me!" I was so, so timid.My self-confidence is useless in front of the love that can never be lost.

This point is not suitable for the timid who sticks to me, and most of it comes from a sentence in a letter from my other chief netizen, sister Shen: "If you are as tall as Shen Jiayi, I think you have already caught up with my sister. " There is a difference of three centimeters, I have to work three times harder than others to fill the gap. Fill in slowly, don't rush... I thought to myself.