Chapter 7 Chapter 6

No surprise, I like Li Xiaohua. I like it very much. But to be honest, although Li Xiaohua always smiled at me, I never knew whether Li Xiaohua liked me, or just had a strong curiosity about me. Breaking up requires only one person's consent, but "together" requires the approval of two people at the same time to count.Being in love has to be so uncertain to be interesting, isn't it?At least I have completed my half of the puzzle. At that time, I went to school full of vigor every day. As soon as I arrived at school, I parked my bicycle and rushed from the carport to the classroom. Sometimes I would pick a small wild flower from the flower garden next to the playground, before Li Xiaohua came to the classroom. Before, put the little wild flower under the transparent plate on her table, and wait to admire her expression when she sees the little wild flower.The first poem in my life also appeared on the note next to Xiaoyehua.

Conversation in Notebook: "Hey, where do you live?" "What for?" "Just curious." "Why should I tell you? You are so smart, you should know if you want to know." After school, I rode a bicycle and waited at the school gate, watching Li Xiaohua's father drive her home on a motorcycle.I took a deep breath, stepped on the pedal, and followed like crazy. Jingcheng Middle School is separated from the urban area by a steep Zhonghua Land Bridge. Usually, when riding a bicycle, the buttocks have to leave the cushion, and you will try your best not to give up halfway, and use the way of pulling a car to solve the problem (a graduate of Jingcheng Middle School, 8 Chengdu has a pair of radish legs with tangled muscles, alas...).

The power of love is really incredible. I chased all the way, ignoring the terrible slope, and biting Dad Li's motorcycle butt.Of course Li Xiaohua knew that I was madly chasing after her. She occasionally turned her head and smiled, as if she was cheering me on, making me completely forget about the screams in my calves. "Wait, how can this difficulty stop me." Under the traffic lights, I was out of breath and looked at Papa Li who was walking away. It took me a few days to gradually shorten the unknown area, and I knew which area Li Xiaohua lived in.That place is only 500 meters away from my home. I used to walk past Minsheng Country every day when I was a child.

"Stop chasing you today, every time I see you rushing into the road, I feel very dangerous." One day when Li Xiaohua was leaving school, he came to me who was packing up and was about to rush to the bicycle shed. "Ah? That's okay." I scratched my head, a little embarrassed.But still packing things. "I told my dad today that I want to walk home by myself, so..." Li Xiaohua blushed. Involuntarily, my breathing temporarily stops. From that wonderful day, Li Xiaohua began to take a bicycle home with me.We walked on the right side, I walked on the outside, and Li Xiaohua walked on the inside, so there was a very obstructive bicycle between us.

"You want to know where my home is, and why?" Li Xiaohua pursed her lips and smiled. "Once I know where your home is, I can go for a walk around the neighborhood when I walk the dog at night, and I have another place to go around when I'm bored riding a bicycle at night." I was talking nonsense. where. "By the way, I still think it's really amazing that you entered the red list as soon as you started studying hard." Li Xiaohua looked at me with admiration. "That's okay. You guys with good grades are really amazing. You have been able to study hard since the first year of junior high school... three years! I can't imagine myself having that kind of perseverance." I confessed.My cleverness turned out to be just a retreating inertia.

"You are so smart, you must be very suitable for reading the natural group." Li Xiaohua said suddenly. "Nature group?" I was a little surprised. Because I have secretly planned in my heart, if my father does not let me take Fuxing Art and Engineering and strongly hopes that I will go to ordinary high school, I will definitely choose the social group without physical chemistry. "Yes, your math is good, and your physics and chemistry are also great. It's a pity to study in the social group." Li Xiaohua smiled. God, there is a big misunderstanding in this.My mathematics was enlightened by Shen Jiayi one question after another, and my physics and chemistry were Li Xiaohua. You kept asking me a bunch of electrical principles, which made me go home and had to read the physics and chemistry reference books. How could you be like "" Ke Jingteng's physical and chemical is great" expression?

Success road alley. "My home is coming soon, just walk here." Li Xiaohua stopped. "Can't it be delivered to your door?" I was curious. "If I go further, I will be angry." Li Xiaohua was a little embarrassed. "Then, see you tomorrow." I stepped on the bicycle and waved. "Yuji Miyamoto brought a knife again, see you tomorrow!" Li Xiaohua smiled and waved. We took our bicycles home several times, and every time we sent Li Xiaohua to the alley of her house and stopped.I can relate to the worry of girls coming home with boys and not wanting to be caught by neighbors or family members.

However, I couldn't stand the bicycle that was getting in the way. So I set off from home ten minutes earlier in the morning, parked my bicycle in front of the Zhonghua Land Bridge, and ran to school by running. I was out of breath, picked a flower, pressed it under Li Xiaohua's desk mat, and wrote a poem. Draw a picture.In this way, I can easily walk home with Li Xiaohua after school. The classmates also began to notice the unusual atmosphere between me and Li Xiaohua.In particular, everyone took the same route to go home. If you want to go home, you have to go through Zhonghua Road. Everyone saw Li Xiaohua and I chatting and walking shoulder to shoulder.

"Let's fall in love!" Liao Yinghong smiled and passed by us on a bicycle, and dropped a sentence. "You can't let the monster wait for the school bus alone!" Xu Bochun also said on the bicycle. "Ke Jingteng, you won't be angry if you are entangled like this recently?" The monster is still out of the situation. With no bicycles in the way, Li Xiaohua and I can go home at a more comfortable pace and choose a more secluded route.Then, um, Li Xiaohua's shoulder was getting closer and closer to me, and her left hand was tightly pressed against my right hand.

Whether my heart beat faster, I don't know, because my soul is completely out of control. From holding Li Xiaohua's hand, there is only one breath away. "……"I. "..." Li Xiaohua. But I never had the courage to open my hand and hold her. The two pretended that their hands were not close together, chatting about the classmates in the class, the interesting things that happened today, my dog, her sister, the fantasy high school life, the life they want to live in the future, and the dreams they look forward to fulfilling. Just not holding hands. Several days passed like this, and every morning I swore to God that I would hold Li Xiaohua's hand after school, but when the critical moment came, I was still in a state of blank mind, unable to go any further.

I don't think I deserve any sympathy. Once it rained heavily, the two of us went home with an umbrella. I leaned the umbrella on Li Xiaohua's body in a gentlemanly manner, so that she would not be drenched by the heavy rain, but I was half wet, and the rainwater poured down along my hair and covered my face. "Can I... ask you one thing?" Li Xiaohua asked timidly. "Yeah." I looked at her, Li Xiaohua's profile was so cute. "Why don't you hold my hand?" Li Xiaohua seemed to be gritting his teeth. "..." I was shocked, and my mind was completely confused. Li Xiaohua stopped and looked at me, her clear eyes never let go of my embarrassment, she didn't even blink, she was so focused as if she was desperately trying to see through my mind. I panicked, and blurted out: "Because, I don't know if you like me or not." I was at a loss. Li Xiaohua's body shook, and they were silent for a while, and the two continued to move forward in the heavy rain. The two came to the land bridge and looked at the empty railroad tracks below, the sky was endlessly gray, and the rain kept falling.come down. "Is the person you like Shen Jiayi?" Li Xiaohua's voice was very thin. "Huh?" I froze. "I used to sit at the back of the classroom, and I often saw you chatting happily. I just thought, you should be together." Li Xiaohua looked at the railway tracks. No trains pass by, the tracks are just monotonous lines.The rain is just gray graffiti slashes. "That's not the case. Shen Jiayi and I are just good friends who like to chat." I laughed. "At that time, I was thinking that you must be a very special person. Otherwise, Shen Jiayi wouldn't talk to you." Li Xiaohua said to himself. "Hey, she's just Oba-sang, okay? Last time she gave me the Jing Si Aphorisms of Master Cheng Yen, asking me to calm down and read the book. God, Master Cheng Yen! Read about Namo Amitabha Buddha!" ​​I emphasized. , laughed exaggeratedly. "..." Li Xiaohua didn't turn his head to look at me, but just looked at the rails. "Anyway, I don't like Shen Jiayi." I am sure. "You don't like it at all?" Li Xiaohua stretched out his hand to touch the rain. "Shen Jiayi is from Obasan Star." I am very sure. that's it. that's it. When the conversation lost focus on Shen Jiayi, I had already missed the best opportunity to confess to Li Xiaohua, let alone holding Li Xiaohua's little hand. The heavy rain kept falling, and the bigger and bigger raindrops poured down my face along the edge of the umbrella. When I came back to my senses, I was already twenty-six years old. The four words "go home together", no matter in which life course they are in, have a very romantic meaning. "Together" means that this matter cannot be done by one person alone, and "going home" means the warm feelings behind it. The person who came home with you for the first time, you will never forget in your life. Thirteen years later, when I close my eyes, I can still see... On the huge Zhonghua Road, at dusk, I shyly lead the bicycle with Li Xiaohua, chatting and walking all over the world.Or breeze, or rain, or sunny, or cloudy. There will be a surge of excitement in my heart, and then I will return to melancholy. Only the small paper umbrella on the table and the last yellowed note remained.