Chapter 61  (62)

The day before the dissertation defense, my roommates got me the address of Mr. Ding’s house, and they all advised me to buy something at night and bring some money to "sit for a while". Courageously decided to call Yang Hong first. "Hi! It's me, Xiaolou." "What's the matter with you?" "Nothing." "It's okay, then I'll hang up." "By the way. Did you get the birthday present I sent you?" "received!" "Like it?" "I didn't read it, I sent it back to you." "Why? Isn't that a birthday present?"

"Yes, it's a birthday present! But I don't feel right, Cheng Xiaolou, I already have a boyfriend now, really." "..." "That's it! I'm dead!" After putting down the phone, I called the mistress "server" who left me her phone number and told her directly that I wanted to sleep with her tonight. She hesitated slightly and said to me: Then you bring it on. Walking towards the school gate, when I passed the tree, I suddenly felt meaningless, the whole world was meaningless. After sitting by the tree for a while, I turned around and went back to the dormitory. Xiaohong must have deliberately retaliated against me. How could it be so fast? When I took a sleeping pill and went to sleep, I thought about it more and more, and I couldn't help feeling a little more at ease.

Several of our papers were awarded "good", except for mine, which was written by Yiyi, and they all got it on the Internet. Another student in our group who is also a student who wants to get a degree got "excellent". It seems that I didn’t write my thesis by myself. The defense was full of loopholes and I was wrong several times. Someone told me that he gave money to Teacher Ding Ding, but I seemed a little reluctant to think about it. Let them go, anyway, this world Originally boring, how can anyone's personality be noble? Expecting too much from others seems to become a kind of escape after hating oneself for being incompetent.