Chapter 48 (49)

"Hey, Xiaohong, I'm Chengxiaolou." "What's the matter with you?" "Nothing." "Then I hang up!" "Anything else, I have something else to do!" "Then tell me!" "I... I heard that today is Valentine's Day, so... I want to make a call,... to ask, and... to see how you are?" "I'm fine! I'm happy!" "Okay! That's good, I'm very happy too!...I...I even sent you a greeting card today." "No need, Chengxiaolou! Don't send it, I already have it!" "Xiaohong, you...don't treat me like this."

"Okay...then tell me! How should I treat you!" I held the microphone and wanted to cry without tears, leaning against the wall as if I couldn't stand. answer. After a while, the hang-up of the phone over there and the indifferent dial tone came from the silent microphone. I went back to the dormitory as if nothing had happened, and found that Dasaw and old K were all there, and everyone was listening to Xiao Rumeng's confidant, and from time to time, I would like to say a few words of comfort and consideration like those aunts and hostesses on midnight radio. He made a sound, took a cigarette quietly, and listened quietly, Xiao Rumeng was incoherent, and I was also distracted, thinking about the cigarette by myself.

Smoke, what a weird thing, I've never been addicted to it, it's just a minute or two in another way to me, that beautiful moment when the match is struck, the time starts, it burns At the beginning, it was so enthusiastic and gorgeous, but it was turned into smoke and ashes one by one. Whether you pinch it or not, it will go out, it's all that nasty cigarette butt, the effort of a cigarette, we can't seem to do anything, but the fire is gone, and the memory of that beautiful moment. The life of a cigarette seems to be nothing more than a disappointment to the love that the match that ignited his life had for him.

I have never confided like Ru Meng, and none of my roommates knew the situation of Yang Hong and me. Heartless roommate, I can't speak no matter what, let alone at home, except for Yang Hong, I really have no cure, and there is no cure! Sex is not the whole of love, but it is indeed the most important step. The love that can be achieved in three months is very different from the love that takes three years of hard work to get out of the teacher. Xiao Rumeng's lovelorn mood is also completely different from mine. Soon, the frail and sickly man seemed not to be very nostalgic for the love that was more physical than spiritual. Instead, he swept away the decadence of college years and devoted himself to the "New Life" movement. Going to the library, or running to the folk band to learn erhu from Da Saw, and even scolding old K in English when Yaxing came at night. Obviously, Xiao Rumeng was touched by what his girlfriend said when they broke up. , I seem to have been touched by Xiao Rumeng, so I decided to cheer myself up and have some fun!I decided to go to the gym!