Chapter 32 (32)

After getting on the train in the early morning, I packed my luggage and fell asleep immediately.I was woken up again and again by the noise from the car, but I was still dreaming the same dream.In my dream, I was lying on a big grass slope facing the sun, holding some snacks in my hand and eating happily. On the train, there was an annoying old retiree who told others over and over again about his son’s family history of struggling and making a fortune in Shenzhen. When he told others about it for the third time, he finally woke me up completely. something. "Young man! How did you get in the car and sleep until now?" The old retiree caught me.

"I haven't slept all day and night." I smiled politely, I was indeed so weak that I didn't even have the strength to speak, I prayed to God that he would stop asking. "What are you doing now?" "student." "When are you graduating?" "immediately." "Have you found a job yet?" "No." "Where are you going to find a job?" "Shenzhen!" I glanced at him angrily: "Are you satisfied!" After saying that, I crawled back to sleep without eating. The train was roaring, bang, bang, bang, bang, and trembling all the way. I was lying on the bunk covered with a blanket and couldn't fall asleep, so I turned my face to the side with the partition and cried secretly from stop to stop.

I walked around Shanghai for 24 hours, and I took the bus non-stop, no matter which route or bus, I don't care where it goes. It rained all night last night, and the rows of old-fashioned buildings and streets outside the car window were washed by the rain to be very flashy and beautiful. This city that has faded its rouge is still puzzled by the amorous demeanor of the past. When I arrived at a bridge, it was as big as a monster, which was surprising. Due to the rain, there were few tourists, and a few sporadic people took pictures with umbrellas in the distance and looked down. After a while of dizziness, I realized that the height of the bridge was so terrible. Still staring at the fast-flowing river below for a long time, the river seems to be full of sentimentality and sorrow.

This sad and helpless river is about to sink into the sea. I was lucky enough to be dragged to the Bund. There are so many wonderful women. Only they are worthy of the dazzling traffic around them and the elegant and luxurious buildings behind them At least, in this romantic weather, these noble landscapes can stand quietly and snuggle together, and they can also walk slowly and lingeringly. I don't seem to belong to any of them! It's almost like an irony on beauty that I sit here like a clay statue! How can I be so sad regardless of the occasion. I have visited quite a few stores lightly, it must be the very soft and exquisite lighting in the store that makes their products look so decent and beautiful.

This can't fool me! I just bought a ski hat with a little ball dangling in the back, although it's a bit premature and out of place to wear it now. But only if it made me feel like I looked more like a clown! A clown that others don't seem to think he's sad. How could it be possible not to call Xiaohong a few times? The two people who traveled thousands of miles away finally got together in a city, but she said she was too tired, and she didn't want to see me either. It must have scared her last night, or maybe what I said was too much and made her sad. God, how could I say those words, I must have broken her heart!

I can't walk anymore No matter how beautiful the night is, I can't do anything, I really can't walk. There was a girl who came over and asked me if I wanted to go to play soon. I happily declined her invitation to meet her beautifully by chance. I just wanted to sit indifferently for a while. Take a good look and see that last night was still illusory, and tomorrow morning it will be far away. This beautiful and heartbreaking...Shanghai!